by Jana Downs
He could so get behind that.
The drive to the hotel was far too long for JP’s tastes. His skin felt like there was a low electrical pulse through it when Billy tore into the parking lot twenty minutes later, and its epicenter was the tattoo throbbing on his shoulder.
The Hilton was a tall white stone building that surpassed all the surrounding buildings by a good twenty feet, but JP could’ve cared less if it was a hole in the wall rent by the hour type of a place. All that mattered was they were in close proximity to a bed and a room with a door.
Billy cut the engine as he threw the car in park. “Last chance,” he rumbled, his voice a delicious dominant tone. “If I take you up there I’m going to have sex with you. I’m probably going to turn you and bind you to me as well. I won’t be able to stop.”
His nobility was touching but unnecessary. “I want this,” he said, reaching out and giving Billy’s leg a squeeze. “I thought a lot about this and I’m sure.”
The feral light in Billy’s gaze deepened with notable appreciation. He gave a curt nod and then opened up his car door. JP followed his lead and did the same. As he was unbuckling his seat belt he felt a moment’s hesitation. Despite the fact that he had thought about it over the past two days he was a little nervous about the prospect of spending forever with a man who he’d only been on a few dates with. Granted, he’d known Billy for years so it wasn’t like he was a stranger by any stretch of the imagination, it was still an intimidating process.
“You okay? You changing your mind?” Billy asked as he opened JP’s door. The man must’ve sprinted to his side of the car.
JP shook his head. “No. I’m ready.” He hoped.
He accepted Billy’s hand and let the wolf pull him from the vehicle.
They crossed the parking lot to the front of the hotel. The lobby passed in a blur as Billy all but dragged him over to the elevators. He vaguely got the impression of neutral colors and fancy molding before the silver elevator doors opened and he was pulled inside.
Billy immediately pressed him against a nearby wall and covered his mouth with his own. JP groaned, opening his mouth at the persistent press of Billy’s tongue against his lips. He clung to his soon-to-be lover’s shoulders, losing himself in Billy’s touch. Billy ground against him, the swell of his cock letting JP know how desperate he really was.
“Want you,” Billy rumbled against his lips, his touch scorching through his clothing.
“Want you, too,” JP murmured in return. Fear, anticipation, and desire washed through his veins. He was going to be werewolf married to Dr. Billy freaking Carrigan. At least fate has good taste.
The elevator arrived on Billy’s floor and Billy wasted no time in dragging JP out into the hallway. All JP could see was Billy’s back as he tugged him along. They reached the far side of the hallway and Billy dropped his hand so he could get the hotel key out of his pocket. JP stepped behind him and ground his desperate dick against Billy’s thigh.
“JP?”
“Yeah?” He sounded breathless to his own ears.
“Thank you.”
The words puzzled him. “For what, Billy?”
“For being mine. For agreeing to give me a chance.”
JP reached out and touched the place between Billy’s shoulder blades. “It’s not a burden to be yours. It’s a privilege.” Billy was a great catch, even his parents had made that deduction after twenty seconds of meeting him. He cared about everyone he met and gave up his time for anyone who needed him. He was brilliant and kind and a million different other positive adjectives.
No wonder the choice wasn’t as hard as what he’d made it up to be.
Something in Billy’s expression softened but he didn’t say a word. Instead he just opened up the door and motioned JP inside. JP took a deep breath and stepped through the doorway.
* * * *
Billy had never been in awe of someone like he was of JP. His mate’s trust in him was very touching. Coupled with the bravery needed to step into a new world without knowing with one hundred percent certainty that they were going to be happy together, JP really blew his mind.
Housekeeping had come and gone, taking away the evidence of his snacking from last night. The king sized bed was pristine and white, ready for their debauchery. Now was the time for him to step up to the plate and give JP what he needed to feel good. The enormity of what he was about to do made his hands tremble. There was no stepping back from this moment. One either had to walk away or jump in feet first.
