by Nora Roberts
Everything he’d ever wanted was at his fingertips. He didn’t intend to let it slip through.
He turned toward the stables where he’d parked his rental car. Paddy had told him to have a look at the little red lorry down that way, as he’d be selling it before leaving for Ireland. If the thing ran, it would do, Brian thought. He didn’t require anything but the most elemental means of transportation. And time to get used to driving on the wrong damn side of the road.
As he rounded the garage he was scowling over that one sticking point, and nearly ran into Keeley.
She looked as fresh and perfect as she had that morning. Not a hair out of place, not a speck of dust on her boots. He wondered how the hell she managed it.
“Good day to you, Miss Grant. I saw you in the paddock earlier. That’s a fine horse.”
She was hot, irritable and very close to flash point since the photographer had hit on her. The photo shoot had been necessary. She needed the exposure, the publicity, but she damn well didn’t need the hassle.
“Yes, he is.” She made to move by, and Brian shifted to block her.
“Begging your pardon, princess. Did I neglect to pull my forelock?”
She held up a hand. Her temper was a vile thing when loose, and the drumming in her head warned her it was very close to springing free.
“I’m already annoyed. It won’t take much to push me to furious.” But she drew a deep breath. If the scene in the kitchen earlier meant anything, Brian Donnelly was now part of Royal Meadows. She didn’t make a habit of sniping at a member of the team.
“Sam’s a nine-year-old. Hunter. A Thoroughbred, Irish Draught horse cross. I’ve had him since he was four.” She lifted the bottle she carried and sipped her soft drink.
“Is that all you put in you?” He tapped a finger on the bottle. “Bubbles and chemicals?”
“You sound like my mother.”
“Maybe that’s why you have a headache.”
Keeley dropped the hand she’d pressed to her temple. Those eyes of his, she thought, were entirely too keen. “I’m fine.”
“Turn around.”
“I beg your pardon.”
Brian merely stepped around her, laid his hands on the nape of her neck. Her already stiff shoulders jerked in protest. “Relax. I’m not after grabbing you in a fit of passion when any member of your family might come along. I’d like to put in at least one day on the job before I get the boot.”
As he spoke he was kneading, pressing, running those strong fingers over the knots. He hated seeing anything in pain. “Blow out a breath,” he ordered when she stood rigid as stone. “Come on, maverneen, don’t be so hardheaded. Blow out a nice long breath for me.”
Out of curiosity she obeyed and tried not to think how marvelous his hands felt on her skin.
“Now another.”
His voice had gone to croon, lulling her. As he worked, murmured, her eyes fluttered closed. Her muscles loosened, the knots untied. The threatening throbbing in her head faded away. She all but slid into a trance.
She arched against his hands, just a little. Moaned in pleasure. Just a little. He kept his hands firm, professional, even as he imagined skimming them down over her, slipping them under that soft white blouse. He wanted to touch his lips to her nape, just where his thumb was pressing. To taste her there.
And that, he knew, would end things before they’d begun. Wanting a woman was natural. Taking one, where the taking held such risks, was suicide.
So he let his hands drop away, stepped back. She nearly swayed before she caught herself. When she turned toward him, it felt almost like floating. “Thank you. You’re very good at that.”
Magic hands, she thought. The man had magic in his hands.
“So I’ve been told.” He shot her a cocky grin. “I’ve a feeling you need regular loosening up.” He snatched the bottle out of her hand. “Go drink some water, and change. You’re dressed too warmly for the heat of the day.”
She angled her head and was just annoyed enough now to give him a long, thorough look. His hair, all that mass of gold-streaked brown was windblown. That wonderfully sculpted mouth just quirked at the corners.
“Any other orders?”
“No, but an observation.”
“I’m fascinated.”
“No, you’re irritated again, but I’ll tell you anyway. Your mouth’s more appealing naked as it is now than when it’s painted as it was this morning.”
“So you don’t approve of lipstick?”
“Not at all. Some women need it. You don’t, so it’s just a distraction.”
Baffled, nearly amused, she shook her head. “Thanks so much for the advice.” She started for the house—where she’d been going to change into something cooler in the first place.
“Keeley.”
She stopped, but instead of turning merely glanced over her shoulder to where he stood, thumbs in the pockets of ancient jeans. “Yes?”
“It’s nothing. I just wanted to try out your name. I like it.”
“So do I. Isn’t that handy?”
This time he blew out a breath as she strode off—long legs in tight pants and tall boots. He lifted her soft drink, took a deep sip. Playing with fire with that one, Donnelly, he warned himself. Since he was damned sure singed fingers wouldn’t be all he would get if he risked a touch, it was best to back away before the heat became too tempting to resist.
Chapter Three
“Heels down, Lynn. Good. Hands, Shelly. Willy, pay attention.” Keeley scanned each one of her afternoon students’ form. They were coming along.
Six horses mounted with six children circled the paddock at a sedate walk. Two months before, three of those children had never seen a horse firsthand, much less ridden one. Royal Meadows Riding Academy had changed that. It was making a difference.
