by Cj Paul
without agenda or expectation
2:42am
Alexander Armstrong
For years without end.
2:42am
Claire Nichole Eden
It's impossible not to smile when you are involved
2:43am
Alexander Armstrong
That effect is mutual then
And that makes me smile even more
2:43am
Claire Nichole Eden
How on earth are we to navigate our circumstances and distance?
Uh oh, I’ve dropped the bomb, the question. My breath catches as I fear his response. More precisely, I fear causing him to flee from this clingy broad who has just begun chatting with him, and is already trying to work out how to ‘be’ together. I can hardly believe it myself, and have no idea where that thought even came from.
2:44am
Alexander Armstrong
How can we help not to? We'll figure something out.
Meanwhile, we still have each other.
2:44am
Claire Nichole Eden
AAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
2:45am
Alexander Armstrong
LOL I LOVE your laugh!!!!!!!!
2:45am
Claire Nichole Eden
I warned you about it
2:45am
Alexander Armstrong
You harden me. And you melt me.
2:45am
Claire Nichole Eden
That's cuz you're like gold
You make me woozy
and pliant
2:46am
Alexander Armstrong
Awww. See what I mean? Damn, woman. You'll not be sorry for your bending. And I'll bend too.
2:46am
Claire Nichole Eden
I yearn to bend, as you've described
All this talk of ‘bending’ conjures visions of Cirque du Soleil contortionists. But I know precisely what Alex means. And this is a first for me. I’ve never bent to anyone, deferred to anyone. Just the opposite. Throughout my life, I’ve always been either an independent entity or, when in a group, the one in charge. Not by choice. More by fate, and I have no idea why. All I do know is that while I’ve never sought positions of responsibility or power, I am invariably thrust into them. What I‘ve secretly yearned for is the anti-feminist model of a Neanderthal clunking a woman over the head with his club and dragging her by the hair, back to his cave. I’ve mentioned this occasionally to friends and lovers over the years, but inexplicably, no one has taken me seriously.
And now, here is this king among men summoning me, telling me he will bend me. And that I will enjoy it. And telling me to come. Oh my!
2:49am
Alexander Armstrong
Woozy and pliant are breathtaking. But I'd just as soon see you breathless, screaming, and convulsing in bliss.
2:50am
Claire Nichole Eden
That would be most readily achieved were you to impale me with you
OMG, I’m a trollop!
2:51am
Alexander Armstrong
I think I know a dozen or more ways to achieve that effect. Even a hand on your belly might make you scream, if properly applied. But impaling...that I can do too.
I'd have you drenched before I dreamt of entry.
And to feel you hot and wet and drawing me in, your chest heaving, your arms tugging
To grasp a handful of your hair and pull your mouth to mine
And feel your breasts pressed against my chest
3:09am
Claire Nichole Eden
You have had me in nearly a perpetual state of climax
This fever pitch is impossible to maintain
and yet....................
3:10am
Alexander Armstrong
Maintain? Submit.
Let it roll over you and through you.
3:10am
Claire Nichole Eden
Oh it has been
but it is incredibly intense
3:11am
Alexander Armstrong
You have no idea how lovely that is to hear.
I’m overwhelmed with gratitude.
I so want to kiss you right now.
3:12am
Claire Nichole Eden
Ugh......... My neck is killing from tightening while my core rocks in appreciation of what you share
3:13am
Alexander Armstrong
I give wicked good massages. I could work that out in a few minutes. Hot lavender oil. Firm strong hands. The knowledge of how to press and rub.
3:14am
Claire Nichole Eden
I so want to kiss your manhood right now
3:14am
Alexander Armstrong
Oh god! Speechless and hard.
3:15am
Claire Nichole Eden
I want you pressed into me
I want you rubbing inside of me
3:16am
Alexander Armstrong
Then feel it.
Feel me hard inside you.
Feel yourself stretched and welcoming and slick
Feel me pulsing there, in the folds of your flesh, and entering, and withdrawing, and entering again
3:18am
Claire Nichole Eden
Oh dear God
3:19am
Alexander Armstrong
Feel me swell within
Feel your breast taken firmly in my hand
Feel my mouth on your throat
Feel my back, as you wrap your legs around and yearn for more, eager and abandoned and wild
Feel my hair tickle your breasts
Feel my hands pin your hands above your head
3:22am
Claire Nichole Eden
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3:23am
Alexander Armstrong
Feel our bodies crashing together
Feel the grind of loins
Feel heat and sweat
See eyes rolling
3:25am
Claire Nichole Eden
I effing love Facebook!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahha
3:26am
Alexander Armstrong
LOL Me too
Damn. You carry me away...
