by Cathryn Fox
He didn’t look forward to confronting either Paul Paris or his ex-in-laws. But the thought of seeing Lindy suddenly didn’t seem as daunting as it had. He would go and talk to her and sign whatever forms they had for him and get out.
Tonight he could be back to himself again. Playing basketball. He headed for the garage, grabbing his jacket. Maybe Lindy would watch his game tonight. The thought buoyed him. It was a new sensation. He smiled until he got behind the wheel and his thoughts turned back to the business at hand. The bank. Roxanne.
“Barry Dennis played spectacularly tonight as the Celtics beat their old archrivals, the Philadelphia 76ers. He came up with a triple double, scoring twenty-eight points, nabbing fourteen rebounds and dishing seventeen assists,” a nearby sportscaster said as he stood in front of a camera outside the Celtics dressing room. Roxanne was relieved that he’d done so well and the team won. She hoped it put him in a generous mood.
But she dreaded seeing him. He had made his feelings clearer than spring water. He was ditching her and playing the meaner-than-ever basketball machine. She had called their game off. She was beyond disappointed that he hadn’t argued; that she hadn’t explained.
Standing on the edge of the parquet on the still-lit court near the locker room tunnel, she shook her head. No matter how it was between them, one thing was certain, she needed to convince Barry of the importance of his role as Lindy’s father. She knew firsthand how much a little girl who’d lost her mother needed her father.
With the empty Garden surrounding her, she looked up at the scoreboard as if it held life’s very secrets. She couldn’t help dreaming. She hadn’t been this anxious about anything since…well, since she began her affair with Barry six months ago.
She turned toward the dimly lit corridor and walked in the direction of the hubbub as some of the players came out of the locker room. She couldn’t postpone her meeting with Barry any longer. Then she declared herself silly, as she felt the rush of adrenaline and the hammering of her heartbeat.
Why hadn’t she told Barry that the police were going to come by and question him today? Why hadn’t she told him that she was now completely unemployed?
And why the hell didn’t she tell him the reason she couldn’t play the damned game anymore was because she’d fallen in love with him?
Waiting outside the locker room, Roxanne recognized some of the media people, but for once in her life, she tried to keep a low profile. Unfortunately, Pat Banyan from the Herald wasn’t about to let his opportunity to get even with her slip away.
“Roxanne Monet? How are you? What are you doing here? No, let me guess.” The man stepped up to her. He didn’t quite reach her height since she wore heels. He held out his hand, but she wasn’t about to take it. For all his toothy grin and friendly tone, she could hear the menacing sarcasm underneath and knew he was ready to pounce.
“You’re waiting for Barry Dennis, right? Hot night on the town? I can see it now: ‘Hoop Superstar Dates Murder Suspect—Loses Custody Battle.’ And what else? We’ll see, I suppose. The man stands to lose a lot. And I thought he was smart.” Banyan’s chuckle sounded like a growl. More than a few interested stares turned in their direction. Exactly as he wanted it to maximize her embarrassment. It was clear he didn’t care much about Barry Dennis and he cared even less about any consequences to her. But that was the business of the media and she ought to know. Her conscience pinged at the thought, but this was no time to be thinking about a career change.
“Are you the last word on intelligence, Mr. Banyan?” She allowed the skepticism to drag out her words. He flushed pink. He must not be used to public insult. Unlike herself. She was becoming quite immune to lewd, scathing looks, remarks, and other bad vibes from the world at large. One could get used to anything when one had no choice.
“Mind if I ask you a few questions?” He paused. She didn’t answer. She wondered where Barry was. Banyan continued in a louder voice.
“Why did you kill your husband? Was it for Barry Dennis?” The man looked around then, satisfied at the gasps from the small crowd of people. In spite of their shocked sensibilities, there was a subtle shift of movement in the group that seemed to bring them closer to her. Or maybe she was paranoid.
Keeping herself from slapping the self-satisfied grin from Banyan’s face took about all the willpower she possessed.
