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by Melanie Crowder

not so heavy

  after all.

  He holds up a hand

  I know

  you have a meeting,

  he says,

  and I will not try to keep you.

  He lifts a basket

  onto the table.

  But surely

  you have time to eat?

  And there it is

  that smile.

  (he must have seen the

  yes

  on my face

  though I had not voiced it,

  though I am not fully

  comfortable with how quickly

  my whole being cries

  yes)

  Joe

  lays out the food

  I light a single lamp

  we talk quietly

  laugh a little.

  For a few minutes

  within a glowing bubble of light

  I am just a girl

  basking in the eager attentions

  of a lovely

  lighthearted

  boy.

  agitated

  The orders in the shops

  are piling up.

  The girls are restless

  agitated.

  I say,

  to Pauline

  to the executive board

  to anyone who will listen,

  We either grasp this moment

  grip tight

  or watch it all

  slip

  through our fingers.

  no better time

  The union has called a meeting tonight.

  So many workers

  are coming

  there is not a single hall big enough

  to hold us all

  so we split ourselves between

  Cooper Union and the Lyceum,

  Beethoven and Astoria Halls.

  Speakers have been scheduled

  translators booked

  I only hope

  our pleas will not be met

  with more of the same:

  wait

  have patience.

  The thing is

  there is no better time

  for a general strike.

  The shops are slammed with orders

  the speedups are unbearable.

  Even if the bosses bring in scabs

  they will never meet their contracts

  unless they negotiate with the union.

  The thing is

  I have already been on strike

  for eleven weeks

  I gave up

  my dream

  to fight for these girls

  if they are not ready now

  to fight,

  then when

  will they ever be?

  The gorillas came for me

  again

  last night,

  bloodied my face

  broke my ribs.

  I do not know

  how many more beatings

  and bruisings

  and breakings

  I can take.

  My kestrel is perched

  on the rim of a fluted cornice

  near the Cooper Union roof.

  I caught sight

  of her lithe, dappled form

  from half a block away

  and since I could only walk slowly,

  my hand pressed against my side

  taking shallow

  birdlike breaths,

  I watch her

  watching

  the crash

  and press

  of the city below.

  I wonder if her hawk’s eyes

  can see the puzzle pieces

  fitting into place,

  can see what

  those of us toiling below

  cannot.

  Cooper Union

  The seats are all taken

  beneath the arches

  between the pillars,

  thousands of people packed

  in this historic hall

  where Mr. Lincoln spoke

  against the tyranny

  of slavery.

  The crowd is a sea of hats;

  the girls have come

  in their armor.

  They line the walls

  grateful for something to lean against

  after a long day

  in the shops.

  I wait at the back

  away from the wall and its crush

  of bodies.

  I hold a hand against my ribs

  and try

  to think

  of something else.

  The air is stuffy

  thick with desperate

  hope.

  A man in a suit

  stands,

  speaks.

  When he is done

  another takes his place.

  Then another

  and another.

  (all in English, no less)

  Who do they think they are talking to?

  Do they not know we have been working all day?

  Do they not know what these girls risk

  just by coming here?

  Wait,

  they say.

  Have patience.

  You ask too much—

  a general strike is dangerous.

  It would only fail.

  Wait

  until the men’s union

  makes their strides

  and then

  we can fight for you.

  When a common crow

  has something to scold you for,

  he never stops,

  his cries drone on

  and on

  and on.

  After a while

  you do not even hear it anymore.

  I can feel the pulse of the room around me

  the girls beginning

  to fray

  to fade.

  The man at the podium

  shuffles his papers,

  retreats

  while another gathers himself to stand.

  Before the thought

  has risen to my mind

  I am striding forward

  shouting

  though the pain in my side

  makes me stumble

  and sway

  I will speak!

  I hear my words

  and the buzz of grumblings

  and pleas

  that come after them

  but I do not listen.

  I push forward—

  like wading

  through knee-deep water

  my skirts sucking at every step.

  Then,

  as if my bruised and swollen face

  earns me the right to speak,

  hands reach out

  help me forward,

  help me up

  and I am on the stage

  looking out

  over a sea of hats.

  I gather my breath

  tell myself

  this is just another

  soapbox.

