by Q. T. Ruby
Table of Contents
A Moment of Truth - Bonus Edition
A Matter of Trust
Dedication
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Twenty-Six
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Chapter Thirty
Chapter Thirty-One
Acknowledgements
A Moment of Truth
Dedication
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Twenty-Six
Epilogue
Acknowledgements
About the Author
A Moment of Truth - Bonus Edition
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Copyright
A Moment of Truth
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Copyright © 2016 by Q. T. Ruby
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A Matter of Trust
Q. T. Ruby
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A Matter of Trust
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Dedication
To God—thank you for not forgetting about me.
To my husband and children who make my heart full and my world go ‘round.
To my parents, whose love has always sustained me.
And finally, to my siblings, whose sometimes torturous—but always funny—shenanigans have helped forge my laugh lines.
Chapter One
I hate weekends.
Weekends are forty-eight hours of torturous interrogations led by the investigators. And by the investigators, I mean my roommates, Camille and Bridget.
Camille’s a feisty brunette, Bridget’s a mischievous blonde, and together they’re the biggest pain in my ass. I can’t help thinking about their bottomless pit of questions as I sit in my classroom, finishing my lesson plans for Monday.
Don’t get me wrong. I love my roommates—they’re my best friends, after all—but for as smart as they are, they can’t seem to get it through their heads that I’m just fine staying in. Take last night, for example. They were all over me about not going out—on a Thursday no less.
“C’mon, Claire. Have you seen yourself? I mean, in something other than sweats? You’re beautiful, funny, and you’re wasting your good years inside this apartment in sweatpants—nasty gray sweatpants at that. You don’t even put on those velour, pretend-they’re-not-sweatpants sweatpants,” Bridget said.
“I’m just not into the bar scene, that’s all.”
“Yes, we know, but you have to get out of the apartment now and again. You know, see the world. You live in New York City for Christ’s sake,” Camille said.
“I know—we just went to a movie.”
“True, like three weeks ago, where you sat in a dark theater, shoveling popcorn into your face. How exactly is that seeing the world?” Camille demanded, hands on her hips.
Ugh.
After giving the ungraded essays a good shove into my satchel, I sit for a moment, thinking. I’m just not into what they’re into anymore. Can’t a person change? And, honestly, what’s the problem with sweatpants?
I pack assignments for a sick student into my bag next. My plan is to drop them off to her after the gym before I head home, where the interrogation will commence yet again.
Soldiering through the arctic February air
toward the gym, my mind isn’t far from the last thing Bridget said:
“Look, I know you hate talking about this, but I’m going to say it anyway. You have to stop letting what happened between you and Mark screw up your life. You have to! You’ve spent too long avoiding . . . well, everything, and it really has to stop. Remember all the fun we had together in college? Where is my Claire?”
Why did she dig that up? Just because I prefer the cozy sofa to drinks at a bar doesn’t mean the crap with Mark still affects me. Needless to say, my frustration makes for a good workout.
Afterward, I step out of the gym to find a bone-chilling mist falling and, of course, I’ve forgotten my umbrella. Figures.
Damp and shivering, I arrive at the fancy apartment building where my student lives. I defrost for a mere moment in the building’s luxurious lobby when I notice the elevator doors are already open. With my clunky bags slung over my shoulders, I dive inside with only a second to spare. I’m startled to see a guy inside the compartment already, leaning near the buttons and staring at his sneakers.
I clear my throat and step to the back of the elevator, making space even though there are only two of us inside.
“Eight, please,” I say, and without a word, he presses the button. I notice seven is already lit. As we ascend, I sneak a peek at the guy. He’s cute.
I glance again. Strike that. He’s ridiculously good-looking!
He’s tall and lean, and his black leather jacket hugs his broad shoulders just right. Sandy blond hair pokes out from the back and sides of his navy baseball hat. His sculpted cheeks are peppered with scruff.
Not that I’m staring.
Oddly enough, he looks familiar. Maybe he dated Camille or Bridget? I mentally flip through the roster of men they’ve conquered when a name shifts to the front of my mind—Daniel Chase. Daniel Chase? The actor?
I lean forward a little and squint.
Oh my God . . . It’s got to be him! Bridget and my students would die! A giggle threatens, but I quickly shove a sock in it.
Of course, it’s just my luck that under my winter coat is a sweat-drenched body, my long, dark hair is escaping its ponytail holder, and any remaining makeup from the day has probably smudged its way under my eyes. Great. I have officially become a sewer rat. I wipe under my eyes and tug my coat closed to hopefully contain my stench. I roll my eyes. This is my life.
In the midst of cursing my luck, the elevator comes to a jolting stop. I’m tossed forward, and I slam my hands against the walls to catch my balance.
“What was that?” the man says in his hot English accent as he looks up and around.
I’m pretty sure that in any other situation, I’d be putty in his hands, but at this very moment, I don’t care about my sweaty self or the super-handsome man or his amazing voice because—
There are NO windows!
The space shrinks, and my chest tightens. I can’t breathe. “Try pressing the door open button?” I say, gulping my fear. Please don’t let me lose it.
He presses the button, but nothing happens. He tries a different button. Nothing.
“Try ringing the emergency bell,” I blurt out. How long can I handle this? My lungs aren’t working, and I know from my thundering heart that my body will require air soon.
