“I thought you were upset earlier. Did something happen down there?” He still talked a bit loud, probably his ears were buzzing from the loud music.
“No! I just want to get up there and show you something. That’s all!”
“You don’t seem okay with it. It’s like you don’t want to be up here,” he suddenly said.
“I do want to be here more that I want to be down there with that girl that tried to seduce you!”
The words left my mouth before I had the time to stop. For a moment there, I hoped he hadn’t heard me, or he hadn’t understood what I said, but then he went on and said it.
“Were you jealous?”
Shit. Now I’ve done it. Well, you know what they say. Offense is the best defense.
“Who? Me? Of her? Of course not. I just don’t like being around many people, that’s all. Now, are we going?”
And before I had the chance move, his hand jolted forward and grabbed mine.
“I don’t understand you, humans. Outside you were laughing and having fun, and inside you seem worse than me. If there’s a problem, please say something.”
“No, of course there isn't a problem. I’m just head over heels in love with you and you don’t seem to have a clue.”
Okay, Eladia, tell me you didn’t just say that. Oh, my god, I did say it.
It was one of those times that my mouth ran faster than my head, and I said things I didn’t mean. But I kinda ended up saying them after all because they sounded better in my head at the time.
Damn, damn, damn. I have no idea what I’m doing.
He still held my hand, only this time, the heat from his skin traveled all the way to my face. I wished he came up with a witty comment, and then we could keep going up to the roof where the wind could wash away all my thoughts.
Instead, he stared deep into my eyes, searching for something. I realized I stared back at him. My hand hurt now, and my heart had stopped beating. I breathed but only mechanically. Time had frozen, and I couldn’t do nothing but wait.
Only that I couldn’t stop talking.
“Please say something. I know it’s not like you, but please say something.”
“When did this happen?”
You’re kidding me, right?
“I don’t know. It just sort of happened. Six months of traveling with you, never saying anything, always fighting you. I don’t know. Maybe at that night, when you saved me and brought me to that lake? Yeah, that was the first time I felt more intimate towards you. And now I can’t stop talking.”
I pulled my hand free and ran upstairs. I wanted to stop and see if he followed me, but I didn’t. Tears ran down my eyes, and I walked the last few steps blindly. I opened the door to the roof and the wind burst in behind me. My tears dried in moments, but I couldn’t stop my heart from racing.
When I opened my eyes, the world was under my feet. I kinda thought the tragic irony of this place. Being so high yet so low right now. Something I had never accepted before was finally out in the open. I was in love with him, and now he knew it as well.
So, when he walked behind me and grabbed my shoulders, I couldn’t feel anything but embarrassed. However, Jay had something else in his mind. He pushed me around gently, and he raised my chin with his free hand. In a moment’s notice, his head lowered, and he got closer and closer until his lips touched mine.
Chapter Twenty-Three
Jay
Her lips were smooth like her skin. I didn’t dare to push my tongue inside, but I could sense her breathing erratically. I took a step back and watched her look at me, surprised.
“What was that?” she asked me.
“I’m not sure. I felt like doing it.”
Eladia touched her lips with her fingers like she was trying to understand if everything that had happened was true or just another dream. I smiled at her, humans were so sparring with their feelings. I kinda liked that about her, about humans in general. She was different from the humans I remembered, the primal beings that weren’t even able to communicate.
She was intelligent, passionate, and when she let herself free, she was prettier than she thought. When I was with her, I was Jay, the alien that didn’t remember a thing about his past, but when I was alone, I was Jasih, the Prime Officer and one of the First Kind. I was torn between duty and what I wanted, and right now, up here at the peak of this beautiful city, I was Jay, the Esuh that was attracted to the female human in front of him.
She was standing perfectly still, as if she was scared that she might break something if she even moved an eyelash.
“What’s wrong with you? Isn’t that what you wanted?”
Isn’t it?
“I don’t know. Not like that, not like you owe me a favor or something.”
I did want to kiss you, you stupid woman, but you never seem to understand what I say. It’s like we’re speaking different languages all the time. I try to get closer to you and you always find a reason to get irritated at me.
That’s what I wanted to say, but it ended up more like this: “You’re like your mentor. You scream when you don’t know what’s going on around you, and bite when you’re not happy. We Esuh--”
“I know that I’m not good enough for an Esuh General, but you don’t have to remind me of it every time. You were the one that kissed me, not I. You know something? Never mind. I’m done playing all those little games with you. This,” she said and showed the empty space between us, “this is over. You are in the biggest city that humanity ever built. Find another stupid woman to help you, Jay.”
There she goes again, overreacting. I don’t understand a thing. I was nice to her because I like her, and she thought I was doing her a favor of some sort? Unbelievable.