“Go into the bathroom and get ready. Take off all your clothing and come lie in the center of the bed with your legs spread. Is that understood?”
JP nodded. “Yes, Sir.” He licked his lips. “I’m excited, Sir.”
“Good.” Pleasure rose up and replaced a little of the anxiety to perform well. Some Doms thought they were god’s gift to submissives but Billy understood that a Dom had an obligation to the sub’s pleasure just as much as the sub had an obligation to his Dom’s. He wanted to blow JP’s mind so that he would have confidence going forward that Billy could deliver on this aspect of their relationship.
As soon as the door to the bathroom closed, he went into action. He stripped off his shirt and folded it before toeing off his shoes and taking off his pants. Everything went into a neat pile by his suitcase. He knelt and unzipped his smaller carryon where he’d stashed his equipment. The restraint ties were specially designed to go under the bed and enabled a sub to pull against something without drilling a hole in the wall. The portability was the reason he’d bought the set to begin with. The supple, cream suede cuffs would feel like butter against JP’s skin.
Satisfied with his setup, he returned to the case and grabbed out his leather underwear, the ones with the silver studs down the center seam. Wearing them would prevent him from being overly eager and ending the game before it began. He planned on keeping JP on the edge of release for hours and hours. He pulled his underwear up his feet and then knelt again to get his other tools.
The sound of JP’s soft feet on the softer carpet was a symphony to his ears. He opened his case and brought out his feathered crop, his vibrators, and his lubrication. Like he’d told JP before, he wasn’t a pain man. Pleasure was the game he enjoyed most. Control was what he needed to inflict the level of pleasure he wanted to administer. JP was going to learn to love that control.
“Like this?” JP asked from the bed over his shoulder.
Billy straightened with his toys and turned back toward the bed. “Yes. Just like that, sweet.” He crossed the two feet that separated him from the bed and put the toys down at the foot before circling toward the right and lifting the cuff. “Give me your hand.” JP did without question. Billy secured his first wrist. He went to the other side of the bed and secured the other.
Satisfied with his progress, he stood back to admire his work. His beautiful mate lay splayed against the white comforter, his creamy skin a pretty contrast, especially flushed with desire as it was. His violet hair and vibrant blue eyes made him look extremely exotic and somehow more desirable for it. His gaze drifted downward to caress every line of JP’s beautifully soft skin. When he came to his dick, he licked his lips. JP’s cock was standing out straight from his body, the tip already smeared with pleasure. Billy had never seen anyone as beautiful as his mate was right at that moment.
JP smiled up at him, his pupils dilated with lust and his desire perfumed the air in a pleasing scent. “Like what you see?” he asked.
“Hm, I do. You’re beautiful.”
JP panted. “Shouldn’t you be all scary and noncomplimentary?”
“I told you, sweet. I’m a different kind of Dom.” He picked up a soft silk handkerchief from his dresser and folded it into a thin strip that would work very well as a blindfold. “Do you have any sensory deprivation issues?”
JP shook his head. “No, Sir.”
“Good. Lift your head, sweet.” He did, and Billy secured the makeshift blindfold around his eyes.
“I want you to concentrate on nothing but your pleasure. Understood?”
“Yes, Sir.”
“Good boy.”
He went to his collection of toys and picked up his feather crop. Slowly, he ran the feather crop over JP’s nipples, making each tip pucker beautifully. JP gasped softly, arching into the touch. Billy’s cock hardened even further if that was possible, straining against the confines of his leather underwear. He spent several minutes drifting from one puckered beautiful tip to the other in varying intervals.
JP giggled as Billy dragged the feathers lower to tease his ribs and stomach. He smiled at his mate. Not everything they would do would be serious. Fun had a place in the bedroom as well.
“Stop, please, Sir!” JP giggled, panting for an entirely different reason. “Good lord, stop!”
Billy laughed. “All right, sweet.” He moved the feather downward abruptly, running it in small circles around JP’s tight sac. JP’s laughter turned into a low moan as his cock jerked at the contact.