“Not talking, eh? Well, I’ll get the story one way or another, Ms. Monet.”
“I’m sure you will. I hope you’re not disappointed.” Thankfully the media was let into the dressing room then and he joined the throng streaming in the door. Roxanne was left in the hall with the players’ families and friends and she sighed with relief. For the moment.
The others looked at her sideways, thanks to Pat’s loud mention of her current notorious status as a number one murder suspect. The one thing that really bothered her about all this was the possible effect on Lindy. She didn’t want the little girl hurt. And she didn’t want Barry’s custody battle hurt. She swept the thought to the back of her mind and focused on the business of tonight’s visit. She knew if she saw herself in a mirror right now she’d see defiance in her face. Her jaw clenched with it.
Guilt was one thing she was determined they’d sure as hell never see. She glared back at one woman glancing her way. The woman was startled and quickly looked away to talk to her friend in a frantic whisper.
Roxanne hoped to God that Barry would dress quickly tonight and evade the clutches of the press. She wondered what questions they might ask that had nothing to do with basketball. Whatever they wanted to know, they were taking their time. At quarter to ten on New Year’s Eve, Roxanne was still waiting outside the Celtics dressing room. At one point the security guard asked her her business.
“Don’t worry, I’ll be glad to leave. As soon as Barry Dennis walks through that door.” She lifted her chin toward the Celtics locker room.
“You media?” He checked the red media pass clipped to her Louis Vuitton.
“No.”
“Oh. I get it.” He leered.
“Good for you.” Roxanne turned from the man and walked toward one of the locker room doors.
Barry stood in the locker room doorway and scanned the hall and saw Roxanne. She stood there with her hands on her hips, bag slung over a shoulder, wearing a slinky black dress and clutching a faux fur that dragged on the floor next to her. He schooled his face to neutral as it occurred to him she might as well be tapping her toe with her impatience. Inwardly, he grinned.
“Are you quite ready?” She said to him as if he’d been in there for a day instead of an hour. He took his time coming through the door and looked around. His date stood not far away with Vicki McCall observing Roxanne closely.
He spoke to Roxanne in a quiet voice. “Depends on what you have in mind?” Old habit. Irresistible habit. He took her arm and pulled her in the opposite direction from Vicki and her friend. They had to wait for Dave anyway.
“I didn’t get the impression earlier that you were planning to celebrate the New Year with me?”
He could swear he heard a hopeful note in her voice. His pulse spiked and he got that familiar rush he always got around her. “No. I’m not. I have a date.” He watched her reaction, not sure what he expected. Not sure what he wanted to see.
“Great. Then what am I doing here?” Her eyes glittered. He had to look away. The hurt he saw and heard was unmistakable. She hadn’t been bluffing. They were no longer playing games.
“You wanted my money, remember?” He hadn’t forgotten the reason she called. All business then. And as much as he’d like to, he hadn’t forgotten the force of his reaction to her call. He used the churned-up emotion, labeled it anger, and aimed it at her. It was his only line of defense against her caring.
“You should have mailed it. Why did you ask me to come here? To throw another woman in my face to prove you don’t want me? Or maybe it was to prove it to yourself.” Her voice was low and intense. The clench of her jaw was
fierce and the sparkle in her eye showed as much defiant determination as it did sorrow.
He felt panic, seeing the rawness of her feelings. He wasn’t sure if he could allow himself to be as vulnerable as she was now. Even as he felt the anger slipping away to something else, he forced it back into place.
“Stop it, Roxanne. Don’t throw accusations at me. You wanted to stop playing games. But there’s nothing else left for us. So don’t try and make something out of nothing.” He sounded reasonable and righteous to himself.
“Nothing?” One word, uttered in disbelief and sorrow. Her chin was less defiant and more vulnerable. But she remained proud, staring directly into his eyes.
He looked away again and muttered a curse under his breath. She chuckled low and hoarse. When he turned back to her there was no smile, but a pained and knowing look. She spoke again, in a more composed voice.
“I see you don’t know how to stop playing games. How sad for you.” She paused.
