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by Harry Gilonis


  the sea

  siubhal

  a grey heron landing

  on top of sea-wrack,

  folding wings

  attending to what’s near

  on stones of an ebb-shore,

  seeing the slippery ocean;

  hearing the sea swallowing,

  and brine chafing pebbles

  seeing the cold water,

  listening to beach uproar;

  breaking on slabs,

  the restless sea

  leumluth

  a demure heron landing

  lowering her legs

  on top of sea-wrack,

  maroon and vile-smelling;

  folding her wings close

  – neat, quite fastidious –

  attending to what’s near

  on the bare stones of the ebb-shore

  above the tide-line,

  seeing the slippery ocean

  light-patterned, netted;

  hearing the sea swallowing

  - gutteral, glottal -

  and brine chafing pebbles

  seeing the cold salt water

  of a cut-off lochan,

  listening to beach uproar,

  slap of water on water;

  breaking on flat slabs

  – raised beach or skerry –

  the restless sea

  taorluath

  a demure grey heron landing

  lowering her long legs

  atop scattered sea-wrack,

  midged, maroon and foul-smelling;

  folding her wide wings close,

  neat, if not fastidious,

  and attending to what’s near her

  on the bare stones of the ebb-shore

  above the tide’s kelp-line,

  seeing the slippery ocean

  bright-light-patterned and fretted;

  hearing the throated sea swallow

  gutterally, glottally,

  and its brine chafe at pebbles

  seeing the cold trembling water

  of an arm of a sea-loch,

  listening to the beach uproar,

  percussive slapping of water;

  breaking headlong on slabs

  of raised beach or skerry

  is the restless sea

  Crunnluath [crown-variation]

  a demure grey heron landing limber

  lowering long legs and brown feet sluggishly

  to alight on a spot she’d once arisen from

  on wave-scattered bladder-wrack,

  midgy, maroon, slimy, foul-smelling;

  compactly folding widths of wings close,

  neatly, fastidiously, leaving her free

  to turn an eye’s yellow iris

  to attend to what’s near her

  on the bare pale gneiss of the ebb-shore

  above the syzygied spring-tide’s

  storm-blurred kelp-line,

  with the sun descending a flame of wrath:

  seeing the ocean, slippery, reticulate,

  bright, light, and speckle-patterned;

  hearing the sea’s weeded throat

  stuttering, swallowing, glottal and gutteral,

  spitting at froth, its brine chafing at pebbles

  seeing the tremulous salt-packed sea-cold water

  of a lochan’s inlet cut off from the loch,

  listening to the noise of each agile wave

  in its rising, its falling, and its swift rebounding,

  each reach of beach’s reverberating roaring,

  percussive slapping, water on water, as spray cascades;

  and – breaking headlong on craggy slabs

  of ceaselessly battered raised beach or skerry –

  are the dark deep waves of the restless sea

  urlar

  a heron landing

  on top of sea-wrack

  folding her wings

  attending what’s near

  on the stones of the ebb-shore

  seeing the slippery ocean

  hearing sea swallowing

  and brine chafing pebbles

  seeing cold water

  listening to uproar

  the breaking on slabs

  of the restless sea

  for Michael Finnissy

  air’s susurrus

  through the rushes:

  the gaps matter

  as much as the stems,

  the stalks, all

  quavers in the wind

  Song 9

  and their hands, the way

  they hold their hands,

  pianists I mean, in

  the pauses, poised, held,

  in a way thought

  could only default,

  still, as a leaf

  curled as it dried,

  or a crab’s shell

  upright on shingle

  for Ian Pace

  Afar / Alongside

  Afar

  for Michael Finnissy

  afar

  the sea

  the eye

  watches …

  grass

  at a rock’s base

  moves

  in thin wind

  stretched &

  torn

  in precarious

  balance,

  all places

  empty to

  Pascal’s

  space (m’effraie …) – the

  inkspatter of

  stars, their

  inconspicuous traces

  alongside

  Alongside

  for Michael Finnissy

  alongside

  empty mills

  and rye-fields,

  riders

  under willows,

  by the field’s edge

  where rye-stalks stir

  in the breeze

  small claws

  where leaf-

  blade

  meets stem,

  long awns

  rising

  from the heads

  of the rye

  shaken by hooves

  and banners, the

  song of bugles,

  afar

  walk the line

  to walk

  far from silently

  amid the tumble

  of breakers, the

  skewed and

  varicose roll of

  the surf, its

  fetch backed up

  far beyond the isle’s

  end and its

  thunder ended

  in the swirl and hiss

  of back-wash back down

  through the ochre pebbles:

  the sea is not calm

  today, but showing

  angry white tips

  on lip-curling in-

  volute trem-

  ulous masses of

  water cascading:

  along the shore

  splash and splash

  and fall of waves:

  this sea trails

  a long line of spray,

  cradles stone,

  steadfast;

  embraces, grasps, fondles,

  kneads, strokes and polishes

  then lets its load drop

  onto sluiced

  gravel, lack-

  ing the vigour

  to pull it back

  to the ocean,

  swash

  buckling under

  and returning

  as back-

  wash, waves

  moving in each

  speck of each

  wave …

  from that

  grating roar

  sound grades

  down to where

  there’s no sound:

  ebbing over that

  threshold the

  white noise

  of white water

  withdrawing through

  shingle, accompan-

  iment to the crunch

  of cleat on sea-

  polished gravel,

  laminar pebbles
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  rememb’ring cliffs

  and distant rivers,

  moving

  slowly

  (a)long-shore

  drifting: as

  force’s push

  gives in

  to gravity’s pull

  beach-rubble

  moves: sorted

  assortedly,

  each pebble

  graded along

  the long

  littoral …

  under the fall

  of a foot’s weight

  shingle slides

  sideways ’til

  frictive packing

  anchors it: to

  walk the line

  along the sea’s

  fringe, on the

  shadowed ledge

  of the shingle

  berm, boot falls

  after boot-fall

  along the cusp

  of the ridge

  a brief sun

  sits on

  under storm-

  grey cloud

  as heavy as chert,

  granite-massy

  as the sky

  in the storm’s

  aftermath: salt-

  spray vortices

  are spun in the air,

  spindrift worked

  by the endless

  wind, droplets ri-

  ding in eyebrows

  and hair …

  the clouds

  lie low

  at the water’s edge

  behind the shipping

  that rode out the weather:

  the horizon a line

  of thin, pale grey

  and the line we’re walking

  pointillist beige, ovoids of

  wave-shaped chert: no

  colour else, save the flash

  of rich yellow

  on a cormorant’s

  neck …

  fly-catching martins

  criss-cross the axis we’re tracing

  moving into and

  out of unison, feet falling

  on gravel, repe-

  tition repetition,

  in cadence as oft-

  en as disrup-

  ted by chance – and

  how is it far, if one

  can think of it? – with

  grandmotherly care

  a skein of wind-

  propelled water

  wraps itself round

  and drenches us all;

  new rain spills

  from a half

  ’f a broken boat-

  float, gurg

  -ling as it percolates

  down through the pebbles;

  wind bats corks

  varec and kelp

  across a terrace

  of the tide’s

  making; a piece

  of twice-shaped wood

  sits stranded, alone,

  isolate

  from all purpose…

  light

  clarifies

  the right-angled

  rain-shadow

  behind a washed-

  up plank, the

  ridge is littered with

  sea-sculpted plastic

  & a moment

  of light

  hits a

  broken oar …

  brittle

  shells, fragile and

  hollow, are

  scattered, and

  gulls’ skulls too

  dot the shingle,

  bleached off-white:

  bright compared

  to dull gleam of pebbles

  water-varnished

  but paler under

  if turned over to show

  bellies ivory as

  young herring-gulls’