Billy reached down and squeezed the tip of his cock as he continued to play with the feathers. JP’s heels dug into the mattress as JP fucked up into his fist, making little sounds of want in the back of his throat in regular intervals. He pushed him to the edge and then backed off, careful to keep him on the edge of bliss.
A light sheen of sweat formed on JP’s skin as he continued to toy with him. He threw the feather crop aside and snatched up the vibrating cock ring. The battery-powered toy had been bought with JP in mind before he left. JP was such a sensual creature. He deserved to wallow in the luxury of sexual freedom and he wanted to be the one to give him all the pleasure he could possibly handle.
He dropped a dollop of lube onto JP’s cock and took another few minutes to thoroughly saturate his dick with sure strokes so that it glistened. The whole time JP shuddered and moaned, descending into an animal place where he was a creature of feeling. It was just what Billy wanted to see.
He turned on the cock ring and the toy buzzed against his palm.
JP groaned. “What’s that, Sir?” He spread his thighs, clearly expecting the vibrator to go in his cute little ass. Billy chuckled. He was in for a little surprise.
“Find out, boy.” He slid the ring down his cock.
JP gave a little shout as his whole body vibrated along with the toy. He moved restlessly against the sheets, his need clear.
“Oh God. Sir, I’m gonna come. Christ.”
“Not yet,” Billy rumbled, reaching down and applying a light pressure to the base of JP’s cock. “Not until I’m inside you.”
JP whimpered. “Hurry. Please. Please.”
The desperate note in his voice made Billy that much harder. It was going to take a lot of control to get through this without creaming his leathers like a teenager with his first skin mag. He took a deep breath, grateful JP couldn’t see how close he was to losing control.
He took a smaller toy and slicked it with additional lubrication. “Spread your legs wider.” JP’s obedience was instantaneous.
Billy knelt between his thighs and worked his toy into JP’s tight ass. The toy was narrowed at the tip before it flared wider to almost the circumference of his cock at the base. He wanted to make sure JP was completely lost in his touch, completely at his mercy.
“Ngh, Sir, oh,” JP babbled adorably. “Want to come so bad.”
“I know, sweet. Just wait a bit longer.” He was telling himself as much as he was telling JP. His dick was protesting waiting as well. He was so hard it was painful.
He moved the toy in and out of his lover, fucking him gently as he spread him wider. His wolf paced in his mind, ready and eager to move things along. He made himself take his time though, needing this first time to really blow JP’s mind.
“Sir!” JP shouted. “I need it. Please!” He pulled on his restraints, arching as best he could how he was tied.
He growled at the plea, unable to deny either one of them any longer. He would have time to make love to his mate as thoroughly as he could later. Now was a time for hard, fast sex. He’d waited long enough.
He pulled the toy from JP’s body and tossed it aside. With one quick motion he pushed the leather down his thighs and then kicked them free. He squeezed more slick on his dick and then muscled his way between JP’s legs. JP hooked his ankles on Billy’s hips as Billy spread his ass cheeks and pressed the thick helmet of his cock against the tight pucker he found there.
JP’s muscles strained against the restraints, his body restless. “Please.”
“I’m right here, mate.” His mouth filled with sharp teeth, a gift from his wolf for the binding process. He slammed forward, unable to help it as he lost himself in his mate. He was instantly surrounded by heat. Unbelievable pleasure sparked up and down his spine, tempting him to fuck and fuck hard until he locked inside his mate.
Crap. I forgot to tell him about that.
Now wasn’t the time to let his mate know that he would be wolfing out in more ways than one.
Instead he just pulled back and then slid back deep again. JP went nuts under him, thrashing against the comforter. Billy’s superior strength helped him keep his lover right where he wanted him as he fucked him with all the strength and speed of his kind. His balls were painfully tight against his body, warning him that orgasm wasn’t far off.
“JP,” he whispered through a fang-filled mouth.
“Yes!” JP said as Billy reached down and caressed his vibrating cock.
