“The whole time I was with James, I kept thinking things were moving along. We were dating, we were sleeping together, Mom and Dad loved him, things seemed like they were falling into place. I thought he was the best I could do.” Emily fiddled with the paper sleeve on her coffee cup.
“You never felt about him the way you feel about Brandon.”
Emily shrugged.
“You’ve obviously forgotten whom you’re talking to,” Amy said. “I saw you post-James. I never saw you like this. Plus, I seem to remember that James had a few—shall we say, problems in the bedroom.”
James had a low sex drive. He shrank from Emily when she tried to hold his hand. He wanted to be in control. He dictated every instance of physical affection between them. It was “inappropriate” to kiss him in public. A hand on the thigh when they sat together was deemed “too aggressive.” Emily spent the entire year she and James were together in a state of utter frustration. She loved touching and being touched in return. She longed for passion. She wanted to be with someone who valued what she wanted to share with him. Even Amy had no idea how extensive James’ problems were.
The few times James and Emily entered his bedroom, things went downhill fast. According to him, Emily was too noisy. She was too fat. Her boobs were not as “perky” as they should have been, and she shivered at the memory. She couldn’t imagine why she stayed with him, and even more, why she was still letting him inside her head. Somehow James had managed to penetrate into areas of her psyche nobody else had, and Emily’s job was to oust him. Permanently. She deserved better.
“Brandon’s the exact opposite,” Emily said. Just thinking about last night made her smile again. He had celebrated and cherished every inch of her—several times. “I understand why Anastasia went so sideways after they broke up. I’d miss it, too.”
“She said on that entertainment show his nickname should be ‘Tiny.’”
“Amy, she’s nuts. He’s definitely proportional.”
Her sister’s eyes lit up with glee again. Time for a subject change.
“Mom and Dad are still a little cautious around him,” Emily said.
“There’s nothing you can do. Just wait them out,” her sister advised. “They’ll get over it.”
“I don’t understand why they liked James and Dad is hesitant about Brandon. They had lunch, and Brandon said it went well. I thought Dad would warm up to him as a result, but it seems to be taking a little time.” Emily took a sip of her soda. “Brandon’s the better guy here. He makes me happy.”
“I think you’re worrying about this too much. Maybe you should talk to them.”
“I did. It was the same arguments. ‘He’ll ruin your career. Can’t you find someone at Seattle Opera to date? At least then he’d understand your schedule.’”
Emily rubbed her temples as Amy got to her feet. She knew her parents loved her, and they worried. She wondered how long it would take them to realize she’d made a good choice in Brandon.
“I have to do some stuff. You can help me,” Amy said. “Come on. You know you want to,” she teased. Amy dragged Emily into the refrigerated unit. A few minutes later, they were cleaning and preparing roses.
“Tell me what’s new with—Steve, isn’t it?”
“I dumped him. He was too clingy.” Amy pretended fascination with a thorn caught in her shears.
“There must be someone else you’d like to date.”
“Hell, no.” Amy brushed the debris into the garbage can below her worktable. “There was a guy at the Chamber of Commerce meeting. He’s a stockbroker. I don’t know what he was doing there.” She ran water in the sink to fill a bucket for the newly cleaned roses. “I heard he’s thinking about running for the City Council.”
“Eww, Amy. Not a politician.”
“You dated one,” Amy said.
“That was the mayor of Bellevue, and it lasted about twenty minutes. He considered lying to be a recreational sport. Tell me about the stockbroker.”
“Tall, dark-haired, looks like he works out. He was talking to some guy about playing basketball in a league. He’s not bad. Maybe a little buttoned-down for me.”
Amy needed a guy who liked to play as hard as he worked. Steve, the ex, owned a restaurant group with his twin brother. At the same time, he sported an earring and rode a Harley on the weekends. He might have been clingy, but he also had Amy’s number. Emily wondered what happened, but Amy wouldn’t answer her questions on the subject.
Amy grabbed half a dozen roses out of the newly cleaned bucketful. She pulled another handful of flowers out of her walk-in to make an arrangement.
