by Sylvie Kurtz
Officially, Aurora Cates was a librarian. But her real persona was information specialist. Why she hid her true calling was a mystery—one that was none of his business. Five years ago, he’d accidentally discovered that if he needed a fact, any fact—obtained legally—Rory Cates could dig it up. Best of all, she could do it efficiently and discreetly.
“Sebastian Falconer.”
“Falconer?” He heard the rustling of bed sheets. “Do you know what time it is?”
He glanced at his watch. Where had the time gone?
“It’s one-thirty in the morning,” Rory informed him. “What could be so important at this time of the night?”
“I need information.”
“I figured that much.”
Sebastian swallowed around the knot in his throat. “Information on coma.”
“Coma?”
His strictest rule was to never mix business and pleasure. That’s why he’d never asked Rory why she was hiding in a library when her skills were better suited elsewhere. Business took place on one level; personal life on another. Few people knew where he lived, that he was married or anything about his background. Safer that way, he’d thought. Kershaw had proved him wrong. “My wife was in an accident.”
“Wife? You’re married? How long?”
“Ten years.”
“And I’m just finding out now?” Her laugh was a bird-song. “If I need a secret kept, I know where to go.”
Mixing both planes of his life was as awkward as doing surveillance in a snake pit, but Kershaw had smashed those boundaries. “Who’s Felicia?”
“My sister.” Rory sighed, and Sebastian heard the frazzled threads of a knotted relationship. “I haven’t heard from her in a while and I’m worried.”
“She’d call you this early?”
“This late. Yeah. I’d take her call anytime, though.” The click of a pen. The shredding of a sheet of paper. Change of subject. Just as well, chitchat wasn’t his forte. “What do you need?”
“Anything you can dig up on coma and brain damage. Recovery.” The word tasted dry and made him wince.
“Jeez, Falconer,” Rory said as she scribbled down what he’d told her. “I’m really sorry. I hope she’s all right. She has to be a saint to put up with someone like you.” She gave a mirthless chuckle. “I’ll see what I can find for you.”
Not a saint, but his angel. “Thanks, I’ll owe you.”
“I’ll hold you to that.”
AS SEBASTIAN WAS disconnecting, the emergency-entrance doors burst open and his sister-in-law strode in like a witch riding a twig broom. Her ICBM-like gaze zeroed in on him. He didn’t stand a chance, so he braced for the blow.
“Why wasn’t I called immediately?” Her question screeched across the room, making the nurses at the desk look up. Her bottle blond hair bobbed with every laser-sure step in his direction.
“I’m just coming up for air myself.”
One of Paula’s hands beat the air like a conductor gone mad. “For hours no one answered the blasted phone. I was going out of my mind. Then I had to find out about Olivia from that man.”
That man being Mario Menard, the Aerie’s groundskeeper and handyman. That man was even now installing another layer of protection to keep Paula’s baby sister safe. Sebastian couldn’t figure out if she treated Mario like a nonentity because he was the hired help or because he was always polite to her even when she was giving him her best impression of a third-degree black belt witch. The situation only seemed to get worse after the bankruptcy and suicide of Paula’s husband and Paula had to get a job.
“You were next on my list, Paula,” he said gently. After all, Paula had raised Olivia. Paula had been more of a mother to Olivia than their own mother, who hadn’t wanted the burden of a menopause baby.
“Next? I should have been first. What happened? How is she? When can I take her home?”
“Whoa, there.” He put up both hands against her verbal assault. “She’s coming home with me where she belongs.”
Paula’s eyes narrowed to barbed slits. “She’s coming home with me. We both know she was leaving you. That’s where she was going at that ungodly hour. To my home. Away from you. I figured you were giving her a hard time and that’s why she was so late. I never thought you’d actually hurt her.”
“I would never hurt her. The hour wasn’t ungodly. She left before seven.”
Both of her hands exploded upward. “Seven? That was almost six hours ago!”
“I had other things on my mind—like Olivia and her welfare.”
