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by Stevie Smith


  They came from the trenches

  To our suburb mild.

  Our suburb then was more a country place

  They came to our house for release.

  In the convalescent Army hospital

  That was once a great house and landed estate

  Lay Basil, wounded on the Somme,

  But his pain was not now so great

  That he could not be fetched in a bath-chair

  Or hobble on crutches to find in our house there

  My mother and aunt, his friends on leave, myself (I was twelve)

  And a hearth rug to lie down in front of the fire on and rest himself.

  It was a November golden and wet

  As there had been little wind that year and the leaves were yet

  Yellow on the great trees, on the oak trees and elms

  Of our beautiful suburb, as it was then.

  When Basil woke up he liked to talk and laugh

  He was a sweet-tempered

  laughing man, he said:

  ‘My dear, listen to this’ then he read

  From The Church Times, how angry the Bishop was because

  Of the Reserved Sacrament in the church

  Of St Alban’s, Holborn. ‘Now, my dear’ he said, ‘for a treat

  Next Sunday I will take you to All Saints, Margaret Street; only

  You will have to sit on the ladies’ side, though you are not yet one really.’

  Basil never spoke of the trenches, but I

  Saw them always, saw the mud, heard the guns, saw the duckboards,

  Saw the men and the horses slipping in the great mud, saw

  The rain falling and never stop, saw the gaunt

  Trees and the rusty frame

  Of the abandoned gun carriages. Because it was the same

  As the poem ‘Childe Roland to the Dark Tower Came’

  I was reading at school.

  Basil and Tommy and Joey Porteous who came to our house

  Were too brave even to ask themselves if there was any hope

  So I laughed as they laughed, as they laughed when Basil said:

  What will Ronny do now (it was Ronny Knox) will he pope?

  And later, when he had poped, Tommy gave me his book for a present,

  ‘The Spiritual Aeneid’ and I read of the great torment

  Ronny had to decide, Which way, this or that?

  But I thought Basil and Tommy and Joey Porteous were more brave than that.

  Coming to our house

  Were the brave ones. And I could not look at them,

  For my strong feelings, except

  Slantingly, from the hearth rug, look at them.

  Oh Basil, Basil, you had such a merry heart

  But you taught me a secret you did not perhaps mean to impart,

  That one must speak lightly, and use fair names like the ladies

  They used to call

  The Eumenides.

  Oh Basil

  I was a child at school,

  My school lessons coloured

  My thoughts of you.

  Envoi

  Tommy and Joey Porteous were killed in France. Now fifty years later

  Basil has died of the shots he got in the shell crater

  The shrapnel has worked round at last to his merry heart, I write this

  For a memorial of the soldier dear to us he was.

  The Forlorn Sea

  Our Princess married

  A fairy King,

  It was a sensational

  Wedding.

  Now they live in a palace

  Of porphyry,

  Far, far away,

  By the fòrlorn sea.

  Sometimes people visit them,

  Last week they invited me

  That is how I can tell you

  They live by a fòrlorn sea.

  (They said: Here’s a magic carpet,

  Come on this,

  And when you arrive

  We will give you a big kiss.)

  I play in the palace garden,

  I climb the sycamore tree,

  Sometimes I swim

  In the fòrlorn sea.

  The King and the Princess were shadowy,

  Yet beautiful,

  They are waited on by white cats,

  Who are dutiful.

  It is like a dream

  When they kiss and cuddle me,

  But I like it, I like it,

  I do not wish to break free.

  So I eat all they give me

  Because I have read

  If you eat fairy food

  You will never wake up in your own bed.

  But will go on living,

  As has happened to me,

  Far, far away

  By a fòrlorn sea.

  Angel Boley

  There was a wicked woman called Malady Festing

  Who lived with her son-in-law, Hark Boley,

  And her daughter Angel,

  In a house on the high moorlands

  Of the West Riding of Yorkshire

  In the middle of the last century.

  One day Angel

  Overheard her mother, Malady, talking to Hark, her husband.

  Hark, said Malady, it is time

  To take another couple of children

  Into our kitchen.

  Hark laughed, for he too was wicked and he knew

  For what purpose the little children

  Were required.

  But Angel, who was not happy and so

  Lived out her life in a dream of absentmindedness,

  In order not to be too much aware

  Of her horrible relatives, and what it was

  That happened every now and then

  In the kitchen; and why the children who came

  Were never seen again, this time

  When she heard what her husband and mother said,

  Came out of her absentmindedness and paid attention.

  I know now, she said, and all the time I have known

  What I did not want to know, that they kill all children

  They lure to this house; and that is why, when I pass in the village,

  The people look askance at me, and they whisper –

  But not so that I cannot hear –

  There goes the daughter of Mother Lure. And the stranger says:

  Who is Mother Lure? And they answer: Mrs Festing and they make the sign

  That is to protect them from evil. Selfish wretches, said Angel,

  They do not mind about the children, that evil is not kept from them.

