I was lost for words, what was I supposed to say here? For her own good I should call a halt, she was too young, too innocent and she had her whole life ahead of her.
A life that I’d taken responsibility for. Natalia and I. At the memory of my dead wife I built my resolve never to touch her again, it was for the best.
I didn’t let myself think of her moving on to someone else. Someone that would put out that fire between her legs whenever she wanted them to without reservation.
“Fine but we can’t do that again.” The words barely made it out of my throat.
“Why not?”
“Because it wasn’t fair to you, you’re so young…”
“I wanted it too daddy I’m not a baby.” Now she looked sullen and I moved over to her to offer comfort.
“I never said you were.” I ran my thumb down her cheek to her mouth and when she opened and sucked on it I pulled away quickly. But not before seeing that light flash in her eyes.
I pulled my thumb from her mouth and stepped back as if burned. “I…I’ll see you later, I have some stuff to attend to.” I made my escape with my cock at its full length and my balls hurting.
12
Evan
I saw her again at dinner where she was back to looking sullen and disappointed. What did she want from me? Couldn’t she see how hard this was?
Now I’ll never forget what she tasted like on my tongue or felt wrapped around my cock. But I have to deny myself for her sake and I wasn’t sure it wouldn’t kill me.
“Are you mad at me baby?”
“Yes.”
“Well that’s straight and to the point.”
“I don’t see why you have to act like what we did was so horrible.”
“It wasn’t horrible, but maybe it was wrong.” How can I get her to see?
“It was beautiful, amazing. And I want to do it lots and lots.”
I started to object, to tell her all the reasons we shouldn’t be fucking, but just then the bell rang alerting us to someone at the gate and I got up to answer it. It was Ashley.
The look on Dakota’s face made me feel lower than a snake. But maybe this was for the best. “Come on up.” I answered the buzzer with my eyes locked on hers before going to open the door.
She followed me into the dining room where Dakota took one look at her and without a word got up from the table and left the room.
I can’t say that I blame her, and I’m not hypocrite enough to take her to task for being rude so I forced myself not to go after her.
“So, why haven’t I heard from you?” I felt sick when she ran her finger down my chest and I moved away quickly before she could notice.
“I told you, I’ve been busy and Dakota needed me, she’s been having a rough few days here lately.” not rougher than last night when you fucked her six ways from Sunday. My mind taunted me.
“Don’t you think it’s time you stopped worrying about your little stray? I mean she’s eighteen years old you’re no longer obligated…”
“Dakota is not an obligation, she’s mine and no business of yours.” She back pedaled quickly from the anger in my voice and changed the subject.
It was no use though. All I could think as she rambled on about something that I couldn’t give a fuck about was what was Dakota thinking, feeling?
No matter how I meant to go on, it wasn’t fair that the day after I’d fucked her, the woman that was sharing my bed was in our home.
“I think you should leave, I’ll call you tomorrow.” She had a very displeased look on her face as I walked her to the door and let her out but I wasn’t swayed.
I watched until she drove down the driveway and through the gates until they closed behind her before going back to clear the table and leave the dishes for the housekeeper to see to, when she came back in the morning.
I walked upstairs in search of Dakota knowing that she would be upset. She wasn’t in her room but I heard the water running in her shower and made my way to the door.
I knew I shouldn’t go in, that it would only make things worse if I did, but still my feet carried me to the door and inside. I could see her plainly in the shower through the clear glass as she ran the sponge over her breasts.
My eyes followed her hand, as she seemed to be doing a sensual dance. Her hands moved over her flesh slowly as if savoring and before I knew it I was taking off my clothes and opening the shower door.
She heard me and turned, and I stood there looking at her. Her arms came around my neck and she lifted her lips to mine. That was all it took for me to sink into her.
My fingers found her pussy and I fucked her with them as our tongues tangled with one another. She rode my hand the same way she did my cock, with her whole body in it.
I got down on my knees beneath the running water and lifted her leg over my shoulder, bringing her sweet pussy to my mouth.
I covered her tight pussy lips with my mouth, letting my tongue find her hole and sinking in. She dug her nails into my head and fucked my tongue.
I ate her until she came screaming and moaning, calling out to me in her sweet voice. I got to my feet and turned her to brace against the wall with her ass cocked back.
Bending my knees I drove into her with one deep stroke and she got up on her toes and pushed her ass higher to take more of me.
“Yes daddy so good.” She turned her head for my lips and we kissed passionately as I gave her time to adjust to my cock buried inside her.
I put my hand on her flat stomach and pulled her back on my cock as I thrust into her. I was congratulating myself on being able to go slow, thinking the night before when I seemed to have no control was just an anomaly.
But then she reached her hand back behind my neck and looked up at me with those eyes and I felt that control slip.
I kissed her lips again, wondering how one so young could hold such passion in such a tiny package. I let my hand move to her plump tit and squeezed and her pussy answered deep inside.
