by Mj Fields
���I guess sometimes, well a lot lately. Not before you���left,��� Emma said again realizing that she missed how he had been.
���I���m sorry, so sorry. I don���t want you to feel that way,��� he said and kissed her lightly, ���I want you to feel cherished and beautiful, the way I see you, the way I feel about you.���
���Okay, I���m sorry,��� Emma said looking at her feet, ���I���m tired, it���s been a long week.���
���May I lay with you until you do your little shake?��� Brody said bending his knees so he could look into her eyes, ���There you are, stop hiding on me.���
Emma smiled and hugged him tightly, ���I don���t shake.���
���You do, just like London,��� Brody said smiling and holding her tighter, ���Let���s get you some water, and that dreadful, I mean wonderful green shake your mother made for you, and get you to bed. Then I want to tell you another story.���
There you are, right here with me. I adore this Brody, the sweet, kind, and funny Brody. But the controlling arrogant Brody can be so hot too. I wonder if he has mental health issues, Emma thought.
���Where did we leave off? Oh yes, since we last left the Princess, her Prince had been chiseling away at her armor. So our beautiful, intelligent, strong, and sometimes stubborn Princess finally saw the Prince for who he truly was������ Brody began.
���And which one was this, the sweet, funny, charming, gentle, kind, and loving Prince? Or the arrogant, controlling, sex fiend?��� Emma asked smiling up at him.
���Well, which do you prefer?��� Brody stared down at her.
���Which one is real, Brody?��� Emma asked in a serious manner.
���Well, all of them of course, whichever one the Princess needs him to be at the exact time she needs him, I hope anyway,��� Brody said deep in thought, ���Which do you prefer Emma?���
���That���s a hard question to answer,��� she said. ���Which do you prefer?���
���I���ve never thought of myself that way,��� he laughed uncertainly.
���If I���m honest with myself, I actually enjoy all of you. It���s just harder with the latter. Kind of takes me out of my comfort zone. Either way, both are incredible sexy,��� Emma yawned and stroked his face, ���But this is so nice.���
���But this one bores you in bed, you���re yawning,��� he chuckled as he looked down at her.
���Hmm no not bored. Just tired, and particularly comfortable right here in your arms,��� Emma said and began to drift.
���To be continued,��� Brody whispered and rubbed her back until she fell asleep.
CHAPTER ELEVEN
���You���re sure you like it?��� Brody���s voice was shaky, and he was trying so hard to impress her.
���Of course I do; I love it and I love you.��� Emma hugged him. Brody let out an immense sigh and Emma giggled.
Brody raised his eyebrow and walked towards her, ���Are you laughing at me Emma?���
���No,��� she said shaking her head and smiling, ���I certainly am not; I just like…no love seeing you happy.���
���You know what would make me happy?��� He said, grabbing her ass and lifting her up to him and biting her neck lightly.
���Getting London���s room finished,��� she laughed as he tossed her on the bed.
���We have eight hours love, eight hours may not be two days, but its eight hours Em,��� he laughed and kissed her again.
Emma smiled and took a deep breath, ���I know,��� she said and tried to smile.
���Okay then,��� he sat back on his heels and pulled her up, ���London���s fine, your parents are supervising Troy���s visit. He���s in counseling, and they���re building a great relationship. She loves you, and if I remember correctly she was the one who decided she wanted just to be with him today.���
���That hurt,��� Emma whispered.
���Like hell.���
���I���m sorry,��� Emma held him close.
���Emma, she needs him right?���
���Yes,��� Emma said rubbing her hands through his hair.
���Yes,��� Brody pushed his forehead against hers.
���Boy are we a sorry bunch,��� Emma laughed.
���No, we���re a family,��� Brody said, and his eyes went somewhere else.
���Hey, come back to me,��� she smiled and kissed him.
He looked down and closed his eyes tightly, ���Fuck.���
���Brody, it bothers us both,��� Emma hugged him.
He pulled away, ���Just need a minute Love, alright?���
���No, it���s not. Talk to me please?��� Emma said, ���Don���t pull away.���
���Just a moment, please,��� Brody stepped off the bed.
���No!��� Emma snapped, and he quickly turned around and gave her a look that said not now and walked out the door. ���Please!���
Brody stood in the hallway against the door and listened to her cry and got extremely angry and punched the wall, ���Shit!��� he yelled and held his hand.
Emma jumped up and walked out the door and found him crouched on the floor holding his bleeding hand. He looked at Emma and his jaw tightened, and he closed his eyes.
���Did that wall piss you off or was it me?��� Emma asked as she knelt down and took his hand to look it over.
He flinched, ���I���m not mad at you.���
���Okay so the wall then?��� Emma forced a laugh as she stood up and pulled him with her.
���Sorry,��� Brody said his plump bottom lip sticking out.
