Jarlaxle’s eyes widened, and Ambergris could see that he had found some significance in that notion, though what it might be, she did not understand.
The dwarf took a deep breath and got right to the point. “They looked into the eye o’ the beast,” Ambergris began, and she took her time and duly recounted that dark day in the Shadowfell. She noted the wince of this most curious drow when she told him of the medusa and the fate of three of her companions, particularly that of Artemis Entreri, and it seemed an honest reaction of grief.
“So what of Drizzt and this young tiefling, Effron?” Jarlaxle asked when she was finished, and after he had taken a long while to compose himself. “They fell through a trap in the floor, and then?”
Ambergris shrugged. “Out o’ me sight and I was runnin’ for me life.”
“But did you hear from them? Were they crying out below?”
“Nay, I can’no say I did, but the fight was on in full and so I wouldn’t’ve, even if they were screaming from just below the floor. Not that it’s matterin’,” she added, shaking her head. “Lord Draygo’s not one to play with. I seen enough o’ that one in me time with Cavus Dun—” She paused at that slip-up, and at the intrigue it brought to the drow’s handsome face.
“You will tell me about that, as well,” Jarlaxle assured her.
“Aye,” the dwarf said with a nod.
“But first, finish your tale. Why do you say it doesn’t matter?”
“Lord Draygo ain’t known for mercy.”
Jarlaxle nodded. “But as far as you know, they were alive when you fled the castle?”
“Aye,” Ambergris replied. She lowered her eyes. When he put it that way, she sounded like quite the coward.
Jarlaxle nodded, his expression pensive.
“What’re ye thinking?” Athrogate asked.
That broke the drow’s contemplation. He stood up, and nodded. “See to her needs,” he instructed Athrogate, then to Ambergris, he said, “You have done well, fine lady. In surviving that which few might, and you have done well in trusting me. Your words are most appreciated. We will speak again, and soon.”
“And I’m yer prisoner?” she asked.
“You should remain here,” Jarlaxle said. “In fact, I insist upon it. Those three who pursued you will be relentless, I assure you, and you cannot defeat them.”
“So ye’re askin’ me to stay here?” Ambergris asked incredulously. “They’re drow, ye’re drow—”
“They won’t come here,” Jarlaxle assured her. “Even if they do, they’ll not know that you’re here, and surely would not move against you in this place, in any case.”
“Others saw me come in.”
“Trust him,” Athrogate told her, patting her arm.
Jarlaxle nodded at his dwarf sidekick, then tipped his hat to Ambergris and sped out of the room.
“Parise Ulfbinder asked about Drizzt specifically,” Jarlaxle said to Kimmuriel sometime later, in a different room but still in the bowels of Illusk. “This is more than a coincidence.”
“Even so,” Kimmuriel replied, allowing his skepticism to show through. Jarlaxle had presented him with quite a bit of information in the last few moments, and with a proposal that seemed quite risky—and risky to more than Jarlaxle!
“This is bigger than Drizzt,” Jarlaxle reminded him. “The lords of Netheril suspect something of great significance, and they seem to be interested in those they believe favored by the gods, and suspect that Drizzt might be among that group, as a chosen disciple of Lady Lolth.”
Kimmuriel laughed aloud—a rare event for him indeed—at that notion.
“I know you think it preposterous,” Jarlaxle said. “Surely it would seem so, but then, wouldn’t Drizzt Do’Urden prove to be the perfect instigator of that which Lolth most dearly craves? He brought a great share of chaos to Menzoberranzan, after all.
“Nor is it even important whether or not this particular theory of Drizzt is true,” Jarlaxle added. “All that matters is that the Shadovar believe it might be true, and given the movements of the Spider Queen of late, we would be remiss to let this pass.”
“By that reasoning, if you go and find that Drizzt is alive, and somehow manage to bring him back, would we not be bound to turn him over to Tiago Baenre, or to your sister who rules Menzoberranzan?”
“Even if we were so bound, I would not,” Jarlaxle replied honestly and bluntly. “Nor would I allow you to do so.”
“Yet you ask so much of me and of Bregan D’aerthe.”