Our bodies slapped together under the water as I fucked my cock into her over and over. “I can’t get enough of you. Why can’t I get enough?” I pounded into her until she screamed and fell forward with her hands against the wall.
Her ass bounced and jiggled as she worked her tight pussy on my cock, owning it, owning me. “Fuck I’m gonna cum, cum for me baby, I want to feel you tighten around my cock again.”
I squeezed her nipple with one hand and found her clit with the fingers of the other and that’s all it took.
She came on my cock as I slammed her pussy hard and when it was my time I pulled out and came all over her ass and the small of her back. I had to hold onto her so she didn’t fall.
Her orgasm seemed to go on forever as I pushed my cock back inside her after I’d emptied my balls.
She cooed and rocked her hips back at me, taking my cock deep. I let her ride until she came again then pulled out.
We finished our bath with my cock hard, because she wouldn’t stop playing with it. It was her new toy and she was more than a little bit fascinated with it.
This time when I switched the water off I stayed around long enough to dry her off before wrapping her in the towel and leaving.
13
Dakota
I can’t believe it. I’ve been walking on air these past few days barely daring to breathe lest things changed. I’d gone from almost despair to being the happiest I’d ever been.
My body has finally found an answer for all those changes that started years ago. It had all been leading up to this, those strange new feelings that had scared me so much.
When he touched me it was like a match igniting a flame and all I wanted to do was feel him inside me. He was like a drug, but this one wouldn’t kill me or turn me into what my mother had been.
After our time in the shower he’d disappeared again and I knew he needed time to deal with his guilt. I’d done some research and knew that that’s probably what the problem was.
I was hoping
he’d get over it soon because I had none. I felt truly alive for the first time in my life and so what if it’s with him? Why shouldn’t I have him?
What we shared was beautiful so how could it be wrong? When I was in his arms and he was deep inside me all the years of hurt just disappeared.
I never felt so alive as I do when he’s inside me, holding me, loving me. Was it so wrong to want that after years of not having anything of my own? Couldn’t I have this little piece of happiness for myself?
I didn’t go look for him because I didn’t want him to say anything to spoil the moment. So I laid across my bed and read.
Sometime later I fell asleep only to open my eyes in the night when I felt him come down over me. I smiled in the dark and opened my legs and my heart for him to take.
EVAN
I’d gone into her room to check on her after I was sure she was asleep, and found her asleep on her tummy with one leg bent and the other straight.
My old college tee shirt had ridden up above her hips and revealed her bare ass to me as I stood over her bed looking gown at her in the moonlight.
I didn’t mean to touch, but the sight of her perfect ass drew me and my fingers glided along her skin softly so as not to wake her up.
Her pussy winked at me through her thighs and my fingers made their way there as if on their own accord.
My cock pushed open my robe and leaked pre-cum onto the floor between my feet as I teased her pussy with my fingertips.
I rubbed her pussy until she grew wet with my cock in hand stroking myself to full hardness. She sighed and shifted in her sleep but didn’t awaken.
I pulled her ass up with a hand under her tummy and led my cock to her sweet pussy.
She came awake when I stroked into her. “Daddy?” She stretched her arms and pushed back on my cock.
“I’m here baby.” I stroked nice and slow, deep and then my hand moved up under her for her breast and my cock grew harder, hungrier as I started to fuck.
I pushed her head down on the bed and held it there as I fucked into her hard. Her tight little asshole puckered up and just begged to be fucked but I’d corrupted her enough.
I satisfied myself with sliding my finger inside her ass as I imagined that it was my cock. Her pussy tightened as her ass moved faster, driving her pussy back hard on my cock.
“I want you to ride my cock, I want to suck on your nipples as you ride me.” I pulled out and dropped down on her bed beside her before pulling her over me and entering her that way.
She slid down my cock taking her time until she had all of me inside her. She experimented with moving her hips one way or another until she sighed and flung her head back with her pussy stuffed full of cock.
When she planted her hands on my chest and looked into my eyes as she started to ride my cock up and down I knew that I would give her anything she wanted for the rest of her life. She fucking owned me and I knew it.
I pulled her head down for my kiss and fucked up into her as she rolled her hips and fucked my cock. She bounced that ass, sending my cock into orbit as I squeezed her plump firm flesh between my hands making her pussy walls tighten.
I left her lips for her breasts and fed on them until pre-cum leaked into her from my aching cock.
The harder I sucked, the faster she fucked me and there was no doubt that she was the one doing the fucking. My mind was blown.
“Fuck baby, you’re so good at this, you feel so fucking good on my cock.” My words seemed to ignite her and she fucked herself harder on my cock.
“Fuck me daddy fuck me harder like that.” She flung her head back, arched her back and rode my cock like a big girl.
Her pussy milked my cock as she moved her hips and squeezed her pussy in a rhythm that only she knew. She was lost in pleasure as she used my cock to bring her to orgasm.