He stared at her, unable to say what he had to say. Her eyes glistened, strong and pained all at once. He hardened himself to emotion before anything could show on his own face. She quirked an ever-so-slight smile at that.
“Have a good New Year. Mail me the check.” She turned and walked away, carelessly dragging her coat, heels clicking with determined, unhurried steps.
He wanted to stop her. He would have grabbed her, but she was gone. He watched her walk away down the dark corridor into the storage area of the Garden before he dragged his eyes away.
The two women waiting for him glared as he turned their way. They’d clearly been watching his exchange with Roxanne. They were silent but looked ready to pounce. Whatever they might dish out would be meaningless because he felt numb courtesy of Roxanne. He stood in front of them with his arms crossed. They attacked.
“I’m glad you got rid of that woman, Barry. Did you know she murdered her husband? What were you doing talking to her anyway?” Vicki’s friend Karen Marie said.
He’d been wrong about being numb. He felt the sting of the words as if he’d been accused of murder himself. He made a conscious effort to keep his voice low. “She did not murder anyone.” He added, “I was talking to her because she’s a friend.” The statement surprised him. It was true.
Vicki spoke in a hushed voice. “Then I should warn you that one of the reporters made a comment earlier implying that you were somehow more involved than that. Made it sound like maybe she murdered her husband because of you.” She regarded him with a sympathetic yet curious glint in her eye.
He had to laugh, though he wasn’t at all amused. If reporters were talking like that, then Al could be right and his relationship Roxanne might well affect his custody suit. He felt cold fury. Worse still, her relationship with Lindy might be affected.
As they waited for Dave, more press emerged from the dressing room and the dark dingy hallway got crowded and noisy. While he was engaged in conversation and the guards were around, at least the fans didn’t bother him. But the very second he turned toward Dave McCall’s voice, a new bevy of reporters closed in.
One young stringer opened his mouth and Barry sighed with resignation. The boy’s eyes widened in amazement at some sight beyond Barry down the hall. Barry turned.
Two cops, three Garden security guards, and a sixth man who might be a detective were walking his way. The plainclothes man looked directly at him with a plainclothes blank stare that caused Barry heart-sinking apprehension. He had no idea what was going on until he saw Roxanne beside the detective. The man took her elbow, holding it to guide her alongside him as if she were reluctant to be there.
Barry met her eyes. Her look was almost pleading. The detective’s badge snapped as they stopped in front of him and brought the entire crowd abruptly to silent attention.
“Detective Brent Turner, Marblehead Police Department. I’m conducting a homicide investigation, Mr. Dennis. I’d like to ask you a few questions if you’d be so kind as to accompany me to the station.”
This was no joke. He glanced around at the gaping reporters, friends, fans and teammates. This was a hell of a mess.
“I’d love to assist you in clearing up any misunderstandings you have, but couldn’t we do this another time, Detective?”
“We’ve been trying to contact you for a day and a half. We generally like to avoid unnecessary delays, keep the wheels of justice spinning.” The detective glanced at Roxanne. She must have been exerting great control not to slap Turner’s face. She stood taller.
“Ms. Monet here has already tried to ah…persuade me to postpone this talk. But I promise it shouldn’t take long.”
Roxanne flinched. Barry darted her another glance and stopped himself quickly from wondering exactly what the detective meant. When the first camera flashed amongst the crowd, Detective Turner took charge.
“Let’s take this discussion to more private quarters?”
It was a convincing argument and Barry started following the man back the way they’d come. The detective still held Roxanne’s elbow.
The media erupted. “Ms. Monet, what is Mr. Dennis’s involvement in the murder of your late husband?”
“Detective, are you prepared to make an arrest yet and if so, who will it be? Who’s the number one suspect at this time?”
Turner turned back to face the reporters as they continued to pepper him, Roxanne and Barry with questions.
“We’ll be holding a press conference tomorrow, ladies and gentlemen. I’m sure you can wait until then.” Detective Turner and his men all proceeded, taking Roxanne with them, save one blue uniform who waited for Barry.