I love it!
3:27am
Claire Nichole Eden
You've been transporting me for hours
to be honest, it's exhausting!!!!!!!!!!!!
3:27am
Alexander Armstrong
But that was just the first act...there's a whole lot more. Just saying...
And trust me, when our conversation ends, I'll need to do something with this raging erection. Cold shower? Or not.
3:29am
Claire Nichole Eden
I would give anything to feel the surge of you unleashing deep inside me
Please tell me you won't take a cold shower
3:30am
Alexander Armstrong
I think it may be a little late for cold showers.
3:31am
Claire Nichole Eden
Please tell me you'll lovingly wrap your hand around your cock... picturing my lips in your hand's stead
3:32am
Alexander Armstrong
Oh god. When you put it that way.....fuck. Promise.
3:32am
Claire Nichole Eden
Please tell me that every stroke will evoke thoughts of sliding in and out of my hungering mouth and trembling throat
3:33am
Alexander Armstrong
Gasp. Tremble. Yes.
3:33am
Claire Nichole Eden
That you will hear my moans increase in urgency as my mouth begins to water
and I speed up my assault
suddenly ravenous for your seed
Tell me you will picture exploding in my mouth
as I gurgle and gulp
3:35am
Alexander Armst
rong
Having a hard time typing
3:36am
Claire Nichole Eden
Trying my best to swallow it all
while some drips out of the corners of my mouth
Kiss me now
3:37am
Alexander Armstrong
My hand tugging your hair, and ravenously devouring your mouth
3:38am
Claire Nichole Eden
Yes
please
And directing me, as one might a high spirited filly
3:39am
Alexander Armstrong
My cock still hard and pressed against your belly
3:42am
Claire Nichole Eden
Tell me more
3:43am
Alexander Armstrong
Lifting you by your ass, pressing you against the wall, and lowering you onto me
Filling you
3:43am
Claire Nichole Eden
Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Is this the first date chivalry you mentioned?
3:44am
Alexander Armstrong
I can feel your nails in my back, your head thrown back, your torso writhing.
This is the second date. All bets are off.
3:44am
Claire Nichole Eden
All clothes are off
Can we have a second date on our first date?
3:45am
Alexander Armstrong
All inhibitions are off. We can have as many dates as you want on our first date. As you wish, my lady.
3:45
Claire Nichole Eden
I want you as many times as you'll have me
on our first date
3:46am
Alexander Armstrong
I think you might make it past the kitchen door, before I tear off your clothes and take you on the kitchen table.
3:47am
Claire Nichole Eden
That should work out nicely since you will be undressed in the doorway
3:47am
Alexander Armstrong
I'll be standing there naked if you wish.
3:48am
Claire Nichole Eden
Then I will be kneeling outside your door when you answer it
3:49am
Alexander Armstrong
I'd lift you, wrap your legs around my neck, and see if we could manage to make it past the threshold.
Clothes are of little consequence..
But I'd want to taste your sugary lips. Bury my face in your thighs. Tease your clit with my tongue and take you in my mouth. Slide knowing fingers inside and feel the slightly rough mound of your g spot. And make you squirt in bliss.
3:50am
Claire Nichole Eden
You mentioned being shy. Wow, i can't wait to see you NOT be shy
3:51am
Alexander Armstrong
This IS me being shy. LOL
3:52am
Claire Nichole Eden
This is you being a god
3:53am
Alexander Armstrong
This is me worshipping at the altar of sublimity. Of feminine perfection.
3:54am
Claire Nichole Eden
I want to shower you in a fountain of the pleasure you've conjured
And…
3:55am
Alexander Armstrong
And my mouth will hungrily lap up your waters.
3:55am
Claire Nichole Eden
I also want you to ravish me to satisfy your mounting need
3:55am
Alexander Armstrong
When I mount you, there will be no NEED. Just ecstasy.
3:56am
Claire Nichole Eden
I want to sit on you... with you in me... tantric lotus style
I want to look into your eyes and see them change
as you swell inside me
I want you to feel me quiver
and see me cum
just by your holding me in your arms
3:57am
Alexander Armstrong
That, Love, I can do. And god how I want that.