As her body shook and she screamed I threw her to her back and pounded out my lust in her. Her legs came around me drawing me in deeper and her nails scored the flesh of my back.
“Yes-yes-yes-yes-yes.” She screamed over and over as her ass moved faster and her legs rocked back and forth on my hips with her orgasm.
I pulled out again and came all over her stomach before dropping my head to her shoulder. “Fuck I didn’t mean to do this.” I felt her tense beneath me and turn away.
“Don’t be like that Dakota, you have to understand. I feel like I’ve taken your innocence, like I’ve taken advantage of you. Everything that I’ve done for you before now seem to be tainted, as if this was my purpose all along.”
“But I wanted you to, I still do daddy.” Was it perverse that I like hearing her call me that in that sweet sexy voice? That daddy no longer meant what it used to?
Was that the attraction, the taste of the forbidden? Somehow I don’t think so. I’d never felt in anyway sexual towards her in the beginning when we first brought her home, when she first started calling me that.
And even after Natalia was gone and I realized I had feelings for her, I never meant to act on them. It was only after seeing her naked ass under her skirt that I’d lost all will to resist.
“Listen honey, you have to give me some time to think about this. It’s a big change for both of us and you’re still my first priority. I still have to make sure I do what’s right for you.”
She didn’t seem to be listening and her stubborn little face was set. I’d forgotten that look.
It was obvious I wasn’t getting anywhere with her, and it would be beyond confusing to tell her these things and still share her bed again tonight, so I got up and left her room and went back to my cold lonely bed.
14
Dakota
We were at a stalemate. He hadn’t touched me in days and it was as if he was avoiding me altogether.
In the mornings he was gone long before I woke up and he never came home until long after I was in bed at night.
I missed him so much it hurt, and when I gave in and called he’d let my calls go to voicemail and text me back later with some mundane excuse.
I didn’t see him for a whole week in which I worried every second that he was with her. That he’d made up his mind about us and once again I’d lost.
When she came over one night right after he came home early for once, I saw red and came very close to saying or doing something I’d regret.
This time I didn’t run away like a little girl, this was my home she was the intruder. Apparently she was there to pick up some papers. I learned this when I listened in at the door to his office after following them.
I also heard more than she expected me to. “I think I know what your problem is, you need to have a child of your own. Your wife couldn’t have children but there’s nothing stopping you and I…”
I didn’t hear what else she said as my whole world came crashing down. My heart felt like it was broken in a million pieces as I walked away in tears.
I didn’t hear her leave but he came to my room not long after and found me in tears. “Why are you crying?”
I don’t know what came over me, but it was as if all the old hurts and disappointments and fears just boiled up inside me and I just flew off the bed and attacked him.
“Did you sleep with her you bastard?” I pounded his chest and shoulders with my fists as tears ran down my face.
I swore at him, telling him how much I hated him, her and everyone else in this rotten world. I lost it completely and just let it all out.
“Stop it.” He held my hands together and I used my feet and teeth as I went wild.
“Did you fuck her?” The words came out choppy and disjointed past the pain in my heart.
“No I didn’t sleep with her.”
“I don’t mean now I mean those days and nights when you were avoiding me.”
“I said no now stop it.” He shook me but I was too mad to stop.
“I hate you, why is she coming here?” I dug my nails into his chest and tried to bite him. We wrestled with each other until he pushed me bac
k against the bed.
“Is this what you want?” He pulled his cock from his shorts and spread my legs open. I was naked under his tee shirt. My breasts hurt and between my legs I was wet and needy.
I felt him come into me deep and my world righted itself again. I grabbed his shoulders and wrapped my legs around his ass pulling him deeper into me as our lips met in heat and passion.
He was so big inside me, stretching me, making me feel so good. He grabbed my hands and held them above my head on the bed as he pounded into me as if trying to punish me but I loved every second of it.
“Yes daddy fuck me harder, I love the way you feel inside me.” I pushed up against him as he lowered his head to my nipple and bit down. I freed my hands and ran them over his head as he made love to me harder, deeper, rougher and gloried in the way he used my body as if he couldn’t get enough.
I felt wanton, needed, cherished with each thrust he made into my body. “Yes daddy like that.” My hips moved faster as my moans got away from me.
“I want to suck your cock.” I’d learned since our last time together that my words had a powerful effect on him and now was no different.
He pounded me harder before pulling out and flipping me around on the bed. He got up behind me and lifted my ass in the air and I felt his mouth on me making me feel so good.
I pushed back against his tongue until I felt my body tighten. “Oh yes, fuck me daddy, please fuck me.” Instead he got on his back and pulled me over him with my head at his feet and drove his tongue back into me.
I wasn’t sure what to do at first but the sight of his hard cock in front of me was all the incentive I needed.
I took him into my mouth and cleaned my taste from his thick hard flesh and was rewarded with his moans of unbridled pleasure.
His tongue dug deeper inside me and I reveled in the feeling but I wanted more I wanted him inside me again, filling me up.
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