by Roxie Noir
Ride
A Bad Boy Romance
Roxie Noir
Contents
Ride
Untitled
Copyright
Dedication
Author’s Note
1. Mae
2. Jackson
3. Mae
4. Jackson
5. Mae
6. Jackson
7. Mae
8. Jackson
9. Mae
10. Jackson
11. Mae
12. Jackson
13. Mae
14. Jackson
15. Mae
16. Jackson
17. Mae
18. Jackson
19. Mae
20. Jackson
21. Mae
22. Jackson
23. Mae
24. Jackson
25. Mae
26. Mae
27. Jackson
28. Mae
29. Jackson
30. Mae
31. Jackson
Epilogue: Mae
Mailing List
Also By Roxie: Loaded
Also by Roxie Noir
About Roxie
Predator
PREDATOR
1. Seth
2. Jules
3. Seth
4. Jules
5. Seth
6. Jules
7. Seth
8. Jules
9. Seth
10. Jules
11. Seth
12. Jules
13. Seth
14. Jules
Epilogue: Seth
Prey
PREY
1. Zach
2. Katrina
3. Zach
4. Katrina
5. Zach
6. Katrina
7. Zach
8. Katrina
9. Zach
10. Katrina
11. Zach
12. Katrina
13. Zach
14. Katrina
15. Zach
16. Katrina
17. Zach
18. Katrina
Epilogue: Katrina
Protector
1. Garrett
2. Ellie
3. Garrett
4. Ellie
5. Garrett
6. Ellie
7. Garrett
8. Ellie
9. Garrett
10. Ellie
11. Garrett
12. Ellie
13. Garrett
14. Ellie
15. Garrett
16. Ellie
17. Garrett
18. Ellie
19. Garrett
Epilogue: Ellie
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Dedication
For Mr. Noir, who helps fix my plot holes, gives me inspiration, laughs at my dumb jokes, and reminds me that real love is in the small moments.
And for Sennah, the world’s most patient editor; Richard, who answered a thousand questions about rodeo; for Aubrey and Vivian, who talk me down; and for the rest of the gang - Nate, Hayden, Alice, Kat, Kaylee, and Ophelia.
I’d lose my mind without y’all.
Author’s Note
It was only a matter of time until I wrote a cowboy romance.
Mae and I are both small-town girls who left for the big city, but you know what they say: you can take the girl outta the country, but you can’t take the country outta the girl. Just like her, I’ve got an accent that comes out when I’m back home and a weakness for cowboys.
For everything I got wrong about rodeo, I’m sorry, and I hope it’s not too distracting.
Kettle, OK, Lawton, TX, Sawtooth, WY, and the Pioneer Days Rodeo are all made up. Las Vegas, NV and Brooklyn, NY, are real (but you knew that).
Hope you like reading this as much as I liked writing it.
1
Mae
The toddler stares at me, his tiny face surly. I stare back, praying for the right moment.
“Smile!” calls his mother, standing off to the side.
She’s probably wearing a thousand dollars worth of clothing right now, her hair, makeup, and nails all done to perfection.
He does not smile.
To my right, my co-worker Edwin shakes a teddy bear that jingles, grinning like an idiot.
“Hey, buddy!” he says in the high-pitched voice that he uses when he pretends he’s the stuffed animals. “Can you smile for me?”
I’m watching through the viewfinder. No smile.
Throughout this ordeal, Santa has remained perfectly neutral, his cheery, red-cheeked smile precisely in place, his hat and beard and uniform just so.
“Xander, come on,” Xander’s mother says. “Can’t you smile for Santa?”
I’d be cranky too, I think. If I were two years old and had to get dressed up, then got dragged to a fancy department store on the Upper East Side and was forced to sit on some stranger’s lap.
Edwin shakes the bear again.
“Come on, Xander,” he says, in his bear-voice.
Xander stares at Edwin like Edwin just casually suggested genocide.
Then, almost in slow motion, Xander’s face crumples. His forehead scrunches. His mouth opens wide.
I know what’s coming, and I brace myself for about the twentieth time that day.
There’s a moment of silence before he screams, but it’s a doozy. It takes everything I’ve got not to roll my eyes and cover my ears, but working in Santa’s Fun Factory for two weeks has pretty much given me nerves of steel, and I don’t even flinch.
Xander takes a deep breath between screams, and in that split second, Santa takes action. He bends down, puts his kindly face next to Xander’s, and says something I can’t hear.
He looks at Xander. Xander looks at him, like he’s suddenly uncertain, his enormous eyes taking in this red-hatted, white-bearded stranger.
Santa says something else, and Xander closes his mouth. Now he’s staring at Santa in awe, like he can’t believe the amazing thing he just heard.
Still talking just to Xander, Santa points at the camera, and Xander looks at me. He’s still not sure about this whole thing, but he seems at least willing to entertain the notion. His mom hands Santa a tissue, and Santa quickly wipes the tears from Xander’s face, then nods at Edwin.
