by Hodge, Sibel
‘But I saw you at the singles’ night shopping too.’ My eyes flickered up at him.
He raised his head a fraction, a grin spreading over his face. ‘The night I saw you at Tesco, I’d been to see my old wood carving tutor. I wanted to get his input about this new career opportunity, and I got back a bit late so I just wanted to get something quick to eat for dinner. I didn’t even know they had “singles' night shopping.”’
Relief flooded through my veins as I digested the jumble of information.
He took my hand. ‘There’s something else, as well.’
My eyes searched his for signs of what he was about to say, wondering what other bombshell he was going to drop on me.
‘I’ve got a confession to make,’ he inhaled. ‘I knew you were meeting Nick outside the pub, so I got there early and told him you couldn’t make it because you’d been called to a family emergency,’ he said, exhaling deeply.
I smiled. ‘Ah, so that explains why he didn’t show up.’
‘I just couldn’t risk losing you forever.’
‘So how long have you felt like this?’ I concentrated on his face, explosive bubbles of happiness bursting inside.
‘Probably since I was about four.’
I let out an excited giggle. ‘So, what’s the other condition?’
‘Well, the other condition is your final challenge. I just need a yes or no answer.’ He bent down on one knee in front of me, without lifting his eyes from mine. He grasped onto my hand for dear life. ‘Will you come with me?’ He hesitated. ‘As my wife?’
‘Well, I’m afraid I’ve only got one thing to say on the matter.’ I grinned.
‘What’s that?’
‘I think I need to buy some new bikinis!’
The End
My Perfect Wedding
Sibel Hodge
*****
“Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that”
MICHAEL LEUNIG
Chapter 1
The customs officer flipped open Kalem’s passport and scrutinized the photo.
I tapped my foot. Come on, come on, don’t you know we’ve got a wedding to get to? My perfect wedding, nonetheless. And on top of that, the duty-free shops were seriously calling my name. We’d already been shuffling along in the security queue for forty-five minutes like a couple of tortoises, and I could almost smell the teasing waft of bargain perfumes, designer lipsticks that stay on for three days, and bumper packs of chocolate sending out silent buy me signals in the shopping area beyond.
Luckily, we’d got to the Airport in plenty of time. Kalem wanted to check in early to try and get a seat with extra leg-room. Not that it bothered me, really. At five foot nothing, I never had a problem with being crammed in like a stuffed sausage, but Kalem’s legs were long and toned and…well, pretty damn sexy.
Kalem ran a hand through his cropped dark hair and nodded towards the passport. ‘I probably had more hair then,’ he said to the customs officer.
I giggled, remembering the frizzy out-of-control footballer’s perm he’d had when the photo was taken, which resembled my unruly curls on a good hair day.
‘I don’t think so,’ the customs officer muttered, narrowing his eyes at Kalem.
I stepped out from behind Kalem and leaned on the counter. A wave of loud tutting broke out from the queue behind me.
‘It’s a serious offence to tamper with a passport, sir,’ the customs officer said in a deadly tone, glaring at Kalem.
‘Pardon?’ Kalem’s eyes widened with surprise. ‘I can assure you that my passport hasn’t been out of my sight. And it definitely hasn’t been tampered with. If you’ll just let me show you –’ Kalem reached out his hand.
The customs officer shot his hand in the air, passport held up high, so Kalem couldn’t get anywhere near it.
‘Sorry...’ my eyes shot to his name badge, ‘Officer Head. What seems to be the problem?’ I asked, thinking he was obviously some sort of jobsworth with nothing better to do than annoy innocent travellers.
Officer Head tried the same suspicious glare on me and shot his other hand up for silence. Then he picked up a phone on the counter and whispered something into it. I heard the words ‘possible’ and ‘terrorist’ but the rest of it was inaudible.
I gulped. What was going on? This was ridiculous.
‘Right. You two will have to come with me.’ Officer Head climbed out from behind the passport control booth and marched off along the airport floor.
Another loud tutting session erupted from the group of people behind us.
I glanced at Kalem with a questioning look. ‘What’s happening?’
He shrugged. ‘I don’t know. It’s probably just some kind of simple misunderstanding. The quicker we get this over with, the quicker we can get on with our pre-honeymoon.’ He lowered his voice to a whisper. ‘And don’t say anything.’
