It was, for one thing, the eve of Good Friday, and who was gunna work when Easter had as good as come? Better to close down was the general opinion, and see to it that the meat was got home, and enough booze to last the holidays. But in the absence of common sense and justice, everybody sat and expected. Or toyed slightly with the metal parts which it was the habit of their second natures to put together. Today the hinges were resentful, spikes inclined to pierce the flesh. Moisture gathered in smears on the brilliant plating.
Then it was realized Blue was absent from the plating-shop, and that several of the boys were not showing up, or only by fits and starts, shoving their dials round the door, and going, and coming, always grinning elastically. It was the Lucky Sevens, of course. One or two of the less lucky had been better informed from the beginning. Mr Theobalds was laughing as he played with the hair of his armpits and awaited developments. He appeared to be a man the softer for experience. Soon it had passed along the lines of grannies and sulkier girls that some of the blokes had pulled off the Lottery. Well, good on ’em! But there were some could have cried. And one lady produced from her pocket a whistle of the postman type, which she had found that morning on her bedside table, and blew it until the veins were ugly at her temples, and her lips had turned pale and cracked in spite of the layers of pillar-box red.
It was humid down on the work-floor. Who was gunna work? Though a few inveterates dabbled. It would be possible very soon to detach from the arms, all-of-a-piece, the films of moisture, or long gloves of greasy skin.
Only the Jew remained dry, and unaffected by the outward situation. His hands were tingling but prepared as he sat down at his drill, and proceeded to bore the hole, and bore the hole, as would be expected of him, until he was called. In the circumstances, his concentration was distasteful, abominable to many, who could not prevent themselves glancing, however, at the bloody foreign Jew, and especially when he got up, and stamped around his drill, to restore circulation, drive out the pins and needles. When he rubbed his hands together, they sounded sand-papery and dry, unlike the soapy, streaming skins of people. To some it is always unendurable to watch the antithesis of themselves.
But the Jew returned to his stool, and did try to cause as little pain as possible Though he nodded once at the blackfellow, in spite of their unexpressed agreement not to recognize each other.
The abo did not recognize now.
Although the latter had evidently been sick, and had lost weight to the extent of looking emaciated, he continued to strip to the waist on account of the excessive humidity. If nobody commented on his appearance, not even those who were most disgusted by the presence of sickness, or blacks – antithesis in its extremest forms – it is because he had become by now the abstraction of a man. The eyes of the talkers lingered only absently on the construction of ribs. These had no connection with the life of brick homes and washing-machines which is led by human beings.
At times the abo would shiver, though. Especially when recognized by the Jew. He did not want that. He did not wish to become involved in a situation which he might not have the strength to endure. But which he must learn ultimately to express.
So he shivered, and at one stage the salient ribs appeared to grow convulsed and separate, in spite of their attachment to one another in his sides.
Round about ten, Mr Rosetree himself came out of his office, after first glancing through the hatchway at the workshop, and deciding that a personal appearance was at least theoretically appropriate. Nobody cared, though. So Mr Rosetree strutted worse than ever on the balls of his rather small feet. And addressed one or two of the absent-minded ladies.
Harry Rosetree was very jolly that day, even when the sweat trickled down his delicatessen skin, at the back of his carefully clipped neck. The sweat trickled under the collar. But Mr Rosetree laughed, ever so jolly, and said what a day it was for the factory, for seven mates to pull the lottery off. And just at Easter. Then he looked at the clock. And laughed again, right back to his gold tooth. The radio was straining all the time from the wall, and one day, if not actually that morning, it would tear itself free at the very moment strangulation was promised.
Just then, one of the Lucky Sevens looked in before returning to the pub across the street. The boys were celebrating, he reported, and his smile produced dimples such as are reserved for mention of beer, Old Ireland, or mothers. There had never been another Easter like it. They were pissed as flies.
Mr Rosetree laughed fit to stagger the machines.