“All right. Trot. Heads up,” she ordered, hands on hips as she watched her students change gaits with varying degrees of success. “Heels down. Knees, Joey. That’s the way. You’re a team, remember. Looking good. Much better.”
She moved closer, tapped the heels of one of her two boys. He grinned and turned them down. Oh, yes, much better, she thought. A month before, Willy had jerked like a puppet every time she’d touched him.
It was all about trust.
She had them change leads, reverse, then attempt a wide figure eight.
It was a little messy, but she let them giggle their way through it.
It was also all about fun.
Brian watched her from a distance. He hadn’t seen her for a couple of days. Nearly all of his time had been spent at the stables or at one of the tracks where the Grants’ horses ran. Apparently Keeley didn’t spend much time at any of those locations.
He’d looked for her.
And had assumed she whiled away her time having lunch in some trendy spot, or shopping. Having her hair done or her fingernails painted. Whatever it was rich daughters did with their days.
But here she was, circling the paddock with a bunch of kids, obviously instructing them. He supposed it was a kind of hobby, teaching the privileged children of country club parents how to ride in proper English style.
Hobby or not, she looked good doing it. She’d chosen an informal look of jeans and a cotton shirt the color of blueberries. She’d pulled her hair back in some sort of band so that it fell in a wildly curling ponytail. Her boots appeared old, scuffed and serviceable.
She seemed to be enjoying herself. He didn’t believe he’d seen her smile like that before. Not so quick and open and warm. Unable to resist, he walked closer as she stopped one of her students, stroked a hand over the horse’s neck as she and the little girl had what appeared to be an earnest conversation.
By the time he’d reached the fence, Keeley had lined up all but the
girl. Teaching them to control their mounts, he decided, to keep them quiet while something was going on around them.
The single rider posted prettily around the paddock, while Keeley turned a circle to keep her in sight. And circling, she saw Brian leaning on the fence.
The smile vanished, and he thought that was a true shame. But there was something almost as appealing about that cool, suspicious look she often aimed in his direction. He answered it with a grin, and settled in to watch the rest of the lesson.
Keeley didn’t mind an audience. Often her parents or one of her siblings or one of the hands stopped by to watch. She’d certainly carried on her lessons with a parent or two of a student looking on. But since she didn’t care for this particular observer, she ignored him.
One by one she selected a student to go through the day’s routine solo. She corrected form, encouraged, pushed a little when it was needed for more effort or concentration. When she called for dismount, every one of them groaned.
“Five more minutes, Miss Keeley. Can’t we ride for five more minutes?”
“I already let you ride five more minutes.” She patted Shelly’s knee. “Next week we’re going to try a canter.”
“I’m getting a horse for Christmas,” Lynn announced. “And next spring, my mother says we’ll enter shows.”
“Then you’ll have to work very hard. Cool off your mounts.”
“That’s a fine-looking group you have there, Miss Keeley.”
Ingrained manners had her acknowledging Brian, walking over to the fence as she kept her eye on her students. “I like to think so.”
“That boy there?” He nodded toward the dark-eyed, thin-faced Willy. “He’s in love with that horse. Dreams of him at night, of racing over fields and hills and adventuring.”
It made her smile again. “Teddy loves him, too. Teddy Bear,” she explained. “A big, gentle sweetheart.”
“This lot’s lucky to have the wherewithal for lessons with a good instructor, and smart mounts. You stable them here? I haven’t seen any of these down in my area.”
“They’re mine. I stable them here.” Her horses, her school, her responsibility. “Excuse me. The lesson’s not over until the horses are groomed.”
Here’s your hat, what’s your hurry? Brian thought. Well, he had a few things to see to. But that didn’t mean he couldn’t wander back this way in a bit.
***
He bothered her. There was no real explanation for it, Keeley thought. It just was. She didn’t like the way he looked at her. And why was she the only one who seemed to notice that edge in his eyes when they landed on her.
She didn’t like the way he talked to her. And again, she seemed to be the only one aware of that sly little lilt in his voice when he said her name.
Everyone else thought Brian Donnelly was just dandy, she mused as she ran her hands up a gelding’s legs to check for heat. Her parents considered him the perfect man to replace Uncle Paddy—and Uncle Paddy had nothing but praise for him.
Sarah thought he was hot. Patrick thought he was cool. And Brendon thought he was smart.
“Outnumbered,” she muttered, and lifted the horse’s foreleg to check the hoof.
Maybe it was some chemical reaction. Something that caused her hackles to rise when he was in the vicinity. After all, he appeared to be perfectly competent in his work. More than, she admitted, from what she’d heard. And as they were both busy, they would rarely bump up against each other. So it shouldn’t matter.
But she didn’t like the fact that she was avoiding the stables and shedrow. That she was deliberately foregoing the pleasure of wandering down that way and watching the workouts, or lending a hand in grooming. She didn’t like knowing that about herself.
She certainly didn’t care for the fact that she suspected he knew it. Which gave him entirely too much importance.
Which, she admitted, she was doing even now just by thinking of him.
The horse wickered. Keeley’s shoulders stiffened.
