He rose from his seat with a yawn.
“I know it’s like hot mud, but anyone want a coffee?” said Rex. “I think I heard them put on a fresh pot.”
Stone and Templeton declined, but Minnie nodded. Rex flashed her a crooked smile and left the room, heading back down the hallway to the nurses’ station. He could smell brewing coffee, and hoped whoever had made the last pot had finished their shift and someone with at least rudimentary coffee-making skills had made this batch. Like cops, journalists were connoisseurs of damn fine cups of coffee, and Rex made no apology for it. The English could keep their tea; coffee was where it was at.
He smiled at the nurses as he passed and filled two cups with steaming coffee from the small drinks area beside the hospital’s entrance. He tossed a few coins into the donations bowl beside the pot. He wasn’t a freeloader, after all. Gathering up the drinks, he turned back toward Rita’s room, and the coffee almost fell from his hands as he saw three figures lurching through the doors of the hospital.
“Holy Christ!” said Rex. “Where have you been, and what the hell happened to you?”
“You’d never believe me if I told you,” said Oliver.
* * *
Leaving word with the nurses to fetch them should Rita awaken or Finn’s condition worsen, they gathered in one of the hospital’s waiting rooms. Rex quickly told Oliver how they feared he had been abducted or worse by the unknown forces behind Arkham’s woes, going on to describe how their hunt for him had led them to Rita.
Oliver introduced Kate Winthrop to the group, explaining in halting terms what had become of them after paying a visit to Finn Edwards’s lodgings. Once again, eyes widened and credulity was stretched by the tale, but such was the earnest sincerity in Oliver’s retelling that no one doubted the truth of his words. And when Kate produced a fragment of strangely iridescent rock that glimmered like no terrestrial stone ever could, the matter was sealed.
“We leapt from the tower and it felt like…like I was being born anew,” said Oliver. “I can’t think of any other way to describe it. When we went through the first time it was horrible, like dying in slow motion, but this was, well, actually quite pleasant. We didn’t fall from the tower, rather it was like stepping through a dazzling waterfall of light. When I could see again, we found ourselves in the Old Arkham Graveyard on Church Street. Finn was terribly hurt, so we made all speed to the hospital.”
“So where do you think you were?” asked Minnie.
“Who knows?” said Kate. “We traveled between worlds, dimensions, time itself. Without the sphere, it’s impossible to know.”
“What happened to the sphere?” asked Alexander. “Do you think the creature took it?”
“I suppose it must have, though without returning to the boarding house I can’t say for sure,” said Oliver. “I imagine the proprietor would be none too pleased to see us return, given the damage that was done to the place.”
“Then our enemies have obtained a powerful weapon,” said Alexander.
The high spirits of the reunion were deflated by that thought, and they sat in silence for a while. Rex was the one who finally broke the mood of quiet despair.
“So what’s next?” he asked. “We won’t get anything out of Rita until she wakes up. How do we proceed from here?”
“I’m heading back to the laboratory with this,” said Kate, brandishing the strange rock. “This might be the key to making my flux stabilizer lock into the resonances of other dimensions.”
“I don’t know what that means, but okay,” said Rex. “Stone?”
“I’m gonna stay with Rita,” said Stone. “Someone needs to keep watch on her in case the bad guys try to come after her again.”
“Makes sense,” agreed Rex. “Alexander?”
“I will continue researching in the library. Perhaps there is something we’re missing, some vital clue that may help us.”
“Sounds good. Minnie, you’re with me. We’ll try and get this written up. I got a feeling we’re getting close. This is almost over, I can feel it.”
Minnie nodded and said, “And what about you, Oliver? What are you going to do?”
“I’m going to Arkham Asylum to talk to Henry,” said Oliver. “If he is involved with any of this, I intend to get the truth from him one way or the other.”