  I say,

  I have no further patience for talk

  as I am one of those who suffers

  from the abuses described here.

  I move

  that we go on a general strike

  now.

  That is all.

  So simple.

  The truth often is.

  For a moment,

  the room is silent

  as if every
one within

  has paused

  to draw a deep, full breath:

  STRIKE!

  STRIKE!

  STRIKE!

  STRIKE!

  STRIKE!

  November 23, 1909

  The streets are empty

  as I walk slowly from the morning pickets

  in front of Leiserson’s

  back to the union office.

  I pass a newspaper stand;

  the papers warn

  of a general strike spilling

  out of the Lower East Side

  onto the streets of Manhattan

  into the conscience

  of the world.

  Me, the reporter casts

  as a girl hero

  a modern-day

  Joan of Arc.

  I shake my head.

  I know what they did to her

  and I wonder

  what will I have left

  when they are done with me?

  And what if

  only a handful of girls

  are brave enough

  to walk out today?

  Inside the union office,

  we wait,

  working

  hoping

  that by busying our hands

  our minds will somehow

  quiet.

  (but it is no coincidence

  that all of us have turned

  our chairs

  to face the street)

  Every eye is on the window

  when the girls begin

  to trickle,

  then stream,

  then flood out of the shops

  and onto the street.

  At the sight of them

  —tens

  of thousands

  of them—

  my lungs

  are stunned

  to stillness,

  my heart bangs

  against my ribs

  as if it would split

  my chest apart.

  Pauline crashes through the door

  Do you see this?

  she shouts.

  It is more than we dared

  to dream

  She wraps a scarf around my neck

  helps me into my coat

  and onto the sidewalk.

  I clamp a hand against my broken ribs

  to protect them from my

  swelling

  surging breath

  to protect them from the rumbling masses

  thundering footsteps

  shaking the foundation

  this city was built upon;

  tearing it down

  and building it back up again.

  This is not a strike—

  Pauline cries,

  it is an uprising!

  give

  All my life

  I have been taught

  a daughter should be good,

  obedient.

  That is one thing

  I have never been.

  But I have also been taught

  to give

  without the thought

  of ever getting back,

  to ease the suffering of others.

  That,

  I think,

  I will be doing

  the rest of my life.

  HISTORICAL NOTE

  Clara Lemlich was most likely born between the years of 1886 and 1888 on the outskirts of a small shtetl in the Russian Empire, cited alternately as Gorodok, Kamenets-Podolski, or near Kishinev, in what is now Ukraine and Moldova, respectively. Clara’s father was an orthodox scholar; her mother bore six children and ran a grocery store to support the family. In addition to the three brothers included in this novel, Clara had an older sister named Ella and a brother named Samuel. As with most works of historical fiction, the portrayal of relationships and interactions among family members, while drawn from primary and secondary sources and while consistent with cultural norms of the time period, is fictional.

  Clara Lemlich, approximately 1910

  credit: Kheel Center, Cornell University, https://www.flickr.com/photos/kheelcenter/5279886332

  Since Jewish children were not permitted to attend the local Russian school, and since Clara’s deeply religious parents did not condone schooling for girls, Clara’s education was an act of disobedience. She taught herself to read and write both Yiddish and Russian, earning money for her informal lessons by teaching songs, sewing buttonholes, and writing letters for her neighbors. In protest of the long-standing anti-Semitism in the region, Clara’s father forbade any form of the Russian language in their home, going so far as to throw her books in the fire when she disobeyed. But education was Clara’s greatest desire, and this hunger for knowledge frequently placed her at odds with her family.

  The Kishinev pogrom of 1903 was one of many violent attacks against the Russian Jewish population in the late nineteenth and early twentieth centuries. Clara and her family likely lived farther from this pogrom than the novel portrays, though she would have been no stranger to violent anti-Semitism; tragically, such acts were both widespread and common. Clara’s family joined the tens of thousands of Jews who fled the Russian Empire both in the wake of mass murder, the desecration of sacred objects, the destruction of property and livelihoods, and in the absence of justice from the state, hoping to find freedom from religious persecution in a new country.