Santa smiles again, exactly the same way he did before.
“Hey, Xander!” Edwin says in bear-voice.
Xander grins. I hit the shutter several times in a row, just in case, and then Xander is bounding off of Santa’s lap, Melissa hands him a candy cane, and he and his mom are off.
“Thank God for Gary,” Edwin whispers to me, as Gary — Santa — opens his arms and welcomes the next child in his perfectly jolly voice.
“He’s magic,” I whisper back.
“Of course he’s magic. He’s Santa,” says Edwin as a small dark-haired child climbs onto Santa’s lap.
“I’m a believer again,” I say. “Maybe I should go ask for a real job for Christmas.”
Edwin snorts, and then it’s time for the kid to get her picture taken.
This happens roughly a hundred times a day, and it’s only November third.
It’s about to be a very long holiday season.
Hours later, I open a locker a
nd throw my hat in. The jingle bell on it sounds a single tinny, echoing ring as it hits the metal. I feel like everything hurts: my feet, from standing all day; my neck, from bending over a camera; even my eyes, from looking at that tiny screen for eight hours.
Edwin walks in again as I’m grabbing my street clothes out of the locker, a black t-shirt and jeans.
“If I hear ‘Jingle Bells’ one more time, I might commit homicide,” he says.
“Have you heard the version with all barking dogs?” I ask. “It’s even worse.”
“That’s not real,” he says. “Is that real?”
“It’s really real,” I say.
He shakes his head, making his own jingle bell hat tinkle softly.
“Me and Melissa are gonna get a drink somewhere in a few,” he says. “You want to join? You look like you could use one.”
I sigh and lean against the lockers. Even though I don’t really drink, I could go and hang out with them for a bit.
On the other hand, I’ve got a lot of work I need to do retouching the stills I took last week out on Coney Island, especially if I’m putting them in my portfolio. If I stay out too late, I won’t get any of that done tonight.
If I never get that done, I’ll be photographing kids on Santa’s lap for the rest of my natural life.
“No thanks,” I say. “I gotta do some work.”
“You do too much work,” he says, seriously. “Have some fun once in a while, Mae.”
“I’ll have fun when I’m dead,” I say, laughing as I walk past him toward the bathroom.
“The phrase is I’ll sleep when I’m dead, weirdo,” he calls after me, teasing.
“That too,” I say, and the bathroom door shuts behind me.
I get out of my red-and-green ensemble quickly, heaving a sigh of relief when I pull on my jeans, t-shirt, and comfy shoes. My hair goes back in a ponytail, and I finally feel normal again.
“Next,” I say to Edwin when I step out of the bathroom, and he steps in.
I give my elf outfit a good, hard sniff, and decide I can wait one more day to wash it, stuffing it back into the locker. I put on my coat, grab my purse, and head out the break room door and back into Kensington’s.
I pull out my phone as I walk past the makeup counters, nodding at the girls standing behind them, like we’ve all been to war together or something.
Then I frown, because I’ve got about a million notifications: voicemails, emails, texts. Usually I’ve got one or two, maybe, at the end of a day.
Before I can even look through them, my phone starts buzzing again.
JANICE PENN, the caller ID says, and my heart leaps.
Janice is my agent.
I clear my throat, hit the button, and answer.
“Hello?”
“You’re from Texas, right?” she asks, skipping a greeting.
I blink at a rack of thousand-dollar designer coats.
“Yeah,” I say.
“Perfect,” she says. “I got you a gig. Shooting a rodeo for Sports Weekly. You fly out of La Guardia tomorrow morning at six.”
I stop short, my brain swirling.
Sports Weekly?
“Did you say Sports Weekly?” I ask. I’m staring at a mannequin wearing a very sparkly dress, pretty certain that I misheard what she said, because Sports Weekly is a very, very big deal, and they’re not about to hire me.
“I did,” she says. “They’re doing a big story about some hot young rodeo star who they think might turn the corner and be a real celebrity. Jackson Cody.”
The name nudges at something in my brain, but I can’t quite put my finger on it.
Did I go to high school with him?
I did go to high school with more than one guy who wound up on the rodeo circuit, though I’m sure if someone local had hit it big, I’d have heard about it from my parents.
Did my brothers know him somehow? Was he a friend of a friend or something?
I can tell it’s going to drive me crazy.
“They hired someone else, but the poor bastard’s appendix burst and they need someone tomorrow,” Janice goes on. “I sent them your photos of Texas high school football, and voila. They’re offering nine hundred a day.”
“I’ll do it,” I say quickly. “Yes. Definitely. I’ll definitely do it. Absolutely.”
I press my lips together, forcing myself to stop telling her yes.
“Great,” she says. “I’ll email you the plane ticket and everything. Glad you could take the job.”
