Tani's Destiny (Hearts of ICARUS Book 2)

by Laura Jo Phillips

  “That’s a chilling thought,” Steel said, and Tani nodded in agreement.

  “Then they were trying to kill me, not you,” Astra said, her cheeks paling. “Thanks for saving my life, Tani.”

  “You’re more than welcome, Astra, but I owe the bigger thanks. Without you, this ship, her crew, and the transport beacon, I’d be walking around under someone else’s control right now.” Tani frowned. “I think the controllers being used now must be different, more advanced than the earlier ones. I’ll have to ask my parents about that.” Tani stood up suddenly. “It’s getting late and you should get some rest, Astra. Take one of those pills if you need it.”

  “Thanks, Tani,” Astra said. “Goodnight.”

  “Goodnight, Astra, Steel,” Tani said.

  Steel stood up and bowed to her. “Goodnight, Tani,” he said, his voice low and warm. “Thank you for listening to our story, and for taking such good care of Astra.”

  “You’re welcome, Steel,” she said. She stopped in the corridor after leaving Astra’s room to orient herself, surprised to realize that, if she was right, her room was just around the corner. Then she turned and began walking, trying to remember the lessons her Aunt Glory had taught her and her sisters when they were children.

  ***

  “Aunt Glory, I’m so glad you found me,” Tani said, hurrying toward her. She wrapped her arms around the much taller woman and squeezed before stepping back. “I tried to call you like you taught us, but I wasn’t sure if it worked or not.”

  “It worked well enough,” Glory said, smiling to see that Tani looked unharmed, even in her dreams. “It’s such a relief to see you. Are you well?”

  “Yes, I’m perfectly fine,” Tani said. “And I wasn’t kidnapped, either, though I suspect that’s what everyone thinks.”

  “Yes, that is what we thought at first, but Nica assured us that you were in no immediate danger,” Glory said. “We’re worried just the same of course, especially since Nica cannot tell us where you are. Hopefully you can give me that information, as well as an explanation for your sudden disappearance.”

  “I can and I can’t,” Tani said. She proceeded to tell Glory all that she knew as quickly as possible, specifically explaining why she hadn’t been able to contact anyone. As Tani spoke, she saw Glory’s bronze eyes go from warm relief, to icy fury, to understanding, and back to fury again, but she never interrupted once. When Tani was finished with her story, Glory asked a few questions just to clarify things in her own mind.

  “I wish I could tell you the location of the world we’re going to, but I don’t know it and even though Astra told me the name, I can’t remember it at the moment,” Tani said. “I’ll get that information and give it to you tomorrow night. These people need help, Aunt Glory. Desperately. They’ve been all but wiped out.”

  “We will do all that we can, of course, Tani,” Glory said. “Your parents left for EDU-12 the day after your disappearance, three days past. I’ll contact them, and then I’ll contact Nica. After that I‘ll share the news with the others.”

  “Thank you, Aunt Glory,” Tani said, relieved to know that help would soon be on the way.

  “It’s past time for you to return to your true dreams,” Glory said. “Now that I’ve found you, I will be able to find you again, so don’t worry about trying to reach me.”

  “I’m so grateful that you’re a Dream Walker, Aunt Glory,” Tani said, hugging her again. “I love you.”

  “I love you, too, little angel,” Glory said, returning the hug. “Off with you now.”

  Chapter 3

  First thing the following morning Tani went to check on Astra, pleased to find her friend up and dressed, her eyes bright and clear. “I feel great,” she said when Tani asked. “I slept well, and woke up hungry. Have you eaten yet?”

  “No, I wanted to check on you first. Besides, I don’t even know where to go to get food.”

  “That’s right, you were out about as long as I was, weren’t you?”

  “Yes, I was,” Tani said. “How does your wound feel?”

  “A bit sore, but no more than that.”

  “I need to check it, clean it, and change the bandage,” Tani said. “We can do it before we eat or after, up to you.”

  “Let’s do it after,” Astra said. “I’m hungry.”

