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by Henry James


  These weeks as well were too few, but they were flooded with a new emotion, part of which indeed came from the possibility that, through the long telescope of Glower Street, or perhaps between the pillars of the institution—which impressive objects were what Maisie thought most made it one—they should some day spy Sir Claude. That was what Mrs. Beale, under pressure, had said— doubtless a little impatiently: “Oh yes, oh yes, some day!” His joining them was clearly far less of a matter of course than was to have been gathered from his original profession of desire to improve in their company his own mind; and this sharpened our young lady’s guess that since that occasion either something destructive had happened or something desirable hadn’t. Mrs. Beale had thrown but a partial light in telling her how it had turned out that nobody had been squared. Maisie wished at any rate that somebody WOULD be squared. However, though in every approach to the temple of knowledge she watched in vain for Sir Claude, there was no doubt about the action of his loved image as an incentive and a recompense. When the institution was most on pillars—or, as Mrs. Beale put it, on stilts—when the subject was deepest and the lecture longest and the listeners ugliest, then it was they both felt their patron in the background would be most pleased with them. One day, abruptly, with a glance at this background, Mrs. Beale said to her companion: “We’ll go to-night to the thingumbob at Earl’s Court”; an announcement putting forth its full lustre when she had made known that she referred to the great Exhibition just opened in that quarter, a collection of extraordinary foreign things in tremendous gardens, with illuminations, bands, elephants, switchbacks and side-shows, as well as crowds of people among whom they might possibly see some one they knew. Maisie flew in the same bound at the neck of her friend and at the name of Sir Claude, on which Mrs. Beale confessed that—well, yes, there was just a chance that he would be able to meet them. He never of course, in his terrible position, knew what might happen from hour to hour; but he hoped to be free and he had given Mrs. Beale the tip. “Bring her there on the quiet and I’ll try to turn up”—this was clear enough on what so many weeks of privation had made of his desire to see the child: it even appeared to represent on his part a yearning as constant as her own. That in turn was just puzzling enough to make Maisie express a bewilderment. She couldn’t see, if they were so intensely of the same mind, why the theory on which she had come back to Mrs. Beale, the general reunion, the delightful trio, should have broken down so in fact. Mrs. Beale furthermore only gave her more to think about in saying that their disappointment was the result of his having got into his head a kind of idea.

  “What kind of idea?”

  “Oh goodness knows!” She spoke with an approach to asperity. “He’s so awfully delicate.”

  “Delicate?”—that was ambiguous.

  “About what he does, don’t you know?” said Mrs. Beale. She fumbled. “Well, about what WE do.”

  Maisie wondered. “You and me?”

  “Me and HIM, silly!” cried Mrs. Beale with, this time, a real giggle.

  “But you don’t do any harm—YOU don’t,” said Maisie, wondering afresh and intending her emphasis as a decorous allusion to her parents.

  “Of course we don’t, you angel—that’s just the ground I take!” her companion exultantly responded. “He says he doesn’t want you mixed up.”

  “Mixed up with what?”

  “That’s exactly what I want to know: mixed up with what, and how you are any more mixed—?” Mrs. Beale paused without ending her question. She ended after an instant in a different way. “All you can say is that it’s his fancy.”

  The tone of this, in spite of its expressing a resignation, the fruit of weariness, that dismissed the subject, conveyed so vividly how much such a fancy was not Mrs. Beale’s own that our young lady was led by the mere fact of contact to arrive at a dim apprehension of the unuttered and the unknown. The relation between her step-parents had then a mysterious residuum; this was the first time she really had reflected that except as regards herself it was not a relationship. To each other it was only what they might have happened to make it, and she gathered that this, in the event, had been something that led Sir Claude to keep away from her. Didn’t he fear she would be compromised? The perception of such a scruple endeared him the more, and it flashed over her that she might simplify everything by showing him how little she made of such a danger. Hadn’t she lived with her eyes on it from her third year? It was the condition most frequently discussed at the Faranges’, where the word was always in the air and where at the age of five, amid rounds of applause, she could gabble it off. She knew as well in short that a person could be compromised as that a person could be slapped with a hair-brush or left alone in the dark, and it was equally familiar to her that each of these ordeals was in general held to have too little effect. But the first thing was to make absolutely sure of Mrs. Beale. This was done by saying to her thoughtfully: “Well, if you don’t mind —and you really don’t, do you?”

  Mrs. Beale, with a dawn of amusement, considered. “Mixing you up? Not a bit. For what does it mean?”

  “Whatever it means I don’t in the least mind BEING mixed. Therefore if you don’t and I don’t,” Maisie concluded, “don’t you think that when I see him this evening I had better just tell him we don’t and ask him why in the world HE should?”

