by Henry James
“With pleasure. I will make them at you!” answered Felix.
“How much longer,” asked Eugenia, in a moment, “do you propose to remain in this lovely spot?”
Felix stared. “Do you want to go away—already?”
” ‘Already’ is delicious. I am not so happy as you.”
Felix dropped into a chair, looking at the fire. “The fact is I am happy,” he said in his light, clear tone.
“And do you propose to spend your life in making love to Gertrude Wentworth?”
“Yes!” said Felix, smiling sidewise at his sister.
The Baroness returned his glance, much more gravely; and then, “Do you like her?” she asked.
“Don’t you?” Felix demanded.
The Baroness was silent a moment. “I will answer you in the words of the gentleman who was asked if he liked music: ‘Je ne la crains pas!’”
“She admires you immensely,” said Felix.
“I don’t care for that. Other women should not admire one.”
“They should dislike you?”
Again Madame Munster hesitated. “They should hate me! It ‘s a measure of the time I have been losing here that they don’t.”
“No time is lost in which one has been happy!” said Felix, with a bright sententiousness which may well have been a little irritating.
“And in which,” rejoined his sister, with a harsher laugh, “one has secured the affections of a young lady with a fortune!”
Felix explained, very candidly and seriously. “I have secured Gertrude’s affection, but I am by no means sure that I have secured her fortune. That may come—or it may not.”
“Ah, well, it may! That ‘s the great point.”
“It depends upon her father. He does n’t smile upon our union. You know he wants her to marry Mr. Brand.”
“I know nothing about it!” cried the Baroness. “Please to put on a log.” Felix complied with her request and sat watching the quickening of the flame. Presently his sister added, “And you propose to elope with mademoiselle?”
“By no means. I don’t wish to do anything that ‘s disagreeable to Mr. Wentworth. He has been far too kind to us.”
“But you must choose between pleasing yourself and pleasing him.”
“I want to please every one!” exclaimed Felix, joyously. “I have a good conscience. I made up my mind at the outset that it was not my place to make love to Gertrude.”
“So, to simplify matters, she made love to you!”
Felix looked at his sister with sudden gravity. “You say you are not afraid of her,” he said. “But perhaps you ought to be—a little. She ‘s a very clever person.”
“I begin to see it!” cried the Baroness. Her brother, making no rejoinder, leaned back in his chair, and there was a long silence. At last, with an altered accent, Madame Munster put another question. “You expect, at any rate, to marry?”
“I shall be greatly disappointed if we don’t.”
“A disappointment or two will do you good!” the Baroness declared. “And, afterwards, do you mean to turn American?”
“It seems to me I am a very good American already. But we shall go to Europe. Gertrude wants extremely to see the world.”
“Ah, like me, when I came here!” said the Baroness, with a little laugh.
“No, not like you,” Felix rejoined, looking at his sister with a certain gentle seriousness. While he looked at her she rose from her chair, and he also got up. “Gertrude is not at all like you,” he went on; “but in her own way she is almost as clever.” He paused a moment; his soul was full of an agreeable feeling and of a lively disposition to express it. His sister, to his spiritual vision, was always like the lunar disk when only a part of it is lighted. The shadow on this bright surface seemed to him to expand and to contract; but whatever its proportions, he always appreciated the moonlight. He looked at the Baroness, and then he kissed her. “I am very much in love with Gertrude,” he said. Eugenia turned away and walked about the room, and Felix continued. “She is very interesting, and very different from what she seems. She has never had a chance. She is very brilliant. We will go to Europe and amuse ourselves.”
The Baroness had gone to the window, where she stood looking out. The day was drearier than ever; the rain was doggedly falling. “Yes, to amuse yourselves,” she said at last, “you had decidedly better go to Europe!” Then she turned round, looking at her brother. A chair stood near her; she leaned her hands upon the back of it. “Don’t you think it is very good of me,” she asked, “to come all this way with you simply to see you properly married— if properly it is?”
“Oh, it will be properly!” cried Felix, with light eagerness.
The Baroness gave a little laugh. “You are thinking only of yourself, and you don’t answer my question. While you are amusing yourself— with the brilliant Gertrude—what shall I be doing?”
“Vous serez de la partie!” cried Felix.
“Thank you: I should spoil it.” The Baroness dropped her eyes for some moments. “Do you propose, however, to leave me here?” she inquired.
Felix smiled at her. “My dearest sister, where you are concerned I never propose. I execute your commands.”
“I believe,” said Eugenia, slowly, “that you are the most heartless person living. Don’t you see that I am in trouble?”
“I saw that you were not cheerful, and I gave you some good news.”
“Well, let me give you some news,” said the Baroness. “You probably will not have discovered it for yourself. Robert Acton wants to marry me.”
“No, I had not discovered that. But I quite understand it. Why does it make you unhappy?”
“Because I can’t decide.”