“Do you want me to call your lawyer?” Dave whispered the question over his shoulder.
Barry turned to him. “Yeah. Have him meet us at the station in Marblehead. And you I’ll meet at the Top of the Hub at midnight—or shortly thereafter.” He gave Dave his best confident smirk. Dave looked skeptical.
Then he joined the group of police as they walked down the hall to where two cruisers with flashing lights sat parked just inside the Garden garage at the top of the ramp.
Detective Turner shoved him and Roxanne into the back seat of the cruiser before getting into his own car. Then they all drove off.
The Marblehead Police Department was housed in a sleek new concrete slab building, as cold and intimidating as Roxanne remembered it from her earlier visit. But she felt nothing but numbness in spite of every reason to feel terror or at least apprehension. Before Don’s death, she’d never visited the place and couldn’t have dreamed up this scenario in her most wild of visions. Nothing seemed real. She decided she was better off that way as she nodded at Detective Turner when he held the glass door open for her. She allowed him to escort her straight through to a windowless room with a couch, two chairs and a soda machine in the corner. She looked at the Diet Pepsi. Her mouth dried up.
“Can we get this over with quickly, detective?” Barry began pacing, effectively shrinking the room.
She sat in one of the boxy upholstered chairs and the detective took a seat near her, armed with a digital recorder and notebook.
“Sure. What’s your relationship with Roxanne Monet?” Brent Turner looked up at Barry. Barry turned to face him abruptly with a growl.
The detective spoke again before Barry had a chance to respond. “Before we get into this, let me just say that Ms. Monet,” he turned toward her, “you don’t need to be here for this. You may leave if you like. I had you come along to get Mr. Dennis’s cooperation.” He spoke with such impeccable manners and pleasant smile aimed at her that she felt like his guest as opposed to a murder suspect. That put her on edge all the more.
“Thank you.” She matched his polite style. “I’m here now. I may as well stay for the party.”
“Don’t stay on my account,” Barry said, not so graciously.
She gave him her most genuine smile and knew her pain showed through. She refused to play even one more single move in their game. Not even for the bene
fit of the detective. She looked back to Brent Turner with a nod to indicate he should continue.
“You can answer the question any time, Mr. Dennis.”
“Sure. The answer is we have no relationship.”
She felt the stab and reflexively held in her response. Or maybe it was the shock that kept her mute and expressionless.
“I find that hard to believe. Let me remind you that we are gathering evidence for a possible murder and if you impede our progress or mislead us in any way …”
“Fuck the bull, Turner. I said we no longer have a relationship and I meant it. I’m not here to invent stories. I have nothing to hide. I’ll admit that we did have what you might call an amorous relationship in the past. But that’s over,” Barry spoke directly to Turner with his back to her. But he turned to her when he finished and gave her a hard stare, as if challenging her to say otherwise.
“Is this true, Ms. Monet?” Turner asked her.
“Yes.” She said the word without hesitating, but it wasn’t easy. The strangled sound of her voice belied the cost. She kept her eyes on the detective. He made no response.
He turned to Barry once more. “When did it begin?”
“I don’t know. Last fall. September, October …” Barry waved his hand imprecisely as he resumed pacing, face aimed at the floor.
“You’ll have to be more specific, Mr. Dennis.”
Barry stopped and pivoted, his look belligerent. “It wasn’t until after her husband was dead, if that’s what you’re getting at.” He walked to the couch and sat on the end near the detective, leaning forward with his menacing game face in place.
“How do you know that?”
“Because she told me.” He flicked her an accusing glance.
The detective appeared perfectly comfortable, as if he were about to pour tea for their little party. He let that response sit for a moment and turned his attention to her.
“Ms. Monet, when did you begin your relationship with Barry Dennis?”
“Several months after Donald was gone. We met at a benefit function for Children’s Mercy Hospital. I told you all this, Detective. I’ve told you every possible detail of my love life since I met my late husband.”