Gods, it was a bitter night.
Clement walked, swiftly and quietly, to the round building’s center. The corridor that encircled the round central courtyard was protected by a chest-high half wall, sturdily built to withstand any accidental crashings of horses and wagons making the three-quarter turn to enter the stables. The corridor’s circle was interrupted only by the main passage through the building to the front gate. Here, both ends of the broken circle were blocked by barred doors. With the doors to the stable also barred, anyone who entered the building could take only two routes after coming into the courtyard: through the entrance to the main hall, or over the top of the half-wall.
And the invaders would have no reason to climb over the half-wall. They might look over it, but they would see no danger. Though faint starlight filtered down the long arched passageway from outside, the half-wall cast the corridor into unrelieved darkness. And there was nothing to see, in any case: the piles of lead balls, the powder horns, the spirit lamps, these were draped in dark cloth. The soldiers waited behind locked doors: on foot, their weapons sheathed for quiet, forbidden to utter a word, or shuffle their feet, or do anything other than breathe shallowly. There was nothing to see: nothing, that is, except Clement and her signal-man.
He was already in position: a light, lithe man, black-dressed, in soft, silent shoes. He had made a game of slipping through shadows these last few days, of learning to be invisible even to observers who knew he was there. But Clement’s knees sometimes crackled; her leather armor might creak, and after crouching a long time in the shadows she would be too stiff to move soundlessly. If the game were given away prematurely, she would be the one to give it away.
The signal-man said, in a voiceless whisper, “The watchers count thirty-two people approaching the gate. There might be more, hidden in the trees.”
Clement nodded. The defenders outnumbered the attackers, and also had the added advantage of surprise. Awkward in stiff leather, she knelt on the waiting cushion and carefully picked up the loaded and primed pistol. The signal-man helped her to veil her head and body with black cloth, and then he made himself disappear. With the pistol resting on one thigh, Clement pressed herself to the half-wall where the shadows were most impenetrable, uttered a silent prayer to the god of luck, and put her eye to the peep-hole.
She could not see the roof beams; the center post at the middle of the circular courtyard was visible only because she knew it was there. The courtyard itself was mostly obscured in shadows that only faintly lightened near the arched passageway, down which the snow had reflected a trace of the starlight from outside. There was nothing to see. It was so silent that Clement could hear only the rhythmic rush of blood in her own veins. The attackers had perhaps realized by now that the padlock was too cold and rusty to be picked, and were quietly filing the metal instead.
To wait and watch, freezing cold, even colder from anxiety, skin crawling, nose itching (inevitably!) was terrible. Clement’s face rasped against the wood, as loud as a cough in her hypersensitive ears. Her armor creaked with every breath. She became convinced that the black veiling was slipping off, and that the revealed polished leather shone as brightly as a lamp. Cold sweat crawled from her armpit down to her ribs, and the tickling became such a torture she could think of nothing else.
Of course, the tension and discomfort seemed unendurable. It always did.
A movement in the faint light of the arched passageway. One person only. A man by the shape of the shoulders. What did he see? An echoing vacancy of blackness. An unguarded building where the occupants slept soundly, unsuspecting, where hearthfires warmed the rooms behind shut doors. What did he hear? The creak of Clement’s armored breaths?
He came in: not overly cautious, a shadowy shape whose hobnails crunched on gravel. Relaxed, in no great hurry, he tried one of the barred doors, peered over the half wall, walked part-way around the circle of the courtyard, then stepped through the entrance to the corridor. Clement could no longer see him. Would he appear in the curved corridor to her right? If he did, then he might spring the trap too soon, and this would not be the ambush she hoped for: her soldiers would be chasing the attackers through the snow instead.
He stepped back out into the courtyard. Perhaps he had walked the other direction, or had gone down the main hall, trying the doors, looking into the empty refectory. Perhaps he wondered why so many doors were locked. Or had he even noticed? He finished his casual circuit of the courtyard. He brushed by Clement’s peephole. Not an arm’s length away, he peered over the half-wall. He stepped back, and stood a moment. She glimpsed his teeth, his glittering eyes, as he turned into the starlight.
