by Taylor Rylan
If he was surprised to see me barge into the room again, he didn’t show it. He simply stood there and stared at me, his mouth opening and closing, like a fish out of water. That made me chuckle.
“Are we back to that again?” I asked while advancing toward him.
“Huh? Back to what?”
I didn’t bother replying, I simply took what little bit of him I knew I'd be able to handle. I attacked his mouth with everything I had. When I didn’t get the response I wanted, I reached down, grabbed his ass cheeks, and picked him up. His tight little ass felt so amazing. When he wrapped his legs around my waist and started grinding his dick against my stomach, I knew I had him.
I pulled back just enough that he chased my mouth with his lips. I loved the little whimper that escaped his throat. I moved toward his chin with my lips and started kissing my way toward his ear. I was pleased to discover, on New Year’s Eve, that the hollow below Liam’s ear was a hot spot for him. I remembered correctly because once I reached his ear, he moaned loudly and thrust his hips against mine even harder. Working my way down his neck, I reached where his neck met his shoulder and give it a little nibble. When Liam quietly muttered the word “please,” I latched on and sucked hard.
I knew I was going to leave a mark. I didn’t care. I wanted to mark him, to tell everyone that he was mine. When his entire body jerked, I pulled away and looked at his face to make sure I hadn’t gone too far. The look on his face wasn’t one of fright, though. It was of someone in the midst of an orgasm. Standing there in the middle of the bedroom holding a shuddering Liam, I realized that I’d made him cum from nothing more than kissing and sucking on his neck. Oh hell, I was completely and royally fucked.
I made my way to the bed to sit before I fell. The gift that he’d just given me was one that I'd treasure forever, even if he didn’t know what he’d done.
It only took a few minutes for Liam to come down from his orgasmic high. When he did, he turned a pretty shade of pink and tried to hide his face in my neck. I didn’t want him to be ashamed for what he’d done. It was beautiful. I wanted another look at just how sweet his pink cheeks were because my mind was working overtime thinking about another part of his body I'd love to see pink, from my hand. Gently grabbing his chin, I pulled his face out of my neck.
“None of that,” I told him. “Tell me, Liam, should I be upset with you for cumming without me? Have you always achieved orgasms without direct stimulation?”
The pink turned into a darker shade of red at my questions. When he realized he couldn’t pull his chin out of my grasp, he started to squirm, turning his eyes away from mine. Dropping my voice an octave I continued.
“Sit still and look at me, Liam.”
Liam responded beautifully and immediately when he heard my firm expectation. He calmed and looked at me briefly before lowering his eyes in submission.
On a shallow breath, I muttered, “Oh fuck." I just couldn’t believe I’d been gifted with a submissive lover that didn’t completely irritate the living hell out of me. Looking at Liam, I began to wonder about the possibilities. Was he naturally submissive or was it something his ex-boyfriend ingrained into him?
I realized so many things that had crossed my mind the past several weeks. They finally made so much sense. When Liam finally raised his eyes back to mine, I completely lost my heart to the younger man right then.
“Yes, Sir?” With those two little words, I came in my jeans.
“Fuck!”
I couldn’t mask the moan that escaped as my orgasm pulsed through me. The look of complete shock on Liam’s face made the mess and humiliation worth it. As soon as I was able to speak again, I begged, “Please tell me you aren’t playing, Liam.”
“Please tell me you want me, Jasper,” was his reply.
“Oh, sweetheart, I most definitely want you. I don’t want to play either, I want to keep you.”
“I don’t want to just play either, Jasper. I want to be yours.”
Drawing him toward me, I placed a gentle kiss on his throat in the same spot I’d marked him. He shuddered a little and I made a note to remember that and how sensitive his throat was.
Pulling away from him was harder than I thought it would be. I didn’t want to let him go but we both needed to get cleaned up and ready to face the day. He certainly wasn’t ready for all of me. Not yet, but he would be.