  Tani followed Astra toward the galley which was, like the rest of the ship, outdated but very neat and clean. The food processor didn’t have the range of selections she was used to, but it had no trouble producing her favorite breakfast and a large mug of steaming coffee. She carried her meal to one end of the long table bolted to the floor and sat down, then waited for Astra to join her before she began eating. A few minutes later Steel joined them, and then two more men after him.

  “Princess Tanjelia Dracon, this is Marbic, our navigator, and you’ve already met Khurda.”

  Tani nodded to each man in turn, noticing that they were both smaller than Steel, and that Marbic, like Khurda, didn’t have Steel’s top knot. He had long, dark brown hair worn in a braid, greenish brown eyes, and a thin mustache. “And please, call me Tani.”

  Her easy manner and friendly smile relaxed both men, as she’d intended. They returned her smile, then chose seats a few feet away from the women, and bent their heads, and their attention, to their meals. Steel sat next to Astra and the two spoke quietly while Tani very carefully didn’t listen.

  “How are you this morning, Tani?” Steel asked after Astra had assured him that she was fine. “I trust you slept well?”

  “I did,” she said. “In fact, I was able to contact my Aunt Glory.” Everyone stilled at her words and all eyes turned to her in surprise. She started to smile at their surprise, but before she could explain herself, Steel shot to his feet, sending his chair flying back so hard that it crashed into the wall ten feet behind him.

  “You sent a message knowing that it would put all our lives at risk?” he growled furiously. “You lied to me.”

  The moment Steel shot to his feet, something deep inside of Tani stirred. When he accused her of sending a message, it came fully awake. When he accused her of lying, it fought to come to the surface. Tani noticed this on a subliminal level only as she watched Steel’s reaction with growing anger.

  She rose to her feet slowly, her soft gray eyes glowing like twin moonbeams, her lips pulled back in a snarl, baring teeth that suddenly looked a little too sharp. “You’ve insulted the honor of a Dracon Princess, Ganzorig Khaan. Speak carefully, or I shall be forced by honor to challenge you to a death duel. Be warned; if we duel, I will win.” Her syntax was formal, her delivery cold, and her voice deep, growly and not remotely human.

  Steel froze as every instinct he possessed warned him to be very careful, remain silent, and to make no sudden movements. He was facing something more than Tani right now, something that he’d awakened with his short temper and careless words. He wasn’t afraid, but he understood with absolute certainty that she could, and would, do exactly as she’d said, and his superior size and weight wouldn’t slow her down a bit.

  For several long moments no one moved. They barely dared to breathe. Then Astra stood up and walked around the table to Tani’s side. She placed one hand on the smaller woman’s shoulder, gaining her attention. “Would you mind changing my dressing now, Tani?”

  Tani stared at her, blinked, then nodded slowly. The entire room cautiously relaxed. “Of course,” she said, her voice still too deep, but much more…human…than it had been moments earlier. She turned her gaze back to Steel, her eyes no longer glowing, but no longer warm, either. “You, King of the Khun, should assemble knowledge before you speak.” Tani picked up her coffee mug and left the room without a backward glance.

  When the women were gone, Steel retrieved his chair and sat back down, more shaken by his instinctive wariness of Tani than the sudden and unexpected change in her eyes and voice. He picked up his coffee cup, put it down, then stared at the cooling food on his plate.

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��What in the nine hells just happened?” Khurda asked.

  “What happened is that Steel let his stars-be-damned temper get away from him again,” Marbic said with disgust. “We need that woman’s help, Steel. Our families, all of our people, need her to convince ICARUS to help us. And you call her a liar to her face! What is wrong with you?”

  “She broke her word,” Steel said without conviction.

  “No, she didn’t,” Khurda said mildly. “First of all, the only transmitter on this ship that I haven’t disabled is in the control room, and she hasn’t been there. Second of all, I have a scanner running that will sound an alarm if anyone tries to send a message, or even turn on a different transmitter which, thirdly, would also disable said transmitter.”