Paula’s hands hitched to her bony hips. “Her welfare? When have you ever bothered with her welfare? She wasn’t happy with you. You should have seen that years ago. But no, not Mr. Important Deputy Marshal.” She pecked her fingernail into his chest. “You were too busy doing your important job to see that she was dying inside. If you’d once bothered to ask her what she wanted instead of assuming she wanted whatever you wanted, then we wouldn’t be in this situation right now.”
“Paula—”
“No, don’t Paula me. Your selfishness almost killed her.” Rusty mascaraed tears dripped from Paula’s pale blue eyes. Her voice cracked. “I want to see her.”
“She’s not allowed visitors yet.”
Hand at her throat, she gulped. “How bad is it?”
“We won’t know until she wakes up.”
“Coma?” One hand covered her trembling lips; the other wrapped around her waist. The drips of tears turned to a stream. “Oh, God, no.”
“I have another neurologist scheduled to see her first thing in the morning.”
Paula keened. “Neurologist? There’s brain damage?”
Sebastian tentatively reached for his sister-in-law and patted a shoulder. “She’s going to be okay, Paula.”
Paula’s eyes narrowed and skewered him with pure hatred. “She’d better.”
Sebastian backed away. Knowing what to push was only part of an investigation; you also had to know when to let things slide. This was a slider. He headed toward the entrance.
“Where are you going?” Paula called after him.
“Home to shower and change. I’ll be back.”
Paula’s gaze rested on his shirt and traced the pattern of Olivia’s blood staining the white cotton. “What if she wakes up while you’re gone?”
“You’ll be there to make your final bid for her to leave me. That’s what you want, isn’t it?”
Her shoulders bowed and she wrapped both arms around her stick figure. “I want what’s best for Olivia.”
“Then we agree on one thing.”
EVEN AT EIGHT in the morning, the lights in the hallway outside Olivia’s room seemed unnaturally bright. Such a dazzle should have cheered Sebastian, made him expect the best. But as the doctor exited the room, the brilliant islands of light only served to rush all that could go wrong at him in a giant black wave. Olivia, you can’t die. You can’t leave me this way. We never got to talk.
“How is she?” Sebastian asked, hands fisted deep in the pockets of his pants. He’d demanded the best neurologist available and been told this beat-up dog was it.
Dr. Iverson crossed both arms over his chest like a shield. Fatigue seemed to sag his aging features into bloodhound droopiness. “Prediction of improvement is difficult at this stage.”
Sebastian closed his eyes for a second. Patience, he reminded himself. “When will you know?”
“Again, making predictions at this stage is impossible.” Dr. Iverson shrugged. “There are many factors involved in your wife’s recovery. A loving, stable relationship is a great asset and will do more for your wife than anything we can offer her.”
Stable relationship. A ticking like a time bomb settled in Sebastian’s gut. Would she want to come home? Would she let him help her? He frowned. “What does that mean?”
“It means time is the best healer, and she’ll need all the support you can give her. As soon as she wakes up, we’ll know the extent of the damage
.”
Damage. He swallowed hard. Trying to ignore the mad ticking, he grasped on to “wakes up.” “She’ll be okay then.”
Dr. Iverson’s forehead wrinkled more deeply. “We’re optimistic, but we’re dealing with an acceleration/deceleration head injury and you should be prepared.”
The ticking flared, started to burn. That could mean anything. Let him explain. “For what?”
“In this type of injury, the head, which was moving forward, came to a sudden stop when it hit a stationary object. In your wife’s case, the driver’s side window. When this happens, we often find bruising of the frontal and/or temporal lobes. Your wife may not be the person she was before.”
“What do you mean?”
Dr. Iverson turned sideways. The good doctor would scram if he got half a chance, Sebastian thought, and blocked the doctor’s route of escape. You’re not going anywhere until I have answers.