“We’ll be talking more about this soon. Right now, we both need to get cleaned up and head downstairs.”
“Yes, Sir,” Liam replied.
I shook my head. “Jasper, Liam. Just, Jasper. I only want to be Jasper, I’m not really a Dom, nor do I want to be, but I’m a huge control-freak in the bedroom. I know I can be controlling and dominant in the bedroom, but I’m not what I would consider an actual Dom. I don’t want that type of lifestyle. Understand?” I paused and looked at Liam. He looked guilty for having called me Sir. “Is that acceptable?”
The smile he gave me was almost too much. I knew then, he was my one singular choice.
“Yes, Jasper.”
“Good. But, Liam. We will talk about this. Soon, I promise.”
I was left with no other choice. We had to go. It took everything I had to remove Liam from my lap. We both needed to get cleaned up before we could join the others.
“Get cleaned up and dressed, and then come downstairs. We need to see when everyone wants to head to the hospital,” I told Liam on my way out the door.
When Liam finally made it downstairs, I already had his coffee ready for him. We planned to meet at Sam and Cammie’s for breakfast. From there we’d go to the hospital and check-in on Rhett. I already decided that I’d be having a long discussion with Liam tonight.
There wasn’t anything new to report or learn at the hospital. Rhett was still almost unrecognizable and was still in a coma. There were so many wires and tubes on him that it was both scary and intimidating at the same time. Each of us was careful to only spend our allotted time with him. We each held his hand and talked to him. All we could do was wait. We’d spent the past six days waiting for Rhett to heal enough to be brought out of the coma. We would have to continue doing so, as we weren’t given a choice. Rhett needed time to heal physically as well as mentally and emotionally.
When everyone had taken their turn with Rhett, we returned to the cabin. I knew my conversation with Liam was forthcoming and I hadn’t been able to think of what to say. With Mike still out there somewhere, the two of us couldn’t act like a normal couple and get to know each other on a date. We’d need to wait until we could retire to our room for the night. I was getting really damn good at waiting.
Fuck! It occurred to me, just now, that he lived in another state. How could we have a long-term relationship while living a thousand miles apart? Anything that we wanted to do, we could. We could work it out somehow. Of course, I didn’t want to only see him a few times a year. I wanted Liam permanently and full time.
How could I convince Liam to move to Crooked Bend? I’d have to do it, though, or I’d need the resolve to forget about him. I couldn’t imagine not having Liam, and I sure as hell couldn’t figure out how I’d forget him, so I had no choice. I had to figure out a way to convince him that he needed to move here to Crooked Bend.
8 — Liam
I didn’t know if I should be ecstatic or should run back to Seattle and never look back. I’d never been in the type of relationship that Jasper hinted at. Being a self-respecting gay man and an author, I definitely read more than a few books that involved the type of relationship Jasper had hinted at. After all, how else was I going to figure out what type of books I wanted to write? Some of them were just so damn sexy. When Jasper used that sexy-as-fuck voice on me, my mind and body completely relaxed and I found myself calling him, Sir. It seemed like the right thing at the time. I also had to think about how my mind would respond to it long-term. I was still suffering from the psychological effects of Mike beating me half to death. Could I even do it?
How
was I to know that by simply saying yes, Sir, he'd cum in his pants? It was such an erotic thing to see. I definitely wanted to see Jasper cum again and again. I wanted to be the reason why he came. I wanted to watch his face while he came buried deep in me.
Shit! I was hard again. You’d think that with the two breath-stealing orgasms I already experienced this morning that I wouldn’t be horny, but I was. It was all because of one sexy architect. I definitely had it bad for him.
I really put some thought into this potential relationship. Maybe what Jasper hinted at was exactly what I needed. Maybe that was why none of my previous relationships ever worked out. It was obvious why my relationship with Mike didn’t work, but what about the few before him? They were always just meh, and left me feeling so restless and empty. Hell, Jasper hadn’t even fucked me yet and already I could say it was the best sex of my life.