���Okay, you need to tell me what just happened Brody,��� Emma said as she led him into the master bathroom and washed his hand off as she examined it.
���Not now Emma,��� he said and flinched.
���Your hand looks fine, you���re lucky,��� Emma said and walked out and went down the hall into London���s room.
She stood in the middle of the floor and looked around the light pink room. London had picked a much brighter color pink and Emma swayed her into doing an accent wall in the Pepto Bismol pink instead of the whole room. Okay Emma, she thought to herself, this is just a small issue, easily overcome. He was upset…just upset. Damn it why won���t he talk to me?
Emma walked out and past the master suite and went downstairs. The entry was grand and although she would never say it to either Brody or London she felt it was a waste of space. The dining room was to the right and was large enough to invite London���s entire class of twenty kids for dinner. The living room was on the opposite side of the house and was just as huge and there was a half bath off of it. Brody, Emma, and London had agreed on a very pale yellow with the ceiling painted a shade darker. The furniture was enormous and fit the large room perfectly. The brown leather sectional was perfect for a family of ten, not just three. The kitchen, pantry, study, and bathroom were all just as oversized as the rest of the house. The furniture had been delivered yesterday as a surprise to Emma. Brody wanted to keep her busy today, knowing she would be emotional, something happy to brighten her day.
���There you are,��� Brody said wrapping his arms around her waist from behind; she reached up and rubbed his soft stubble. ���Okay?���
���Are you?��� she asked softly.
���I am now, sorry about that,��� he kissed her neck.
���Brody, have you ever thoug
ht about adoption?��� Emma asked softly.
He chuckled, ���No Emma.���
���Well I think it���s something that we could considered,��� Emma turned around to face him.
His eyes widened, ���Do you want another child?���
���I think you do, and if you do, I want that as well.���
���Emma, I don���t need that. You and London are enough,��� he hugged her.
���There are other ways,��� Emma said quietly.
���Emma do you want another child?��� Brody asked lifting her chin and looking into her eyes.
���I want to give you a child,��� Emma looked at him, ���I can���t and I know what an amazing father you would be, I can���t take that from you.���
���I love you Emma. That upstairs was not about wanting a child. It���s about my controlling tendencies. I don���t want London to get hurt. That���s it, understand?��� Brody asked.
���Yeah, but…��� Emma started.
Brody put his finger over her mouth, ���Seven hours and fifteen minutes.���
Emma looked at him, and his eyes were dark blue and slightly hooded.
���Plenty of time to get London���s room done,��� Emma breathed out.
���How about we start in ours and work our way down the hall?��� He asked as he pulled her closer into him.
Emma tried not to smile, ���Why not start down here then?���
He smiled and kissed her gently, ���Right here?��� he asked rubbing down her back slowly as he kissed her neck.
���Uh huh,��� Emma said rolling her head to the side giving him further access to her neck.
���How about here?��� He asked as he ran his fingertips across her breast that immediately responded to his touch.
���Yes,��� she moaned softly.
He slowly started to lift her shirt, and she stopped him, ���Please, not yet.���
���Emma we���ve already been there, what���s the problem love?��� Brody asked as he reached behind her and unsnapped her bra one handed.
Emma pulled away slowly, ���I look like the bride of Frankenstein, its daylight and I just can���t. Do you understand?���
���Nope,��� he said and took the right one in his mouth and Emma moaned when she really wanted to protest.
���The way I see it,��� he paused as he pulled on her nipple lightly with his teeth, ���is very different from how you do,��� again he paused and licked her and lightly blew on her and she let out a breath. ���This may seem perfect and don���t get me wrong Em it is, pretty damn amazing, but I prefer this one.��� Brody slowly pulled her black lacey bra down and slowly knelt before her.
���Brody don���t,��� she whispered.
���Trust me Emma this is by far my favorite, this little light pink mark,��� he said as he traced it with his tongue, ���That���s my favorite spot. What you see as monstrous, I see as a blessing. This marks where the doctors entered and removed a small lump that could have eventually taken you from me. This Emma is my favorite spot, and you���re trying to keep me from it.���
Brody stood and kissed her neck and up her face, and felt her moist cheek against his lips as he moved up her face.
���Did I overstep?��� He asked softly as he leaned back.
���No, you didn���t, that was������ Emma started.
���The truth, you won���t ever get anything else from me Emma. I may need a moment now and then, but I���ll always be honest and truthful,��� he said and kissed her soft wet lips. ���I want to make love to you here Emma, may I?���
She nodded her head yes and took his face in her hands and kissed him.
* * *
Emma sat up on the dining room table, completely exhausted. Brody smiled at her as he watched her and rubbed her bare back.
���Ready to move upstairs?���
���I can barely sit up,��� Emma giggled.
���Well we have five more hours to pass and I actually want you in our bed,��� Brody said squeezing her rear.