  Steel frowned, but he didn’t question Khurda. If Khurda said something, it was true. Steel felt the blood drain from his face as he realized what he’d just done, and what he’d said. He wished he could figure out how to get control of his temper, but it seemed that the more stressed he got, the shorter his fuse became. And anger brought out the monster in him.

  “How did she get a message out then?” he asked.

  “I don’t know,” Khurda replied. “Maybe you should have asked her that before you went off on her. Besides, she never said she got a message out, Steel. She said she contacted her Aunt.”

  It seemed a small difference, but Steel sensed that it was an important one. He nodded. “I shall apologize.”

  “I think you should just stay the hell away from her,” Marbic said. “She seems like a nice person, Steel. She hasn’t said one word against us for refusing to let her contact her family, or for taking her to Garza without even asking her first. Not to mention the fact that she healed Astra. And you told us yourself that she’s agreed to help us. But she meant what she said, Steel. She has power. A lot of it. We all felt it. And she’ll use it if she has to defend herself.”

  “I know,” Steel said, leaning back in his chair with a sigh. “I can’t stay away from her, Marbic. I will apologize though, and I will ask her to explain what she meant.”

  “Politely,” Marbic said. Steel dipped his head in a nod. He’d be polite. He’d even grovel if necessary. Not because he wanted information from Tani, or because she’d gotten angry, either. But because beneath whatever it was that had come forth to protect her, he’d sensed a deep well of pain. He was by no means responsible for all of it, but he had caused some of it, and that was unacceptable. He wouldn’t rest until he found a way to take that pain away, no matter what it took.

  ***

  Tani followed Astra through the ship in silence as she thought about what had just happened in the galley. For some reason, she couldn’t seem to remember it all. She remembered Steel being angry, she remembered what he’d said and how much it hurt, and she sort of remembered getting angry at him which, all by itself, was shocking. But there was something else. Something she couldn’t remember no matter how hard she tried.

  When they got to the infirmary she asked Astra to sit on the medi-cot and then went searching for the supplies she needed. She remembered where she’d found things the previous day, so it didn’t take her long. A few minutes later she was carefully removing the bandage covering the wound when she felt something warm on her chest. She reached up and touched the spot, surprised to feel the dragon pendant under her shirt. She pulled it out to lie on top of the shirt and returned to the bandage.

  “What’s that?” Astra asked.

  “What?” Tani asked absently as she set the bandage aside. “The necklace?”

  “Yes. Is that a dragon?”

  “Yes,” Tani said.

  “It’s beautiful. Is it new?”

  “Yes, I mean, no,” Tani said, then shook her head and smiled. “It’s very old, but it’s new to me. It was a birthday gift.” Tani removed the last of the packing, shocked to find that the wound looked more than half healed already.

  “Steel said that you healed fast,” she said as she carefully cleaned the wound. “I had no idea he meant overnight.”

  “It can’t be fully healed, can it?” Astra asked in surprise.

  “No,” Tani said, “but it’s over half way there. I’m not going to pack it this time. I’ll treat it with antibiotics and cover it with a light dressing. I’ll put a heavier dressing on before you go to bed to protect it.”

  “Thanks, Tani,” Astra said, lying still as the wound was cleansed, treated, and dressed.

  “Do you need any pain meds?”

  “No, thanks,” Astra said, sitting up and hopping off the medi-cot. “It barely hurts at all. I heal a little faster than most people, Tani, but never anything like this. I don’t understand it.”

  “Neither do I,” Tani said as she stripped off the sterile gloves and began cleaning up after herself. “I think we should just count our blessings that the wound is healing nicely and that you’ll be fine.”

  “Agreed,” Astra said. “Tani, what happened back there, in the galley?”

  “Actually, I was going to ask you that,” Tani said.

  “You don’t know?”

  Tani shook her head slowly. “Not all of it, no.” She turned around and sprayed the counter with antiseptic, then started wiping it down.

  “Steel got angry when you said you spoke to your aunt,” Astra said. “He accused you of lying to him. You told him that he’d insulted your honor, and that if he wasn’t careful you’d challenge him to a death duel. Then you told him he needed to assemble knowledge before making threats. Kind of a strange way to put it, but accurate nonetheless.”