Wasn’t that just something? Did that mean he'd render me completely useless once we finally got around to actually having sex? So far, we had managed to give each other an orgasm without even touching each other’s dicks. When could we get to the main event? I was ready, now. I didn’t want to wait.
I secluded myself in our room for an hour. When Jasper entered the room, all I could do was stop and stare at him. I didn’t realize that I’d been pacing back and forth until he entered.
“Are you okay?” Jasper asked me after he closed the door.
Was I okay? I couldn’t say for sure. I knew that Jasper was there and that somehow he'd make it okay. I really needed to kiss him again because I hadn’t kissed him all day and it seemed that I couldn’t live without another.
I marched over to him and climbed him like a tree, attaching my mouth to his. What can I say? At only five and a half feet tall, he was eight inches taller than me and it really made a difference when trying to kiss. Jasper didn’t seem to mind. He merely grabbed my ass to hold me in place and kissed me back.
With my legs wrapped around his middle, Jasper effortlessly walked us to the bed and climbed on. I found myself on my back with Jasper on top of me. I felt none of the tension that I had in the past. With Jasper, I felt safe. I whined when, all too quickly, he pulled away.
“As much as I want to be buried deep inside you, we can’t. Not yet, Liam. I promise you I’m not rejecting you nor am I saying no. I’m simply saying not yet. Alright?”
With a nod of my head, Jasper seemed to relax a little. When he did I realized that he was nervous, just like I was.
“I said we would talk, and we really need to, Liam. We need to discuss what’s going on between us and talk about where we see this going.”
“Okay. Do you want to go first or should I?”
Jasper looked at me and chuckled. It seemed to relieve tension. This was a serious discussion and we needed to talk about it rationally.
“You’re going to be complete trouble, aren’t you?” he asked me.
“Do I look like I’m trouble?” I replied to Jasper as he smiled at me. “On second thought, don’t answer that. I promise to be good. Or at least try. Will that work?” I asked while lifting my hip and pressing my hard cock up into his. He let out a quiet moan before giving me a stern look. He controlled further interruption by lowering a little more weight onto my body, efficiently holding me in place..
“Hold still. Behave. We really need to have this discussion, Liam. I mean it.”
When my eyes met his, I realized that he was in serious mode and there would be no sexy times right then. I gave in and let him know that I understood. “I understand. I promise, I’ll behave.”
“Good”
“The biggest obstacle to us being a couple is that you live in Seattle and I live in Crooked Bend. That’s what, a twelve hour drive?”
“A little over thirteen. It’s much quicker if you fly. Only a couple of hours." The only reason I could answer his question was because Rhett and I just made that drive. We discussed flying and I admitted that I was uncomfortable with the idea of flying. I didn’t want anyone to see my bruises so I would be more comfortable driving than flying. To appease my reservations to being in such close-quarters and under scrutiny, we drove.
“Okay, but that’s still several hours apart. Are you looking for a hookup or something long-term?” Jasper asked me.
“Honestly, I wasn’t looking for anything when I met you. I never came here thinking I'd meet you and be instantly attracted to you.”
The smirk Jasper gave me made me stop and think about what I’d just said. When I realized what had just left my lips, I could feel my face start to turn red.
“You were attracted to me immediately, huh?” he asked me.
“Maybe. That’s not really the point, though. You asked what I was looking for and to be honest, I don’t know. I haven’t been too successful with past relationships. Rhett is my best friend, so the last thing I want to do is cause tension if things between you and me don’t work.”
“Don’t worry about Rhett. There will be no issues or tension between us. I promise you that. When he’s ready, I'll talk to him. So, you’re looking for a relationship then?” I could see stress lines fading on his forehead.
“If you’re willing to give it a try, then yes. I'd like to be in a relationship with you. I agree, though, there is a huge problem with distance.”