But frowned at the Jew Himmelfarb.
The whole human mechanism of the boss was threatened by events that were developing in his own establishment, and for which he must blame somebody. Of course the mates were out of the question; they were sacrosanct. There remained Harry Rosetree himself, or his conscience Haïm ben Ya’akov, or its goad, Himmelfarb. Blood pressure, heat, noise, all contributed to his distress, and confused his attempts to distinguish a cause.
“What for you come when I told you to lay off over Pessach?” Mr Rosetree sputtered.
Himmelfarb replied:
“I have never escaped the consequences by avoiding them.”
“Eh?” shouted Harry Rosetree.
But by now there was too much noise.
Over and above the repeated statement of Himmelfarb’s drill, and general emotional jamboree of machinery, something was happening in the street. There were drums, and cornets, and probably one fife. A sharp stench of animals began to mingle with the blander smell of oil.
In the outer office Miss Whibley, who had been powdering herself all the morning, paused and exclaimed:
“Oh, I say, a circus!”
Miss Mudge agreed that it was, and together they flung themselves at the window, with the object, it seemed, of widening the hole, and thus penetrating farther into what they hoped to see.
At the same time, there was such a squealing of stools and thumping of tables in the workshops, as a scaffolding was erected from which to view the spectacle through the rather high-set louvres. Certain gentlemen took advantage of the situation to squeeze close to certain young ladies. Everything so contiguous, the summer blouses grew as unconscious as blancmange. Although the owner of the whistle did not stop blowing.
As the circus returned to the patch of dead grass where some had observed it pitched the night before, fevers that had never been diagnosed sweated their way into the hands and faces of many of the spectators: to see the white bellies of the girls through the fringes of their satins, or to smell the smell of monkeys. A fellow on a skewbald nag could have been anybody’s almost-extinguished dream, the way he drew a match along the tight flank of his pants, and almost glanced up, out of his burnt-out eyes.
Most comical was one of the clowns who pretended to enact a public hanging on the platform of a lorry. Nothing but the jolting and his own skill prevented him from adapting his neck to the noose. He would totter, and fall – wide. Yet, it was suggested, as good as strangled by the air. His tongue would loll outside his mouth, before licking up those invisible fragments which restore to life.
“They will kill the silly bugger yet!” screamed one of the grannies of Rosetree’s Brighta Bicycle Lamps. “Look! What did I tell yez? And spoil ’is Easter!”
It did seem as though the clown’s act had been played out at last, for a second procession, longer, smoother, less amorphous, had united precipitately with the first. Between the jolting and the screams, flowers were falling, as the second procession was seen to be that of an actual funeral, so well-attended, so black, clothes of such good quality, and faces of such a doubtful cast, it could only have been an alderman that they were putting down quick before the holidays set in.
As the clown spun at the end of his rope, and the little property coffin hesitated on the brink of the lorry, and confusion carried voices, brakes, horses’ wind into the upper register, a woman rose in the first funeral car, or stuffed herself, rather, in the window: a large, white woman – could have been the
widow – pointing, as if she had recognized at last in the effigy of the clown the depth, and duration, and truth of grief, which she had failed to grasp in connection with that exacting male her now dead husband. The woman was screeching dry screams. A monumental marble could have been clearing its throat of dust, and would not stop since it had learnt.
It had not been established whether the clown was dead, or again shamming, when the interlocked processions dragged each other round the corner, and out of sight. Those who had longed for a show, wondered whether they were appeased, for the clown was surely more or less a puppet, when they had been hoping for a man. On the other hand, the eyes of some of the more thoughtful had receded into their heads as the hand of the controversial clown seemed to jerk at a curtain in their minds.
It occurred to these that their boss had remained stranded with the Jew down at the far end of the shed, and that the soundless attitudes of the two men had nothing and everything to do with events.
Harry Rosetree’s hands were trying to part the air, so that he might come closer to the core of it.