���You���ve had me in every room and on every surface down here,��� Emma laughed ���I don���t think I���ll ever be able to wash dishes in that sink without turning red.���
���You shouldn���t have tried to run,��� Brody laughed.
���We need to clean up the floor, it���s very slippery. Who would have thought the faucet sprayer could reach that far?��� Emma laughed.
���I���m so glad it did, that damn shirt needed to come off,��� he said as he sat up and wrapped his arms around her gently caressing her breast.
���Thank you,��� Emma whispered.
���For what love?��� he said and kissed her neck.
���Everything, you are amazing, sweet, and kind,��� Emma said leaning back into him, ���And hard…again Brody?��� She gasped as she felt him against her back.
���What do you expect, you���re sitting naked on our dining room table, and all I can think about is what���s down here for me to munch on,��� he laughed and grazed his long fingers between her legs.
���Oh Brody,��� she moaned and jumped off the table before he could grab her, ���Meet me in that big old bed, Music Man,��� she said running up the stairs.
He grabbed her before she got to the door and wrapped his arm around her and lightly bit her neck, ���Gotcha.���
���Well it seems you do,��� Emma said and turned toward him, ���So now ��� what are you going to do about it?���
Brody laughed his deep dark naughty laugh, ���I���m going to tie you up in bows, love.���
���I don���t think…��� Emma started, and he lifted her onto him and thrust into her savagely, causing her to cry out.
���No, you���re not to think, just feel and do as you���re told,��� Brody said pulling out just as swiftly as he entered her.
Emma gasped, ���Give that back.���
���Your demands won���t be met at the present time, come I want to show you something,��� he said grabbing her hand and leading her to the closet.
Brody opened the door to his closet and pushed aside the clothes revealing another door, he pulled a key off of a shelf. He winked at Emma whose eyes were wide with wonder. He opened the door and behind it was a small closet that had drawers and shelves that held boxes.
���Alright Emma why don���t you check this out,��� his voice was controlled but she knew he was nervous.
Emma pulled open a drawer, and its contents made her gasp out loud. She picked up a small silver object, and her face turned red.
���Okay, just so you know, I���m quite embarrassed right now, and I expect that you think I don���t know what these are, but I do.���
���What are they Emma?��� He wrapped his arms around her waist and slowly pressing his erection against her back.
���Bullets? Silver bullets, sex toys, and hand cuffs, and a vibrator,��� she moaned as he caressed her sex with his hands.
���Okay very good Emma, how do you feel about them?��� He said circling her with his finger.
���Well I���ve been to toy parties, I always just bought the lotions,��� she said breathlessly.
He laughed and opened the next drawer revealing several lotions and oils.
���Yep like those,��� she said pushing into his touch.
He moaned, ���So you like those, hu
h?���
���I think I will with you,��� she said her voice shaking. She reached down to the last drawer and he stopped it from opening with his knee.
���You aren���t ready for that yet love,��� Brody said inserting a finger into her.
���Please,��� she moaned.
���Those boxes, the black one is for now,��� he said and pulled his hands away from her and reached up to grab it, ���Get in bed Emma.���
His voice was gruff, and she felt excitement burn deep inside of her as she went to the bed and covered herself as she sat waiting and wanting all things Brody.
He bit the corner of his lip as he pulled the blanket off of her, she squeezed her legs together.
���You need me Em?��� He asked stone faced as he cocked his head slightly to the left.
She looked up at him wide eyed and nodded her head slowly.
���Of course you do,��� he reached over the headboard and pulled out two rings attached that to ropes from behind it and tugged forcefully checking that they were tight enough.
Emma gasped, and he released a soft deep haunting laugh that made her squeeze her legs together even tighter as he gently laid her down, ���Give me your hand.��� He gently tied it up and moved to the next, he didn���t have to ask she just reached her hand out to him and squirmed a little and continued to pressing her knees tightly together. He was straddling her as he attached the silk scarves to the rings, he was in the perfect position to take him in her mouth, and she did. He looked down at her mouth full of him.
���This isn���t for me, yet,��� he grabbed a hold of himself and slowly pulled out of her mouth and moaned loudly.
He lightly dragged the head across her lips and down her chin slowly as she followed with her tongue until she couldn���t reach it anymore and she squirmed with a deep desire.
���How flexible are you Emma, should we see?��� He asked as he raised her ankle to her arm.
���If any part of this bothers you, you need to tell me,��� He slowly lowered my legs and backed up a little. ���No or stop aren���t going to work, you���re going to want to say those words and not mean them, and you know I���ve heard you say them before and not mean it. Emma, tell me what word you���ll say if you ever truly want me to stop,��� he said pulling more rings from behind the bed. They were longer, ���I wasn���t going to do this yet, but you���re leaving me no choice,��� he said taking one ankle and tying it and then the other, now she could no longer squeeze her knees together.