‘What do you mean, don’t say anything? If he asks me a question, I’ll have to say something, won’t I?’
‘You know what I mean – don’t say anything ridiculous.’
Me? Ridiculous? As if.
We fell into step behind the crazy customs guy. ‘I know.’ I smirked at Kalem. ‘This is the surprise you said you’d organized, isn’t it? I bet we’re really going to be escorted to a VIP lounge, where we can drink champagne and eat those little canapé things. Ooh, great. I love those. I wonder if they’ve got those little smoked salmon rolls with the cream cheese fillings. Yum.’
‘This isn’t the surprise.’ Kalem’s forehead scrunched up into frown lines.
‘Oh, yeah, good one. I bet you’re just saying that so I’ll be even more surprised when we get there.’ I paused. ‘Well done. Good surprise.’ I giggled. Wow, this was going to be such a great start to our brand new, exciting life together.
‘It’s not,’ he hissed at me.
My jaw dropped open. ‘What do you mean, it’s not? What is it then?’ A sudden blanket of fear swept over me.
Kalem was saved from answering as we reached a door marked Customs – Private.
Officer Head punched in a security code on the keypad lock and led us into a massive rectangular interrogation room with a desk at the far end, separated by two chairs on one side and two on the other. The desk seemed miles away from the entrance, like I’d suddenly been transported into a freaky Alice in Wonderland world, where everything was out of proportion. I felt like Kalem and I had turned into tiny little munchkin-type people, but everyone and everything else was ginormous.
‘Sit,’ Officer Head barked so loud that my ear almost imploded.
We dropped down onto the hard plastic chairs. This was not good. Not good at all.
‘Another officer will be joining us shortly,’ Officer Head began, ‘but until then, I’m going to ask you some questions.’ He opened Kalem’s passport again. ‘Right. Let’s start with you.’ He looked at Kalem. ‘What is your name?’
I gazed at Officer Head, who actually looked like Mr. Potato Head – only his nose was a little less red – and panicked. My brain flickered away like a dodgy light bulb. There had to be some completely rational and normal explanation for this mix-up. I mean, yes, normal and rational weren’t words that I could usually associate with my life. I would probably describe myself more as accidentally challenged. But still, this was just a simple mix-up, surely.
‘Kalem Mustafa,’ Kalem replied.
‘Ha-ha.’ I let out a nervous laugh.
Officer Head gave me a narrow-eyed stare, then turned back to Kalem. ‘Is that your real name?’
‘Er…excuse me. Is that a trick question? It’s obvious what his name is. It’s in his passport,’ I said, not wanting to state the obvious, but someone had to do it.
Oh, I get it now. It must be a dream. Yes, that was it. Recently, I'd been having a few of those pre-wedding jittery dreams – well, more like nightmares, actually – where I turned up at the venue in front of all our guests, and my wedding dress had suddenly tu
rned see-through. And, even worse, I'd somehow decided to have my bikini area waxed into the shape of a dartboard, complete with bullseye. This was just one of those nightmares, that was all.
I leaped off the chair. ‘Come on Kalem, let’s go.’
‘You can’t go until I say you can go,’ Officer Head insisted.
‘I can do whatever I want. It’s my dream,’ I said to him with a haughty gleam in my eye.
‘SIT DOWN,’ he shouted back at me.
I heard a loud ringing in my ear. Surely you didn’t hear ear-ringing in a dream? I pinched myself. Ow! Shit. I was still awake. I slumped back in the chair. Uh-oh. This was for real.
The door swung open and another customs official with a toilet brush crew cut walked in.
‘Richard,’ the second officer acknowledged his colleague with a tilt of his head and then turned to us. ‘I’m officer Goodbody.’ He sat down, and I heard a noise like a whoopee cushion exploding. I couldn’t tell if it was him or the chair, though.
‘Let’s start again, shall we?’ Officer Head leaned forward. ‘Is that your real name?’
Kalem swallowed. ‘Of course it’s my real name.’
I looked between the customs men with suspicion. Richard Head? Was this for real? The light bulb was back on full power now. ‘Ha! I know what’s going on.’
They both raised an intrigued eyebrow and waited for me to enlighten them.