  18

  The child, however, was not destined to enjoy much of Sir Claude at the “thingumbob,” which took for them a very different turn indeed. On the spot Mrs. Beale, with hilarity, had urged her to the course proposed; but later, at the Exhibition, she withdrew this allowance, mentioning as a result of second thoughts that when a man was so sensitive anything at all frisky usually made him worse. It would have been hard indeed for Sir Claude to be “worse,” Maisie felt, as, in the gardens and the crowd, when the first dazzle had dropped, she looked for him in vain up and down. They had all their time, the couple, for frugal wistful wandering: they had partaken together at home of the light vague meal—Maisie’s name for it was a “jam-supper”—to which they were reduced when Mr. Farange sought his pleasure abroad. It was abroad now entirely that Mr. Farange pursued this ideal, and it was the actual impression of his daughter, derived from his wife, that he had three days before joined a friend’s yacht at Cowes. The place was full of side-shows, to which Mrs. Beale could introduce the little girl only, alas, by revealing to her so attractive, so enthralling a name: the side-shows, each time, were sixpence apiece, and the fond allegiance enjoyed by the elder of our pair had been established from the earliest time in spite of a paucity of sixpences. Small coin dropped from her as half-heartedly as answers from bad children to lessons that had not been looked at. Maisie passed more slowly the great painted posters, pressing with a linked arm closer to her friend’s pocket, where she hoped for the audible chink of a shilling. But the upshot of this was but to deepen her yearning: if Sir Claude would only at last come the shillings would begin to ring. The companions paused, for want of one, before the Flowers of the Forest, a large presentment of bright brown ladies—they were brown all over—in a medium suggestive of tropical luxuriance, and there Maisie dolorously expressed her belief that he would never come at all. Mrs. Beale hereupon, though discernibly disappointed, reminded her that he had not been promised as a certainty—a remark that caused the child to gaze at the Flowers through a blur in which they became more magnificent, yet oddly more confused, and by which moreover confusion was imparted to the aspect of a gentleman who at that moment, in the company of a lady, came out of the brilliant booth. The lady was so brown that Maisie at first took her for one of the Flowers; but during the few seconds that this required—a few seconds in which she had also desolately given up Sir Claude—she heard Mrs. Beale’s voice, behind her, gather both wonder and pain into a single sharp little cry.

  “Of all the wickedness—BEALE!”

  He had already, without distinguishing them in the mass of strollers, turned another way—it seemed at the brown lady’s sugges
tion. Her course was marked, over heads and shoulders, by an upright scarlet plume, as to the ownership of which Maisie was instantly eager. “Who is she—who is she?”

  But Mrs. Beale for a moment only looked after them. “The liar— the liar!”

  Maisie considered. “Because he’s not—where one thought?” That was also, a month ago in Kensington Gardens, where her mother had not been. “Perhaps he has come back,” she was quick to contribute.

  “He never went—the hound!”

  That, according to Sir Claude, had been also what her mother had not done, and Maisie could only have a sense of something that in a maturer mind would be called the way history repeats itself.

  “Who IS she?” she asked again.

  Mrs. Beale, fixed to the spot, seemed lost in the vision of an opportunity missed. “If he had only seen me!”—it came from between her teeth. “She’s a brand-new one. But he must have been with her since Tuesday.”

  Maisie took it in. “She’s almost black,” she then reported.

  “They’re always hideous,” said Mrs. Beale.

  This was a remark on which the child had again to reflect. “Oh not his WIVES!” she remonstrantly exclaimed. The words at another moment would probably have set her friend “off,” but Mrs. Beale was now, in her instant vigilance, too immensely “on.” “Did you ever in your life see such a feather?” Maisie presently continued.

  This decoration appeared to have paused at some distance, and in spite of intervening groups they could both look at it. “Oh that’s the way they dress—the vulgarest of the vulgar!”

  “They’re coming back—they’ll see us!” Maisie the next moment cried; and while her companion answered that this was exactly what she wanted and the child returned “Here they are—here they are!” the unconscious subjects of so much attention, with a change of mind about their direction, quickly retraced their steps and precipitated themselves upon their critics. Their unconsciousness gave Mrs. Beale time to leap, under her breath, to a recognition which Maisie caught.

  “It must be Mrs. Cuddon!”