“The injury is located on the left hemisphere,” Dr. Iverson said. “She may have changes in thinking, behavior and personality. Problems with motor skills—”
“Like painting?” God, no. Olivia came alive when she painted. She created magic with her colors and brushes. If she couldn’t paint, there would be nothing to hold her home. And he needed her. Why hadn’t he told her so before? Why had he let her go? Because he’d never been good with words—at least the out loud kind.
“Painting. Writing. Organizing,” Dr. Iverson said. “With the temporal lobe involved, she may also have problems with memory. But it’s really too early to tell.”
The ticking stopped and something seemed to implode. “Memory? As in amnesia?”
Dr. Iverson shrugged. “Amnesia. Short-term memory.”
“Temporary?” His fists curled. What if she couldn’t remember him? Their life together? She would remember. She had to.
“We’ll hope for the best.”
Hope? Doctors were supposed to do more than hope. They were supposed to have answers. There was always some other trail to sniff, some other trigger to follow, some other fact to unearth. “Can’t you run some tests? There must be something you can do.”
“We’ve done everything we can for now. When she wakes up, we’ll do a full neurological workup designed to tell us problems with reasoning, memory and other brain functions—”
“When will that be?”
“There’s no way to tell. The sooner the better.”
A squawky announcement over the P.A. system had the doctor cocking his head. Was it standard procedure? Give the doctor two minutes with the family, then page him to save him from their stupid questions? “I want to see her.”
Dr. Iverson nodded. Without a goodbye, he spun on his heels and squeaked his way down the green hall and through the beige swinging double doors.
Sebastian fought the urge to follow him, grab him by the collar and shake him until he had answers. But the doctor couldn’t give him answers he didn’t have.
Amnesia. Brain damage. He did not want to go there. She’d be okay. She had to.
His beeper vibrated against his hip. He didn’t bother glancing at it. Sutton was probably three shades of purple by now. But he’d have to wait. Kershaw was after Olivia. He had to make sure Olivia was safe before he focused on Kershaw.
What if he isn’t after Olivia? What if you read him wrong because of your fear for her? Then Kershaw’s timeline was getting bigger by the minute. Sebastian dragged a hand over his face. Don’t go there. Olivia’s accident on the heels of Kershaw’s escape was too much of a coincidence.
The beeper’s renewed massage centered him. What do you know? You know Kershaw wants to hurt you through Olivia. You know he means to keep his promise. You know he’s on his way.
Don’t you?
He took his handheld computer from his pocket and punched in numbers. He was letting his fear for Olivia screw up basics. First things first. Check to see if the fugitives were back into custody.
Not as of five minutes ago. That would be too easy.
Kershaw’s transfer was to the new federal prison in Berlin, and he had a mother who lived in Nashua. She’d been vocal in her demands for a closer incarceration so she could visit. Cruel and unusual punishment having her boy so far away, she’d claimed. As if sonny’s kidnappings, rapes, armed robberies, felony assaults and murders were nothing more than school-yard scuffles. She’d abet her worthless spawn in a second and lie through her false teeth about it. He made a note to put a check on her telephone records and tack on some surveillance.
The safest thing for Kershaw to do was to hunker down. Hunkering down meant getting outside help. But Kershaw also had an agenda. He’d keep moving. Moving, he made a target. All Sebastian had to do was connect the dots.
And protect Olivia.
He swore. One was never supposed to touch the other. That was the agreement. That was the plan. How could he be two places at once? How could he stay by Olivia’s side and stalk Kershaw?
He had to find a way or else all he’d built over the last twenty years was worth nothing.
“BING!” UP POPPED the instant-message window asking if he wanted to accept a message. He clicked yes when he saw Okie’s name highlighted on his buddy list.
Okie: Hey, I think something’s gone wrong.
Sk8Thor: No slip, sliding?
Okie: Slip, slide all right. Slip slide right into a coma.
Sk8Thor: Him?
Okie: Her. U said it’d B ok.
Sk8Thor: He’s hurting, isn’t he?
Okie: Yes.
Sk8Thor: That’s what you wanted, wasn’t it?