“You’re going to have to tell Brandon how you feel.”
“Oh, no. I’m not going there. Not for a while.”
“You’re wearing his ring. I’m thinking it’s the perfect time.”
“No. Not doing it. I’ll sound like every woman on one of those cheesy reality dating shows that can’t have sex without confessing true wuvvv.”
Amy glanced up from her work to catch Emily’s eye. “You have a ring. You guys did the horizontal mambo and, evidently, things went well. Life’s short. Chop, chop.”
“I’m not ready.”
“I think you’re crazy.” Amy’s hands flew as she worked. The arrangement took rapid shape inside a square glass cube vase.
“Maybe you should tell me what’s on the card.”
Amy let out a low laugh. “You’ll be finding that out for yourself.”
She stepped away from the worktable, plucking an enclosure card from the assortment on the front counter. She spent a few minutes writing whatever Brandon had dictated to her, returned to the workroom, and secured the card in the arrangement with a plastic holder. She put the arrangement into Emily’s arms.
“From Brandon. Enjoy it.”
Emily smelled the flowers, admiring her sister’s skill. “You do excellent work.”
“I know. Be sure and thank him for this.”
“There’s a very good chance he’s about to get lucky again.” Emily kissed her sister goodbye. “I’m going home before the traffic’s insane.”
“See ya. Take your damn doughnuts out of here, too.”
Emily managed to make it back to her car before tearing the little white envelope open to read the message Brandon sent with the flowers.
Sugar, I long for you. – B
She closed her eyes and hugged the notecard to herself. He could have written hundreds of words, but he’d packed a world of emotion into four. She slipped the message into her handbag so she wouldn’t lose it.
EMILY SPENT THE drive to her townhouse musing over Amy’s comments. As much as she hated to admit it, Amy was right. She needed to tell Brandon how she felt about him. Truthfully, she hoped Brandon would say those three little words before she did.
Her cell phone rang, and she hit the speaker function.
“Hey, sugar, how are you?”
Brandon’s voice made her heart rate pick up. She flashed on a great mental picture of a rumpled bed and a blond, naked, sleepy-eyed man highlighted with morning sunshine.
“Fine. How are you?”
“Never better. I hope you’re free a little later.”
Emily’s voice dropped to a purr. “That depends. Maybe you should tell me what you have in mind.”
“Let’s have some dinner and see what develops.”
“Where are you now?”
“One lane over, and a car back from you.” Emily glanced into her mirror, recognizing Brandon’s black Land Rover. “Maybe I should follow you home.”
“Maybe you should,” Emily said. “Don’t tell my fiancé, though.”
“Really?” He was the only man on earth that could make one word sound unbelievably sexy. “Will he be jealous?”
Emily took the exit to her house. “I think so,” she said.
“We’ll have to make sure we don’t get caught.”
“Maybe you’d better tell me what we’re doing when we get there.”
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“I’ll think of something. Right now, though, I think I should turn you over my knee and spank you.”
“What? Me?”
“That’s right. Flirting with other men. I’m shocked, Emily Anne.”
Emily was never into that before, but right about now, it sounded tempting. She hit the remote control buttons, and pulled into her garage. She grabbed her handbag as Brandon came around to the driver’s side of her car. He reached in for the flowers, put them on the hood of the Escape, and pulled her into his arms.
“Somebody sent me flowers today,” she breathed against his mouth.
“Some other guy’s trying to pick up my girl. I’ll have to deal with him.”
“His name’s Brandon.” She shivered. “He’s amazing.”
“Not as amazing as you are. I missed you today.”
“You must have made it to your appointments.” She reached up to run her fingers through his still-damp curls.
“I was late. I got a lot of sh— crap from the guys.” She saw a faint wash of color over the top of his cheekbones. “Let’s just say that I don’t typically use the lavender and vanilla fabric softener, and that’s what I smelled like when I got there.”
“I’ll need to use something more—manly—on your sheets.”
Emily heard a low chuckle in her ear, and he traced the shell of her ear with his tongue.
