by Sara Craven
On the contrary, there was an uncompromising toughness about his mouth and jaw and a cool arrogance in his glance that
seemed to tell the world to beware. And she found herself giving a faint shiver.
As she unpacked, she made specific plans about what she would do if she ever discovered the Count di Salis was
watching her again. Not that it was likely, she hastily assured herself.
But if—if it happened, then she would stare back, coolly and calmly, but, at the same time, with enough hauteur to make
him realise his scrutiny was totally unwelcome and remember his good manners.
But she soon discovered that this careful planning was all in vain. Because it soon became apparent that, as far as the
Count was concerned, she might as well have been invisible. And, on the few occasions when he seemed to notice her,
he treated her with a distant politeness that chilled her with its formality—a reluctant adult dealing with a child, she
thought, seething.
To make matters worse, her father seemed unusually preoccupied. In fact, she hardly saw anything of him because he
seemed closeted in his study with Count Di Salis for hours at a time.
This wasn’t the normal run-up to Christmas by any means, Emily thought wistfully, although she’d told herself repeatedly
that she was just being silly and selfish. That her father had a perfect right to invite anyone he wanted to his own house, at
any time of the year.
But she’d grown accustomed, since her mother’s death five years before, to having him all to herself during the school
holidays, and she wished that the Count di Salis had paid his visit at some other time.
As it was, she was beginning to feel as if she was, in fact, the interloper here. That her presence was an obstacle to all
these ongoing discussions.
She told herself that there must be some big deal brewing, but she knew better than to ask and did her best not to feel
resentful.
Sir Travers had never discussed the ramifications of his property development empire with her, invariably telling her she
was too young to understand. However, she was sure in her own mind that it would have been different if she’d been a
boy. That her training as his successor would already have begun in earnest.
But he’d made it equally apparent, kindly but firmly, that his only daughter would have no role to play in the future running
of the company.
Daddy the Dinosaur, she thought with a small sigh.
Instead, with his total approval, she’d been nudged by her teachers into studying Fine Arts at university. And while she
wasn’t opposed to the idea, she wasn’t ecstatic in her enthusiasm either.
On the other hand, now Simon was in her life, her future might take a very different path, she thought, as glowing
excitement rose inside her.
The Aubreys and the Blakes had never been on particularly close terms, and while Simon, who was Mr Aubrey’s
nephew, had been a frequent visitor in the past, he’d not taken much notice of Emily until the previous summer, when
she’d been asked over to High Gables one glorious Sunday afternoon to play tennis on the new all-weather court they’d
just had installed.
The invitation had come from Jilly, the Aubreys’ only daughter, a cool, leggy blonde, three years older than Emily, who’d
made it languidly clear that she was only being asked to make up the numbers, because someone else had dropped out at
the last minute.
It had been an unpromising beginning, but when Simon had smiled at her and claimed her as his partner, offering a
charming apology in advance for being rusty, Emily had felt much better. And when they’d won, she’d found herself
basking in his admiration.
After that, Simon had made sure that she was invited over nearly every day to play tennis or swim in the Aubreys’ pool,
although Jilly had not been best pleased by this turn of events and had made no effort to hide it.
But Emily told herself that Jilly’s quiet malice didn’t matter. Because she was falling in love and she didn’t care who knew
it.
And—heaven of heavens—Simon seemed to feel the same. Everything he said to her—each time he took her in his
arms—was a promise for the future.
Naturally, there could be no formal acknowledgement of their relationship for at least another year, and both of them had
recognised this and discussed it.
For one thing, she had to coax her father into becoming firstly accustomed and then receptive to the idea. And this, she
knew, would be no simple matter, especially as Simon was between jobs and editorial positions on magazines did not
appear to be easy to find.
‘I don’t want to go to him cap in hand,’ Simon had told her ruefully on more than one occasion. ‘Especially as I get the
impression no one is ever going to be good enough for his lovely girl.’
Emily had to, reluctantly, agree. But she consoled herself with the certainty that once her father got to know Simon
properly he would like him. And the Boxing Day party would be an ideal opportunity for them to begin their closer
acquaintance. She was sure of that too.
But first she had to negotiate Christmas Day, which was easier than expected because her father, as if aware he’d been
neglecting her, made a determined effort to be the affectionate and jovial companion she was used to.