“Accept him, accept him!” cried Felix, joyously. “He is the best fellow in the world.”
“He is immensely in love with me,” said the Baroness.
“And he has a large fortune. Permit me in turn to remind you of that.”
“Oh, I am perfectly aware of it,” said Eugenia. “That ‘s a great item in his favor. I am terribly candid.” And she left her place and came nearer her brother, looking at him hard. He was turning over several things; she was wondering in what manner he really understood her.
There were several ways of understanding her: there was what she said, and there was what she meant, and there was something, between the two, that was neither. It is probable that, in the last analysis, what she meant was that Felix should spare her the necessity of stating the case more exactly and should hold himself commissioned to assist her by all honorable means to marry the best fellow in the world. But in all this it was never discovered what Felix understood.
“Once you have your liberty, what are your objections?” he asked.
“Well, I don’t particularly like him.”
“Oh, try a little.”
“I am trying now,” said Eugenia. “I should succeed better if he did n’t live here. I could never live here.”
“Make him go to Europe,” Felix suggested.
“Ah, there you speak of happiness based upon violent effort,” the Baroness rejoined. “That is not what I am looking for. He would never live in Europe.”
“He would live anywhere, with you!” said Felix, gallantly.
His sister looked at him still, with a ray of penetration in her charming eyes; then she turned away again. “You see, at all events,” she presently went on, “that if it had been said of me that I had come over here to seek my fortune it would have to be added that I have found it!”
“Don’t leave it lying!” urged Felix, with smiling solemnity.
“I am much obliged to you for your interest,” his sister declared, after a moment. “But promise me one thing: pas de zele! If Mr. Acton should ask you to plead his cause, excuse yourself.”
“I shall certainly have the excuse,” said Felix, “that I have a cause of my own to plead.”
“If he should talk of me—favorably,” Eugenia continued, “w
arn him against dangerous illusions. I detest importunities; I want to decide at my leisure, with my eyes open.”
“I shall be discreet,” said Felix, “except to you. To you I will say, Accept him outright.”
She had advanced to the open door-way, and she stood looking at him. “I will go and dress and think of it,” she said; and he heard her moving slowly to her apartments.
Late in the afternoon the rain stopped, and just afterwards there was a great flaming, flickering, trickling sunset. Felix sat in his painting-room and did some work; but at last, as the light, which had not been brilliant, began to fade, he laid down his brushes and came out to the little piazza of the cottage. Here he walked up and down for some time, looking at the splendid blaze of the western sky and saying, as he had often said before, that this was certainly the country of sunsets. There was something in these glorious deeps of fire that quickened his imagination; he always found images and promises in the western sky. He thought of a good many things—of roaming about the world with Gertrude Wentworth; he seemed to see their possible adventures, in a glowing frieze, between the cloud-bars; then of what Eugenia had just been telling him. He wished very much that Madame M; auunster would make a comfortable and honorable marriage. Presently, as the sunset expanded and deepened, the fancy took him of making a note of so magnificent a piece of coloring. He returned to his studio and fetched out a small panel, with his palette and brushes, and, placing the panel against a window-sill, he began to daub with great gusto. While he was so occupied he saw Mr. Brand, in the distance, slowly come down from Mr. Wentworth’s house, nursing a large folded umbrella. He walked with a joyless, meditative tread, and his eyes were bent upon the ground. Felix poised his brush for a moment, watching him; then, by a sudden impulse, as he drew nearer, advanced to the garden-gate and signaled to him— the palette and bunch of brushes contributing to this effect.
Mr. Brand stopped and started; then he appeared to decide to accept Felix’s invitation. He came out of Mr. Wentworth’s gate and passed along the road; after which he entered the little garden of the cottage. Felix had gone back to his sunset; but he made his visitor welcome while he rapidly brushed it in.
“I wanted so much to speak to you that I thought I would call you,” he said, in the friendliest tone. “All the more that you have been to see me so little. You have come to see my sister; I know that. But you have n’t come to see me—the celebrated artist. Artists are very sensitive, you know; they notice those things.” And Felix turned round, smiling, with a brush in his mouth.
Mr. Brand stood there with a certain blank, candid majesty, pulling together the large flaps of his umbrella. “Why should I come to see you?” he asked. “I know nothing of Art.”
“It would sound very conceited, I suppose,” said Felix, “if I were to say that it would be a good little chance for you to learn something. You would ask me why you should learn; and I should have no answer to that. I suppose a minister has no need for Art, eh?”
“He has need for good temper, sir,” said Mr. Brand, with decision.
Felix jumped up, with his palette on his thumb and a movement of the liveliest deprecation. “That ‘s because I keep you standing there while I splash my red paint! I beg a thousand pardons! You see what bad manners Art gives a man; and how right you are to let it alone. I did n’t mean you should stand, either. The piazza, as you see, is ornamented with rustic chairs; though indeed I ought to warn you that they have nails in the wrong places. I was just making a note of that sunset. I never saw such a blaze of different reds. It looks as if the Celestial City were in flames, eh? If that were really the case I suppose it would be the business of you theologians to put out the fire. Fancy me—an ungodly artist— quietly sitting down to paint it!”