“Sugar, the only thing I care about is that you’re lying on them, and that you’re naked while you’re doing it. Let’s go.”
TWO DAYS AFTER Emily and Brandon finally pried themselves out of her bed, she left for performances in Washington, DC. The diva scheduled to sing Gilda in Rigoletto had just come off a series of successful performances at Mexico’s national opera house. She’d also evidently eaten tomato Provencale with her breakfast one morning, and had contracted the worst case of Montezuma’s Revenge known to mankind. Emily sang the role after the cover came down with a bad cold as well. She was very happy with her performances and the reviews. Of course, the press was more interested in her fiancé and their engagement.
The daily grind of voice lessons, rehearsals for upcoming productions, occasional interviews, and photo shoots flew by as she counted the hours till she raced home to be with Brandon.
Emily arrived back in Seattle on a sunny, late afternoon in July. Brandon was due at the Sharks’ training camp the next morning. He’d be there for three weeks. He also had an appearance he couldn’t get out of that evening. Her job required travel, too, but Emily was sad about not seeing him before he left. Showing up at the team’s facilities was out of the question. At least they could text and talk on the phone.
A little after ten o’ clock that night, she heard a knock at the front door of her house.
“Sugar, it’s me,” Brandon said as she peered through the peephole. Her heart leapt. She pulled the door open.
He wore dark dress slacks, a heathery-brown, long-sleeved, cashmere V-neck sweater with a t-shirt beneath, and a huge grin.
“Aren’t you going to get in trouble for this? What time do you have to be there tomorrow morning?”
“I don’t care. I have to see you.”
He strode inside, shut the door, and kissed her. She wrapped her arms around his neck. He pulled her off her feet and swung her around the front hallway of the house.
“Tired?” he asked several minutes later.
“A little,” she admitted. “I missed you, though.”
“I want to take you somewhere. Throw some clothes on.”
“I don’t have any makeup on,” Emily argued.
“You look great. Let’s go, sugar.”
Emily ran upstairs to her room. She pulled on jeans, a knit top, socks, shoes, and a hooded sweatshirt in record time.
Five minutes later, they were on the freeway.
“Please tell me we’re not going somewhere that requires dress clothes.”
“Persistent little thing.” His voice was affectionate. “I’m taking you out for fish and chips.”
Emily tore her eyes away from the moonlight rippling over Lake Washington on either side of the 520 Bridge to turn and look at Brandon again. Even an hour with him was a thrill for her. If he got another fine from his coach over this, she might have to split it with him. He was worth it.
“When I first came to Seattle, one of the other guys dragged me all over town. We ended up at Ivar’s Fish Bar on the waterfront.” Brandon said. “I’ve been back many times since. I especially like coming down here late at night. It’s not crowded, and it’s quiet. We can get a bite and visit with each other.”
“I haven’t been there for a long time.”
He reached over and took her hand. “Happy?”
“Yes.” Emily clutched his hand in both of hers. She couldn’t wipe the smile off her face. Then again, he was beaming, too.
They pulled up in front of the outdoor restaurant. People were strolling along the sidewalk, but no one seemed to notice them. They must have been as transfixed as Emily was with the beautiful summer night and the full moon. Brandon ordered food and drinks to go, and hurried back to the car.
“I have somewhere special I want to show you,” he said, pulling away from the curb.
A few minutes later, Brandon and Emily arrived at Sharks Stadium. He pulled into a space marked “Reserved.” He grabbed the food, took Emily’s hand, and hurried her inside a door to the stadium.
“Hey, Stan,” he greeted the security guard.
Stan tipped his baseball cap. “Brandon. This must be your young lady.”
“Yes, she is. This is Emily. Sugar, this is Stan. He runs the place.” Stan let out a low laugh. “I’d like to go upstairs, if that’ll work for you,” Brandon said.
“Yeah. Have fun.”