* * *
Oliver pulled up in front of Arkham Asylum, parking in the shadow of the tower rising from the central block. Once, it had intimidated him with its looming presence, but after what he had seen in the other world with Kate and Finn, it seemed a pitiful, inconsequential thing now. Truly the monuments of men were nothing compared to the titanic geometries of the universe. How minute were the works of the human race, confined to their small rock in the solar system, when alien intelligences, vaster than comprehension, could walk between galaxies in the blink of an eye.
Yet as Oliver looked at the tower, the molded finial, the leering gargoyles, and the delicate carvings around the lancet windows, he knew that it wasn’t the scale of man’s endeavors that was important, it was that they were made at all. Yes, the universe was a colossal wilderness, uncaring and impartial in its infinite procession, but that did not lessen the achievements won in such a place.
It magnified them.
Oliver realized in that moment, as the twilight shadows crept over the stonework of the building, that no matter how small their chances of survival were, no matter how monstrous their foes might be, it was always worth fighting. The point was not whether a victory could be won, but that a fight was made at all.
With a surety to his stride that had never existed before, Oliver marched up to the front door of Arkham Asylum and rang the bell repeatedly until a sour-faced Monroe answered the summons.
“I heard you the first damn time,” he snarled.
“Then why was I waiting for so long?” said Oliver, sweeping past the man and signing in at the desk. The orderly behind the desk flashed a questioning glance at Monroe, and the man shrugged.
“Henry Cartwright,” said Oliver. “Take me to him. Now.”
“Hey, you can’t just walk in here and bark orders at me, you know,” said Monroe with petulant belligerence.
“No?” said Oliver. “I am a professor at Miskatonic University, and a close friend of Dr. Hardstrom. Do you really want to stop me from seeing my friend?”
It was a bluff, but a calculated one, and Oliver had a feeling that Monroe wasn’t a man of any particular strength of character. He had the look of a man who enjoyed his job for all the wrong reasons, a petty man of spite. A man of whom Oliver had always been wary, but now didn’t fear at all.
“Uh, no, Professor Grayson,” said Monroe, taking a ring of keys from his belt and unlocking the door to the patient wards. Oliver followed behind, a newfound confidence evident in his stature, as Monroe led him through the gloomy hallways and locked doors of the asylum. Oliver remembered the unease that always dogged him in these corridors, but having tasted a measure of the strangeness of the world beyond, he knew now that his mind was far stronger than he had given it credit.
Stronger, but not without its limits, he reminded himself.
Monroe unlocked the door to Henry’s cell and pulled it open.
“Do you want me in with you?” he asked. “I mean, he’s been a bit active of late.”
“No,” said Oliver. “I don’t want you in there. For your own protection, it’s better if you don’t hear what we have to talk about.”
“My own protection?” said Monroe.
“Exactly so,” said Oliver, entering the room and closing the door behind him.
* * *
Henry sat perched on the end of his bed, his face hanging in forlorn, catatonic repose. The drab hospital linens hung from his spare frame, and Oliver tried to reconcile his feelings toward his old friend. The things he had learned of Henry’s actions during the war irrevocably colored Oliver’s memories, yet still a suspicion lingered that Henry was innocent of such terrible crimes.<
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As frail and broken as Henry looked, it was an improvement on the restraints and chemical confinement he had been subject to upon Oliver’s last visit. Oliver saw the bandages around Henry’s wrists and at the side of his neck, remembering Dr. Hardstrom’s talk of suicide attempts.
He sat on the bed next to Henry and said, “Henry, it’s Oliver. Can you hear me?”
Though he had given no outward sign of his awareness of Oliver’s presence at first, Henry slowly nodded, the movement all but imperceptible. Oliver thought he saw a faint glimmer in his eyes, like a single candle in a darkened church, but it vanished almost as soon as he saw it.
“I’m sorry it’s been a while since I’ve come to see you, Henry, but a lot has been happening in Arkham recently,” said Oliver. “Events that you might be able to shed some light upon. Young girls are going missing, and ghoulish creatures are eating their flesh.”
Was that a flicker of recognition? Guilt?