She let out her breath. The leather creaked. He walked away. She knew he must be Willis: he would be a leader who insists on going in first. A leader for whom image matters more than common sense. Who did not see what he did not expect to see.
She breathed. She needed the air.
More shadows in the archway. His entire attack force was quietly coming in. They formed four clusters. If it were Clement’s force, and if she knew in advance that one quarter of the building was stables, one team would secure the exit and the other three would each secure a quarter. Again, she spotted her man, Willis, going confidently from team to team, clasping hands, patting shoulders, whispering assurances a bit too loudly.
He turned, smiling, to walk towards the last group, towards her.
She lurched to her feet. She sighted down the pistol. She squeezed the trigger. Gunpowder exploded, a handspan from her face. She dropped behind the shelter of the half-wall.
Chaos. The startled attackers promptly wasted their shots and time. Lead balls thunked where Clement’s gunflash had been. Doors crashed open. Crouching soldiers ran past.
The soldiers in the tack room raced out to block the exit.
“To me!” cried a hoarse, shocked voice in the courtyard.
“Fire at will,” said Clement quietly.
The signal-man began to pipe upon his whistle.
The positioned soldiers opened fire.
Clement could see a little now: the glow of spirit lamps being lit, the movement of the reloaders’ quick hands, the rhythmic rising and ducking of the soldiers.
She put her eye again to the peep-hole. Explosive flares along the half-wall wildly lit a chaotic scene. Struggling, jerking shadows. Bodies. Shouts of anger. Shouts of terror. Screams of pain. Gunfire’s echoing racket.
She could see that the invaders were no longer returning fire, which meant they had used all their shots. Not enough discipline, she thought. Too late to learn it now.
The struggle now focused on the exit passage.
Even if the invaders broke through the bottleneck of soldiers, they would find the gate again chained closed.
“Hold fire,” said Clement.
The signal man changed his tune. The guns gradually fell silent.
“Sabers only. Attack,” said Clement.
And then she ran, with him cheerfully piping the signals behind her. She ran for the entry to the slaughterhouse stink of the courtyard, as the reloaders unshielded their lamps and put them atop the half wall, so the gunflash-blinded pistoliers could see to fight.
She ran, and with her saber’s hilt dealt a ringing blow to the helm of a soldier who was about to strike open the neck of a fallen man. “Mine!” she screamed into the soldier’s startled face. “Go forward!”
She had to trust her rivets to protect herself, and her prisoner, from accidental attack: Polished, light-reflecting brass that studded the front and back of her leather armor, and marked her as a fellow soldier even in the hazy light, the rising dust, the spray of blood. The wounded man thrashed and shouted, struggling to rise. His beard was fouled with straw. His eyes . . . she could not quite endure them. The purity of his rage.
Her shot had blown out the back of his thigh. Inside the ugly wound, she saw broken bone. She wrestled him down, knelt on his back to hold him. Shouted hoarsely for a medic.
> The signal-man piped on. No one responded to her shout, a single hoarse cry in a roar of shouts. People ran past her, tripping on her prisoner’s sprawled limbs. “Soldier!” she shouted at each one, futilely. “Get the medic!”
Impossible to know how the battle was going, but easy to predict the outcome. A tangle of struggling, shouting shadows in the arched passageway. A dozen or more bodies, dead, and dying, scattered. A few soldiers now, somewhat dazed in the aftermath, dispatching anyone who still moved.
“Medic!” Clement shouted.
Finally, a man rushed up to her, with a pale boy bearing a lantern. “Lieutenant-general? What is your hurt?”
“This prisoner. He must live.”
The medic took one look. “His leg must come off, then.” The boy was tottering. The medic snatched the lantern from him.
