“Yes, it did sound that way, but it needs to be his decision and on his terms.”
“Is that why you decided to submit to him? What about you? Will you be happy with his terms? If he only wants me, will you be happy to never have a guy again or be taken, again? Or will you feel as if something is missing?”
“Oh, Ari.” He turned me around and looked down into my eyes. “My darling girl, is that what you think? That you won’t be enough? I didn’t tell you about my past to make you feel insecure. I want to be open and honest. I want you. You. I’m a highly sexual man, and in the past, I have participated in what some may see as lewd behavior, but I can be satisfied with you alone. More than satisfied. Actually, I plan to take my time satisfying myself with you.”
“What are you two talking about? Let’s head up to the room.” I glanced over to see Alex scowling down at us.
“Debauchery. How I, an incorrigible rake, plan to enjoy corrupting our sweet wholesome Aurora,” Mitch answered pulling me up the stairs.
I noticed that both men looked into the security room at Rex as we walked by. The apartment had not changed at all in the past week, although with both men in it with me, it felt small and crowded. I looked over to see Alex taking off his shirt and throwing it on the couch on the way to the kitchen. He reached up and grabbed three glasses before walking to the fridge to grab some sodas. He filled one glass full and the other two halfway full. Then he pulled some whisky out and filled up the rest of the glasses before taking a healthy swig straight from the bottle.
“Both of you down to your underwear and then we will discuss the rules.” He never turned around to either of us, taking another swig.
“I’m not wearing any underwear, Alex.”
“Naked is good Angel and both of you will call me Sir.”
“Yes, Sir.”
I removed my dress and saw that Mitch had removed his clothes as well. He was still in his boxers, but the tip of his head was peeking over the top of them. I was beginning to feel uncomfortable. Alex seemed pissed, and Mitch was too quiet. The whole thing felt forced. I knew that we were going to have to work through this, but I didn’t know where we would be after this night was done. I walked over to Mitch’s clothes and folded them with my dress. Then I picked up Alex’s shirt and folded it too. I laid them down on the end of the couch before I noticed both men were watching me.
“Sir?”
“Angel, come here.”
I walked over to him, and he leaned down and kissed me. I could taste the alcohol’s sweet flavor on his tongue. He carried me to the bed, beyond the open curtain, never breaking our kiss. He set me down and releasing my lips, moving to my neck, and on to my breast.
“You have the softest skin. It makes me want to kiss it and rub myself all over it yet at the same time I want to mark it.” He moved down my stomach paying attention to my hips then moved even lower. He deliberately moved to the side and bit down hard on the inside of my thigh right where my panties would be.
“Owww!” Damn that hurt.
“Shhhh, Angel. I’ll kiss it and make it better.” Then he did. Kiss it. And made it better, but it was not the bite he kissed. He ran his tongue over my swollen clit, soothing it. I was so sensitive and on edge that it felt amazing, but he stopped and picked up my hips then slid his tongue into me and started fucking me with it. It felt so good I started jerking my hips trying to ride it. I ground myself down onto his face trying to get him deeper and feel more friction. He chuckled and set my hips back on the bed.
“I can taste you in her. I taste her sweet essence and along with it I taste something different. Salty maybe, but not bad.” I looked down to see him staring at Mitch who was standing to our right at the end of the bed and shivered. He was actually going through with it.
“And does that bother you, Sir?”
“Fuck no. It makes me harder. I don’t want it to, I’m confused by it. I want more, but at the same time I feel like I should hate it.” He shook his head and looked back down at my damp folds; reaching forward he slid his fingers up and down, barely touching me. “Why? Am I gay? Curious? I’ve never had a problem being in a scene and not controlling any impulse. I know I’ve always wondered with certain guys what it would be like to just let go. Watched others in the club who are openly bisexual with admiration, not only their strength to admit what they are so openly, but their pride of being that way and their comfort in it. I have always been able to keep everything I thought and felt in a mental box, but with you, the box has disintegrated. Why you? Why now?” He shook his head again and leaned forward giving me another swipe of his tongue. I felt raw as he admitted this. I also felt like I was an intruder. This was something I thought we needed to work through as a couple, but now I wondered if it wasn’t something he needed to work through with Mitch first. I watched Mitch look at me and smile, before looking back at Alex.