  Angel wandered into the woods and she said: No more children

  Are going to be murdered, and before they are murdered, tormented

  And corrupted; no more children are going to be the victims

  Of Mother Lure and my husband, Hark. Dark was the look then

  On Angel’s face, and she said: I am the Angel of Death.

  Mrs Festing and Boley

  Always left the cooking to Angel, they despised Angel but Angel

  Could cook, and that they thought was all she was fit for,

  To cook and keep house. And they realized

  It was far from being to their disadvantage that Angel was,

  As they thought, half-witted, and never knew

  Or wanted to know, what was going on around her.

  As soon as Angel

  Said to herself: I am the Angel of Death

  She became at once very practical and went out into the woods and fields

  And gathered some A. Phalloides, commonly called the ‘white’ or deadly

  Amanita, a mushroom of high toxicity. These poisonous fungi

  She put into a soup, and this soup she gave

  To Hark, and her mother, Malady, for supper, so that they died.

  Angel then went to the police and said:

  I have done evil, but I have saved many children.

  The Judge said: Why did you not tell the police

  That children we
re being destroyed? There was no proof, said Angel,

  Because there were no bodies. I never could find out

  What they did with the children after they had killed them.

  So then the police searched hard, the wells, the rivers and the woodlands,

  But never could find out where

  The children lay. Nor had the parents of the children

  At any time done anything but weep. For they thought their children

  Had been bewitched and done away with, and that

  If they told their fears of Mother Lure and her wickedness

  To the police, they would not believe them, and more children than ever

  Would disappear.

  From then onwards in the trial, Angel spoke

  No words more, except to say: I am the Angel of Death.

  So they put her in a lunatic asylum, and soon she died

  Of an outbreak of typhoid fever. The people of the village

  Now loved Angel, because she had delivered them from the fear

  Of Mother Lure and Hark Boley, and had saved their

  Little children from being tormented and slain by these wicked people.

  So they wrote on her tombstone: ‘She did evil that good

  Might come’. But the Vicar said it was better not to put this but

  Just her name and age, which was sixteen.

  So he had the words

  The villagers had written taken off the tombstone. But the next day

  The words were again on the tombstone; so again the Vicar had them

  Removed. And this time a watch was set on the grave,

  A police constable and the village sexton watched there that night.

  And no man came again to write on the tombstone

  The forbidden words. Yet when morning came,

  Again the words were on the tombstone.

  So the Vicar said: It is the hand of the Lord.

  And now in that graveyard, at that grave’s head beneath the yew trees,

  Still stands today the tombstone of Angel, with the words writ on it:

  ‘She did evil that good might come’. May God be merciful.

  The Donkey

  It was such a pretty little donkey

  It had such pretty ears

  And it used to gallop round the field so briskly

  Though well down in years.

  It was a retired donkey,

  After a lifetime of working

  Between the shafts of regular employment

  It was now free to go merrymaking.

  Oh in its eyes was such a gleam

  As is usually associated with youth

  But it was not a youthful gleam really,

  But full of mature truth.

  And of the hilarity that goes with age,

  As if to tell us sardonically

  No hedged track lay before this donkey longer

  But the sweet prairies of anarchy.

  But the sweet prairies of anarchy

  And the thought that keeps my heart up

  That at last, in Death’s odder anarchy,

  Our patterns will be broken all up.

  Though precious we are momentarily, donkey,

  I aspire to be broken up.

  Cock-A-Doo

  I love to hear the cock crow in

  The middle of the day

  It is an eerie sound in

  The middle of the day

  Sometimes it is a very hot day

  Heavy for coming thunder

  And the grass I tread on is dusty

  And burnt yellow. Away

  Over the river Bean which naturally

  (It having been hot now for so long)

  Runs shallow, stand up

  The great yellow cornfields, but

  Walking closely by the farm track

  Not lifting my head, but foot by

  Foot slowly, tired after a long

  Walk, I see only the blue

  And gray of the flint path, and

  Each one of the particles of

  Yellow dust on it. And this

  Seeing, because of tiredness, becomes

  A transfixion of seeing, more sharp

  Than mirages are. Now comes the cry

  Of the cock at midday

  An eerie sound – cock-a-doooo – it

  Sharpens a second time

  The transfixion. If there were

  A third sharpener

  Coming this hot day with a butcher’s edge

  It would spell death.

  Francesca in Winter

  O love sweet love

  I feel this love

  It burns me so

  It comes not from above

  It burns me so

  The flames run close

  Can you not see

  How the flames toss

  Our souls like paper

  On the air?