“I know what you did in the war, Henry. I know about Château-Thierry. I know about Belleau Wood and Hill 142. I know about the Comte d’Erlette and his books. Alexander told me what happened over in France, and…and though I can’t say I understand it all, I know now how severe a toll such books can take on a man’s mind.”
At the mention of his wartime exploits, Henry looked up, the lone spark in his eye flaring to become a smoldering ember. His face took on a measure of animation, the slack, sightless gaze now turning to focus upon Oliver.
“I tried to stop it,” said Henry, a look of painful devastation engulfing his features. “The words…they wouldn’t stop. I could feel them crawling inside me, pushing up my throat, weighing on my tongue, and pressing against my teeth. They wanted to be said, and I couldn’t help it.”
Oliver put his hand on Henry’s arm. Henry recoiled from the touch, pushing himself to the far corner of the bed, but not before Oliver realized Henry was crying.
“Mustn’t touch me,” cried Henry. “The fireflies will come down from the sun and burn you. They burn everything. I saw it. I saw them fall and it burned the wood. It burned it to the ground. I tried to stop it, but it was too late…”
Oliver took a deep breath. To understand Henry’s madness was a step forward, but knowing the things he knew now, he wasn’t sure it was a step he was happy to have taken. To look at this pitiful figure and know he had been privy to such fiery annihilation was proving harder than Oliver had imagined.
“And after the war, when you came home,” said Oliver. “What happened then?”
Henry looked at Oliver, as though there was a measure of understanding flowing between them. Perhaps this was what it had taken to unlock Henry’s mania, a tiny wedge of inside knowledge that could gradually pry open the prison of his thoughts.
“Tell me about the ghouls, Henry,” said Oliver. “Tell me why they came back with you.”
Henry buried his head in his hands, his chest heaving as he sobbed. He shook his head.
“Please, Henry,” begged Oliver. “People are dying. There’s a young girl out there who will be murdered if we don’t find her soon. Her name is Amanda, and you can help us find her before it’s too late. Whatever you can tell me might help us, so please speak to me. Who is the priest in the red robes? Did you teach someone else how to create these monsters?”
“I can’t. I don’t know. I saw them, but they knew…they already knew.”
“You saw them? Who? Tell me, Henry, who did you see?”
“The ghouls!” cried Henry. “I found their lair and saw the words written there! I saw what had become of them, but they were too far gone to stop. I ran and sought the rites to destroy them, but the wrong words came out. I opened the damned books, but there was a paper where there shouldn’t have been a paper. Words I didn’t want to read, but which printed themselves on my eyes! I tried not to say them, but they spilled out, no matter what I did. I ran. I tried to seal up my mouth with needle and thread, but the words burned away the stitches. Everywhere I went I saw the fire! Oh God, it was following me. I tried to stop, to push my hand so far down my throat the words couldn’t come out, but they kept coming! I was going to burn the world!”
Henry’s words made little sense to Oliver, and he reached out to him before remembering that would be a bad idea. Henry’s fingers gouged at his face, leaving angry red wheals down his cheeks. His eyes were bloodshot and spittle gathered at the corner of his mouth.
“It’s too much,” sobbed Henry. “I feel it getting closer every day: the rocks tumble, chains of ancient days weaken, and the sea churns with the stirring of its form. Dark waters are rising, and the stain of man will be washed away. Noah and his kin had the way of it. Only way to live, to flee the rising waters. Wash it all away, the filth, the corruption, the lost souls, and the organism that failed.”
“Henry, what are you talking about? Please, you have to help me! Amanda’s life depends upon it. Where are the ghouls? Who is the priest in red? If you know, you must tell me!”
“I can’t,” screamed Henry. “I don’t know. There’s nothing left of me. No memory, no will. I am Nemo, you understand? The no-man now. The things I saw, the things I did…please forgive me, but I tried. It was too much. The things we read, may God forgive me…”
“Please,” said Oliver, taking Henry by the arms.
There was no strength left in Henry, and Oliver easily held him fast.