There was one tricky moment, however, when she was thrown completely by Rafaele Di Salis thanking her politely for
the book on local history she’d apparently given him. Knowing full well that she’d neglected to buy him anything at all,
and that this was her father’s doing, Emily stammered an awkward response, blushing vividly under his ironic gaze.
He himself had presented her with a dozen exquisite hand-kerchieves, trimmed with handmade Italian lace.
Correct and so—bo-ring, Emily decided. A duty present if ever there was one, which made her feel slightly better about
the book.
But she was grateful when he absented himself during the afternoon to go for a long walk, leaving her alone with her father
to play backgammon, an annual needle-match with no quarter given, or expected.
‘So what do you think of Rafaele’ her father asked suddenly as she set up the board for the game.
She shrugged. ‘I try not to think about him at all,’ she returned nonchalantly, reaching for the dice box.
For a moment she thought her father had frowned, but decided he was simply wearing his deep-concentration expression
in honour of the event’s solemnity.
‘You’ve improved,’ he announced later as Mrs Penistone came in to draw the curtains and bring the tea.
Emily pulled a face at him. ‘You let me win,’ she accused as she put the board and counters back in their leather case.
‘Nonsense,’ he said robustly and got up to poke the fire.
The moment his back was turned, she became aware that the housekeeper was beckoning to her, and she followed her
from the room.
‘Is something wrong’
‘There’s been a special delivery for you, Miss Emily—at the back door.’
Mrs Penistone was looking roguish. ‘Brought by a nice young man.’
‘Oh.’ Emily coloured as the older woman produced a small flat package tied up in Christmas wrap. It had to be from
Simon, she thought, her heart beating faster, so she would take it to her room and open it in private.
On her way along the gallery upstairs, she took the tiny card from its envelope and read the scrawled message. ‘For
Emily—my fantasy girl. S.’
Unable to control her curiosity any longer, she tore away the wrapping and paused, staring down at what lay in the folds
of paper.
It was underwear, she realised, but not like anything she had ever worn in her life. There was a bra consisting of two
triangles of filmy black gauze joined by narrow ribbon and a matching thong.
For a moment she felt confused. So far, Simon’s courtship of her had been deliberately restrained, even though there
were times when his slow kisses made her ache with frustration. He’d always said he was prepared to be patient—that
she was worth waiting for.
Until now. Until this—astonishingvolte face . Was this—really—how Simon thought of her she wondered, her skin
warming. How he saw her And if so…
‘Emilia.’
She hadn’t heard the door of the Gold Room open, let alone the sound of his approach, yet there was Rafaele Di Salis,
standing right in front of her. And, jolted out of her reverie, she started violently, her slackened grasp allowing the tiny
scraps of lingerie and the accompanying card to fall to the carpet between them.
For a moment, Emily stood, stricken. Oh, God, she moaned under her breath, diving frantically to retrieve them. But
Rafaele Di Salis was there before her, straightening with the bra and thong dangling incongruously from a fastidious
forefinger.
His brows lifted. ‘A gift from an admirer’ His tone was coolly dispassionate.
‘I don’t think that’s any of your business,’ she returned curtly. If she’d blushed before, she was burning now from head to
foot.Oh, why hadn’t she waited until she was safely in her room to open her parcel For him, of all men, to see Simon’s
present. ‘May I have them back, please’
‘Certamente.’ He dropped them back into their wrappings with an almost disdainful flick of the hand.
Emily bit her lip. All she really wanted to do now was walk away from him and die in a place where her corpse would
never be discovered. On the other hand, she didn’t want her father to receive a full description of the incident, she
realised resignedly. So—something would have to be done.
She said stiltedly, ‘I—I thought you were out walking.’
He shrugged. ‘Your father suggested I return in time for tea. He said it was quite an occasion.’ He glanced down at the
bra and thong, his mouth twisting. ‘I see he was right.’
‘They were intended as a joke,’ she said quickly. ‘But I don’t think Daddy would find it very funny.’
‘Then, perhaps, we should not distress him by mentioning it.’
‘No,’ she said. Adding reluctantly, ‘Thank you.’
She waited, but he made no attempt to move, and she was aware of his gaze resting on her reflectively.