He furrowed his brow again. Jasper looked like he was contemplating whether to ask me the next question. I could see when he’d made up his mind. He looked me right in the eye and asked, “Do you think that you would consider moving closer if things go well? I can come and visit you every once in a while, but my job is here. I really can’t leave it very often.”
I realized what he was talking about. Of course he couldn’t just pick up and come to me. He was an architect here in Wyoming. He had responsibilities here. He couldn’t just up and go somewhere else like I could. Ah! Like I could. My job required me to have a table, chair, and Internet connection. I could work from anywhere. “I realize you can’t just up and come and visit me, but I can visit you.”
The sun hid in shame when I was hit with Jasper’s smile. I knew I wanted to see that again.
“Okay. We’ll see how it goes with us so far apart. If things work out, we’ll discuss you moving here to Crooked Bend. Sound good?”
“Yeah. It does.”
“Great. Now, how about we discuss the other elephant in the room?” Jasper sat and pulled me upright with him.
Did I want to discuss it? I guess I didn’t really have much of a choice in the matter, did I?
“Okay, what about it?” I was unable to make direct eye contact with Jasper.
“Well, for starters, have you ever done anything like that before? Have you been in a relationship where one partner was completely dominant over the other sexually?”
“No, have you?”
With a grin on his face, Jasper replied, “I’ve played around a little. Although, I haven’t had that type of relationship since I was in my early twenties. Even then, it was completely different than what I want with you. Then, I was the one being dominated, and that’s not what I want with you. I want to be the one in control. I can’t let someone have that kind of control over me again. I know it seems hypocritical of me since that’s exactly what I’m asking of you, but that’s the way it needs to be. ”
At his admission, I became a little jealous. Why I was jealous of someone Jasper was in a relationship with a decade ago I couldn’t say.
I nodded to let him know I was listening. “What exactly are you looking for? Like are you looking for the whole Dom/sub thing? Earlier you said you weren’t a Dom.”
“I only want one thing, Liam. I ask for your complete trust in the bedroom. That’s it. I tend to be dominant in the bedroom.” He shrugged then continued. “I like sex and have a very high sex drive so I’m going to want it a lot. Is that something that appeals to you? Can you handle that? I want you to think about what I’ve told you. Don’t answer yet.” He looked at me for a moment then added a little
more. “I’m more than willing to have a regular relationship with you, and try my best to tone it down in the bedroom, Liam, if you don’t think you can do it. I’ll take you however you will allow.”
My mind was reeling after Jasper’s revelation. There was so much to think about that I didn’t reply right away. My emotions must have shown on my face because Jasper smiled sweetly at me, I guess to allay my concerns. If he kept doing shit like that, he was definitely going to be the death of me.
I shook my head. “I want to try this. Like I said, I’ve never done anything like it before, but I gotta say when your personality got dominant, you turned me on.”
“I couldn’t tell,” Jasper replied with a chuckle.
“Yeah. I mean, I want to try some dominance, well, submissiveness for me. I know we haven’t even had sex yet, but I really want to. When you took over, I felt both peaceful and aroused.”
“Like I said before, I don’t classify myself as a Dom. I have learned that I like to be in control in the bedroom and I also like to play a little, some very light stuff. I’m just not into full-on Dom/sub role-playing, alright?”
“What do you mean by a little?”
“Remember, we don’t ever have to do anything. I just want to be with you. There are a few things I would love to do with you though. What I’d like to do is tie you to my bed and worship every inch of your body with my lips and tongue. I want to bend you over and turn your ass rosy red with my hand before I pound you into the mattress. I want to bring us both immense amounts of pleasure. Is that something that sounds good to you? Is that something you would be interested in?”
I gasped. The things he described. Oh. My. God. I could feel a familiar twitch in my jeans. “Holy shit Jasper! I’m about to cum in my pants right now! When can we start? Yes, I’m interested. I’m very interested. When? When can we play?” I begged Jasper. My dick was so hard and leaking. I wanted nothing more than to get right to playing.