‘No one could be called Dick Head and Officer Goodbody. It sounds like something out of a bad Seventies porn movie. This is one of those TV shows, isn’t it?’ My eyes darted around the room like a maniac, looking for any signs of hidden cameras and cabling. ‘It’s like Candid Camera, or You’ve Been Punk’d, or something. Or…I know.’ I squinted at them. ‘Are you Ant and Dec in disguise? Are we going to be on their Saturday Night Takeaway show where they’re always playing practical jokes on people?’ I leaped up and leaned over the desk, so I was inches away from their faces, examining them for signs of false noses and excessive, disguising make-up.
Kalem shot me a horrified look.
‘Give me your passport.’ Goodbody ignored my outburst and held his hand out to me.
OK then, maybe not.
I reached into my bag and handed it to him.
‘Now, where were we?’ Dick Head shuffled in his chair. ‘Ah, yes. Kalem Mustafa. I will ask you again. Is that your real name?’ He glowered at Kalem.
‘Yes.’ Kalem shot me a silencing side glance.
‘And what’s your name, hmm?’ Goodbody asked me.
‘You know what my name is; it’s on my p–’
Kalem stared at me, jerking his head towards Dick Head and Goodbody, silently willing me to just answer their questions.
I sighed. ‘Helen Mustafa.’
‘Ah ha!’ Goodbody waved my passport around. ‘It says Helen Grey here. Is this a fake passport?’
‘No! Sorry, I meant to say that my name’s going to be Helen Mustafa in six days time. We’re getting married. At the moment, I’m Helen Grey. You know how it is when a girl’s getting married: she gets a bit over-excited and starts signing her new married name for months in advance and repeating “Mrs. Mustafa” over and over again.’ I could tell by the look on his face that he didn’t have a clue what I was on about. ‘In fact…’ I glanced at my watch. ‘We’re supposed to be catching our plane in about forty-five minutes. We’re supposed to be having a few days of relaxing pre-wedding sand, sea and s… ’
‘Sharap,’ Kalem interjected.
‘Did you just tell me to shut up?’ Dick Head frowned at Kalem.
‘No, he said sharap. It’s Turkish for wine,’ I informed him. Since I’d found out that Kalem and I were going to be moving to North Cyprus, I’d desperately been trying to learn some Turkish words. So far, I’d mastered the important things like: “More wine please” and “Where are the toilets?” I could also say: “cat”, “thanks”, “very much”, “I’m full”, “cucumber”, “large”, and “melon”. It wasn’t a lot, I know, but it could make for an interesting sentence.
‘Why have you got a single plane ticket? Why aren’t you returning to the UK?’ Dick Head peered at us as if this were highly suspicious.
‘We’re moving abroad. We’re going to live the dream.’ I gave him a wistful smile as I thought about how perfect our new life was going to be.
‘What dream?’ Goodybody said.
‘You know, we’re escaping the dreary British weather and the rat race to experience life in the sunny and relaxing Mediterranean.’ Daydreams rapidly filled my head: walking hand in hand with Kalem on a sandy beach after a leisurely swim in the warm sea; sitting on our orange blossom scented, sun-baked villa terrace with a chilled glass of rosé as we watched the blazing sun set over the sea; sipping tiny cups of strong coffee in a chic waterfront café; eating succulent, freshly caught sea bass or juicy king prawns, cooked to perfection on a barbeque.
‘Your name sounds like a Muslim name. Are you a Muslim?’ Officer Head’s voice broke into my daydreams, sending me spiralling back to the reality of being stuck in a tiny, lifeless room with overpowering lights and a sweaty, stale smell. ‘Well?’ He peered at Kalem, waiting for his answer.
Kalem folded his arms casually across his chest. ‘Not really.’
‘Hmm. Not really. That’s a strange answer. What does “not really” mean?’
‘Well, my parents are Turkish Cypriot. The religion of Turkish Cypriots is Muslim, but we don’t exactly practice it or anything. Most Turkish Cypriots are relaxed in their religious practices and very tolerant of other people’s religions.’ Kalem shrugged.
I jigged my leg up and down. We were going to miss our flight. My wonderful pre-honeymoon would be ruined.
‘Is that what they told you to say?’ Goodbody leaned in closer, resting his elbows on the desk.
‘Who?’ Kalem asked.