“Keep what in this box, Alex? What are you holding back that wants to be released with me?” I waited for Alex to respond but felt him shake his head letting us know he wasn’t ready to answer that.
“I don’t know, Alex. I had touched upon the subject earlier with Ari, but I never thought I was gay. I still don’t and have been with men. I consider myself passionate. I enjoy sex and the many forms it comes in. Let me ask you this; if a man is only ever with woman, but enjoys being rimmed and finger play while getting a blowjob, is he gay? If he lets her use a dildo on him, is he gay? Is it fine to bend your lover over and claim her ass, but only if it’s a woman? What if it’s dark and you receive the best blowjob in your life while a dildo is sliding in and out of your ass, and when the lights come on you find a man on his knees? Would that make you gay? It was the best of your life. Society tries to put labels on us to fit us into categories to control us. We alone need to make the decision to break free of those barriers and rip off the blinders. If someone admits they are gay or a lesbian that’s their decision, but I choose not to label myself because the line is neither black nor white. I’ve been with both and enjoyed both. I accept the label ‘Dom’, but only in this club or certain situations because boundaries do need to be applied. Outside those situations, I’m a man. Do you think less of me because I’ve been with men?”
“No. Why would I? It doesn’t change who you are.”
“Right. So why would finding this attraction to me change your perception of yourself when anyone who cares for you or matters in your life would not view you any differently?”
“Talking with Adam before we came in, I realized that I already see myself in a relationship with both of you.”
“Good, because we are in one.” They both looked down at me when I made my remark. “What are you looking at? I’m in this, too, and I get a say. Alex, what’s the problem? You already see yourself with us. What are you waiting for? Reassurance? We’re not going anywhere. Are you scared Mitch is going to attack you? He willingly said he would let you top him. You’re in control here. Take it. Take me. Invite Mitch to play and just let go. He mentioned turning off the lights. Would that help? Or…”
“Shut up.” Alex’s tone was harsh, but the smile softened the blow. “You sure are a mouthy little sub.”
“I would suggest a gag for her, but I’m hoping we will be using her mouth soon,” Mitch replied as he pulled the curtain, blocking most the light making the room dim, but still light enough to see what was going on.
Alex leaned back down and licked at the bite mark on my thigh.
“Mitch, get out a small plug, a flogger, and some oil.”
“What about nipple clamps? She has perfect nipples. Not huge, but big enough where they would come out around the clamp. Be a pretty sight.” I felt a small spasm roll over me at the thought.
“Yes, we can use those, too. You like that idea, baby? Your whole body tightened up. I can’t wait to attach them then bend you over and prepare your ass. I won’t take you there tonight, but I will soon. And I’ll be in there first. Mitch had that pretty pussy first, so it’s only f
air. Tonight, I’m going to put a small plug in you while you’re bent over then I am going to redden your ass with the flogger. And every time it lands on your ass and makes you jerk, the clamps are going to rub on the bed, making them pull on your nipples. By the time I’m done, you’ll be soaked.”
He sucked my clit into his mouth and pushed his finger into me. I closed my eyes at the manipulation of both. Releasing my clit, he started making circles around it swiping his tongue over the top of it about every third circle. He pulled out his fingers and added another and then another making me feel full and tight. Fucking me with them over and over. I felt myself tighten down then he pulled them out and I felt him rub down to my ass. I heard a lid pop open, but Alex never let up. He pushed his fingers back in me and used his other hand to spread my lips to open me. I felt something cool on my bottom and a finger push slowly into my bottom, through the tight ring.
“Ahh.” I opened my eyes and saw Mitch’s naked form leaning over and around Alex. It was his finger in my ass.
“Shh. We’ll go slowly. I’m going to loosen your ass some with my fingers for now before we put the plug in.”
“It hurts.”
