“My brave little sweetness,” she exclaimed. “What possessed her?”
“She got the bug, I’m afraid.”
“That happened the last time she traveled. Put her on a high-fiber diet and bottled water. She prefers Evian.”
“The acting bug.”
“Never. I forbid it.”
“Not to worry. It’s out of her system for good now.”
Merilee was silent a moment. “I almost feel for Pennyroyal, you know that? There’s no excusing what she did, of course. But why she did it … Believe me, it’s awful being someone like her. One of the sweetie pies. I know. I was once one myself.”
“You still are.”
“Hoagy, I happen to be playing a middle-aged nun with pronounced butch tendencies. I am no one’s sweetie pie anymore.”
“How is it coming?”
“God knows.”
“How is Michelle?”
“Skinny.”
“And how is Merilee?”
“Ready to talk,” she informed me gravely.
Here it was. Our good-bye scene. “Okay,” I said, taking a deep breath. “I’m ready to listen.”
“First I want to say I’m sorry I left you in the lurch the way I did. I needed to—”
“Get in character, I know.”
“You don’t know,” she said sharply. “You don’t know a thing. It has nothing to do with this stupid movie.”
“What does it have to do with?”
“A woman’s body.”
“Any particular woman’s body?”
“Mine. It so happens I’m forty years old and—”
“I’m well aware of how old you—”
“I’m pregnant, Hoagy,” she blurted out. She waited for me to say something. Anything. “Are you still there, Hoagy?”
I cleared my throat and managed to say I was.
“I realize this comes as a bit of a surprise.”
“You knew before you left?”
“I did.”
“Why on earth didn’t you say something, Merilee?”
“Because I needed to make up my own mind about it. Now hush up and let me say what I have to say, okay? I want a baby. I’ve been wanting one for a while. I haven’t pressured you about it because I know how much you hate them. What is it you call them? Midget human life forms? I understand your feelings perfectly. I honestly do. But I’ve decided to have this baby. I have to. I can’t put it off any longer. Now, before you go into complete cardiac arrest, let me assure you that you are absolutely, positively under no obligation. It’s my baby. I will raise it on my own, and provided we’re both mature, sensible adults—”
“What’s your second choice?”
“I see no reason why this should have any effect on our nonrelationship. We’ll go on as we have, or haven’t. The only difference is I’ll now be toting a small child along with me.”
“You seem to have it all figured out,” I observed.
“Yes, I believe I do. And I feel good about it. I feel happy and wonderful, and I just hope to God we finish up here before I begin to show. It would not do for Sister Mary Catherine to be overtly preggers. Hoagy, I think you should finish that book here. I miss thee somethin’ arful. I’ve my own little thatched beach hut—they call them bures here. Nothing but white sand a mile in each direction. Sunshine, fresh air, fresh fish for sweetness. And wait until you see me in a grass skirt.”
“I’d rather see you out of it.”
“You’ll join me?”
“You know I will, Merilee. And you know you can count on me. Who knows? Maybe this is the best thing that could have happened to us. Maybe it’s what we’ve been needing all along. And maybe fatherhood is something I’ll actually take to. Stranger things have happened. After all this isn’t going to be just any midget human life form. It’s going to be our midget human—”
“Oh, dear, I’m afraid I’ve made a total mess of this. I thought you understood, darling.”
“What’s to understand, Merilee? All that matters is that we love each other and that we stick together and we—”
“You’re not the father, Hoagy.”
She said it gently. She was very gentle about all of it. Classy, too, I must admit. But, hey, so was I. I didn’t even try to find out just who the father was. That wouldn’t be gentlemanly, and I’m always the perfect gentleman. Ask anyone. After I hung up I sat there staring at the carpet for a while. There were cigarette burns in it I hadn’t noticed before. My chest ached. I got up and poured myself three fingers of Glenmorangie and drank it down. It didn’t help. It didn’t hurt either. I poured myself another and drank that down. Then I sat on the bed. Then I broke the news to Lulu.