  plumage…

  we’re

  walking the line,

  feeling small pebbles

  under our boot-

  soles, step after

  step after step

  after step, pausing only

  to lift a curve of float

  to find a spider be-

  neath it

  in a careful, dry, web

  replaced with due care

  not quite

  where it came from …

  leaping

  pucker of rainpelted

  water,

  squall falling

  roughly on beach

  and beach-flowers

  alike: on sea-

  pink, bladed

  orache and

  sinuous eel-

  grass, thin shadows

  sparse as

  sunlight …

  hic salta,

  here sand-grains dance

  in the whirling zone

  between wave and

  sea-floor, obedient to orders

  in glossolalic morse

  from a rusting hawser

  tapping a flagpole …

  stones

  guttural under the feet,

  small ones weaseling

  into each sole’s

  every crevice

  as boots slip

  on rolling pebbles: a

  cormorant’s shadow

  is black on grey-

  veined water, sea-poppies

  as pale as the common

  moon, silent, in-

  visible, that tugs

  at the surf;

  ahead, a

  new tide, Silene

  vulgaris, bladder-

  weed, riding

  on a far slower

  swell; sea

  -campion’s white

  globular calices

  bright nodes shining

  on a ground of buff

  gravel, this elongate spine

  of fossil diatoms …

  as the in-

  step slides pebbles

  ride and settle: a

  young gull

  strokes the water,

  the wind

  makes waves,

  and each wave’s

  spill, plunge

  and surge

  renews the beach,

  creating, pre-

  serving,

  destroying;

  each sound

  lost

  in the sound

  of water:

  though time

  might cease,

  there’s silence here

  never;

  white froth

  climbs, dark waves

  break, foam and

  tumble

  out ’f the loud-

  roaring sea,

  alongside the scutter

  of eddied pebbles

  walking their line.

  thinking of Evan,

  walking on Chesil

  the turn, not

  linguistic and

  not philo-

  sophical, but akin

  to the swerve ’f a flight

  ’f plover off shingle,

  black backs in fact

  as dun as the pebbles

  but darkened in shadow,

  just ’s their fronts ’re

  whitened by sun

  over the diamond sea;

  in angles and arcs

  moving neither as One

  nor as the Many

  but in a stochastic weave

  pervasive through space,

  stiff wing-

  beats shape

  a loop-

  hole in air,

  cut through

  the hierarchy

  of language,

  a space where agility

  can melt

  into sunlight …

  Webern sings The Keel Row for Howard

  voices

  singing, tune in

  a round,

  an air

  moving, equal

  measure:

  turning

  the row, held and

  dancing –

  sae blithe,

  sae sprightly an

  bonny:
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br />   – dancing,

  held, a row that’s

  turning,

  measured,

  equal, moving

  in air;

  around

  the tune, singing

  voices

  six translations of Matsuo Bashō’s fūryū-no / hajime ya oku no / ta-ue-uta inside a poem for Cecilia Vicuña

  a beginning,

  deep

  in labour

  as fire

  springing,

  living –

  a start,

  poetry

  from nowhere:

  to find,

  now, an

  opening,

  grace

  beginning

  in the heart;

  seeing,

  placed

  and busy,

  refinement

  in the innermost

  part –

  footprints

  mark out

  a track,

  art

  starts

  in work –

  words

  suspended

  in air:

  aesthetics

  initially

  song

  an egg for E.

  ur-

  object from

  any point of view,

  summed mathematical

  constraints, ellipsoid in its

  flow, both bellied as a viol

  and curved like a pear; like

  that pair a paradigm of limit:

  closed, perfect, pointless,

  its point must be its

  hatching into the

  potentialities

  of song

  remembering Scott LaFaro

  shed notes

  leave

  the

  double bass

  a gentle

  heart

  strongly

  held

  – for who’s

  absolved

  from

  the play

  of the

  mind?

  – wind

  and light

  move the

  leaves

  day

  and night

  leave no

  moves

  scored

  and cut

 

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