She cleared her throat. ‘I—I know what you must be thinking…’
‘No,’ he said quite gently. ‘You do not.’ And handed her the card with Simon’s message. ‘As a matter of fact, I too am
enjoying a fantasy,’ he went on. ‘But mine does not involve clothing—of any kind.’
He gave her a cool, impersonal smile and walked on, leaving Emily gasping as if she’d been winded.
She spent a long time in her room, trying to summon up the courage to go down and face the tiny sandwiches, the
featherlight scones with cream and the huge elaborate Christmas cake that Mrs Penistone had provided. Because she’d
be expected to sample all of them under the sardonic gaze of their guest, and any loss of appetite would be noted and
commented on by her father.
Which, in turn, would provide further opportunities for that appalling—thatvile Rafaele Di Salis to amuse himself at her
expense, she realised stormily.
Because that was all it had been. Yet another dubious joke, but one which he’d had no right to make.
Except that a girl who’d just received a secret gift of suggestive underwear from her boyfriend could hardly be prim about
some mild sexual teasing. But, however she rationalised it, the memory still made her squirm uncomfortably.
I just wish he’d complete his business with Daddy and go, she told herself as she put the underwear back in its wrappings
and buried it deep in a drawer, then went slowly and reluctantly down to the drawing room.
‘Well’ Simon breathed into her ear. ‘Are you wearing them’
Emily looked down at herself—at the demure white silk shirt with its deep Puritan-style collar, and the ankle-length velvet
skirt in shades of dark blue and turquoise.
‘Er—no.’ She made her tone placatory. ‘They didn’t seem quite right—not under this.’
‘Well, maybe,’ he conceded moodily. ‘Tell me something, Em. Don’t you ever get tired of playing Daddy’s little girl
You’re past the age of consent, so isn’t it time you grew up and started being a woman My woman, in fact’
She gasped. ‘I thought we’d agreed to wait.’
‘And I’ve been waiting, for God’s sake. Have a heart, honey. I’m only human and I’m getting sick of walking away from
you with just an ache in my guts.’
Her cheeks warmed and she looked round in embarrassment. ‘Simon—keep your voice down. People will hear you.’
‘What are they going to hear That I want you That’ll come as no surprise to anyone in the neighbourhood—except
your father, maybe.’ He moved fractionally closer. ‘Isn’t there some way we can be together, sweetheart’
‘You mean this evening’ Emily was incredulous. ‘But I’m my father’s hostess. I can’t just—disappear. Besides, I’m
under orders to make sure that our house guest meets everyone,’ she added with a touch of bitterness.
‘You mean the tall Mediterranean job who’s been roaming round the village lately’ Simon snorted. ‘I wouldn’t worry
abouthim .’
‘But I have to worry. I was in trouble yesterday for spending time in my room when I should have been dancing
attendance on him. Daddy actually ticked me off about it, when I was on my way up to bed.’
She sighed. ‘So now I’m supposed to compensate for yesterday’s rudeness by looking after him tonight. Making sure
he’s not bored—keeping his drink freshened and all that stuff.’
‘You could have a problem there,’ Simon informed her. ‘Because all the women in the room are clustered round him,
drooling. You’d probably have to kill to reach him.’ His voice sank to a persuasive whisper. ‘Sweetheart, this is a big
house. There must be somewhere we can go—just for a while’
Emily bit her lip. Was that how he wanted their first time together she asked herself, troubled. A snatched encounter in
some empty bedroom with the threat of discovery hanging over them
She said quietly, ‘Simon, I can’t. My father’s bound to miss me and we can’t take the risk.’
‘Later, then. When the party’s over and everyone’s gone.’ His voice was urgent. ‘I’ll give it a couple of hours, then I’ll
come back across the garden, so leave the conservatory unlocked for me, hmm’
He paused. ‘Please, darling. It would mean so much to know you’re ready to trust yourself to me.’
Emily hesitated miserably, then nodded. ‘If—that’s what you want.’
His grin was triumphant. ‘Oh, you’ll want it too, my pet, I promise you that. And wear my present, eh’
Emily moved away, aware that her mouth was dry and her heart thudding uncomfortably. Some instinct made her look
across the room and she realised that, hemmed in as he was, Rafaele Di Salis was watching her, his dark face