“Give me the light.” The prisoner’s thrashing was losing its strength, so Clement could hold the lantern reasonably steady while the medic put hands into the wound, and pinched shut a spurting artery.
“It may be too late,” he commented.
The boy crumpled.
Someone was shouting for her.
“Here!” she answered. It took a few more shouts before Captain Herme found her. Meanwhile, she noticed the soldiers coming out of the arched passageway, noticed the rising silence.
“It’s over,” Herme said, unnecessarily.
“Get that kid out of the way, will you?”
A soldier picked up the boy and took him away. Others took control of the injured prisoner, so Clement could stand up. Something hurt. Her ribs. Willis must have gotten in a good punch. She stood by the medic. “Don’t amputate yet. But get his bleeding stopped.”
“There’s wounded soldiers,” said the sergeant.
“Unless the wounds are life-threatening, they’ll have to wait.”
In the dining hall, the wounded gathered, limp or giddy, attended by their comrades. The medic put his cauterizing irons on the fire. The lantern-boy vomited helplessly in the corner. Clement checked the waiting soldiers, and found no life-threatening wounds. The rebels’ guns had used up their shots before they had targets to shoot at; their daggers had rarely penetrated armor. Death-and-Life had been cornered, helpless, so overwhelmed they’d hardly been able to fight back.
She went out again to the courtyard. Soldiers worked in pairs to carry the bodies away.
As she walked down the arched passageway to the gate, she lifted her lantern. Blood smeared the wall and puddled the cobblestones. She stepped carefully. The smell made her stomach churn.
She went through the gate, which hung ajar. The chain with which the soldiers had secured it dangled. The original padlock, its hasp filed open, lay tossed upon the stones. Outside, the snow was churned up, pink with blood. She followed the trail toward the sound of soldier’s cursing.
“By gods, I thought I was skewered.”
“Isn’t that one dead yet?”
“Hell, this is dirty work!”
They fell silent at the sight of her. In solitary silence she viewed the bodies piled in the snow. A boy. A woman older than she. A man with his guts trailing. Not much blood now, just a discarded pile of flaccid gray flesh. The soldiers’ pockets bulged with pilferage.
She turned away. Behind her, she heard the voices start again.
“It’s fucking cold!”
“Haven’t we got them all yet?”
“What did the lieutenant-general want?”
“Did you hear she’s making the medic treat the prisoner first?”
She could hardly lift her feet, she was so tired. The stars shimmered coldly overhead. Her breath puffed out, obscuring her vision.
She was walking away from the garrison.
She could not stop herself.
Her boots caught in deep snow. She fell. She lay.
Her lantern had gone out.
Under guard, the prisoner lay raving, tied spread-eagled to a table. His leg, roughly splinted, smelled like charred meat. His cut-open clothing trailed from him in bloody, unraveling rags.
Clement said to the guards, “Go eat something.” She pulled up a chair, and sat, and crossed her legs. She had forced herself to swallow a sweetened corncake, but her stomach still churned. “Willis,” she said quietly in Shaftalese, “Stop your ranting. There’s no audience any more—just you and me.”
He fell silent—with surprise?—and gave her a scouring, baleful glance. “When the G’deon comes,” he said, “She will take out your heart. She will dissolve your flesh. You will beg her for death. You will beg!”
Clement said, “Yes, I’m rather afraid of that. When can we expect the G’deon to come?”
“When we prove our devotion to her! When we prove that we are willing to serve her unto death!”
“What will it take to prove this?”
He said through pale lips, “The abandonment of mercy.”
Though Clement had managed to get herself back indoors, she remained weak and stunned by the horror of the massacre. Yes. The abandonment of mercy.
What mercy had the Sainnites ever granted?
She shut her eyes. She opened them to find he was looking at her. “Are my people all dead?” he asked.
“Yes, they are.”
Now, his turn to shut his eyes. A furrowed face, much hardened and battered by the bitter weather of this godsforsaken place. His lips moved. Perhaps he said the names of the dead.