“Yes,” Jarlaxle answered evenly.
“You are mad. The cost will be enormous—are you willing to pay that for iblith?”
“Yes—to both, and I assure you that I am mad in both meanings of the word.”
“Then I should relieve you of any command.”
“Nay, you should grant me this, with the full force of Bregan D’aerthe.”
“And how will House Baenre and the ruling council of Menzoberranzan view such an action?” Kimmuriel asked.
“Draygo Quick has him because he believes Drizzt to be the Chosen of Lolth. What good citizens of Menzoberranzan might Bregan D’aerthe be if we allowed that to stand?”
Kimmuriel could only laugh again at the unrelenting stubbornness of Jarlaxle.
“Send me to Gromph, I beg,” Jarlaxle said.
Kimmuriel looked at him skeptically. “What you seek from your brother is outside the boundaries of your argument.”
“I demand,” Jarlaxle clarified. “And I will pay my dear brother with my own coin.”
“And any risk this addition entails will be borne by Jarlaxle alone.”
Jarlaxle nodded in agreement, and Kimmuriel closed his eyes, summoning the psionic powers to do as Jarlaxle had requested.
Jarlaxle awaited the magical gate eagerly—indeed, as eagerly as he had looked forward to anything since he had traveled back to the pit in Gauntlgrym with Drizzt, Bruenor, Dahlia, and Athrogate to put the fire primordial back in its magical prison. Jarlaxle felt alive once more.
He understood the odds, and the likelihood that he was far too late for the sake of any of those who had gone to the lair of Draygo Quick.
But Jarlaxle liked long odds. Indeed, he lived for them.
AGNOSTICISM
TELL ME OF YOUR GODDESS,” DRAYGO QUICK BADE DRIZZT ONE MORNING as they sat for a shared breakfast. “This one you name Mielikki.”
“Are you asking me to proselytize?”
Draygo Quick shrugged. “Perhaps you will convert me. Do you think she would have me?”
Drizzt sat back and stared at Lord Draygo for a long while. “I believe that god is that which you find in your heart,” he answered finally. “Were you to find Mielikki in your heart, were her tenets to sing to you as truth, then it wouldn’t be within the power of any god to have you or reject you. Were you to come to believe those tenets, then you would be of Mielikki.”
“You act as though the gods are no more than names for that which is in your heart.”
Drizzt smiled and nodded, and went back to his food.
“You truly believe that?” Draygo Quick asked, sliding his chair back from the table.
“Does it matter?”
“Of course it matters!”
“Why?” Drizzt asked calmly. He realized that he was perturbing the old warlock, and he found that he quite enjoyed it.
“How can it not?” Draygo Quick replied. “Are you positing that, were I to discover these tenets of Mielikki, I would become one of her flock no matter my past?”
“If you found the truth of her tenets, then your past would be a trial of your own conscience, or a matter of justice in retribution for any crimes, but nothing to the goddess.”
“That’s absurd.”
“Then what do her tenets matter?” Drizzt asked. “If a god, any god, is deemed to represent the universal and divine truth, then once one finds and truly embraces that truth, he becomes in harmony with the god. To hold it any other way is to attribute to supposed
gods petty failings like jealousy or bitterness. If that is the case, then why would I pronounce the ultimate goodness of any such being? And worse, then why would I hold forth a name embodying that which is in my heart when doing so would only reduce a truth I call divine to a level of mortal frailty?”
Draygo Quick, too, slid back his chair and leaned back, scrutinizing the drow. “Well played,” he congratulated.
“It’s not a game.”
“Because your goddess is supreme?”
“Because reason lies in harmony with truth, else truth is a lie.”
“Hmm,” Draygo Quick muttered. “It seems a shame that you focused your training on the martial arts.”
“I will take that as a compliment.”
“Oh, it was,” Draygo Quick replied. “Or a lament.”
“Are you now to ask me to proselytize the glories of the Spider Queen?” Drizzt asked. “That might prove a more interesting conversation.”
