“Don’t even think about it asshole. I know what you're like. I will cut your balls off and feed you them if you even think about trying to have sex with my best friends.” Soph growls at him.
“Both? I was just thinking one. Anyway, they’re probably butt ugly. Usually, when there are a few best friends, you have one gorgeous looking one, an okay looking one and a butt ugly one. You’re gorgeous so which one is mediocre and which one is the butt ugly one?” Smithy asks and somehow manages to dodge the hand that Soph was trying to slap him with.
“Look, Winter is a bit taller than me, she has long brown hair and her skin is tanned all year round thanks to her Latino background, she has big tits and a big ass but in a freaking awesome way that makes her so fucking sexy. I’m telling you Winter is drop dead gorgeous. Maddie has blonde hair and is petite, she is beautiful, and I’m not lying.” There is no way this Winter chick is that freaking gorgeous as well as being loyal. Soph is exaggerating.
“Sorry Soph, I call bullshit. No one is that perfect.” I say, and she looks skeptically at me.
“Oh yeah? Who was the Debbie downer who made you this skeptical of the perfect woman?” Soph says sarcastically.
“Debbie downer? No one has made me skeptical, I just think that you are making her more than she really is.” I tell her truthfully.
“Why don’t you meet her and tell me I’m full of shit.” Soph fires back at me.
“Whoa, calm down there Soph, I didn’t mean anything bad about it, I just don’t think a woman like that exists. Anyway, I’m going home, I may try and come to New York for a few nights before we leave.” I may need to let off steam after being with my mom for a few days.
“Okay. You can stay with us if you want?” Soph says and before I can answer, Smithy does.
“Us? When the fuck did my place, become ours?” I can’t help it, I laugh.
“Smithy, don’t you know this is what women do, they slowly add things to your place, next thing you know, they’ve moved in, and your clothes are now squashed into the corner of the wardrobe,” I say. The look Smithy gives Soph is hilarious.
“You are not taking over my apartment.” He says with a sullen look.
“I’ll make you cookies,” Soph says, and on cue, the douche’s stomach starts growling.
“Fine.” He says with a sigh.
“Look Winter is really nice, and I’m honestly not making it up about her. She is fucking gorgeous and is somebody I would willingly die for and kill for.” Damn, she must be some friend.
“Okay. I believe you. Now do you compare dicks when you are talking about us guys?” I ask.
“Why? Scared you won’t match up?” Soph replies making me laugh.
“Nope. Just wondering how many women have told you I ruined them? One even told me I broke her in half. How that is possible I don’t know.” The guys are laughing, and Skye is shooting daggers at me.
“You’re a pig, asshole,” Soph says, and I laugh.
“Jealous no one ever made you feel like that?” I say making the guys laugh again.
“I’m saying this now. None of you are allowed to flirt, kiss or have sex with any of my friends.” Soph says giving Smithy and me a pointed look.
“Can I give them multiple orgasms?” I ask with a smile. It wasn’t part of her list. She doesn’t say anything, just glares at me.
~*~
I look at Sweets who is staring at me.
“Are you okay?” She asks while frowning.
“Yeah just remembering Soph talking about you for the first time and she made you sound amazing, and I didn’t believe someone like that existed,” I tell her honestly. I don’t want any lies between us.
“Oh, and do I live up to Soph’s description?” I laugh at the look on her face.
“Nope, definitely not.” Her face falls, and she looks fucking sad.
“Sweets you surpassed her description the very first time I saw you.” She looks up to me and laughs, her hand hitting my chest. I lean down and capture her lips and kiss her. I hear a cough coming from behind us, I reluctantly pull back and turn my head to see that while I was talking Scott let in Steven and Luke.
“You have some balls, kissing my daughter in front of me,” Steven says making Winter laugh.
“I didn’t know you were here,” I tell him making Sweets hit my chest again. She stands and walks over to them giving both Steven and Luke a hug and a kiss on the cheek.
“Thank you for getting our stuff, did you have any trouble getting it? What’s my apartment like?” Sweets asks them like it’s an interrogation.