  Maisie looked at Mrs. Cuddon hard—her lips even echoed the name. What followed was extraordinarily rapid—a minute of livelier battle than had ever yet, in so short a span at least, been waged round our heroine. The muffled shock—lest people should notice— was violent, and it was only for her later thought that the steps fell into their order, the steps through which, in a bewilderment not so much of sound as of silence, she had come to find herself, too soon for comprehension and too strangely for fear, at the door of the Exhibition with her father. He thrust her into a hansom and got in after her, and then it was—as she drove along with him—that she recovered a little what had happened. Face to face with them in the gardens he had seen them, and there had been a moment of checked concussion during which, in a glare of black eyes and a toss of red plumage, Mrs. Cuddon had recognised them, ejaculated and vanished. There had been another moment at which she became aware of Sir Claude, also poised there in surprise, but out of her father’s view, as if he had been warned off at the very moment of reaching them. It fell into its place with all the rest that she had heard Mrs. Beale say to her father, but whether low or loud was now lost to her, something about his having this time a new one; on which he had growled something indistinct but apparently in the tone and of the sort that the child, from her earliest years, had associated with hearing somebody retort to somebody that somebody was “another.” “Oh I stick to the old!” Mrs. Beale had then quite loudly pronounced; and her accent, even as the cab got away, was still in the air, Maisie’s effective companion having spoken no other word from the moment of whisking her off—none at least save the indistinguishable address which, over the top of the hansom and poised on the step, he had given the driver. Reconstructing these things later Maisie theorised that she at this point would have put a question to him had not the silence into which he charmed her or scared her—she could scarcely tell which—come from his suddenly making her feel his arm about her, feel, as he drew her close, that he was agitated in a way he had never yet shown her. It struck her he trembled, trembled too much to speak, and this had the effect of making her, with an emotion which, though it had begun to throb in an instant, was by no means all dread, conform to his portentous hush. The act of possession that his pressure in a manner advertised came back to her after the longest of the long intermissions that had ever let anything come back. They drove and drove, and he kept her close; she stared straight before her, holding her breath, watching one dark street succeed another and strangely conscious that what it all meant was somehow that papa was less to be left out of everything than she had supposed. It took her but a minute to surrender to this discovery, which, in the form of his present embrace, suggested a purpose in him prodigiously reaffirmed and with that a confused confidence. She neither knew exactly what he had done nor what he was doing; she could only, altogether impressed and rather proud, vibrate with the sense that he had jumped up to do something and that she had as quickly become a part of it. It was a part of it too that here they were at a house that seemed not large, but in the fresh white front of which the street-lamp showed a smartness of flower-boxes. The child had been in thousands of stories—all Mrs. Wix’s and her own, to say nothing of the richest romances of French Elise—but she had never been in such a story as this. By the time he had helped her out of the cab, which drove away, and she heard in the door of the house the prompt little click of his key, the Arabian Nights had quite closed round her.

  From this minute that pitch of the wondrous was in everything, particularly in such an instant “Open Sesame” and in the departure of the cab, a rattling void filled with relinquished step-parents; it was, with the vividness, the almost blinding whiteness of the light that sprang responsive to papa’s quick touch of a little brass knob on the wall, in a place that, at the top of a short soft staircase, struck her as the most beautiful she had ever seen in her life. The next thing she perceived it to be was the drawing-room of a lady—of a lady, she could see in a moment, and not of a gentleman, not even of one like papa himself or even like Sir Claude—whose things were as much prettier than mamma’s as it had always had to be confessed that mamma’s were prettier than Mrs. Beale’s. In the middle of the small bright room and the presence of more curtains and cushions, more pictures and mirrors, more palm-trees drooping over brocaded and gilded nooks, more little silver boxes scattered over little crooked tables and little oval miniatures hooked upon velvet screens than Mrs. Beale and her ladyship together could, in an unnatural alliance, have dreamed of mustering, the child became aware, with a sharp foretaste of compassion, of something that was strangely like a relegation to obscurity of each of those women of taste. It was a stranger operation still that her father should on the spot be presented to her as quite advantageously and even grandly at home in the dazzling scene and himself by so much the more separated from scenes inferior to it. She spent with him in it, while explanations continued to hang back, twenty minutes that, in their sudden drop of danger, affected her, though there were neither buns nor ginger-beer, like an extemporised expensive treat.

  “Is she very rich?” He had begun to strike her as almost embarrassed, so shy that he might have found himself with a young lady with whom he had little in common. She was literally moved by this apprehension to offer him some tactful relief.

  Beale Farange stood and smiled at his young lady, his back to the fanciful fireplace, his light overcoat—the very lightest in London—wide open, and his wonderful lustrous beard completely concealing the expanse of his shirt-front. It pleased her more than ever to think that papa was handsome and, though as high aloft as mamma and almost, in his specially florid evening-dress, as splendid, of a beauty somehow less belligerent, less terrible.

  “The Countess? Why do you ask me that?”

  Maisie’s eyes opened wider. “Is she a Countess?”

  He seemed to treat her wonder as a positive tribute. “Oh yes, my dear, but it isn
’t an English title.”

  Her manner appreciated this. “Is it a French one?”

  “No, nor French either. It’s American.”

  She conversed agreeably. “Ah then of course she must be rich.” She took in such a combination of nationality and rank. “I never saw anything so lovely.”

  “Did you have a sight of her?” Beale asked.

  “At the Exhibition?” Maisie smiled. “She was gone too quick.”

  Her father laughed. “She did slope!” She had feared he would say something about Mrs. Beale and Sir Claude, yet the way he spared them made her rather uneasy too. All he risked was, the next minute, “She has a horror of vulgar scenes.”

  This was something she needn’t take up; she could still continue bland. “But where do you suppose she went?”

  “Oh I thought she’d have taken a cab and have been here by this time. But she’ll turn up all right.”

  “I’m sure I HOPE she will,” Maisie said; she spoke with an earnestness begotten of the impression of all the beauty about them, to which, in person, the Countess might make further contribution. “We came awfully fast,” she added.

  Her father again laughed loud. “Yes, my dear, I made you step out!” He waited an instant, then pursued: “I want her to see you.”

 

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