But I was at my limit.
Humans were still animals, they didn’t know discipline, they relied on their hearts to decide what was right and what was wrong, but they never thought the repercussions of their choices.
I strode behind her and grabbed her arm. Before I knew it, a roar climbed up from deep inside my chest, and I let it go. After I was done, she looked at me like I was some sort of a monster. But I couldn’t control my actions anymore.
Her eyes were teary, and I was perfectly aware that I was the reason for it. I didn’t care. My heart told me to stop her from leaving, and I would have done that even if I had to tie her to my back and carry her everywhere. I was lost without her.
Suddenly I froze. I felt cold sweat running down my back. Amidst my anger and solitude, I forgot that she was the only one I could trust.
Eladia, the first actual human I ever met.
I released my grip, and she ran away from me, towards the exit. I decided not to follow her. It was too late now. I had nothing else to ask her, nothing more to say. I walked to the edge of the roof and saw the city dancing under my feet.
I was never afraid of heights because I never had any doubt about my abilities, but now, up here at the edge of the world, I saw the oval buildings wave up and down, floating boxes filled with countless stories. Mine was up here, alone, disturbing. I wanted to scream at the world that had condemned me to be a living dead, but I couldn’t.
This was the world where Eladia existed, and Zan and Silver. This was the world where species worked together, and Esuhes were not the scary monsters of the past. Maybe it was a world worth living in, and maybe, ten years from now, this world would be my own as well.
“Promise me you won’t shout at me like that again.”
Her voice surprised me. In my mind, I had already given up on her, on us. I was never the romantic type of guy, so when I left, I left for good. No tearful goodbyes, no second chances. I thought that the same thing applied to everyone.
“I can’t. But I do promise I’ll try not to do it again.”
She smiled at me.
“I’ll get what I can. You’re as strange as me, you know that? You never talk and never explain what you mean, and yet you expect everyone to understand you like they’re
in your head. It’s impossible.”
Her smile was contagious. I grinned at her, and she suddenly leaped forward and hugged me.
Touching me, her head lolling on my chest, I felt better. I crossed my arms around her and squeezed her tight. We stood like that for a moment.
And then everything changed.
She raised her head and looked at me. Her glare was different from before. I felt my stomach stretching down in my abdomen, and I couldn’t hold back anymore. I lowered my head to watch her and then, I started kissing her, more passionately this time.
She kissed me back.
Her hands traveled on my body, touching my back, my head, my butt. She pushed me towards her. My dick started to feel uncomfortable inside my pants. That was until she touched it.
Then I knew that everything was going to change between us.
Chapter Twenty-Four
Eladia
There were some dreams that we all hoped for them to come true at some point. When I was young, my father used to say to me that no one could achieve anything if he first couldn’t dream of it. Well, my relationship with Jay was a dream I kept having for the last two months.
Almost every night, after having a shower, I would fall asleep on my bed picturing what it would be like if he and I made love with each other. Usually, in my dreams, we were in a moon hotel, or in the middle of nowhere, somewhere no one could find us.
I didn’t know when I started having these dreams, or why, I just knew that now that we were kissing like that on the roof of ‘Phosphorus’, I couldn’t hold back my urges anymore. He was as hot as ever, his face a perfect mask of coolness and his eyes as deep as the sea.
Our tongues twisted and I wanted to feel every part of his body. His silver skin was actually sparkling in the moonlight, and his hands pushed me closer. The wind started to pick up, but I didn’t care. The only thing I wanted was to stay here my whole life and kiss him.
Everything we said was like memories of times long gone. I felt his stone muscles under his clothes, his abs moving rhythmically. I followed the same rhythm, and it was like wen were dancing when we were just standing still.
But we were both adults, and things didn’t stop with just a kiss.
He was trying to understand what to do with my body. Jay touched my breasts, my back, he touched my ass and pushed me towards his dick. I did the same with him. Everything on him was rough and chiseled, and the only thing I could think of was when would I see him naked.
With one quick movement of his finger, the first thing he did was to set my hair free. The long, black curtain spread down on my shoulders. I copied his moves by removing my shirt and pants. I was standing in front of him with only my underwear, and I could feel the stinging bite of the cold wind straight to my bones.
“You’re beautiful,” he said to me, right there in the middle of the night.
The first thing that came to my mind was that I was freezing, and he was just standing there, complimenting me, but then if he didn’t say a thing I would feel worse.
Then, he was in his underwear as well, and I saw him stand tall before me, the platinum skin of a warrior reaching out to the stars. He was hotter than I remembered. This time, since we were not hunted by every kind of predator, I had more time to examine him.