His hips slammed forward, chasing his release as JP came apart under him. Suddenly JP stiffened, and then the sticky proof of his release splashed against Billy’s chest, filling the air with the smell of his orgasm.
It was all Billy needed to fall off the edge of his own release. He groaned and then slammed forward, once, twice, three more times. He came hard, his body swelling impossibly inside JP’s tight ass. Without meaning to, he leaned forward and grabbed JP’s neck with his fangs, popping through the skin without warning. His dick knotted, pumping more come into his lover as he continued to orgasm. JP screamed, shuddering through his oversensitized pleasure as he took Billy’s bite like a pro.
Endless moments later, Billy pulled his teeth free, panting lightly. His cock still locked inside his lover, he fell into a world of contentment. It was done. They were mated.
Chapter Eleven
JP smiled as Billy went to get their luggage from the carousel. He was just beginning to feel the effects of Billy’s bite as the wolf’s saliva did its job. They’d left California the night after they’d had sex so that JP wouldn’t get stuck in Cali while he underwent his transformation. Billy was monitoring him constantly as his fever rose along with his tiredness, waiting for the moment when he would have to isolate himself. It was fine with JP. He didn’t want to get locked in some government facility somewhere on account of turning into something furry. He really just wanted to get wherever they were going and snuggle.
After the phenomenal sex they’d shared, JP had fallen just a little bit more in love with him. JP had never been with a more attentive and wonderfully generous lover. He’d resigned himself to the fact that all BDSM would come with some kind of pain. Billy was unexpectedly delightful in his orientation in that world. JP loved being tied down and controlled. The fact that Billy was all about everything he loved was just amazing.
“So are we moving in together?” JP asked as Billy returned with his luggage. The stubborn man would not hear of JP carrying anything. It was sweet that he wanted to take care of him.
“If that’s what you want,” Billy said, grinning like it was the best idea he’d ever heard. “I’m not going to push you into it, but it’s pretty typical for mates to live with one another.”
“Hm, I haven’t even seen your house yet.” He’d just bet his lover’s home was gorgeous and much bigger than his place. He wasn’t sure why the switch had finally flipped, but he got what Billy was talking about. He knew that the two of them were fundamentally good together in a way that
he’d never experience again. Maybe they were rushing, but it didn’t feel like it, not anymore.
“You will.”
Billy led the way to the parking garage where he was parked, and in no time they were on their way toward the center of town and JP’s place. He was surprised that Billy didn’t drag him to his home but he should’ve known better. He’d want JP to be comfortable and to have his stuff on hand.
“I’ll hire a couple boys in the pack to help pack your things if you like,” Billy said as he pulled into his apartment’s guest parking. “You’ll probably be tired for a few days after you change.”
JP nodded but his attention was focused on what was going on inside of his body. There was something, a shadow at the center of his consciousness that hadn’t been there before. He could feel it somehow. “I feel weird.”
Billy nodded like it was normal. “You will. You’re getting a new part of yourself. It’s going to take some getting used to.”
“I figured.” JP shivered as his fever seemed to spike. “Will you stay with me?”
“I wouldn’t leave you if you tried to make me. I’ve got the next four days off either way. That should give you and I some time to relax and get you through the worst of it.” Since his mate was a workaholic, JP was impressed that he’d actually taken six days off.
“Thank you,” JP said, unbuckling his seat belt.
“You’re welcome, sweet.” Billy reached over and cupped JP’s cheek. “I need to tell you something.”
JP smiled, leaning into the warmth of Billy’s palm. “What?”
“I love you.”
His heart skipped a beat before taking on a thundering rhythm. He hadn’t been expecting that.
Billy licked his lips. “I know you may not be there yet, but I know what I know and I know what I feel. You’re all I need. I’ve known you were brilliant forever, and I knew I was attracted to you forever. Now that we’re mated, I just know. I hope you’ll grow to love me, too.”
Little did he know, he was already there. He wanted to wait to let the cat out of the bag though. The moment needed to be perfect, special, and JP wouldn’t accept anything else.