‘Are you a member of Al-Qaeda?’ Officer Head looked deadly serious. ‘We have to be extremely vigilant these days, you know.’
‘What?’ Kalem blustered. ‘Of course not!’
‘Where are you travelling to?’ Goodbody wanted to know.
‘North Cyprus,’ I said, jigging harder. ‘We’ll miss our flight if you keep us here any longer. What’s going on?’ I whined, feeling my heart bouncing around in my chest. I was going to have a panic attack in a minute. Maybe if I fainted, they would let us go. I slouched down further in my chair, so I wouldn’t have as far to fall if I hit the ground.
‘Are you a suicide bomber?’ Dick Head growled at Kalem.
‘He’s a teacher!’ I cried.
‘And who do you teach? Terrorist cells?’ Dick Head beamed with excitement at Officer Goodbody. ‘I think we’ve got one of the Al-Qaeda’s main men here.’
Kalem shook his head in amazement. ‘I teach woodcarving and sculpture!’
‘Is that a code name of some sort?’ Goodbody asked Dick Head. ‘I seem to recall one of the Bin Laden breakaway groups had a code name like that. What was it now?’ He scratched his toilet brush head, deep in concentration. ‘Ah yes! The Splinter Group.’
‘I haven’t heard of that one before.’ Dick Head frowned. ‘But it’s possible. Woodcarving… splinter…yes, it sounds possible to me.’
‘Why are we here?’ I furrowed my brow and gazed at both of them, interrupting what seemed like the most surreal conversation I’d ever heard in my life.
Dick Head ignored my question and stood up. ‘Hand over your bags, please. I want to take a look inside.’
I gave him mine. Kalem lifted his rucksack and put it on the table in front of us.
Goodbody rummaged around in my bag with interest and then pulled out my camera. ‘Why do you need such a big camera? Are you going to be taking surveillance photos?’
‘I’m a photographer,’ I said.
‘Hmm. A likely story.’ Goodbody’s eyebrow shot up.
Dick Head started on Kalem’s rucksack, pulling out a book, a couple of apples, and a tub of edible chocolate body
paint. He held up the body paint to Kalem. ‘What’s this?’ He unscrewed the lid and glared at it as if it were packed full of Semtex.
Kalem shrugged. ‘Well, it is going to be our pre-honeymoon.’
I felt my insides turn to goo. He still had that effect on me. Oh, yes, bring on the chocolate body paint!
‘Was that the surprise you were talking about?’ I said to Kalem, turning my head away from the customs men who were busy scouring our bags for hidden compartments.
Satisfied there was no Semtex, suspicious looking shoes, or packets of nails in our hand luggage, they returned their attention to us.
‘We’re going to miss our flight.’ I looked at my watch again, desperately hoping they’d hurry up.
‘Why has your passport been tampered with?’ Dick Head asked Kalem again.
‘It hasn’t,’ Kalem insisted.
‘Well what do you call that then?’ Dick Head turned the passport around to face Kalem.
I gulped and my brain did a silent mental shriek. ‘Oops,’ I squeaked, suddenly feeling nauseous.
Kalem stared at the photo section on his passport. The picture of a footballer-permed Kalem had been replaced with a picture of an old, fat, bald man with huge black square glasses.
‘I think I’m going to pass out,’ I muttered. If I caused a distraction, maybe we could just make a run for it.
‘What’s that?’ Kalem gasped, turning his head slowly to me with dread.
Dick Head and Goodbody gave me an icy glare.
‘Ah,’ I croaked. It was all my fault. How was I going to explain this one?
‘Well?’ they said in unison.
‘Erm…well…what happened was…Kalem is always playing practical jokes on me,’ I paused, thinking how this was going to sound. ‘Anyway, about four months ago I bought this hair dye…’
Goodbody snorted.
‘What does hair dye have to do with this?’ Dick Head growled.
‘It’s very relevant, actually,’ I started again, running a shaky hand through my hair. ‘So, I bought this hair dye, and when I got it home, I realized I didn’t like the colour.’ My eyes darted to Kalem, who gawped at me. ‘A few days later, I took it back to the shop and asked the woman at the counter if I could return it. But when she took the box back off me, she stared at it for a while with a puzzled look and then turned it around to show me.’