I didn’t say anything, but I was sure that my wide-open eyes said more than I could have ever hoped to utter. We started kissing again, only now I could feel his body pulsing on mine and his dick throbbing. His pair of dark, tight boxers seemed too small to contain him anymore.
I touched it, and he quickly responded with a slight moan. I had never imagined he would be that responsive, but he had surprised me in the past so why not now as well?
He kindly pushed me down on my knees and removed the last bit of cloth to reveal his glistening cock. Even though he was an alien, his physiology was just the same as ours, humans’. A long rod with a filled sack of balls was asking me to lick it. I didn’t lose the chance.
The bittersweet taste of his precum made me try even harder to please him. I first licked the top of his head and then traveled my tongue down to the rest of his dick. I sucked his balls for a moment and I stroked him at the same time, making him use his hands to push me even deeper.
I changed target, I now had his cock inside my mouth, and I started sucking him fast and wild. I heard him moan and sigh.
“Eladia, I’m gonna cum. Eladia...” I heard him say, but I acted like I didn’t.
Two quick moves and I felt his thick sperm in my mouth, coming strong and in great quantities. For a moment, I thought he wouldn’t stop, but when he finally did, I decided to swallow.
Before I had the time to think, he fell into a sexual frenzy. Jay grabbed me and lifted me up in his arms. His strong arms were able to support my weight easily. Kissing me, he got me back inside where he headed straight for a wall. Pushing my back against it, he quickly removed just the tip of my underwear and suddenly stuck his dick inside me.
I was wet and therefore I didn’t feel much pain, but he was big, bigger than I expected, and his dick rubbed the inside of my vagina. It wasn’t pleasant at first, but as soon as I got used to his size, I started falling down to a horny whirlwind. The only thing that mattered was his cock inside me, filling me and making me feel like I was about to touch the sky.
I couldn’t hold back my moans, I was screaming at the top of my lungs. He didn’t stop, he didn’t care if anyone heard us, or if anyone was watching us, and I didn’t want him to stop either.
“Harder...please move harder,” I said amid my confusion.
But he didn’t listen to my plea. He went slower and smoother like he wanted me to suffer. I hated him right then, and I started kissing him, biting his lips, sticking my nails in his back. At that moment, I heard him snarl, and I opened my eyes to see him for the first time since we started to fuck.
I wasn’t sure what was going on, but I felt him turning cold under my body. He never stopped thrusting in me or moaning, but now his voice was like one of a wild animal, and half his body was dark, the color of his parasitic self. He didn’t seem to understand what was going on, but he kept on fucking me with the same speed.
I wanted to get afraid, I wanted to stop him, but I couldn’t. Lust and desire had dulled my senses. I just wanted him to cum inside me, and I wanted to feel his hot sperm. That was all that mattered.
Our pounding went on for five minutes, and now almost his whole body was covered with the dark particles of his symbiotic nature, but he was getting more passionate by the moment. I was trying to catch my breath, but when I breathed in, I felt a hot sensation traveling from my stomach all the way to my nails.
It came in waves, a feeling I had never had before. I moaned loudly, and it felt like a great weight was being lifted off my shoulders. I was having an orgasm, and I couldn’t stop. And then I felt Jay’s hot sperm erupting inside me.
He didn’t say a thing, he just made sure he thrusted two more times slowly like he wanted to make sure everything was off.
His hands smoothly put me down, on the floor where he lied next to me. The only part of his body not dark silver now was his left eye. He looked at me and smiled, a smile full of trust and satisfaction. This was the best sex I ever had in my life, but now that it was over, and my mind started working again, I wasn’t sure I wanted to be here when Dark Jay woke up.
Fear struck me a second later when I saw his eyes open, staring straight into mine with a quizzical and half-pleased expression.
“You are the human girl. You are naked. I am naked. Did that mean that we did…?”
I stood up and ran outside. I was sure he knew the answer to his question, but I wouldn’t stay there until he figured more things than he should. After all, it had been six months since I had seen this savage’s face.
He followed me outside, stark naked, his slate gray skin not distinguishing in the dark. He was nothing like the radiant Jay. He looked like a dangerous monster.
And yet I
couldn’t stop staring at him.
Chapter Twenty-Five
Jay
Me and the human fucking; now that was a nice wake-up surprise. I never thought she was the adventurous type of girl, pounding at the top of a building, but she certainly felt good. Well, I was almost ready for a second round just watching her in that messy underwear, but she didn’t seem like it.
What’s with me and those long naps? Last time I woke up I was back at that planet—what was it called? Oh yeah, Earth—fighting that disgusting human that tried to eat her and now we’re fucking at the top of a huge city. Something smells fishy here.
I looked around me, and I saw an endless sea of buildings, and I figured out something. I was really bored.
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