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One
LYLE HUDNUT’S BEACH HOUSE may have been the ugliest house I’d ever seen. It was certainly the ugliest house in all of East Hampton. And, trust me, there are a lot of ugly houses in East Hampton. His sat perched atop a choice dune at the end of choice Windmill Lane, right next to the choicest of country clubs, the Maidstone, where Lyle Hudnut was not a member. They wouldn’t have his sort. Even before all of the trouble.
My cabbie pulled up at the end of the gravel drive and gaped at the place. So did Lulu, my basset hound, who had her back paws planted firmly in my groin and her large, wet, black nose stuck out the open window. I did some heavy gaping myself. Couldn’t help it. It was so huge. It was so hideous. It was so … I don’t know what you’d call it. Me, I’d call it postmodern blech. Once, maybe forty years back, it had been a modest Nantucket-style beach cottage. Too modest. So, some time during the Stylish Seventies, its then owner had erected a second, much grander house right across the driveway, this one an upended two-story Bauhaus shoe box of white cedar with Palladian windows and a network of queerly angled balconies and sun porches and catwalks with curved pipe railings like you’d see on an ocean liner. Especially if you suffered from migraine headaches. And then Lyle Hudnut got his big, fat hands on it. It was he who had just finished building the third house, this one shoehorned in between the other two so as to misconnect them all into a single, monstrous unit. The new centerpiece, an homage to the Catalonian Modernisme school of Antoni Gaudi, was a surrealistic two-story structure of undulating milk chocolate stucco that gave the appearance of melting there in the hot August sun, like one of Dali’s clocks. Looked positively edible, if you like milk chocolate. I prefer bittersweet.
And then there were the awful grounds. Not so much the plants but the utterly lifelike, utterly kitschy bronze statues all over the damned place. Of a man trying to peek over the fence. Of a gardener crouched before the rose bushes, pruner in hand. Of an Irish setter, male, in the act of peeing on a birch tree. This one Lulu snarfled at with great disapproval. She has pretty strong taste in art.
My cabbie, a sour runt in his fifties, shook his head. “Christ, you’d think with all their money they’d have some taste, y’know?”
“You wouldn’t say that if you knew a lot of people who have a lot of money.”
“What kind of guy lives here, anyway?”
“I’ll let you know when I figure that out.”
I paid him and let Lulu out. She made right for the setter, nose quivering. The cab pulled away and left us there. It was quiet, except for the sound of the surf roiling on the beach, and of Lulu mouth-breathing. She doesn’t do well in the summer heat, being covered with hair. There was a bit of a breeze, which there hadn’t been in the city. Also a hint of fish in the air, though that may have been Lulu’s breath.
The front door was a slab of whitewashed wood smack dab in the center of the milk chocolate house. A pair of bronze Halloween trick-or-treaters were there ahead of me. A little girl dressed as a witch, a boy as a ghost. His finger was poised to ring the doorbell. I beat him to it. Though it wasn’t a bell at all. It played a little tune, the familiar, insipid nursery ditty that was the theme song to The Uncle Chubby Show.
A steamy youn
g blonde in a leopard-patterned string bikini answered it. She was at least five feet ten standing there in her bare feet, and there was nothing delicate or frail about her. She was meaty and big-boned, with a wild, tousled mane of sun-and-bottle-bleached hair, and a pair of hooters so outrageously immense as to defy nature, not to mention gravity. They jutted straight forward through the doorway—no droop, no sag, no way. It was as if she had some kind of double-wishbone suspension hidden there in the top of her bathing suit, though I seriously doubted that. Her string bikini offered no more support than a length of waxed dental floss. She was about twenty-seven and deeply tanned. She smelled of suntan oil and sweat. She wasn’t drop-dead gorgeous, but then I’m sure it took people—particularly men—a long time to get to her face. It was a rather blank face. Her blue eyes were set far apart and one of them, the left, drifted slightly, giving her a semizonked appearance. She had a fat little pug nose and too much chin and a mouth wide enough to drive a tractor-trailer through. Other than the bikini she wore a pair of long, heavy, studded necklaces of silver that looked like a collision between Paloma Picasso and Johnny Rotten. They plunged down into the valley to be found between her twin peaks, cleavage so deep and vast a yodeler would get an echo down there. I stared. I tried not to, but I stared.