Okie: Yes.
Sk8Thor: Then what’s wrong?
He could feel the hesitation and cursed it. That’s what came of counting on someone else. But this required finesse, and one trick he’d learned long ago was how to make the best of any hand he was dealt. This one was too sweet to pass up.
Sk8Thor: He wouldn’t help u when u needed it. He had to pay, didn’t he?
Okie: Yes, but, she’s nice, u know. I didn’t want 2 c her hurt so bad.
Sk8Thor: This way he’s hurting more. You’re not gonna quit on me, are u?
Okie: 2 late now.
That’s right. Too late now. You’re my hands and eyes, and you’re my fall guy. One by one he was going to breach each of Falconer’s defenses. Then he’d pull the last pin and watch while all Falconer stood for caved in around him. How far did you have to push a man to betray his ideals? Not as far as most people thought. Affluence made people cream cheese soft. Falconer thought he knew it all, thought he could shed one skin and slip into another without the fat at the seams showing. But Sk8Thor saw through the stitches. A man’s heart never changed. And Falconer’s heart was as black as his. Sk8Thor was lean and mean and hungry. And Falconer, even wearing his hunter skin, couldn’t compete with a lifetime of surviving in the sewers.
Falconer didn’t stand a chance.
“Time to set up for show-and-tell.” He typed one last note to Okie and pressed the send button. Laughing, he asked the screen, “Who do you trust, Falconer? Who do you trust?”
Chapter Three
When Sebastian could no longer put off Sutton, he stepped out of Olivia’s room and got out his phone. Leaning against the hallway wall, he tried to blink away the image of Olivia’s too-still body, but it was etched into his brain. Every detail of angry bruises on chalky skin became a horrid scene filled with accusations. As he punched in Sutton’s number, he started to stride. The only way to stay ahead of the nightmare was to move.
“Where the hell are you?” Sutton barked.
“Hospital.” Sebastian paced the outside of Olivia’s room as if it were a cage.
Sutton swore more colorfully than a seasoned sailor. “What happened?”
“Kershaw got to Olivia.”
Sebastian wished for static over the clean phone line. Anything to break the density of Sutton’s silence.
“Are you sure?” Sutton asked.
Sutton liked black and white
, but Sutton hadn’t worked the field in a long time. And the field was nothing but shades of gray.
At Sebastian’s silence, Sutton cursed again. “Not the gut thing.”
Never mind that gut was often the thing that broke a case wide open. “Kershaw swore he’d get back at me through Olivia. The fact Olivia was hurt the same day as Kershaw’s escape can’t be coincidence.”
“Got anything to back you up?”
“Soon,” Sebastian said, thinking of Olivia’s car. Cyril Granger should be done with the automotive autopsy by the end of the day.
“How soon? I need results.”
No doubt because the prison riot, the murder of his men and the escape of three dangerous felons had become a media circus. Wiser to say nothing.
“I’m sending in a team,” Sutton said, his words tight and sharp.
“No.”
A fist banged on wood. “Listen, Falconer, that lone-eagle crap isn’t going to fly this time.”
“You’re glad enough for it when you need clean-up.”
“This situation is raking in too much media. It needs containment now.”
Sebastian stilled. “Kershaw’s here. He’s after Olivia. I’ll get him.”
“I’m pulling you off duty. Take some personal time.”
“Kershaw’s mine.”
“You’re too emotionally involved.”
What no one realized was that he always got emotionally involved. All he had to do was think of the victim and he couldn’t help it. He couldn’t walk away from Kershaw. Not when he was after Olivia. “I can—”
“Bull! If it comes to choosing between Kershaw and your wife, you’ll pick your wife. Why do you think I don’t have any ties?”
It wasn’t a question, but a simple statement of fact. For Sutton, the Service and life were one and the same.
“I know Kershaw.” Sebastian bit his words to contain the temper swirling like a hurricane about to beach. “I know how his mind works—”
“How are you going to handle this?”
“Solo.”