The Best American Poetry 2012

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by David Lehman


  This program is designed to make such

  beautiful music that it feels like at last

  they have allowed you to take the good canoe

  into the lake of your own choosing

  and above you the sky exposes one

  or two real eagles, the water

  warm or marked with stones,

  however you like it, blue.

  from The New Yorker

  HENRI COLE

  Broom

  A starkly lighted room with a tangy iron odor;

  a subterranean dankness; a metal showerhead hanging from the ceiling;

  a scalpel, a trocar, a pump; a white marble table; a naked, wrinkled

  body faceup on a sheet, with scrubbed skin, clean nails,

  and shampooed hair; its mouth sewn shut, with posed lips,

  its limbs massaged, its arteries drained, its stomach and intestines emptied;

  a pale blue sweater, artificial pearls, lipstick, and rouge;

  hands that once opened, closed, rolled, unrolled, rerolled, folded, unfolded,

  turned, and returned, as if breathing silver, unselfing themselves now

  (very painful); hands that once tore open, rended, ripped,

  served, sewed, and stroked (very loving), pushing and butting now

  with all their strength as their physiognomy fills with firming fluid;

  hands once raucous, sublime, quotidian—now strange, cruel, neat;

  hands that once chased me gruesomely with a broom, then brushed my hair.

  from The Threepenny Review

  BILLY COLLINS

  Delivery

  Moon moving in the upper window,

  shadow of the pen in my hand on the page—

  I keep wishing that the news of my death

  will be delivered by a little wooden truck

  or a child’s drawing of a truck

  featuring the long rectangular box of the trailer,

  with some lettering on the side,

  then the protruding cab, the ovoid wheels,

  maybe the inscrutable profile of a driver,

  and of course puffs of white smoke

  issuing from the tail pipe, drawn like flowers

  and similar in their expression to the clouds in the sky only smaller.

  from Subtropics

  PETER COOLEY

  More Than Twice, More Than I Can Count

  Down here, with my long wait for wings to grow

  I’m slow accepting the stars’ chart for me,

  the blind track written in my sky at birth.

  I have my glimpses, terrible and deep,

  moments when I can see a kind of plan,

  and more than twice tracing the lineaments

  in one of the live oaks in City Park

  New Orleans legend says were born with Christ,

  or in the face of a beautiful child

  or yes—why not say it—a flowering light

  hibiscus blossoms open and then close

  in sunlight’s entrance, exit through the cloud—

  say it: I’ve seen, head-on the face of God

  cracked, fractured, splintered, never what I want

  but mine, nevertheless and, yes, these wings’

  sutures, at more than half a century

  with me almost immeasurable in light,

  itch and lift me here where blue ground meets sky.

  For a few seconds I am only blue.

  I have my little time in Paradise.

  from Harvard Review

  EDUARDO C. CORRAL

  To the Angelbeast

  for Arthur Russell

  All that glitters isn’t music.

  Once, hidden in tall grass,

  I tossed fistfuls of dirt into the air:

  doe after doe of leaping.

  You said it was nothing

  but a trick of the light. Gold

  curves. Gold scarves.

  Am I not your animal?

  You’d wait in the orchard for hours

  to watch a deer

  break from the shadows.

  You said it was like lifting a cello

  out of its black case.

  from Poetry

  ERICA DAWSON

  Back Matter

  Semantics 2.0,

  Daughter, still, of absurdities,

  I like “street-talker” now. Yes, please.

  Breathless with ghetto woe

  (“. . . and his mama cried”) I’d call

  Me too American, too black,

  Too Negro dialect. My back

  Is to your front. I’m all

  Set with my Nikes on.

  *

  Back: as in “go,” sound on the tongue

  Articulated, clean, clearly hung

  In the aft of the mouth.

  *

  Back: dawn

  As near is to December. I

  Walk in the flakes as doctors try

  To drink their coffee, yawn

  In mittened hands while they

  Cross MLK and I decide

  To take the hill, walk farther, ride

  It out this Saturday,

  Cold, cocked, nothing.

  And Back:

  Pertaining to support; to cause

  To move backward; hems, haws,

  But strength, effort; no lack-

  Luster labor.

  *

  I put

  My back into it, start to sweat

  And feel the Sempiternam, wet,

  There in the skin afoot,

  All itchy, from the needle

  (Wednesday’s fresh ink). I turn and head

  For red EMERGENCY—

  hot bed,

  A microcosm, beetle

  Of Cincinnati streets

  Where pigs have got a man spread-eagle,

  Cuffed to a gurney with the legal

  Miranda said, the beats

  Of EKGs, the blood

  Of GS to the chest,

  STAT angiectomy,

  last rites,

  Urban Gethsemane, left bites

  Of Jell-O.