“Right.” He searches the rows of buttons.
The bell rings. We wait. There’s no response. Panic escalates inside, and I channel it as best as I can into my tapping foot.
“Oh! My mobile,” the man says, his back still to me. He pats his back pocket, finds it, and dials.
“Hello, Len. I’m stuck in your lift . . . Yes, I’m fine . . . one other person . . . all right . . . thanks.”
Inhale . . .
Exhale . . .
I’m focused on the steady rhythm of my breathing when he turns to face me. No doubt horrified by my near-hyperventilation, his eyes widen as his phone slips from his hand. His cheeks redden as he swipes at the flying phone once, twice, before finally catching it midair.
He straightens up. “Uh, my manager lives upstairs . . . he said he’ll phone someone.” He rubs the back of his neck a couple of times.
Breathe, Claire . . .
“Great because . . . small spaces . . . aren’t . . . my thing,” I say between breaths, attempting humor in this very unfunny situation. I draw in a deeper breath and let it out in a slow, quiet whoosh that begins to steady my heart and nerves. Then I meet his ridiculously green eyes and my heart gets racing all over again.
He gapes at me, probably worried about my current state of mind. I am, too, actually.
“Are you all right?”
“I’ll be okay.” I drop my eyes to the floor as a heat rushes through me.
Breathe, Claire . . .
In . . .
Out . . .
We’re quiet for a few awkward moments when I realize I’m going to hit full-panic mode if I don’t distract myself from this four-walled cell—and won’t that be a little embarrassing. Find something. Distract yourself, Claire.
“This might be a really weird question, but . . . are you Daniel Chase?” I peek up.
“Yes.” He seems to brace himself.
Oh God. Here I am, a hot mess and virtually panicking, a mere three feet from the most beautiful guy I’ve ever been near, not to mention the tiny fact that he’s a famous actor. This moment only confirms what I learned a few years ago—my life plus men does not equal happy.
Well, since I’m about to die . . . “I’m Claire Parelli.” I hold out my hand to shake his.
“Nice to meet you, Claire. Don’t think I’ve seen you around here before. You just move in?”
His handshake is firm, warm, and wow, my name sounds amazing wrapped in smooth English silk. I hide my swooning well. I think. I hope. “Oh, no. I don’t live here. Teachers can’t afford places like this.” I grin.
“They’re not like I remember them,” he says, almost as if I’m not meant to hear it as he glances up at the unmoving floor numbers.
“What’s that?”
He shakes his head and surveys me a moment. “It’s just that you don’t look like any of the teachers I had.”
Every bit of me freezes. “Oh.”
“So what’re you doing here then?”
“I’m dropping off work to a student who’s been out sick all week.” Breathe . . .
He cocks an eyebrow. “I didn’t know teachers did that sort of thing.”
“What sort of thing?”
He smirks. “You know, go door-to-door, leaving homework for all the children.”
“Yep, just like Santa!” I laugh.
His grin widens. “What do you teach?”
“English—at an all-girls high school here in the city.”
“All girls, eh?” He shudders. “What’s that like?”
“Well, it’s fun, challenging sometimes, and . . .” The next thought makes me smile. “They sure do enjoy you.”
He shakes his head, smiling too. “Now, that’s embarrassing.”
“But it must be nice to have so many fans.”
“It’s flattering, definitely, but . . . it’s still bizarre.”
“You mean it’s weird to have young girls obsess over your every move?”
He laughs and nods. “Yeah, sometimes I feel like I could have a full-on panic attack.”
“Much like I am about to do here.” Breathe in . . .
He leans in. “Are you all right?”
I breathe out. “I think if I keep talking, it’ll keep me distracted enough . . . if you don’t mind, Daniel,” I say because I’m sure I look nuts, and now I’m proving it.
“No worries. And call me Dan.”
“Okay.” I grin. “So what are you doing in New York, Dan?�
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“I’m here for a few meetings, then I’m off to London tomorrow for a short break. Afterward, it’s back to L.A. for my next job.”
“Wow, that’s a lot of traveling. Do you come through New York often?” I ask, as my mind and heart start to settle.
“Often enough. I assume you live here in New York, then?”
“Yeah, not too far from here.”
“Have you always lived in New York?”
“No. I grew up in Connecticut but moved here about three years ago.”
“Connecticut’s close by, right?”
“Yes. The next state over—about an hour away.”
“So you came here for work?”
“For the most part.”
He examines me a moment as if deciding to ask me something other than: “You enjoy teaching?”
His attention makes me squirm. “Yes, but it’s like any job I suppose—it has its ups and downs . . . well, except your job perhaps.” I smile.
“Ha! Right, there’s nothing bad about my job.” He snorts.
I raise an eyebrow at him. “Yeah, it must be awful to earn gobs of money while thousands of women throw themselves at you. You really have it rough.” I laugh.
Cocking his head to the side, his pursed-lip smirk nearly stops my shaky heart. “Honestly, I am quite lucky; I have a brilliant job, but it has its ups and downs, too,” he says, challenging me.
“What’s the hardest part?” I challenge right back. Am I flirting? I think I’m flirting.
“Oh, I don’t know . . .” He glances down at his feet. I get the sense he’s hoping I’ll drop the subject, but he finally says, “You really want to know?”