The man started counting, slowly and deliberately. “One. Two. Three. Four.”
“I want to go home,” Sándor yelled.
“Five. Six.”
Sándor raised a fist in frustration, but he didn’t strike. He didn’t dare. “Seven. Eight. Nine.”
“We want to go home to our mother.” Sándor’s voice cracked, hoarse, and resigned.
“Unfortunately that is out of the question. Ten. Now. Are you ready to say you’re sorry?”
Sándor shook his head mutely.
“I’m their brother,” he repeated, somewhat less vehemently.
“Good night, Sándor.”
And then the man closed the door again.
It got cooler, but not freezing cold. After all, it was spring, the rowan tree was sporting delicate new leaves. Sándor discovered that there was a water spigot you could drink from even though the water had a very definite muddy and metallic taste. But he was alone. Sándor couldn’t remember the last time that had happened. There was always someone there. If his mother didn’t happen to be around, then his Grandma Éva was. Or one of the other grandmothers. Or Aunt Milla who lived four houses away. Or Tibor, or Feliszia, or Vanda, or … there was always someone.
Now there wasn’t. Just the darkness and the walls and the sky, those rough, cold pavers and the seeping steam issuing from the bathrooms’ ventilation ducts, although he didn’t know that then. That first night, he just huddled up next to the door and stared at the gray column of condensing vapors and hoped it wasn’t a mulo. At some point he started crying again. At some point he stopped. And when they came back the next morning, he told Miss Erszébet he was very sorry and began to learn the rules of the gadjo world. There was still trouble now and then, and he came to know the Yard well. But he never spent a whole night there again. It was like he once heard the Big Man tell one of the municipal inspectors: “Roma children are no more troublesome than other children. You just have to nip them in the bud.”
ACAR PULLED up outside. Frederik stiffened and reached into his computer bag. The gesture so much ressembled a movie cliché that Sándor wondered whether he had a weapon hidden there. Then a car door slammed, and Frederik let go of the bag and visibly relaxed. “He got her,”
he said. “He really got her.”
But it wasn’t the nurse Tommi shoved in the door a few seconds later. It was the girl from the apartment. She looked like a disfigured Pierrot, with her chalky white face and black eyes smeared from a mixture of tears and cheap mascara. The sight struck Sándor like a bludgeon.
“What the hell,” said Frederik, who obviously wasn’t pleased either. “Why did you take her?”
“Piece of cake,” Tommi said with a triumphant grin. “Just had to check the girl’s school timetable, right?”
Oh, that’s why, Sándor thought. That’s why he had snatched her school bag. Because he wanted to be able to find her again.
Frederik shook his head in disbelief. “You were supposed to get the goddamn mother, not the kid.”
“This,” said Tommi, “is even better. And more fun.…”
T HAD BEEN strangely quiet inside Nina’s head since the PET man had left. Her head still ached a little and there was a very faint, whooshing throb, like in the water pipes she used to listen to before she fell asleep in the room she had had as a teenager back home in Viborg. Nina pushed the tray of uneaten rissoles and overdone cold carrots aside, leaned back, and closed her eyes. She couldn’t sleep, but she didn’t have anywhere good to send her thoughts, so instead she allowed herself to slide into the gray throbbing, whooshing semidarkness inside her eyelids instead.
She heard the sounds a second before it happened.