Draygo Quick laughed at the sarcasm. “Nay,” he answered. “Consider this talk over our breakfast as one last angle I pursued in order to wrest from Drizzt Do’Urden the truth of Drizzt Do’Urden. I had thought that truth a marvelous irony, and perhaps it is, but more likely, I fear, you’re as boring as your preferred goddess.”
It was Drizzt’s turn to laugh—at Draygo Quick. “As boring as the sunrise and the sunset,” Drizzt said quietly. “As boring as the movements of the moon, the planets, and the sparkles of the stars. As boring as the food chain and the place of every living creature within the interlocking hands that so bind them. As boring as birth and death, the ultimate tenet of this reason and morality I hold as Mielikki.”
“I’m a warlock—do you forget? Perhaps I do consider death a lie.”
“Because you can pervert it?”
Draygo Quick sighed and stood up. “It matters not,” he announced, “for I grow weary of this conversation. Indeed, I find that I have lost interest in all of our conversations.”
“Then let me go.”
The old warlock laughed at him, and ended abruptly with, “No.”
“Then kill me and be done with it.”
“Again, no,” Draygo Quick replied. “You’re wrong about the gods of Toril, Drizzt. They are very real, and much more than mere embodiments of this or that tenet or truth.”
“That does not change that which is in my heart.”
“Or your fealty to Mielikki?
“My fealty to the truth and justice I know, which have been named to me as Mielikki. That is not a subtle difference.”
Draygo Quick waved his hands frantically to silence Drizzt and end the conversation. “I have reason to believe the coming years will bring great events in flux,” he said. “As great as those that brought Toril and Abeir together. I believe that, and I fear it. As great as the Spellplague and the advent of shadow. And I believe that you may have a place in these coming changes.”
“I will sharpen my blades,” the drow said with unrelenting sarcasm.
“Your blades are irrelevant. But your gods are not.”
“I don’t recognize gods—”
“I know, I know,” Draygo Quick said, patting his hands once more. “You know truths, and those truths were given a name.”
Drizzt resisted the urge to poke Draygo Quick once more by reminding him that he, after all, had brought it up again.
“You tell me of the path you follow, of the signposts of truth that guide you,” Draygo Quick offered as a parting shot. “And I believe your sincerity. But I know more in matters of the world than you do, Drizzt Do’Urden, and I expect that this road you walk is a deceptive circle that will serve that which you reject more than that which you embrace.
“There, Drizzt Do’Urden, is your pathetic truth. I listened to the tales, your tale, that you told Effron in the cell when you were first captured. It comforts you to believe that your precious Mielikki carried away your wife and the halfling to some place of divine justice. Perhaps they are with her now!” He cackled wickedly and finished, “Or perhaps that was the greatest deception of all from a demon queen admired for deception.”
He paused there, on the edge of leaving, and Drizzt knew that Draygo sought a reaction from him, and for a reason beyond any simplistic personal satisfaction. The best tests of character and commitment always came in moments of great stress and the most revealing moments often came in times when a person was pushed to anger.
“I know only that which is in my heart,” Drizzt answered, evenly, refusing to take Draygo Quick’s emotional bait. “When I do not fail, that is all that I follow.”
The warlock left in a huff.
Drizzt sat in the room for a long while, chewing on that most-curious conversation. He didn’t believe that he was any kind of Chosen, or anything significant at all—to Mielikki or to the Spider Queen, not in any positive way, at least, regarding the awful Lolth.
But Lord Draygo, a shade of no small accomplishment or power, thought otherwise, and that gave Drizzt pause. Mielikki had taken Catti-brie and Regis in a profound and strange way, after all, riding their ghosts out of Mithral Hall on the back of a spectral unicorn, ending their insane misery. And it was Mielikki who had done that, and no deception of Lolth, Drizzt had to believe.
But wouldn’t Lolth be more than gleeful to so deceive him?
He shook the thought away. Had it been the doing of Lolth, then surely one or another of her minions would have revealed the ruse to Drizzt to torment him all the more. Indeed, if Drizzt was as special to Lady Lolth as Draygo Quick had insinuated, then why hadn’t the priestesses of House Xorlarrin discovered his true identity when he had been captured by them in the bowels of Gauntlgrym?