“It won’t for long, baby. Look at Alex. He is certainly enjoying the taste of your pussy. Does it feel good?” He pulled his finger out and added more oil before pushing back in. The pressure felt strange. It hurt as he first pushed through then the relief of the pain easing and added pressure felt, almost, good. Add in what Alex was doing, and I could see myself enjoying it.
“Oh God. I don’t know, Mitch, I feel so full.” I jerked my hips and was rewarded by Alex smacking my leg.
“Be still. And he is ‘Sir Mitch’. What happened to our good little Angel who addressed us so sweetly and wanted to please us? Next time I have to remind you what you need to call us, we’ll punish you. How does not being allowed to cum sound?” Alex pulled my hips back down and buried his face once again in my pussy.
“Not good, Sir.”
I felt Mitch again push through my tight ring. He shifted down to the floor against Alex while pulling out and adding even more oil. When he pushed in this time I knew he added another finger because the burn was back. I went to tighten up and move, but breathed through it and relaxed instead.
“Doing well, my Ari. That’s two fingers.” I felt him crisscrossing them a few times before he pulled out. Then I felt the tip of what had to be the butt plug. It felt huge and cold. He added a little oil and pushed in then pulled out and repeated. By the time he pushed it all the way in I was riding Alex’s face.
“There, my Ari. It’s all the way in. It doesn’t feel bad anymore does it? Think of how it will feel when we fuck your pretty little pussy. It’ll be pressing against us making you feel so full.”
“Please, Sir.”
“Please, what? You need to use words. Tell us what exactly it is you want.”
“Please, I need to cum.” Alex raised his head and blew on my clit.
“Then cum, Angel.” He sucked my clit back into my mouth and his finger hit the right spot inside of me. Mitch turned the plug, and I detonated. When my orgasm eased, Alex lifted his head to look at Mitch.
“It looks like she gave you a good taste of her cum. I’m a little jealous I have yet to taste her since last Friday.” He leaned forward and licked Alex’s mouth. He pulled back and looked at him then did it again taking it deeper this time. Alex groaned and pulled Mitch into him, falling backwards on the floor in the process. I moved to the side of the bed and watched as Alex relinquished control to Mitch.
“Jesus, Alex, she tastes good on you.” He sat back on his knees and undid Alex’s pants. He stood and pulled Alex to his feet. “I’m not finished with your mouth, but I think Ari needs to pay you back for all the time you spent on her.” Mitch pushed down Alex’s pants down his thighs and walked him to the bed while kissing him. I moved to the other side and watched as Mitch pushed Alex back, coming down on top of him, never breaking the kiss. He slowly rolled over and laid on Alex’s other side.
“Come up here, Angel. I don’t want you sucking on my cock. I won’t last, and I want to be in you when I cum.”
I climbed up and straddled Alex. I shifted up and pulled him into me. He was longer than Mitch, and I felt a small amount of pressure when he was finally seated all the way inside me. I slowly raised up only to drop back down. I did this a few times leaning my head back enjoying the full feeling I had each time I sat all the way down. I felt a hand push on my shoulder and looked over.
“Lay down onto Alex. I am going to come up over your back. Alex will have to push up into you since you’ll be pinned, but I want to feel you against me.”
When Mitch came up over me he held his weight on his arms where the only part touching was his cock between my ass cheeks. He started moving his hips back and forth, sliding his cock against the plug, while Alex held my hips still and pushed into me.
“God, yes. That feels good. You need to hurry, I’m not going to last,” Alex groaned.
“Go ahead, let go, Alex. Pull out as soon as you do and I’ll push in.”
I watched as Alex came. His eyes shut, and he threw his head back groaning. He looked triumphant. He pulled out at the same time Mitch was pushing in. Filling me to the point of pain for a second. Mitch didn’t hold anything back but rode me hard. I felt Alex wrap one arm around both of us then pushed us over onto our sides. Mitch pulled my leg up as he hammered into me from behind. Alex leaned over and licked my clit.