  *

  Back: to rest;

  Arrears or overdue;

  Belonging to the past like back

  In the day.

  *

  The once-crazy could crack—

  *

  The defending player who,

  Behind the other players, makes

  First contact—

  *

  Streets are talking, rakes

  Catcalling, and the new

  Sky’s crisp as all the streams

  Of frozen runoff.

  There’s no help

  For me, just voices: barest yelp,

  Incessant chatter, screams;

  It’s my emergency,

  My good-luck charm, my fetish carved

  In brain waves; and, I’m fucking starved

  For more synecdoche—

  More forms: the water-trickle

  When it melts in spring, the med(evac!),

  A glass door sliding off its track—

  A million worlds to tickle

  My fancy.

  “Ma’am, you next?”

  I leave the hospital and walk

  For milk, though I need none. I stalk

  A flying flier, text

  Muddied by snow and now

  Unreadable.

  *

  Back is the how

  You know where you have been; the Tao;

  “What up”; instead of “ciao,”

  “Peace”; “One”; a vision too

  Damn visible in memory.

  *

  Only I have to listen. See?

  I’m still the jigaboo.

  Don’t see me as I butt

  In highs and lows and every nome

  And phoneme while on my way home

  To lay back in the cut.

  from Barrow Street

  STEPHEN DUNN

  The Imagined

  If
the imagined woman makes the real woman

  seem bare-boned, hardly existent, lacking in

  gracefulness and intellect and pulchritude,

  and if you come to realize the imagined woman

  can only satisfy your imagination, whereas

  the real woman with all her limitations

  can often make you feel good, how, in spite

  of knowing this, does the imagined woman

  keep getting into your bedroom, and joining you

  at dinner, why is it that you always bring her along

  on vacations when the real woman is shopping,

  or figuring the best way to the museum?

  And if the real woman

  has an imagined man, as she must, someone

  probably with her at this very moment, in fact

  doing and saying everything she’s ever wanted,

  would you want to know that he slips in

  to her life every day from a secret doorway

  she’s made for him, that he’s present even when

  you’re eating your omelette at breakfast,

  or do you prefer how she goes about the house

  as she does, as if there were just the two of you?

  Isn’t her silence, finally, loving? And yours

  not entirely self-serving? Hasn’t the time come,

  once again, not to talk about it?

  from The New Yorker

  ELAINE EQUI

  A Story Begins

  The same as other stories, but we follow along in case something different might happen.

  Just one different thing. It leads us to a ledge and pushes us over.

  Every story has a climax in a way life doesn’t.

  It puts us back where it found us. It opens our eyes which weren’t closed, but felt that way because what we saw was happening inside the story.

  We are the excess of the story—that which it cannot contain.

  Washed ashore.

  What was the story about?

  I can’t remember. A dwindling, dim-witted tribe.

  Every month when the moon was full, they’d sacrifice another virgin, but could never figure out why the crops still wouldn’t grow.

  from New American Writing

  ROBERT GIBB

  Spirit in the Dark

  What to make of the night we sat up late,

  Listening to Beethoven’s Ninth

  In that otherwise darkened apartment?

  The New York Philharmonic

  Was gathering together the fragments

  At the fourth movement’s start—

  Momentum they’d ride like a wave

  Through the fanfare and final chorus—

  When we felt something else enter the air,

  A front in the weather of the room.

  It sat us upright on the edge of our chairs

  While it tracked toward the record

  And hung suspended for a measure or two

  Above the still point of the stylus.

  Then, just as steadily, it withdrew,

  A patch of fog that had been burned off . . .

  The look the dead raised on your face

  Must have been the same on my own.

  “What was that?” our expressions asked.

  Decades later, I’d still like to know.

  And what changes, if any, were played

  Upon us? And did any of them take?

  “Be embraced,” the chorus sang,

  And then the crescendo and kettledrums,

  The whole Ninth welling before us

  Before fading as well from the room.

  from Prairie Schooner

  KATHLEEN GRABER

  Self-Portrait with No Internal Navigation

  Have you ever been arrested? The pigeon arrests me.

  No, not the wing but the sturdy round body & the sheen

  of the throat, like the interior of a snail’s shell or the bruise

  of spring—think of the lilac blistered with blossoms,

  of the burned grouse moor’s sudden eruption into heather—

  a beauty we expect only from what’s broken. Have you ever

  gone too far? Last week, I overshot the same junction twice

  along a simple stretch of country road. And Philippe Petit

  crossed eight times between The Towers. This is what

  the officers at the station told him later when he was through.