The door that slid open almost imperceptibly, soft rubber soles padding across the gray linoleum, first by the door, then a little closer. The little click as the door closed automatically behind the intruder. Then, abruptly, something big and warm was pressed against her mouth, and Nina’s eyes flew open. Her head was being pushed so deeply into the pillow that it almost closed around her face, and the sense of being suffocated caused panic to explode through her for a second. Trying to move her head was hopeless, the man crouched over her was now putting his weight behind the outstretched arm and hand while Nina frantically batted at the air around her. She grabbed for the face, the hair, the neck, and arms of her attacker, but he moved quickly and avoided her blows. The man’s little finger had been pushed up under her nose, and she had to fight for every single scrap of air for her lungs. As if she were breathing through wet gauze. And in the middle of her frenzied panic, she could see a gaunt face with a wide grin swaying back and forth over her. The eyes gleamed, distant and exhilarated. He’s on drugs, Nina managed to conclude. An addict looking for morphine or maybe someone who was mentally ill, lost in the wrong part of the hospital. His breath was heavy and sharp and smelled of cigarettes and peppermint. The man was making an effort to catch her eyes, and for some reason or other, that made her slow down. She tried to aim her blows better. Make them harder. But the hand that was pressed so solidly over her mouth didn’t budge a millimeter, and eventually she lay perfectly still as she tried to breathe through the one, almost free nostril.
It seemed like that was what he had been waiting for.
The man eased up on the pressure on her mouth a little bit and reached for something with his free hand. Nina tried to follow his movements with her eyes, but her head was still being pushed so far down in the pillow that it obscured her view like a white mountain range. She couldn’t see much besides the ceiling, the man’s arm, and little bits of his head and upper body. All that smothering softness drowned out even the sounds. Some notion of escape occurred to her. The man still had a hand over her mouth, but he was only holding her with one arm. Maybe she could slide free and pull the alarm cord that was hanging right over her bed.
Then a black object appeared right over her face. It took a couple of seconds before she was able to focus on it, and yet another moment before she realized what it was. A mobile phone. It was on, and the screen showed a picture with a dark, almost-black background. In the foreground there was a person who had been photographed from above. The girl’s pale face glowed white in the darkness. The eyes were slightly narrowed and the facial expression frozen in that defiant face she always made, when she was trying not to cry.
Ida.
Nina didn’t scream.
She could tell he was expecting her to, because he clamped his hand down tighter over her mouth before he pushed the button. But Nina couldn’t scream. Nothing inside her was working. There was only silence and cold and the picture dancing on the black phone in front of her. Something started moving on the tiny screen. The sound of footsteps on a floor that echoed in a strangely hollow way. The man doing the filming said something or other, but Nina couldn’t hear what it was, and now she could see Ida take a step back. As if she were trying to disappear into the darkness. Where? Nina desperately tried to gauge the location of the recording. It wasn’t home in their apartment—the wall behind Ida was a hideous dark purple color—but otherwise there wasn’t anything that revealed where she was.
The angle changed. Now the photographer was standing over Ida, speaking once more.
“Say hi to Mommy.
Smile.”
Ida’s eyes flitted toward the camera, then she looked directly at the man holding the phone and angrily jutted out her chin. “Smile.”
Ida shook her head, took two steps farther back, and bumped into the purple wall. The phone was right up against her face now. A finger slid slowly over her chin, pushed its way tentatively between her lips, and made its way over to the corner of her mouth. Pulled it upward into a grotesque, crooked grin.
“Smile for Mommy.”
The picture went black, and Nina felt the man slowly ease up on the pressure on her mouth. He pulled his hand away completely. She turned her head, and it was only now that she could really see the man next to her bed. He wasn’t that much tall
er than her, she thought, and skinny under that loose T-shirt. He was wearing a pair of very light-blue Levis that were cinched in at the waist with a wide, studded leather belt, its oversized belt buckle featuring a shiny, pale skull. His hair was shoulder-length, dark blond, and looked freshly washed. The rest of him was worn and scruffy and cigarette-ravaged, even though he could hardly be older than thirty. His nose was swollen and bruised on one side, his eyes wide and feverish. Probably snorted a line of crystal meth a few hours ago, Nina thought hostilely, and felt a glint of satisfaction at the thought of how short and miserable this man’s life would be. How his body would be covered with oozing sores from the crank bugs, how he would scream and call for mercy, and how he would die alone and in pain. She would kill him herself right now if she had the slightest opportunity. For what he had done to Ida. She lashed out at him, but there was no strength in her blow, and it only grazed his throat before he grabbed her hand and held it securely.
“Easy, girl.” He spoke to her in accented English.