It made no sense—none of this did—to Drizzt.
But whether he accepted Draygo Quick’s premise or not seemed a moot point, for in either case, he wasn’t going anywhere any time soon, absent Draygo Quick’s blessing. There was no escape.
And even if there were, where might Drizzt escape to?
“You come well regarded by my associate in Shade Enclave,” Lord Draygo told the curious visitor to his castle that typically-gloomy and rainy Shadowfell afternoon.
“I do appreciate your granting me this audience,” Jarlaxle replied, and he tipped his great hat.
“I would admit that I’m surprised. I had thought that you and Lord Ulfbinder had concluded the trade contract.”
“Indeed we did, and it was easy to find a place of mutual benefit,” Jarlaxle replied. “That is not why I’ve come.”
“Do tell.” There was more than a little skepticism in Lord Draygo’s tone, Jarlaxle recognized, and he knew that he had to be careful.
“I have knowledge regarding one who has become your … guest,” Jarlaxle explained, and he watched the Netherese warlock carefully, hoping that his information, now quite dated, would still hold true and that Drizzt was still alive. After hearing the tale of Ambergris, Jarlaxle had spared little expense in trying to gain information regarding the fate of her companions, but even for Bregan D’aerthe, the castle of Lord Draygo Quick remained quite a mystery. Rumors in Gloomwrought whispered of Effron Alegni and another prisoner, and given Ambergris’s tale, that other had to be Drizzt.
“Do tell,” Lord Draygo prompted again.
“I have known Drizzt Do’Urden for more than a century,” Jarlaxle explained.
“Friends?”
“Hardly!”
“Comrades?”
“Hardly! I am from Menzoberranzan, after all, and survive at the suffrage of the ruling council, particularly the fancies of House Baenre. Drizzt Do’Urden is no friend to House Baenre.”
“Then why are you here?”
“Your inquiry,” Jarlaxle explained. “You wish to determine if Drizzt is in the service of the Spider Queen.” The drow mercenary was taking quite a leap, he knew, but from what Ambergris had relayed regarding Effron’s claim and their journey here, and those things he had gleaned from his time with Parise Ulfbinder, it seemed a reasonable jump.
And Jarlaxle’s suspicions were confirmed by Draygo Quick, unintentionally and reflexively, as the Netherese warlock eagerly leaned forward in his chair, before quickly collecting himself and settling back comfortably.
“Your Lady Lolth?” Draygo Quick innocently replied. “Is there not a drow goddess more clearly aligned with the actions of the goodly ranger?”
“Drizzt professes allegiance to the tenets of Mielikki, who is no drow deity,” Jarlaxle replied. “The question, however, has ever been, to which, Mielikki or Lolth, does he truly serve—in action if not in heart?”
Draygo Quick assumed a pensive pose and nodded several times. “That is interesting,” he admitted, though still feigning a removed posture, as if he hadn’t considered it before.
Jarlaxle smiled at him to let him know without doubt that the drow saw through the ruse.
“You can find no answer in your inquiries,” Jarlaxle stated bluntly. “Not from Drizzt, nor from any priestess or druid. Unless you can directly speak to a goddess, you will find yourself in the same dilemma as the rest of us who have long pondered the truth of this curious rogue.”
“Do tell,” Draygo Quick prompted, dropping his façade.
“You are familiar with Lolth’s handmaidens?”
The warlock shook his head.
“The yochlols?” Jarlaxle clarified.
“I have heard of them, but I am not familiar with them in any detail.”
“May I?” Jarlaxle asked, removing his great hat and turning it over, reaching his hand inside.
Draygo Quick looked at him curiously, and skeptically.
“I assure you that the creature is fully under my control at this time,” Jarlaxle explained, and he pulled forth a circlet of black cloth, then tossed it to the side. It elongated as it went, widening into a hole ten feet in diameter as it set down on Draygo Quick’s floor. Jarlaxle bade the warlock to follow him to the rim of this portable hole.
The two peered in, to see what looked very much like a small stalagmite of oozing mud, but with two branch-like appendages waving menacingly and a large central eye staring back up at them.
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