“Me too,” I say, but she’s already hung up on her end.
New Yorkers, I think. Even after two years here, sometimes I still feel like an alien in this city.
Still standing in front of the sparkly mannequin, I look up Jackson Cody on my phone. Most of the pictures are of a guy on a bull, standard plaid-jeans-and-cowboy-hat ensemble, and I scroll through his Wikipedia page, wait for anything that might trigger my memory.
Born in Wyoming on a cattle ranch, graduated high school, started winning rodeos. Seems to party a lot and sleep around more, which isn’t exactly a surprise.
I flick my thumb over my screen one more time, annoyed that I can’t figure out why this guy’s name sounds so familiar, and I finally get to a closeup.
I freeze like a deer in the headlights, my stomach twisting, Jackson Cody’s ruggedly handsome face grinning at me from my phone.
You have to be kidding me, I think. There’s no way that’s him.
I look up at the mannequin, but she’s no help at all. I close my eyes, like maybe if I give them a break I’ll look back and there will be someone else’s picture there.
I open them. Still the same guy.
Unbelievable.
I put my phone in my pocket, straighten my spine, and walk for the exit of Kensington’s.
It’s fine, I tell myself. I’m sure he doesn’t remember, and even if he does, it doesn’t matter.
You were kids. Now you’re adults, and you can both act like it.
I swallow and head for the subway, but I’m feeling strangely unconvinced. Maybe because the last time I saw Jackson Cody, I acted like anything but an adult.
He’s a big rodeo star who’s notorious for drinking and sleeping around, I think. He won’t even remember you.
I sure do remember him, though.
Jackson Cody is the reason I pretty much don’t drink any more.
La Guardia at four in the morning isn’t any more pleasant than La Guardia any other time of day, though it’s at least a little quieter, since everyone is half asleep and too tired to kick up much of a fuss.
I check in, my heart lurching as the lady behind the desk heaves my camera equipment onto a conveyor belt. The huge, orange FRAGILE tag doesn’t do a lot to ease my mind, but it’s out of my hands.
You can’t control everything, Mae, I remind myself.
The security line is short, and I hand my ID and boarding pass over to the officer at the podium.
He looks at my ID. He looks at my boarding pass.
He looks at my ID again. He looks at me, his brow knitting, just a little.
My stomach sinks, because I suddenly know exactly what happened.
“Can you step over here?” the officer asks, nodding his head to one side.
Crap.
“What’s wrong?” I ask.
“Just wait right there,” he says.
I haven’t slept. I’m hungry. I haven’t even had coffee yet, because I’m at this stupid airport at an ungodly hour.
I feel like a toddler on Santa’s lap, and I wish I could just scream.
Instead, I wait politely, because momma didn’t raise a fool.
After a while, another guy comes over and confers quietly with the first officer for a few moments, then looks at me.
“Your ID and boarding pass don’t match, Miss Guthrie,” he says.
“It was an oversight,” I say, taking a deep breath. “I go by Mae Guthrie professionally, and the ticket was booked by a client who wasn�
��t aware of my full legal name.”
“What kind of client?” he asks.
“I’m heading to a job shooting for Sports Weekly,” I say.
Did you seriously just say ‘shooting’ at a TSA checkpoint?
“Shooting photographs,” I say quickly, the words practically tripping over themselves. “I’m a photographer, and I’m going to an assignment for some rodeo in Oklahoma. The whole thing was really last minute, I didn’t sleep last night, and I just plain forgot to tell them to book me as Lula-Mae, not just Mae.”
He’s still just looking at me.
“I’ll ask them to change it for the ticket back, but please let me get on this plane,” I say.
I can feel myself starting to unravel, and for a moment, I’m afraid that I’m going to cry in this stupid security line, in front of all these people, all because my parents couldn’t give me a normal name.
“You’re fine,” he finally says. “We just gotta double check all this stuff. Go ahead.”
My face flushes with relief.
“Thanks,” I say.
I get through the rest of security without a problem. By some miracle, the person checking the X-Ray machine has seen a camera before, so they don’t have to dismantle my whole carefully packed case to make sure it’s not a bomb.
Even though I get coffee, I’m asleep before the plane even takes off.
2
Jackson
Out of nowhere, someone knocks so hard on my door that it just about falls off its hinges, and I jump about a foot out of bed.
“Hold your horses!” I shout.
I’m already awake. It’s almost nine and I’ve been waking up with the sun since I was old enough to put on my own boots, so I sit up and toss the book I was reading onto the peeling nightstand of this cheap motel.
I guess I don’t move fast enough, because the banging starts again, and this time the redhead in the bed next to me finally wakes up and squints at me.
“Lord have mercy,” she whispers.
“I’m coming,” I shout. I stand and look around for a towel or something, because I’m buck-ass naked and I don’t open doors buck-ass naked.