Mr. Brand had always credited Felix Young with a certain impudence, but it appeared to him that on this occasion his impudence was so great as to make a special explanation—or even an apology—necessary. And the impression, it must be added, was sufficiently natural. Felix had at all times a brilliant assurance of manner which was simply the vehicle of his good spirits and his good will; but at present he had a special design, and as he would have admitted that the design was audacious, so he was conscious of having summoned all the arts of conversation to his aid. But he was so far from desiring to offend his visitor that he was rapidly asking himself what personal compliment he could pay the young clergyman that would gratify him most. If he could think of it, he was prepared to pay it down. “Have you been preaching one of your beautiful sermons to-day?” he suddenly asked, laying down his palette. This was not what Felix had been trying to think of, but it was a tolerable stop-gap.
Mr. Brand frowned—as much as a man can frown who has very fair, soft eyebrows, and, beneath them, very gentle, tranquil eyes. “No, I have not preached any sermon to-day. Did you bring me over here for the purpose of making that inquiry?”
Felix saw that he was irritated, and he regretted it immensely; but he had no fear of not being, in the end, agreeable to Mr. Brand. He looked at him, smiling and laying his hand on his arm. “No, no, not for that—not for that. I wanted to ask you something; I wanted to tell you something. I am sure it will interest you very much. Only—as it is something rather private— we had better come into my little studio. I have a western window; we can still see the sunset. Andiamo!” And he gave a little pat to his companion’s arm.
He led the way in; Mr. Brand stiffly and softly followed. The twilight had thickened in the little studio; but the wall opposite the western window was covered with a deep pink flush. There were a great many sketches and half-finished canvasses suspended in this rosy glow, and the corners of the room were vague and dusky. Felix begged Mr. Brand to sit down; then glancing round him, “By Jove, how pretty it looks!” he cried. But Mr. Brand would not sit down; he went and leaned against the window; he wondered what Felix wanted of him. In the shadow, on the darker parts of the wall, he saw the gleam of three or four pictures that looked fantastic and surprising. They seemed to represent naked figures. Felix stood there, with his head a little bent and his eyes fixed upon his visitor, smiling intensely, pulling his mustache. Mr. Brand felt vaguely uneasy. “It is very delicate— what I want to say,” Felix began. “But I have been thinking of it for some time.”
“Please to say it as quickly as possible,” said Mr. Brand.
“It ‘s because you are a clergyman, you know,” Felix went on. “I don’t think I should venture to say it to a common man.”
Mr. Brand was silent a moment. “If it is a question of yielding to a weakness, of resenting an injury, I am afraid I am a very common man.”
“My dearest friend,” cried Felix, “this is not an injury; it ‘s a benefit—a great service! You will like it extremely. Only it ‘s so delicate!” And, in the dim light, he continued to smile intensely. “You know I take a great interest in my cousins— in Charlotte and Gertrude Wentworth. That ‘s very evident from my having traveled some five thousand miles to see them.” Mr. Brand said nothing and Felix proceeded. “Coming into their society as a perfect stranger I received of course a great many new impressions, and my impressions had a great freshness, a great keenness. Do you know what I mean?”
“I am not sure that I do; but I should like you to continue.”
“I think my impressions have always a good deal of freshness,” said Mr. Brand’s entertainer; “but on this occasion it was perhaps particularly natural that—coming in, as I say, from outside— I should be struck with things that passed unnoticed among yourselves. And then I had my sister to help me; and she is simply the most observant woman in the world.”
“I am not surprised,” said Mr. Brand, “that in our little circle two intelligent persons should have found food for observation. I am sure that, of late, I have found it myself!”
“Ah, but I shall surprise you yet!” cried Felix, laughing. “Both my sister and I took a great fancy to my cousin Charlotte.”
“Your cousin Charlotte?” r
epeated Mr. Brand.
“We fell in love with her from the first!”
“You fell in love with Charlotte?” Mr. Brand murmured.
“Dame!” exclaimed Felix, “she ‘s a very charming person; and Eugenia was especially smitten.” Mr. Brand stood staring, and he pursued, “Affection, you know, opens one’s eyes, and we noticed something. Charlotte is not happy! Charlotte is in love.” And Felix, drawing nearer, laid his hand again upon his companion’s arm.
There was something akin to an acknowledgment of fascination in the way Mr. Brand looked at him; but the young clergyman retained as yet quite enough self-possession to be able to say, with a good deal of solemnity, “She is not in love with you.”
Felix gave a light laugh, and rejoined with the alacrity of a maritime adventurer who feels a puff of wind in his sail. “Ah, no; if she were in love with me I should know it! I am not so blind as you.”