  “I said all that?” Tani asked, looking over her shoulder at Astra, her voice so high she squeaked. “Truly? I used those words? I threatened him?”

  “Yes, truly,” Astra replied. “I didn’t know you could shift, though.”

  “Shift?” Tani asked in surprise. “I can’t shift, Astra.”

  “Oh,” Astra said, frowning. Then she shrugged. “Well, you’re eyes glowed and your voice got really deep so, whatever that means, that’s what happened.” Tani was so shocked she felt a little dizzy. She turned back around, hiding her face from Astra. “I’ve never seen my cousin back off so fast before when he’s in a temper.”

  Tani sprayed the counter again and continued wiping unnecessarily. “I don’t remember it,” she said. Glowing eyes? Deep voice? What in the great galaxy happened? “Should I apologize to him?”

  “I don’t see why,” Astra said. “You didn’t do or say anything wrong, Tani. Steel has a lot on his shoulders right now, and while he’s doing a great job with the responsibilities, he’s not handling the stress at all well. His temper is becoming a real problem lately. If anyone should apologize, it’s him, not you.”

  “Thanks, Astra,” Tani said. “I appreciate that. But would you please do me a favor?”

  “Sure, if I can.”

  “Let me know if I do anything like that again, okay?”

  “Sure, no problem,” Astra said. Then she took a deep breath and asked the question she most wanted an answer to. “So um, what did you mean when you said you spoke with your aunt?”

  “Oh yeah, I forgot about that,” Tani said. “My Aunt Glory is a Dream Walker. A really powerful one. When we were children she worked with my sisters and me to see if we had a talent for it, which we didn’t. She did manage to teach us how to call to her in our sleep though. I haven’t done it in years but I tried it last night and it worked.” Tani shrugged. “Or, she just found me on her own without my help. I told her that I was fine, why I ended up on this ship and that we were going to a world I didn’t know the location of and couldn’t even remember the name of. I promised to try to get information for her today to pass along to my parents.”

  “That’s fantastic, Tani,” Astra said, her eyes wide with awe. “Oh, I wish I could do something like that.”

  “So do I,” Tani said wistfully. “My sisters, my aunts, and my cousins all have strong abilities. If I have a talent, I’ve never been able to figure out wh
at it is. Aunt Honey could never find it either, and finding other people’s psychic abilities is one of her psychic abilities, confusing as that might sound. She tried a couple times and always said that it hadn’t come forward yet, whatever that means.”

  “I think you might have a talent for healing,” Astra said thoughtfully as she touched the bandage on her side lightly.

  “I seriously doubt that,” Tani said.

  “Why?”

  “Because healing is a magical ability and among Clan Jasani, only males wield magic.”

  “Speaking of Clan Jasani,” Astra said slowly, “I can’t help but wonder about something.”

  “Yes?” Tani asked, hearing the sudden tension in Astra’s voice.

  “I know this is not my business, and after what just happened in the galley I suspect I may be way off track, but um…I got the feeling last night that you and Steel had a bit of a…connection.”

  Tani stopped wiping and turned around, frowning slightly. “And?”

  “And, well, is it true?” Astra asked, feeling extremely uncomfortable for asking such a personal question, but determined to do what she thought was right.

  Tani saw no reason to answer the question because, as Astra herself had said, it wasn’t her business. But she did have a question of her own. “Would you like to tell me why you seem to have a problem with the idea?”

  “Steel is my cousin, Tani, and I love him. We have enough trouble right now. Please don’t be offended, I just don’t want to see him hurt.”

  “What makes you think I’d hurt him?” Tani asked, dumbfounded.

  Astra frowned as she looked into Tani’s eyes. She thought of all she knew of the young woman who’d befriended her on her first day of college four years earlier, and wondered how she could be so foolish. “Oh Tani,” she said, her face burning with embarrassment. “I’m so sorry. I’m such an idiot. Please forgive me.”

  “Forgive you for what?” Tani asked at a complete loss.

  “I can’t even tell you,” Astra said. “It’s just so…wrong of me.”