“You’re welcome Wints. No, we didn’t have trouble, apparently Luke is very friendly with a Detective that was working the scene. I’m sorry Winter, your apartment is currently a crime scene.” Steven tells her. She looks dejected. “Winter, you’re always welcome to stay at my place.” No way. Not fucking happening.
“If she’s staying anywhere it’s with me,” I tell him and watch the smile spread across his and Luke’s faces.
“Thought so. Now, I’m going to leave you to get some rest, I will see you tomorrow Winter.” With that he kisses her head and leaves Luke’s laughing and does the same.
“I’ve booked the room next door. Just so you know.” Scott says and leaves, leaving us alone.
“Are you okay Sweets?” I ask, and she just smiles and nods. “Why are you so quiet?” she sighs and walks over to me and wraps her arms around my waist.
“I have a feeling that something bad is going to happen.” Shit.
“Me too Sweets, we just have to make sure you stay safe, he isn’t going to hurt anyone else,” I reassure her.
Chapter Fourteen
Winter
This feeling I have, it has me frightened. I don’t want to be the cause of any more death. I stand on my tip-toes and kiss Sammy’s jaw. I’m so comfortable around him now. So at ease that he can touch me and I don’t flinch or tense. I let my arms fall from his waist and grab the bag that Steven and Luke got from my apartment and go to the bathroom. I close the door behind me and turn on the shower. I take out my shampoo, conditioner and shower gel and set them on the side of the bath.
I strip out of my clothes and step into the shower, once under the warm stream I start to cry. I just stand there and cry. I cry for Connor and Ryder, and I cry for myself. I can’t believe David killed Connor. I know that Sammy says it’s not my fault, but it is. If I had told the police about David years ago, he would have been in prison by now.
I feel someone touch me and their arms span my waist. I know it's Sammy, he’s the only person who touches me, and I feel safe with. I turn in his arms and smile at him.
“What are you doing in here Sammy?” I ask, I have to it say it loud enough so he can hear me over the shower running.
“Sweets, I could hear you crying, I wasn’t going to listen to it and not comfort you.” I love this man. He pulls me closer to him, and we stay like this until I start to shiver. “Come on let’s get you washed.” And he turns me so my back is to him and starts washing my hair. It feels so nice, his fingertips are massaging my scalp, I don’t remember the last time someone washed my hair. He washes out the shampoo and then adds the conditioner.
“Done this often Sammy?” I ask, and he laughs.
“Nope, but I plan on doing it a lot more.” My heart soars. I would love that. He finishes my hair and starts washing my body. I feel tense, I know that Sammy would never hurt me, but it’s been a long time since I’ve been intimate with a man. “Don’t tense Sweets, I’m just washing you, then you’re getting out and drying off then we’re going to bed.” I nod, it sounds amazing. I really do just want to go to bed and sleep. He continues to wash me, and I feel so pampered and loved. Once he’s finished, he turned me and kisses my forehead. “Okay Sweets, hop out and get dried.” I kiss his cheek and get out as he gets washed.
I’m just finished getting my nightdress on when I hear the bathroom door open and watch Sammy walk out; He’s just got a towel wra
pped around his waist. I watch as he bends down into his bag and pulls out a pair of shorts. He looks over his shoulder and winks at me, then walks back into the bathroom. A few minutes later he comes out of the bathroom just wearing the shorts. The man has a great body..
We lie in bed, and this time, he lies underneath the covers, and I’m lying on his chest. He’s stroking my hair which is still damp.
“Okay Sweets, I have a question for you. What do you plan on doing after this fucker is caught?” I know what I want to do, but I don’t think anyone is going to be happy about it, though.
“Honestly? I want to go back to Maui. That was where I was at peace until he found me. I felt more at home there than I have anywhere else. I missed New York, and I missed Soph, but I can’t deny that I miss Maui, and I want to go home. That is what it feels like when I’m there. Home” He’s silent for a while, I look up and see he is just staring at me. I just look at him.
“Okay Sweets, once this fucker is found, you take me to Maui and show me what you love so much about it. Maybe you can convince me to move there with you. Because I’ve got to tell you Sweets, although it sounds like fucking paradise, I don’t know if it’s something I’d be interested, in.” I smile massively at him.
“I can so totally do that. I’m just worried that Soph and the others won’t understand.” I don’t want to upset them, I love them all so much, they are my family, and I don’t want to disappoint them.