Brandon dragged her onto an elevator. Well, maybe not quite “dragged,” but he was definitely on a mission. They exited a few floors up and walked through a concourse until they reached a group of picnic tables. Emily sat down on the bench as Brandon unpacked their feast, and she gazed at the perfect view of Elliott Bay from the top level of the stadium.
“What do you think?” he asked.
“It’s gorgeous.”
“The view from the baseball stadium is pretty good, too, but they don’t know me over there.” He pointed at the sky, where the stars were thrown like diamonds over black velvet. “Did you make a wish yet?”
“It’s not the first star,” Emily said.
“Make a wish anyway.”
“No harm in trying.” Emily closed her eyes and wished. Little did Brandon know, but all her dreams were already coming true. “What did you wish for?” she asked.
“You know I can’t tell you that.”
He fed her a piece of fish instead. It was delicious.
“I never knew you were a fish and chips guy,” she teased.
“I had to get you up here. I have something for you.” He dug into his pocket.
“You already bought me a really nice ring, and I love the earrings. I enjoyed the flowers, too,” she said.
“But that was all a few months ago. I . . . Well, this is almost as good.” He put an envelope with a Sharks logo into Emily’s hand. “I’d really like it if you would come to my first preseason game. The view isn’t quite this breathtaking from the other side of the stadium, but you’ll be under the roof if it rains.” He waited expectantly. To Emily’s surprise, his hands trembled as their fingertips brushed. He licked his lips and wouldn’t meet her eyes. She peeked at the date printed on the tickets. Luckily, it was the only week she wasn’t booked in August.
“I’ll be there. Thank you for asking me.”
He reached out to embrace her, miraculously missing the food and drinks spread out in front of them. At the same time, the food was pretty secondary at this point. She relished the scratchiness of his cheek against hers and the warmth of his embrace.
“You must think I wouldn’t want to go,” Emily said.
He studied his food for a moment. The
self-assured, funny, masterful guy Emily believed she knew suddenly turned into a shy, hesitant high schooler.
He shrugged. “You might have a scheduling conflict.”
She wiped her fingertips on a napkin, and took his chin in her hand to look into his eyes. “I can’t wait to watch you play again,” Emily said. She held up the tickets. “I’ll bring Amy. I know she’ll want to be there, too.”
“Sure. If you need more tickets for your mom and dad, let me know.”
“I’ll do that. Thank you.” She kissed his cheek. “Did you really think I wouldn’t be interested?” She stuck the tickets and envelope into her handbag.
He shrugged, took a sip of his iced tea, and ate another bite of fish. As usual, he’d devoured a double portion of fish and chips and was now working on hers, too. Finally, he spoke.
“Anastasia never wanted to see one of my games.”
“I’m not Anastasia.”
“No,” he agreed, “you’re not.”
“I’m a little curious . . .”
“Hit me.” He slid his arm around Emily’s shoulders and let out a sigh.
She took a deep breath. “I’d love to know exactly what it was about Anastasia that appealed to you. Why did you ask her out?”
“Sugar, you’re going for the gusto.”
“You don’t have to answer if you don’t want to. I just wondered.”
“I’d love to tell you it was her brains and personality, but, mostly, it was what she looked like. And I kept asking her out. Sometimes she’d say “no,” and sometimes, she’d say “yes.” I had to chase her. It became a challenge.” He shook his head. “Would it make you feel better if I tell you it’s probably one of the more stupid things I’ve ever done in my life?”
“Wanting to ask someone out isn’t necessarily stupid—”
He shook his head. “I knew the first time we went out that it wasn’t good. I kept at it, though, because she was a model, and, to be truthful, I got to show her off.” He rubbed his chin with his free hand. “Yeah, she was a challenge, but she had no interest in anything I find valuable. She doesn’t like football. She couldn’t understand why I work out through the off-season, or why it’s important to me to see my parents and my brother as often as I can. Not surprisingly, my parents weren’t that crazy about her when they finally met. I didn’t want to go to New York and hang out with her model friends. The guys thought I was godda— a little crazy to break it off with her when it finally happened. All professional athletes want to date women the normal guy can’t get.”
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