3:58am
Claire Nichole Eden
My head is spinning, sweetheart
3:58am
Alexander Armstrong
I want to feel your muscles tighten around me, suck me in, see the roll and gloss of your eyes...
Watch your nipples harden, as I mouth them
Taste the salt of your skin
3:59am
Claire Nichole Eden
My nipples have been hard for 2 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gad i have to get up in 3 hours and have much to do
How much longer till you at last take your rest?
4:00am
Alexander Armstrong
LMAO! Good! I've been hard for two days too! Do you know how difficult it is for a man to pee with a raging erection?
4:00am
Claire Nichole Eden
That is hilarious!
And now my delicious bit of kismet, I must away and tend to some domesticity before I drift off with thoughts of you making me yours
Will you be going to the river tonight?
4:02am
Alexander Armstrong
*sigh* Then, by your leave, my Lady Claire, I'll depart. But unwillingly. And with desperate anticipation of your next call.
4:03am
Claire Nichole Eden
Will you be going to the river tonight?
4:03am
Alexander Armstrong
I shall. I need to.
4:04
Claire Nichole Eden
Alexander........ I am smitten
utterly
4:04am
Alexander Armstrong
As am I. entirely.
I leave you with a kiss.
4:05am
Claire Nichole Eden
Where
4:06am
Alexander Armstrong
My hand cupping your neck, and pulling your mouth to mine. Tongues playing, before I hungrily drop lower to your breasts.
And linger there for a moment to feel your nipple harden in my mouth, and drop lower, to taste your navel.
And feeling you heave and gasp, with your ass in my hands, I drop lower still
And take your clit into my hungry lips
And my tongue caresses you, and strays lower and probes you
And I feel your back arch, and your legs tremor
And I take you in my mouth again, taste your honey, let it wash my lips, while my fingers find your sweetest spots
4:10am
Claire Nichole Eden
You sure know how to kiss!!!!!!!!
4:10am
Alexander Armstrong
And massaging you inside, and mouthing and teasing you without, I feel you begin to convulse. But I stop. Because, after all, it is just a second date.
4:11am
Claire Nichole Eden
Date or no you WILL be mine that night
Enjoy your jaunt, sweet Alexander
I hope to hear of your river thoughts
And now I begrudgingly bid you good night..... a very good night xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
4:12am
Alexander Armstrong
And you shall. Rest well Lady Love. Sweet sweet dreams. I'm sure I'll find you in mine.
xoxoxoxoxo
4:12am
Claire Nichole Eden
xoxoxoxoxooxox
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
‘When’ I come and see him? What was I thinking?
Answer: I wasn’t.
Chapter Nineteen5:17am
Alexander Armstrong
No walk tonight. Awkward with an erection. And I did as you asked. I thought of you, felt your lips around me, felt your mouth eager and wet. And filled it too. But I'm still harder than 100 year oak, and you, Love, are hotter than Georgia asphalt. And all I can thi
nk to say is yes. And thank you. And bring it. God, I hardly know what I'm saying. You inebriate me. Time for dreams. Oh and how I pray I find you there. This is no mere infatuation, Cariña. And I don't mean to scare you. You know I'm neither fickle nor defenseless. But I AM defenseless with you. You make me as clay, waiting to be shaped in your hand, a blank page, longing for your script. I can barely type, so I'll sleep. But you compel me in a thousand ways. xoxoxoxo
7:57am
Claire Nichole Eden
I've not yet slept
I couldn't
My slumbers kept getting interrupted by thoughts of you
and you demanded my attention
I am sorry to have cost you your walk
I’ve been reading your description of release and rapture and marveling at all that you are
I did 'lol' about the 100 year oak and in so doing woke the dog!
As for the rest of what you wrote.... you could never scare me.... you're the type one turns to when they are scared. not runs from
I hope you are sleeping well, and that you somehow pull me into your dream world with you
I woke up to sore abs.... ala you!
What can i say
you send me
Can't wait to speak with you again
It could very well be agony until I do so
Yours
8:15am
Claire Nichole Eden
Ugh.......... can't concentrate
I just need a small fix of you
just a quick bit
then i can begin my day
but until then........ grrrrrrrrrrr
10:12am
Alexander Armstrong
Ooooh. I love it when you growl