He had, in fact, just said:
“I must ask you, I must order you to leave!”
Of course the vibration of the machinery was enough to dash the words out of anybody’s mouth.
“It could be for your own good,” Mr Rosetree threatened.
But the Jew smiled sadly. He was not so sure.
“At once. Before.” The boss was booming, and exuding.
The shaped, but silent words bounced like blown egg-shells.
The Jew had replied, in his own vein of sad irony:
“You will not be blamed.”
Sometimes the velvet belting of machinery actually soothed.
“Nobody but myself,” Himmelfarb could have been saying, “will be held to blame for anything that may happen. You are doubly insured.”
The strangeness of the situation, the employer trying to extract something from the air, and offer it in the shape of a secret message to one of the least skilled of his employees, would have roused curiosity, if it had not disturbed. Those who noticed averted their eyes.
Fortunately there were other things happening. It was just on smoke-o. The machines were easing. Workers were descending from the scaffolding of tables, from which they had been employed enjoying the spectacle of the processions. It was now time to relax.
When the Lucky Sevens returned, from the pub across the street, and the incident of the hanging clown. There was Blue at last, whom many had not seen, let alone congratulated, on the morning of his good fortune. A number of his workmates, noticeably those of the female sex, were rushing to touch, to kiss, to associate, while the shyer waited for him to identify himself in some way, although he had got full enough, to show.
Blue was shickered all right. The beer was running out of his navel.
The partners in chance advanced. All were clothed, conventionally, in singlets and slacks, with the exception of their leader, who wore the gum-boots in which he was accustomed to wade through the acid of the plating-shop, and the pair of old shorts stained beyond recognition as a fabric, resembling, rather, something sloughed by nature. Blue had always been primarily a torso, an Antinous of the suburbs, breasts emphatically divided on unfeeling marble, or Roman sandstone. Somebody had battered the head, or else the sculptor had recoiled before giving precise form to a vision of which he was ashamed. Whether damaged, or unfinished, the head was infallibly suggestive. Out of the impervious eyes, which should have conveyed at most the finite beauty of stone, filtered glimpses of an infinite squalor: slops of the saloon, the dissolving cigarette-butts, reflections of the grey monotonies, the greenish lusts. The mouth was a means of devouring. If ever it opened on words – for it was sometimes necessary to communicate – these issued bound with the brass of beer, from between rotting stumps of teeth.
Now Blue called to the surge of his admirers, not with any indication of caring:
“Hayadoin?”
Notwithstanding, the ladies were lapping him up with the same thirst as she who was closest to him by blood. His rudimentary mouth was soon smeared with red.
“Goodonya, mate!” called the heartier of the females, perhaps under the impression that manliness might succeed where feminity had failed.
But he laughed from between his stumps, and pushed the ladies aside, leaving them to trample on one another.
There was no doubt the Lucky Sevens now predominated on the work-floor. Drink had made them gigantic, or so it appeared to Haïm Rosenbaum, in whose past the gestures and faces of the crowd had often assumed alarming proportions. Now he remembered a telephone call he had promised to make weeks ago.
“Take it easy, Blue!” Mr Rosetree called in passing.
As everyone had forgotten the boss, some did pause to wonder at the significance of the remark.
Mr Rosetree continued up the stairs, inadequately protected by the knowledge that he had done his best. If there was an enemy of reason, it was the damned Jew Himmelfarb, who must now accept the consequences.
The latter had just picked up his case, and was about to cross the yard, making for the wash-room, which in the past had provided a certain sanctuary for the spirit.
Haïm ben Ya’akov looked back. Had he graduated, by some miracle, from the rank of actor to that of spectator? Then renewed panic carried him on, and, clearing the remainder of the steps, he reached his office.
Himmelfarb was walking rather slowly. Although aged by circumstances or the weather, he too had increased in stature, to match those figures with whom he was slowly, slowly becoming involved. That much was evident to the abo at least, whose instincts informed his stomach with a sickening certainty.
