by Nora Ikstena
On the paper my mother had scrawled:
Thou, who hast given birth to the Healer, heal my soul of yearning and sinful passions. Tossed in life’s storms, lead me to the port of penitence. Save me from eternal fire, the evil worm and hell.
About a month after my mother’s funeral, Jesse came to our flat in the city. She had continued to live in my mother’s house, tending the garden and at first walking to the graveyard almost every day.
After our bathtub ritual, about which Jesse used only one word – heavenly – we prepared for supper. My grandmother had made a special effort: a roast with vegetables, a cream of wheat mousse for dessert. We were setting the table when, from the other room, where the television was turned on, my step-grandfather shouted.
‘This can’t be true! Quick, quick – come here!’
Scared, we ran to him. On the television thousands of people were shown climbing onto the Berlin Wall and tearing it down bit by bit. There, on the screen, reigned an uncontrolled joy, euphoria, the sound of yelling and streaming tears.
‘This can’t be! It can’t be!’ As if transfixed by the
screen, my step-grandfather repeated it over and over. And yet it happened right in front of our eyes. Our four pairs of eyes – mine, my grandmother’s, my stepgrandfather’s and Jesse’s. Only my mother’s were missing.
Jesse clutched her head and said, ‘We really will be free. Why couldn’t she listen to my words?’
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About the Author and Translator
AUTHOR
Nora Ikstena was born in 1969 in Riga, Latvia. She studied at the University of Latvia before moving to New York. On her return to the Baltics she helped establish the Latvian Literature Center. She published her first novel Celebration of Life in 1998 and has written over twenty books since. She has won numerous awards such as the Order of the Three Stars for services to literature and the Baltic Assembly Prize. Soviet Milk, her most recent novel, won the 2015 Annual Latvian Literature Award (LALIGABA) for Best Prose along with the Dzintars Sodums Prize.
TRANSLATOR
Margita Gailitis has translated some of Latvia’s finest poetry and prose into English, including Sandra Kalniete’s With Dance Shoes in Siberian Snows and Māra Zālīte’s Five Fingers. Soviet Milk is her first translation for Peirene Press.
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First published in Great at Britain in 2018 by
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This ebook edition first published in 2018.
First published under the original Latvian language title Mātes Piens by Dienas
Grāmata, Riga
Copyright © Nora Ikstena, 2015
This translation © Margita Gailitis, 2018
Original translation edit: Vija Kostoff
With special thanks to Sophie Lewis, who edited Soviet Milk for Peirene.
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