“You’ve a good eye for horses,” Brian said.
It didn’t surprise her that she hadn’t heard him come in. And it didn’t surprise her that despite not hearing she’d known he was there. The air changed, she thought, when he was in it.
“I come by it naturally.”
“You do. Teddy Bear.” He murmured it, causing her to look up as she lowered the gelding’s leg. His eyes were on the horse’s, his skilled and clever hands already moving over head and throat. Keeley heard the gelding blow out a soft breath. Pure pleasure.
“You’ve a kind and patient heart, don’t you?” Brian moved into the box, those wide-palmed hands still skimming, stroking, checking. “And a fine broad back for carrying small, dreamy boys. How long have you had him?”
She blinked, nearly flushed. There was something hypnotic about those hands, about that voice. “Nearly two years.”
Brian ran his hands down the flank. Stopped. His eyes narrowed as he stepped closer and examined a crosshatch of scarring. “What’s this?” But he knew, and turned on Keeley so quickly she backed up to the wall before she could stop herself. “This horse has been whipped, and whipped bloody.”
“His previous owner,” she said icily, as a defense against that first spurt of alarm, “had a heavy hand with a whip. He wanted to show Teddy, but Teddy shied at the jumps. This was his way of showing he was the boss.”
“Bloody bastard.” And though his eyes still glinted with heat, his voice went soft again. “You’re in a better place now, aren’t you, boy. A fine home with a pretty woman to rub you down. Rescued him, did you?” he said to Keeley.
“I wouldn’t go that far. There are different methods of breaking a horse. I don’t happen to—”
“I don’t break horses.” Brian ducked under Teddy’s belly, then his eyes met Keeley’s over the wide back. “I make them. Any idiot can use a bat or a whip and break both spirit and heart. It takes skill and patience and a gentle hand to make a champion, or even just a friend.”
She waited a moment, surprised her knees wanted to shake. “Why do you expect me to disagree with you?” she wondered aloud. She stepped out of the box, moved to the next.
The aging mare greeted her with a snort and a bump of head on shoulder. Keeley snatched up a body brush to finish off her student’s sketchy grooming.
“I can’t stand seeing anything mistreated.” Brian spoke quietly from behind her. Keeley didn’t turn, didn’t answer. Now that the first spurt of anger had passed, he had just enough room for shame at the way he’d turned on her. “Especially something that has so little choice. It makes me sick and angry.”
“And you expect me to disagree again?”
“I snapped at you. I’m sorry.” He touched a hand to her shoulder, left it there even when she stiffened—as he would with a nervous horse. “You look into eyes like that one has over there, and you see inside them that huge, generous heart. Then the scars where someone beat him—because he could. It scrambles my brain.”
With an effort she relaxed her shoulders. “It took me three months to get him to trust me enough not to shy every time I lifted my hand. One day, he stuck his head out when I came in and called to me the way they do when they’re happy to see you. I fed him carrots and cried like a baby. Don’t tell me about mistreatment and scrambled brains.”
Shame wasn’t something he felt often, but it was easy to recognize. He took a deep breath and hoped to start again. “What’s this pretty mare’s story?”
“Why do you think there’s a story? She’s a horse. You ride her.”
“Keeley.” He laid a hand over hers on the brush. “I’m sorry.”
She moved her hand, but gave in and rested her cheek on the mare’s neck. Rubbing, Brian noted, as she did when she hugged her parents.
“Her crime was age. She
’s nearly twenty. She’d been left stabled and neglected. She was covered with nettle rash and lice. Her people just got bored with her, I suppose.”
He didn’t think when he stroked her hair. His hands were as much a part of his way of communicating as his voice. “How many do you have?”
“Eight, counting Sam, but he’s too much for the students at this point.”
“And did you save them all?”
“Sam was a gift for my twenty-first birthday. The others . . . well, when you’re in the center of the horse world, you hear about horses. Besides, I needed them for the school.”
“Some would expect you to stock Thoroughbreds.”
“Yes.” She shifted. “Some would. Sorry, I have to feed the horses, then I have paperwork.”
“I’ll give you a hand with the feeding.”
“I don’t need it.”
“I’ll give you one anyway.”
Keeley moved out of the box, rested a hand on the door. Best, she decided, to deal with this clean and simple. “Brian, you’re working for my family, in a vital and essential role, so I think I should be straight with you.”
“By all means.” The serious tone didn’t match the glint in his eye as she leaned back.
“You bother me,” she told him. “On some level, you just bother me. It’s probably because I just don’t care for cocky, intense men who smirk at me, but that’s neither here nor there.”
“No, that’s here and it’s there. What kind do you care for?”
“You see—that’s just the sort of thing that annoys me.”
“I know. It’s interesting, isn’t it, that I find myself compelled to do just the thing that gets a rise out of you? You bother me as well. Perhaps it’s that I don’t care for regal, cool-eyed women who look down their lovely noses at me. But here we are, so we should try getting on as best we can.”
“I don’t look down my nose at you, or anyone.”
“Depends on your point of view, doesn’t it?”