  Ship manifests suggest that Clara’s older sister, Ella, was sent with relatives to America shortly after the Kishinev pogrom, followed a few months later by Samuel, with the remaining family departing in 1904. Clara traveled to England along with her younger brothers and parents, where they waited for several months for passage to America, and where Clara attended lectures on social theory. The family left Southampton aboard the vessel New York and passed through Ellis Island on December 12, 1904. Clara’s father, Simon, was detained for a week before being granted admission into the United States, though in the novel it is Nathan whose fictional illness causes him to be detained. Very little is known about the Lemlich family’s journey through Europe and across the Atlantic; hence, this section in the novel is largely informed by historical accounts of other travelers.

  Within two weeks of her arrival in New York City, Clara was at work in a garment shop on the Lower East Side. Sweatshops in the early 1900s were terrible places to work. An employee had no protection from sexual harassment, dangerous working conditions and “mistakes” in the pay envelope or with the clock. There was no minimum wage, compensation for overtime or for injury on the job, and a worker could be fired at any time, with no notice. Access to drinking water and toilet facilities were monitored and restricted. If a worker chose to join a union in an attempt to right some of these wrongs, more often than not, she was fired, blacklisted and subsequently unable to find work.

  Sweatshop workers assemble flowers in a New York City factory, 1907

  credit: Photography Collection, Miriam and Ira D. Wallach Division of Art, Prints and Photographs, The New York Public Library, Astor, Lenox and Tilden Foundations

  It is no wonder that someone with Clara’s initiative, tenacity and intellect struggled in this environment. In her early years in the United States, Clara strove to find balance between her dream of becoming a doctor, her role in contributing to the family income and the effort to better the conditions and rights of garment workers. After staggeringly long days in the shops, she would make her way to the library or the lecture hall and stay well into the evening to absorb what education she could.

  A young girl carries a bundle of coats home to be finished in the evening, and paid by the piece

  credit: photo by Lewis Wickes Hine (1874–1940), Library of Congress,

  repr
oduction number LC-USZ62-53127

  In 1906, Clara helped form and was elected to the executive board of the ILGWU Local 25. Over the years, her tactics and affiliations shifted and evolved—sometimes she jumped from shop to shop, rallying the workers in each before she was discovered and fired, and at other times she walked the picket lines for months at a time. She was repeatedly beaten by strikebreakers and policemen, jailed by magistrates and blacklisted when the strikes concluded. For reasons of pacing within the novel, Clara’s experiences in several garment shops have been condensed and dates altered slightly, and her experiences in several strikes, including elements of the Uprising of the 20,000, have been spread throughout the 1907–1909 time period.

  By 1909, when the idea of a general strike in the garment industry began to gain momentum, Clara’s was a familiar face in the union halls, on street corner soapboxes, and at the picket line. In the novel, Pauline Newman is portrayed as Clara’s closest friend and compatriot, though the players in this dramatic historical event were many, and we owe gratitude for the changes brought about by this movement to a large host of women and men from all walks of life.

  In real life, Clara was offered the chance to pursue medical school by Mary Beard. She chose, instead, to finish the fight that had so consumed her.

  Clara is best known for the impromptu speech she delivered in the Great Hall at Cooper Union, which incited the strike called “The Revolt of the Girls,” or “The Uprising of the 20,000.” It was also during this meeting that the Yiddish oath was pledged, though for reasons of story, this moment is portrayed earlier in the novel. This strike changed the way society viewed poor immigrant women, and the way unions, employers and even the US government treated women in the workforce. The strike emboldened workers, setting off a wave of protests across the United States.

  The strikers were predominantly women, many of them Jewish teenagers from Eastern Europe, who walked out against the wishes of their families and despite their desperate economic conditions. They maintained the strike through a bitter winter and in the face of slander, intimidation, beatings and imprisonment. Estimates of the exact number of strikers vary greatly; by some accounts as many as 30,000 workers participated in the strike.

  Striking shirtwaist workers sell newspapers to raise awareness of their cause and earn money for the strike fund

  credit: Kheel Center, Cornell University,

  https://www.flickr.com/photos/kheelcenter/5279774588

  Female shirtwaist strikers are taken into custody by the police at Jefferson Market Prison, 1909

  credit: Kheel Center, Cornell University,

 

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