  He had no idea how long he’d hovered, how many times

  he reversed himself, passing onto something almost

  like earth beyond the far guy-wire, only to pivot back again—

  lying down even, one leg dangling—above loose, swaying

  space. I worry about the pigeons beginning today to roost

  on the ferry that shuttles back & forth between two capes.

  A pair of pigeons mates for a lifetime, produces, at most,

  two squabs each year. They have chosen this spot because,

  centuries ago, they were domestic—the words are coop

  & columbarium—because they still love, past reason,

  the swift tides of our voices, are drawn to the chattering crew

  even as it swats at them now with brooms & paints

  the sooty pipes above the car deck with a chemical tar

  concocted to burn the birds’ feet. Once my husband chose

  to step out into open air. He fell but was somehow returned

  to me. Feral cousin of the carrier & racer, the rock dove steers

  with a certainty we cannot imagine. Still, what if one flies

  into the marsh for reeds for the nest just as the boat sets sail?

  How will it know to simply sit & wait? And what of the panic

  of the one departed? The one who has left without leaving.

  from Mead: The Magazine of Literature and Libations

  AMY GLYNN GREACEN

  Helianthus annuus (Sunflower)

  Irrational you may be, in the way

  That mathematicians mean it. But you’re all

  About efficiencies, optimizations.

  From apex to primordia, you spiral

  Into control, girasole, you flower

  Of the golden mean, the gyre, the twist, the curve.

  Triumph of coincidence, master of packing

  Density, attentiveness to detail.

  And all this from a flower no one planted,

  Arisen from last year’s spillage from the birdhouse,

  Two thousand seeds for the one that engendered you.

  Weary of time? I think not. Object lesson

  For adepts of the trigonometries

  Of Fibonacci—you are time, a living

  Sundial, tireless tracker of the light’s

  Trajectory. You know, you flaming thing,

  You august standard-bearer for the skies

  In their last and greatest clarity before

  The cloudy season, you know there is nothing

  Random in the way a space is filled.

  Nothing ever doesn’t make sense. We

  Can do the math: each thing will always be

  The sum of things that came before it. Write

  This message in the borders of the garden:

  Phi, the symbol of the mean you mean,

  The disc atop the slim stalk. Yes, and fie,

  By the way, on any and all who’d think to call

  You weary of time, who’d wrongly reify

  Those bending rays, that reverent chin-to-chest

  Kowtow. You know of mortal gravity,

  Sun-worshipper, you pythia of pith

  And oil, you oracle of harmony,

  Order and reason. Of course you bow to it.

  from New England Review

  JAMES ALLEN HALL

  One Train’s Survival Depends on the Other Derailed

  after Susan Mitchell

  In a bar in Chicago like a bar in New York, the anthems hang

  in the jukebox air: I Will Surviv
e, Maybe This Time,

  the bartender’s nipple ring catching the discoball’s shrapnel light,

  on a night which begins in wan November, dancing

  with a chestnut-haired Aries, the scorch of us hurtling like a train

  I want to step in front of. He takes my hand when we leave the bar,

  we walk a greasy sidewalk to a private courtyard, he kisses me

  and the world goes magnolia, quick white flash back

  to the garden I hid in as a boy, interred in a noiseless mangle,

  the tree’s opalescent sepals masking my upturned face

  as I imagine a real life GI Joe come to the rescue, smiling down

  into the plot, shovel in hand. He kisses me on a night

  so rinsed in purity it begs for its own ending.

  The night’s begging lodged in me. We’re parallel trains

  lurching forward, jaunting windows jaggedly aligned.

  Don’t love the train, it craves to be emptied.

  When we part, a February starfield blooming above us

  in the dead of winter, he’s wiping the kiss off his lips.

  Don’t miss me, he says, hailing a cab, paying the driver,

  saying goodbye with a sterile hug. I miss the stars,

  which had leaned in close. In November, I could die

  happy, his saliva drying on my neck, the breeze

  violining its song along the sloped avenue.

  The song expires on the radio of an overheated car

  speeding eastward into the night after the secret courtyard,

  after the snow lowered its gentle hammer on the skulls

  of lovers, the night I know in my sudden blood

  I am going to kill myself. Don’t miss me,

  the discoball moon says to the lake. Don’t miss me

  says a boy to the plastic partition, the snow melting

  down his face in tracks, in February, on a night

  stricken at last of starlight, shocked dumb,

  night with its shovel and its covering dark.

  from New England Review

  TERRANCE HAYES

  The Rose Has Teeth

  after Matmos & M. Zapruder

  I was trying to play the twelve-bar blues with two bars.

  I was trying to fill the room with a shocked and awkward color,

  I was trying to limber your shuffle, the muscle wired to muscle.

 

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