“I made them with my own two hands,” she informed me. .
“Made them?”
“The necklaces. They’re of my own design.”
Now I was trying not to giggle. Because she owned the squeakiest, ootsie-fooeyest widdle baby-doll voice you can imagine. She sounded like Minnie Mouse on helium. It was so unlikely I half believed she was putting me on. She wasn’t. She was most serious.
Proprietary as well. She stood planted ripely there in the doorway with her hands on her bare, greased flanks, checking us out. First Lulu, who was wearing the pith helmet I’d had made for her that summer to keep the sun off of her head. It did the job fine, plus she was all set if we ever got invited on a lion hunt. Then me. I had on the double-breasted suit of cream-colored silk and linen I’d just had made for me in Milan. With it I wore a raspberry broadcloth shirt and yellow polka-dot bow tie from Turnbull & Asser, calfskin braces, and the brown-and-white ventilated spectator balmorals from Maxwell’s. On my head was the straw trilby.
“I’m here to see Lyle Hudnut.”
She tossed her blond tresses at me. “And you are …?”
“Hopelessly depressed. But don’t let it bother you. I’ve learned to live with it.”
She nodded at me with recognition. “Oh, sure,” she squeaked. “You must be the writer.”
“Is it that obvious?”
“I’m Katrina Tingle,” she said, sticking out her right hand. It was strong, and it lingered in mine a second longer than it needed to. On her left she wore a diamond engagement ring with a stone big as a chunk of rock candy. “I’m Lyle’s fiancée, Mr. Hoag. And manager.”
“Make it Hoagy.”
“As in Carmichael?”
“As in the cheese steak.”
“Lyle doesn’t eat cheese or steak anymore,” she advised me in her Kewpie-doll voice.
“I’m sorry.”
“Don’t feel sorry for him,” she huffed. “He doesn’t want pity. All he’s asking for is a little understanding.”
“I’m afraid understanding is in much shorter supply than pity.”
“People, don’t know him,” she argued with great conviction. “How sensitive and sweet he is. He’s just a great, big teddy bear. Believe me, his bark is worse than his bite.”
“He bites?” I asked, exchanging a worried look with Lulu.
Katrina frowned at me. “I didn’t realize there’d be a dog.”
“Nor did I. I assumed she was with you.”
“She doesn’t have deer ticks, does she?”
Lulu snuffled at this indignantly. I told her to let me handle it. “If she does,” I replied, “she hasn’t said anything to me about them.”
“The reason I ask is that Lyle is deathly afraid of getting Lyme disease. She’ll have to keep her distance.”
“Not to worry. She never sticks her nose where it’s not wanted.” I tugged at my ear. “Unlike me.”
Katrina bristled. “You’re copping an attitude with me, aren’t you?”
“I don’t mean to,” I assured her. “It’s this handicap of mine. I’m one of the socially challenged. But I’m getting help. In fact, my doctors think I’m making excellent progress.”
Now she took a couple of deep, angry breaths in and out, her hooters heaving. They almost rammed me off of the porch and onto the lawn. “Guys,” she squealed defiantly. “They meet me and they think, hey, here’s some bimbonic airhead—just because of the size of my zoomers and because of how I happen to sound.” Angry, she sounded less like Minnie Mouse and more like Alvin of Alvin and the Chipmunks. “Well, I just let them go ahead and think that. Right up until the moment when they find themselves flat on their back with my foot on their face.”
“Careful, I excite easily these days.”
“I love Lyle and I love my life!”
“And I’m not here to take either of them away from you.”
“Then why are you here?”
“I’m beginning to wonder that myself.”
She stuck her jaw out at me. “Look, I’m speaking to you as his manager now, okay? Lyle’s a man with no sense of personal control. He has to be carefully watched, twenty-four hours a day. If this collaboration is going to work out, then you and I had better see eye to eye. Because you’re not working for him. You’re working for me. Understand?”