“Sweets, you won’t disappoint them, they see you, they want you happy, and if that means you living in Maui, then that is what they will want for you. Same as me, I want you to be happy. I want that fear gone from your eyes. I want you to be free of that bastard.” I want that too. I kiss his chest and close my eyes.
“What do you want Sammy? What do you want after David has been caught?” He turns, were face to chest and I tilt my head so I can see his eyes.
“You, I want you Sweets. I want you now, and I know for sure I’ll want you ten years down the line. When I see my future, you are it. Nothing is going to change that.” Damn. That man has a way with words. Tears form in my eyes. “Fuck, don’t cry Sweets. I didn’t say that for you to cry.” He growls out.
“They’re happy tears Sammy. I love you so much, Sammy. I have never felt like this before.” I tell him and watch as his face changes.
“Sweets. I love you so fucking much. And I can guaran- damn-tee that you will never feel like this with anyone but me. I told you Sweets. You are it for me. I’m never letting you go.” I lean up and kiss him. My tongue invades his mouth as he opens it, his arm snakes around my waist and pulls me to him. I can feel his erection, and for the second time in as many hours it doesn’t scare me, in fact, it spurs me on. I wrap a leg around his waist and turn him so he’s on his back. I straddle him. I see the shock and the lust in his eyes.
“Sweets.” It’s a gruff whisper. I lean down and kiss his chest. I kiss from his stomach to the bottom of his jaw and back again, licking and biting as I go. He holds onto my hips and pushes his erection against my vagina. I work over to his nipple, and I take it into my mouth, I suck, and he bucks into my vagina again. I do the same with the other, then time I suck a bit harder. His hands go for my tank, he looks uncertain. I don’t want him to treat me like I’m fragile. I pull my tank and my breasts spill free. His eyes immediately go to them, and his hands reach for them. As he touches them, I can’t help the little moan that escapes me.
“Sweets, tell me when you want me to stop and I will. Don’t push yourself too far. We have all the time in the world.” Damn I love this man!
“Please don’t stop Sammy. I feel safe with you. I know what I want, and right now I want you to make love to me. Just not from behind. I’m not ready for that yet.” I see his eyes narrow, and his jaw tightens, and I regret saying anything.
“Sweets, whatever you want okay. You are in charge.” I give him a smile and go back to kissing down his body, this time, I grind into him as I do. I moan again as he grinds into me again, he starts massaging my breasts, I grind into him harder. The feel of his hands on my breasts is amazing, I kiss up to his lips, and he takes over. The kiss is hard and fucking perfect. We both get lost in the kiss and the next thing I know I’m on my back, and he is leaning over me. I thought if I ever got to this point sober I’d be scared. The truth is, I feel loved and treasured.
The kiss is explosive. It starts off gentle, his lips just barely touching mine, the anticipation of what’s to come. Then his lips are on mine, and he’s invading my mouth with his tongue, it feels so right, my hands are on his chest, gripping on for dear life. His hands are around my neck, holding me against him. I get lost in this kiss. I feel so wanted and desirable that everything around me is lost to this moment. All that matters is us, the way we feel together.
Sammy kisses his way down to my breasts, his hands go to the hem of my nightdress, and he pulls it off over my head. I reach down and tug his shorts down, he does the rest and pulls them off. I glance down and see he is huge, I mean he’s bigger than what I have seen before. He must know what I'm thinking because a cocky smile comes on his face. He leans down and kisses me again. I pull back.
“Sammy do you have a condom?” His face tells me the answer. “I’m not on the pill.” Fuck, I really should go on it. I don’t say anything just push him onto his back. He doesn’t say anything, but I can see the disappointment in his eyes, I go to his bag and search through it, I find them in the pocket of the bag. I walk back to the bed with the condoms in my hands and a smile on my face. Sammy spots them, and I see his face morph into confusion, his lips turn down, almost as if he’s searching for the answer to where they came from, since he didn’t pack them. All of a sudden he lunges for me. He grabs my waist, and I squeal and laugh.