“No! Please, no!” screamed Henry. “You can’t. Mustn’t. The darkness is coming, and everything will die, wiped away for a fresh start.”
“Henry, for the love of God, please help me!” shouted Oliver.
“Do well, whatever you do,” cried Henry. “It’s the most important thing!”
Something of this last utterance struck Oliver as relevant, but before he could dwell on it, Henry curled up at the end of his bed. Henry’s arms curled around his head as he rocked back and forth. Oliver felt a moment’s pity for his old friend. The drive to know everything, to unlock the mysteries of the world was a compulsion Oliver knew only too well. The desire to understand the workings of the world and the people within it were what had seen Oliver enter the world of academia. But as he was coming to realize, there was such a thing as too much knowledge, limits beyond which it was unsafe to venture.
Oliver sat back, resting his head on the cold wall as Henry quietly wept into his sheets.
It had been a wasted trip.
He had learned nothing.
* * *
Oliver made his way back down through the hallways of Arkham Asylum, his mood despondent and his spirits low. He had been sure there was still some shred of the old Henry left, a part that retained some good, but that aspect of his friend was as broken as his sanity. Whatever remained of Henry Cartwright, the professor, the colleague, and the fellow traveler on the road of enlightenment, was gone.
Tears pricked the corners of his eyes, as Oliver mourned his lost friend. While Henry had remained in the asylum, Oliver had always held out faint hope that there might be a cure or solution found to bring him back from the edge, but this latest encounter had dashed that hope. Henry was gone, and Oliver felt the pain as keenly as any death.
Monroe was contrite as he led the way back to the main vestibule of the asylum, and Oliver gave him a numb nod of thanks as he opened the last door. Oliver made his way to the desk and scratched the time next to his name as he signed out of the building. The orderly who normally sat there was absent, so Oliver simply made his way toward the main door.
Before he reached it, he heard hurrying feet and looked round to see a woman emerge from one of the offices. She wore a nurse’s uniform, and Oliver recognized her pale skin, dark eyes, and brown hair from his last visit. Her red lips seemed at odds with her clinical bearing, and she flashed Oliver a knowing smile.
“Professor Grayson?” she said.
“Yes?”
“There was a telephone call for you,” she said, making it sound like a huskily voiced invitation, though Oliver couldn’t im
agine what such an invite might portend.
“Oh, did the caller give a name?”
“He said his name was Gabriel Stone,” she said. “From the hospital.”
Oliver’s guts tightened in anticipation. “Did he leave a message for me?”
“He did,” confirmed the nurse. “He said to tell you that Rita’s woken up.”
* * *
The mood in the hospital room was quietly optimistic, though no one dared voice any such sentiment for fear of jinxing it. Rita was sitting up, propped by a mountain of pillows and sipping a glass of crushed ice. Too much fluid would have been just as bad for her as none at all, so the doctors were limiting her intake. Finn was also responding well to medical treatment. His wounds were severe, but Arkham’s doctors were more than competent. Despite some serious blood loss, Finn Edwards was resilient and wasn’t going to make it easy for the Sidhe to carry him to Tir Na Nog.
Rex, Minnie, Stone, and Alexander gathered around Rita’s bed, trying not to crowd her, but eager to hear what she had to say. Introductions had already been made, and Oliver was the last to arrive, speeding across town at a lunatic forty miles per hour to get to St. Mary’s. Though he had never met Rita before, he was elated to hear she had awoken, and rushed up the steps and along the tiled corridors to her room.
Stone in particular appeared to have taken the greatest joy at Rita’s awakening, and it wasn’t hard to understand the reason why. Rita’s survival was a symbol, a tiny spot of light against the dark, but a light just the same.
“You get anything from Cartwright?” asked Rex as Oliver entered the room.
“Little I think will be of use,” said Oliver.
“Damn,” said Minnie, surprising them all with the force behind her curse.
“Are you Professor Grayson?” asked Rita, her voice little more than a croaking wheeze.
Oliver moved to stand beside her and delicately took her hand.
“I am, yes,” he said.
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