“I’m not working for anyone. Not until I decide for myself if I want the job. If I do, I work for the celebrity—not his manager, not his fiancée, not anybody else. And that has nothing whatsoever to do with the size of your zoomers. It has to do with trust. If he thinks I’m going behind his back to somebody else, then I’ll lose his trust. The project will fall apart. And I’ll have wasted his time and, more importantly, my own.” I smiled. “Understand?”
One of my better speeches. I know Lulu was impressed. Even the trick-or-treaters appeared awed.
Katrina panicked. “Oh, shit,” she gasped. Abruptly, she bent over at the waist, her blond hair nearly touching the welcome mat. She shook her head violently, her fingers massaging her scalp. I couldn’t tell if she was in the process of fainting or searching for head lice. Just as abruptly, she straightened up and tossed her hair back, thwacking the side of the house with it. “I’ve insulted you, haven’t I?”
“I don’t insult. I’m the writer, remember?”
“You must hate me. You must hate, hate, hate me.”
“I don’t hate, hate, hate you.”
“Gee, I’m so fucking sorry.” She laid her hand on my arm. “I really am. See, I’m used to dealing with the network people, the Uncle Chubby people. I have to be the blond bitch with them, or they diss me. You’re obviously not like them. I can be me with you.” Her hand was still on my arm. She was playing puddy cat now. “You’re totally, totally right. You’re working for Lyle, not me. It’s his project. I’m just here to help. As a friend. And if I’m somebody’s friend, there’s nothing I won’t do for them.” She edged a little closer to me, so that her breasts were saying hello to my shirt. Her hand was getting heavy on my arm. “Sure you’re not mad at me?” she purred, eyes gleaming at me invitingly. Quite some performance really. Fear will do that to people. And she was clearly afraid. Of what? I wondered.
“I’m not mad at you,” I said to Katrina Tingle.
“Oh, good, good, good,” she squeaked happily. She was just a big, fun little girl now, all sunshine and lollipops and colored balloons. Me, I wouldn’t be turning my back on her. But then I’ve learned to be careful around a celebrity’s loved ones, especially when there’s a lot of money at stake. And there was.
“Pinky’s doing his laps in the pool,” she informed me. “Let’s go say hello, okay?”
She took unusually short, mincing ste
ps for such a big woman, almost as if she were balancing on a rubber ball. I followed her wiggles and jiggles and curves along the brick path to the backyard. There was a great deal of Chemlawn, part of it set aside for croquet, where an elderly bronze couple in sun visors was in the process of playing. He was cheating.
“Whew,” Katrina complained, crinkling her nose. “Another whale must have washed up on the beach.”
“No, that’s just Lulu.” She was ambling along beside us, panting. “She has rather unusual eating habits.”
The house was even uglier from the back, if that’s possible. Here the milk chocolate stucco was studded with starbursts of brightly colored bits of broken mosaic tile.
“We finally finished it in May,” Katrina confided shyly. “It ended up costing us over four times what we thought it would—nearly ten million dollars. We had to import the whole crew from Barcelona to do the stucco work. Red tape like you wouldn’t believe. But it was worth it.”
“And who was your architect?” I asked, so I’d remember never to hire him.
“I was,” she replied, sneaking a peek at me. “Surprised?”
“Every once in a while.”
“I had to let the first two architects go,” she explained. “They just didn’t have the same vision I had. The two original wings, they wanted to be joined. They cried out to be joined. But the architects, they were just so …”
“Hard of hearing?”
“Traditional. I had to battle with them constantly. The second one finally told me, hey, I ought to just design it myself. So I did.” She stood there admiring it. “It’s not a house for everyone.”
“It certainly isn’t.”
“It’s very cerebral.”
“It certainly is.”
There was a Nantucket-style pool house out back, a blue-stone patio, a redwood picnic table with benches, a built-in brick barbecue pit where Lyle could no longer grill steaks. The lawn gave way to reeds and tall grasses, which separated the property from the beach. The water sparkled in the sun. In the distance there were sailboats. It was all rather nice, considering the rest of the place.
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