His voice was quiet and arrogant, as if he were talking to a child, and then he let go of her entirely and let her sit halfway up in bed. He pulled a clear plastic bag out of a duffel bag that was on the floor next to the bed and set it on the covers.
“Put them on,” he said, still in English.
Nina peeled the crackling plastic aside with two fingers and glanced quickly at the contents. It looked like some sort of tracksuit. The price tag was still on, fluttering from the waist of the dark-blue pants.
“Where is she?”
The man looked at her and smiled.
“Really cute daughter you’ve got. She looks like you. Just a little firmer in the flesh. Delicious young cunt. Totally soft to touch.”
His accent might be thick, as if he had a mouth full of gravel, but his vocabulary was convincing.
Nina felt defeated. His words were so harsh. So evil. She could feel her defenses washing away. A floodgate had been opened. The fear that had started to seep into her body at the sight of the first picture of Ida on the phone roared through her now, full strength. It slid into every single thought, formed unwelcome images, and little film clips that churned and rattled and played over and over again in endless loops. Ida in the apartment in front of her three attackers without her clothes on. Ida naked in some basement. Ida in the rearview mirror, a thin, black silhouette on a bicycle in the dark on her way up Fejøgade. That was the last time she had seen her.
Nina tried to inhale again. Tried to think. Should she try to stall for time? Pull the cord to call the nurse? He wouldn’t be able to stop her. All she needed to do was to reach up.
They heard footsteps out in the hall, and the man sat down on the chair next to her bed. He quickly pulled a small, tired-looking bouquet of tulips out of his bag on the floor and placed it on the covers. Water seeped out of the plastic wrap surrounding the green stems, making a big, wet stain on the white bedding. He wasn’t nervous, Nina thought. Everything he did was so calm and effortless. As if this were a totally normal day in his life.
A nurse came into view in the little window in the door just as the man leaned over the bed and placed his free hand over hers. His smiling face had moved in very close to hers, and he had even managed to adopt something that resembled a concerned smiled. A couple of long, bright-red lines stretched from his ear down over his cheek and Nina couldn’t help thinking of Ida’s black-painted fingernails.
“My poor baby,” he said, and behind him Nina could see the nurse’s face disappearing again. Her white clogs clicked quickly on down the hall, and Nina knew that the woman was probably already reporting the latest gossip on the odd patient in the isolation room. By now everyone had probably read about her marital problems in Ekstra Bladet. The news of a man in her room with flowers would add some excitement to the staff’s lunch break.
Nina looked at the man and knew that she wouldn’t put up any resistance. She didn’t dare. He had Ida.
He stood up, pulled Nina’s covers aside, and threw the tracksuit at her with an impatient grunt.
“Put it on. Now!”
Nina pulled the clothes on over her hospital gown without protest and without looking at the man. A feeling of disgust crawled across her skin when she thought of him holding Ida down, touching her. Whatever plans he had for her were immaterial compared to what he planned to do to Ida. Out of the corner of her eye, she could see that he had opened the cupboard next to her bed and was rummaging around in the white hospital linens on the shelves. He swore quietly.
“Where the fuck are your shoes?”
Nina leaned against the bed, exhaustion from the effort of putting on the clothes making the room swim around her.
“They threw them away,” she said. “Because of the radiation.”
He swore again, pulled some long, white socks out of the cupboard, and threw them at her.
“Put these on and don’t try anything clever.”
Nina obediently pulled on the socks and found herself standing there in white socks and a pair of dark-blue tracksuit bottoms that were slightly too big. He moved over behind her. She could feel his sharp, warm breath against her ear.
“And now, we go. Pretend you’re healthy and have shoes on,” he said. “And pretend you’re not you.”
ØREN RINSED THE coffee cup in the sink in the men’s restroom, filled it with cold water, and drank. Tomorrow, or next week, or whenever this goddamn case was over and he had time to catch his breath again, he would take the time to find that article he vaguely remembered about bacteria in water coolers and send it out over the intranet. He knew his little act of protest against the tyranny of water coolers was a waste of energy, but surely a man his age was allowed to mount his moth-eaten warhorse and attack a windmill now and then.