“Kiss me, Angel.” I leaned my head back facing him as he captured my lips and sucked my tongue into his mouth. I could taste myself on him from Alex’s kiss. He pulled back and twisted me around onto my back, as my legs were lifted in the air. Mitch was on his knees pounding into me, and Alex leaned back over me licking at me. He reached around my ass and pulled out the plug. I felt myself tighten and started to cum. I was wound so tight I didn’t know if I could get undone enough. I could no longer breathe and felt everything fade but didn’t care as long as I kept feeling this way.
I woke to Alex holding me in the shower, and Mitch washing off my body.
“Hey, Angel, welcome back.” I smiled and kissed his chest.
“Thank you.” I looked at Mitch and saw him washing his body and looking upset. Hmm. “Alex set me down.” I turned around to Mitch and wrapped my arms around him.
“What’s wrong, Mitch?”
“I don’t like that you passed out. You’re tired and in the last few hours I’ve taken you three times and Alex has taken you once. We pushed you past your limits, and I don’t like your reaction to it.”
“My reaction to it? You mean me blacking out? I read somewhere that this happens sometimes. You cannot say that in any of your clubs you’ve never seen that happen. Especially The Black Door, I’m sure it happens there all the time.”
I watched Mitch’s face go from black to downright furious.
“Son of a Bitch!” Mitch turned and left the shower, slamming the bathroom door behind him.
“What the fuck?” Alex growled, leaving the shower and me unsteady on my feet. Alone. I turned off the shower and dried off. I couldn’t hear anything from the other room. I wrapped myself up in the green robe and walked out of the bathroom in time to see Alex slam the apartment door. I looked around and saw that Mitch was gone, too.
“Well, isn’t this déjà vu?” I looked over at the TV. “No. They are not going to pull this shit again.” I walked over to my dress that was now thrown in a ball on the couch. Guess they were in too big of a rush to move it without unfolding it. I pulled it on, and looking past the curtain, I could see all the toys that Alex had planned to use but never got around to. I grabbed my shoes, happy that they didn’t wet my hair in the shower, and I walked out.
I heard them as soon as I shut the door.
“Thanks, Rex.” I saw them both come out of the office and turn before they saw me. I felt my eyebrows raise, and I knew I looked pissed, because I was pissed. For being so concerned I m
ight pass out from them fucking me, they both took off as soon as I was able to stand.
“Not here.” Mitch grabbed my hand, pulling me back into the apartment. “Ari, watch the surveillance for anything unusual. Alex, go through these disks and sort them by date. I’ll be back in a second.” Then he was out the door again.
“What the Hell is going on?”
“How are you feeling? I’m sorry I ran out, but there was no way I was going to let him leave us like that.”
“Better now.” I walked over to him and sat on his lap, wrapping my arms around his neck.
“Good. I like pleasing you, Ari. I know you were pissed and I hate that I caused it. I am not good at relationships, and ours has too many dynamics, but I want you to be happy. Can you try and be patient with me?” He kissed my forehead and pulled me down onto his chest.
“You seem to be very fluent in pleasing me; unfortunately you also have no problem being able to piss me off.” I smiled into his chest when I heard him grunt. “I’ll try to be patient, but I’m not going to take any crap, either. Where did Mitch take off too?”
“I don’t know, Angel. He said he would explain if I gave him time. We can only do what he asks, and we’ll see when he comes back.” I waited for more, but it never came. I could hear the anger under the words and knew Alex wasn’t going to be patient for long.
Mitch
I came back and saw that both Alex and Ari had done what I asked. They were too good for me, especially the way I couldn’t remember anything when she was around. Then add in the thought of Alex, and everything I should have remembered, everything I should have brought up, flew out the window. They were both watching me expectantly. I realized before Alex stormed out the apartment after me that I fucked up. I could see it now on their faces.
“First off, I’m sorry for leaving like I did. I didn’t mean to upset you,” I said looking at Ari, then over to Alex. “Either of you. Tonight, damn it, I wanted tonight to be exceptional. I wanted to be unbelievably good for you, for us. I hate that it has to end.”
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