“Love that sound Sweets.” He says and nibbles on my ear. He rips open the condom, I lay down and watch as he sheaths himself, it is hot as fuck. He leans over me and kisses up my body, his mouth stopping at my breasts, he sucks one and uses his finger to tease the other nipple, while doing this he uses his hips and brings his cock in line with my vagina. Sammy looks at me. “You sure about this Sweets?” I want to scream.
“Yes, please Sammy I need you, make love to me,” I beg him. The bastard chuckles at me.
“Thank God.” With that, he pushes into me. Once he is fully inside, he stops and looks at me, I feel so full, he feels amazing. I wrap my legs around him, and it seems to give him the encouragement to continue. He slowly withdraws and pushes in quickly, he continues to do this, it’s fucking phenomenal, I can feel myself close to cuming, I start fucking him back, harder and harder, pushing down on his inward glide, his thrusts become faster.
“Sweets, slow down, I won’t be able to last.” I don’t care about that. I want him to cum, I continue to fuck him and he curses.
“Fuck.” He leans down and does something no man has done whilst having sex, he pinches my clit, and I detonate. I cum on a load moan. Sammy thrusts once more and groans as he cums. We stay like this until we both catch our breath.
“Fuck Sweets, that was unexpected,” Sammy says making me laugh. I feel his cock twitch inside me, I moan, and he starts to kiss me.
I pull back. “Nu uh. I can’t go again, Sammy. I’m done for the night.” He laughs even more; he withdraws from me making me wince. He frowns.
“Was I too rough Sweets? Fuck!” It’s my turn to laugh.
“Sammy, I haven’t had sex in over two years. You weren’t rough. I loved it. To me it was perfect.” That has him grinning like a loon. He walks into the bathroom and disposes of the condom.
“Hey, Sweets how did you know there was going to be condoms in the bag?” He asks when he comes out of the bathroom; I’m distracted by his naked body. I lick my lips, causing Sammy to groan which makes me laugh. “Sweets. Stop looking at my cock like it’s a fucking lollipop. Now how did you know there were condoms in the bag? He says looking at me with laughter in his eyes.
“Luke. He’s motto is always b
e prepared.” I say with a shrug. Sammy starts laughing.
“I owe the boy scout.” I’m confused. Sammy must see it because he explains. “The Scouts motto is Be Prepared.” I start laughing, Luke was always a bit of a geek. “Come on Sweets, hop into the bed, I’m going to order room service, do you want anything?” My stomach rumbles loudly and I place my hands over it trying to quiet the noise down, it doesn’t work, and Sammy laughs. “I’ll take that as a yes. Okay, what do you want?” I look over the menu and see there is a cheeseburger and fries. Sounds fucking amazing right now. Sammy orders the steak. While we wait, I need to talk to him, I need to know the truth.
“Sammy, I want to ask you something, and I want to know the truth okay?” He looks worried.
“Yeah, Sweets, I won’t ever lie to you.” I see that he is serious, I stand and get dressed back into my pajamas, I turn and see Sammy is dressed in his shorts and is looking through the bags, I watch as he pulls out a t-shirt and puts it on. I walk to the bed and sit on it. Sammy stands in front of me, he looks really worried.
“Sammy, when David gets me, and we both know that it’s a strong possibility. Do you think I’ll be strong enough to face him?” I’m scared, and judging by the look on his face I sound it as well.
“Sweets, he will not get to you.” He growls out. I sigh and pat the bed beside me. I move over to the middle of the bed, and he sits beside me. I take his hand and look at him.
“Sammy, I love you, and I pray he never gets me, but I have to be realistic, he escaped, and he wants me, so I’m asking you, do you think I’m strong enough to face him?” He pulls me to him and holds me tight.
“Yes. I think that you are strong enough to face him. I hope that you never get the chance to be that strong.” He tells me, his voice hoarse as though he’s going to cry.
“Okay, Sammy do you think he will try and rape me again?” How I managed to get that out and sound normal, I will never know. It’s my worst fear.
“No, that isn’t ever going to happen again. Fuck Sweets. If that bastard gets you, fight Sweets, because I’m coming to get you.” I cry, I believe him. “This time Sweets, you’ve got me, he may try, but he isn’t going to succeed.” I kiss his cheek and rest my head against his shoulder.
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