“Tell me about your G’deon,” said Clement. “I want to know about her. What does she look like? What has she said to you? Why isn’t she here with you, helping to fight your battles?”
His eyes opened, his weathered face creased into a baleful grin. “You fear the day that happens! And so you ought to! The land itself has been tainted by your presence, but she will not foul herself with Sainnite blood. She named me her champion. But do you think I am the only one? After this night, hundreds will rise up. Thousands!”
He paused to gasp for breath. Though the bleeding had been stopped, the pain must have been excruciating. Yet, despite agony and weakness, his words were chilling, terrible. The effect he had on his followers must have been profound.
Clement pulled herself together, considered what he had said, and asked quietly, “How many of your people did you hold back in the woods?”
“What difference does it make, how many? They’re flying down the mountain now!” He uttered a raw laugh. “Oh, no, you’ll not keep this night a secret! All will be known. That we are heroes. And that you—” He glanced at her again. “You cannot silence stories. The land itself will know our names.”
Like Cadmar, the man only seemed able to make speeches. He was a figure, as Cadmar had become a figure.
He lay gasping, shivering. There were no blankets here, and the warmth of the fireplace did not travel far. At the far end of the hall, where the medic was cleansing and binding the last wounds, soldiers trailed in, checked on their comrades, ate a cold corncake or two, and exchanged muted accounts of what had happened. Clement heard no bragging; even hardened soldiers would find this night’s butchery difficult to be proud of.
“Willis,” she said, “Tell me about South Hill.”
He looked at her blankly.
“Surely, what happened there no longer matters, after so many years.”
He said, shallow-breathed, “Who are you?”
“I’m Clement, daughter of Gabian. I want to understand what is happening to us.” She leaned a bit forward, her stiff leather creaking. “There was a mysterious woman, a traitor, who came to South Hill. Tell me about what happened there, and I’ll tell the medic he can give you a pain draught.”
Some people when injured lose all their intelligence, but this was not one of them. He said, “She was one of yours. You know what happened.”
“I am being honest with you, one commander to another. We Sainnites knew nothing of her, or of her doings. This is the truth. At least tell me her name.”
“Her name? If you don’t know,
why should I say it?”
“Did she have a name?”
He gave her the scornful look one madman gives another. “Everyone has a name!”
“Did she tell stories?”
“Stories?” His tone was blank. Was he concealing something, or was there nothing to conceal?
She sat back, and it occurred to her to undo some buckles so the leather would not keep digging into her aching ribs. “Was she a border woman?” She fumbled with the buckles.
Of course, he would not answer a single question. And there was no point in torturing him for the answer. He would simply die.
“Ashawala’i,” he mumbled.
His vague gaze sharpened. She realized she was staring; perhaps she had even turned pale. “Ashawala’i,” he said more firmly, apparently appreciating the effect this word had on her.
Hard to say who was in charge of this interrogation, hard to say which of them had the most power. “She claimed,” he added. “So she got herself into the company by playing on the commander’s sympathy. Because you Sainnites destroyed her people.”
Clement said, “So she was just pretending to be a survivor of the Ashawala’i people.”
“She was a traitor. She admitted it. Telling secrets to a man in the garrison.”
“To what man? To that seer, Medric? It was he who turned traitor against us! It must have been because of her.”
The leader of Death-and-Life gave her a baffled look. “Then why did Mabin tell me to kill her?”
She stared at him, stunned and chilled. “Mabin knew of this woman?”
“It does not matter,” said the man. His eyes were glazing over.
No, Clement thought, it does not matter. Except that the Ashawala’i had been massacred because another seer had foreseen that a member of this distant, isolated tribe would cause the destruction of the Sainnites. And the shadow-woman of South Hill and the shadow-woman of the Lost G’deon story were linked by councilor Mabin. And a raven had dropped a book out of the sky.
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