  Our souls are white

  As ashes are

  O love sweet love

  Will our love burn

  Love till our love

  To ashes turn?

  I wish hellfire

  Played fire’s part

  And burnt to end

  Flesh soul and heart

  Then we could sit beside our fire

  With quiet love

  Not fear to look in flames and see

  A shadow move.

  Ah me, only

  In heaven’s permission

  Are creatures quiet

  In their condition.

  So to fatness come

  Poor human race that must

  Feed on pain, or choose another dish

  And hunger worse.

  There is also a cup of pain, for

  You all to drink all up, or,

  Setting it aside for sweeter drink,

  Thirst evermore.

  I am thy friend. I wish

  You to sup full of the dish

  I give you and the drink,

  And so to fatness come more than you think

  In health of opened heart, and know peace.

  Grief spake these words to me in a dream. I thought

  He spoke no more than grace allowed

  And no less than truth.

  The Sallow Bird

  A sallow bird sat on a tree

  Yclad in black from head to hee’

  And oh he wept sae piteously.

  Why sitst thou there and a’ so blackit?

  Why sitst thou there in thy black jacket,

  With feathers furled?

  Ah me, ah me,

  Come now, tell me.

  Then spake the bird in accents sar’

  ‘Something human’s dearer far

  To me than wealth of a’ the world,

  And I lack it, and I lack it, I lack it.’

  He never seyd a word again

  (Nor went away). Yet oft in pain

  He’ll hauk that crik as if he spak it:

  ‘I lack it, I lack it, I lack it.’

  When Walking

  A talented old gentleman painting a hedge

  Came suddenly upon my mind’s eye when walking;

  Forgive me for my sins

  And bring me to everlasting life to be with thee in happiness for ever,

  I wanted to say. But I could not.

  My heart leaps, I said. I am filled with joy

  For your hedge. Nodding, he vanishèd.

  Her-zie

  a troll and his wife speak of the human child they stole

  What’s wrong with you-zie?

  Nothing with me-zie,

  Then what with who-zie?

  Only with Her-zie,

  So what with Her-zie?

  A hearse for her-zie

  A hearse for her-zie

  Came for her.

  What colour was it then?

  Golden, golden,

  Was there anyone in it?

  A pale king was in it.

  That was not a hearse for Her-zie, husband,

  It was he
r marriage carriage.

  It was a hearse for me, then,

  My heart went with them and died then.

  Husband, ah me-zie,

  Your heart has died for Her-zie,

  Without it you cannot be easy.

  The Word

  My heart leaps up with streams of joy,

  My lips tell of drouth;

  Why should my heart be full of joy

  And not my mouth?

  I fear the Word, to speak or write it down,

  I fear all that is brought to birth and born;

  This fear has turned my joy into a frown.

  Nor We of Her to Him

  He said no word of her to us

  Nor we of her to him,

  But oh it saddened us to see

  How wan he grew and thin.

  We said: She eats him day and night

  And draws the blood from him,

  We did not know but said we thought

  This was why he grew thin.

  One day we called and rang the bell,

  No answer came within,

  We said: She must have took him off

  To the forest old and grim,

  It has fell out, we said, that she

  Eats him in forest grim,

  And how can we help him being eaten

  Up in forests grim?

  It is a restless time we spend,

  We have no help for him,

  We walk about and go to bed,

  It is no help to him.

  Sometimes we shake our heads and say

  It might have better been

  If he had spoke to us of her

  Or we of her to him.

  Which makes us feel helpful, until

  The silence comes again.

  Mrs Blow and Her Animals

  There was a dog called Clanworthy

  Who lives with his friend the cat Hopdance

  In the house of Mrs Blow, a widow,

  Upon a glade in Cluny.

  Hey, Hopdance,

  How is Mrs Blow?

  So-so, said Hopdance,

  Bow, said the dog.

  Mrs Blow

  Loved her animals very much

  She often said:

  I do not know what I should do

  Without Hopdance and

  Clanworthy.

  They loved her too.

  Hey, Hopdance,

  How is Mrs Blow?

  So-so, said Hopdance,

  She is not very well, said the dog.

  Hopdance fetched her a fish

  Which she cooked by the fire.

  That will do her good,

  Said Hopdance; but, said the dog,

  She must have wine as well as food.

  Clanworthy, brave Clanworthy,

  Clanworthy for aye

  Through fire and water brought wine

  That Mrs Blow might not die.

  Mrs Blow has now become their only thought

  And care,

  All the other animals

  In the forest of Cluny

  Say there is no talking to them now

  Because their only thought is Mrs Blow.

  Hey Hopdance,

  How is Mrs Blow?

 

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