While standing on the flat floor, Alf Dubbo was stationed as if upon an eminence, watching what he alone was gifted or fated enough to see. Neither the actor, nor the spectator, he was that most miserable of human beings, the artist. All aspects, all possibilities were already splintering, forming in him. His thin belly was in revolt.
Himmelfarb could have touched the nearest of the Lucky Sevens by raising an elbow. But went out. And began to cross the yard. Nobody but the abo had begun yet to attach significance to the Jew of lolling head.
Then Blue, who was hanging his, began to feel lonely, began to feel sad. He could have laid his head on a certain thin bosom, from which the vitriol would spurt in little jets. At the same time he was trying to remember – always a difficult matter where moral problems were concerned. His ear was aching with the effort as it pressed against the telephone of memory. But did at last distinguish the faintest: … suffer every Easter to know the Jews have crucified Our Lord. All the sadness pressing, pressing on a certain nerve. It was Them, Blue. All the injustices to which he had ever been subjected grew appreciably sadder. But for all the injustices he had committed, somebody had committed worse. Not to say the worst, so he had been told, the very worst. And must not go unpunished.
“Hey, Mick!” Blue called.
Now several of the Sevens realized what a very scraggy, funny, despicable sight the Jew-cove presented. One who suspected that a joke was being prepared, laughed quite short and high, but another who had the wind, belched, and hated.
The Jew had turned.
“I beg your pardon. Did you speak?” he asked.
Though it was hardly necessary. He did not appear anything but fully informed.
Blue, who always had to rootle around in his mind before he could find a reason, was not quick enough in finding one now. He knew, though. Reasons which originate in the blood, the belly, or the loins, solicit most persistently. And looking at the Jew, Blue experienced the authentic spasm.
“We gotta have a talk,” he said, “about something that happened.”
Touching a button on the Jew’s shirt, but lightly, even whimsically.
Because Blue the vindicator was also Blue the mate. It was possible to practise all manner of cruelties provided the majority might laugh them off as practical jokes. And there
is almost no tragedy which cannot be given a red nose. Blue perhaps sensed this as he lightly touched the shirt-button, or remembered some wowser of a parson who had failed to keep it serious as he droned on against the blowflies.
“I got a bone to pick,” said Blue.
Already some of his confederates were bending their elbows in support of whatever situation their leader might choose to develop.
“So the parson tells me,” Blue pursued. “Or someone.” He frowned, and faltered. “Or me auntie,” he added, brighter.
Indeed, that rekindled a fire which might otherwise have died. Now it flickered afresh with a greenish, acid flame.
And Blue began to laugh. He was all gums, and the muscles in his throat.
“You bloody buggers!” Blue laughed. “You black bastards!”
The Jew’s shirt surrendered up, most comically, a long, unprotesting strip.
Dubbo looked into his hands. They were weaponless, and without weapons he felt badly afraid. Officially, of course, he was not a man, but a blackfellow. He could have cried for all his failures, but most of all this one.
Left with the strip of shirt in his hand, Blue had not yet thought what to do with it.
Then the Sevens began to move. It was their simultaneous intention to go into action against the offending Jew, although, for a start, they appeared to be pushing one another around. Their elephant-phalanx rubbed and cannoned. It was in earnest, though. If one or two half-sniggered, it was to clear their mouths of phlegm, or something. They were in earnest all right.
“Christ!” Even if somebody had to laugh, that seemed to hit right home.
It struck Dubbo. Sounds transposed into tones of fear and horror, both personal and limitless, began to pour out over the yard, on the edge of which the struggle was taking place. If it could be called that. For the Jew did not resist. There was, on one side, the milling of the righteous, even to their own detriment. On the other, the Jew, who did not flinch, except that he was jostled. His expression remained one almost of contentment.
Riders In the Chariot Page 51