He was holding the cup under the tap one more time when it slipped through his fingers. He grabbed for it with both hands and managed to stop it from crashing to the terrazzo floor, but water splashed onto his shirt and trousers, leaving a trail of drip marks near his fly that was not very flattering.
Oh, crap. It wasn’t so much the accident—the water would dry quickly—it was what it told him. That he was tired. That he ought to go home, or at least down to the basement to crash in one of the bunks for a few hours. He had only slept three hours the night before and had been working for more than eleven hours since then. And, well, he wasn’t eighteen anymore. But his young Hungarian colleague would be landing at Copenhagen Airport in an hour, the results from the Opel registration list would be back soon, and he really wanted to talk to Malee himself and see if he could get anything out of her that Birgitte and her colleagues in the NEC hadn’t been able to. A video wasn’t enough.
A shower. A clean shirt. And yes, an hour’s downtime. But not home in Hvidovre, that would take too long. And not in the basement either. He’d always hated those small, cell-like rooms.
He poked his head into Torben’s office. Torben was staring intently at his computer screen as he scrolled his way through some document long enough to induce cramps in anybody’s index finger.
“I’m going over to Susse’s if that’s okay,” Søren said. “Just for an hour.”
Torben nodded without looking up from his screen.
“Good idea,” Torben said. “See you later.”
Why did he suddenly feel like a loser who couldn’t go the distance? Torben hadn’t been up since a little past 3 A.M. And this wasn’t a competition to see who could stay awake the longest.
“Call if there’s anything,” he said.
Torben waved his left hand in a get-out-of-here fashion, and Søren ducked back into the hallway.
SUSSE LIVED SO enticingly close by, less than a kilometer away, in an old bungalow right next to the railway. There was a solid, white-painted wood fence around the yard to keep children and dogs in, and the garden was disheveled in that pleasant way, with narcissi in the overgrown lawn and lanky roses in need of a good pruning. The two pear trees he had planted too ma
ny years ago were still there, currently sporting delicate pink blossoms.
The children had mostly left home, one of them for boarding school, the other more permanently, but the dogs were still there. Two of them, a couple of black-and-white cocker spaniels, who barked enthusiastically and stuck their wet noses and long-haired paws up against the pane of the glass door when he rang the bell.
Susse opened the door with her phone to her ear and mimed “Come in,” continuing her conversation. “Yes, I understand that, but I still think it’s stressing Linus out that Karl is so rowdy in the classroom. I think we ought to separate them, at least for a few weeks, and see how it goes. Yes. Yeah, okay. I’ll see you.”
She lowered the phone and smiled at him.
“Do you want a cup of coffee or are you just here to lie down? You look tired.”
“No more coffee.” He made a face at the mere thought. “But do you think it would be okay if I took a shower first?”
“Of course. You just do what you need to do. I’ll be in the sunroom grading papers if you need anything.”
They exchanged a civilized peck on the cheek. She looked good, he thought. Or more to the point, she looked like a woman who was feeling good. She wore her copper-red hair in a shoulder-length pageboy, which was probably not the height of fashion. But she’d been wearing it that way for a really long time, and it suited her heart-shaped face perfectly. She was round and comfortably plump all over, and her eyes were calm, clear, and warm. He had known her for more than thirty years. They had been high school sweethearts. They got married. They bought a house together—this house, where she still lived. But the children she had had weren’t his, and the man she was co-habiting with in lifelong devotion wasn’t him either. And even though she opened the door to him time and time again with the generosity that was one of her most pronounced character traits, there wasn’t the slightest risk she would be unfaithful to Ben.
Nor did he want her to be. That wasn’t why he came. It was more just for the … peace. A little dose of calm and normality before he returned to a world where people buried young men like Snow White in underground gasoline storage tanks and went around planning how to deploy a package of explosives contaminated with radioactive material so it caused the greatest possible number of fatalities.
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