Punishment (Light My Fire Series Book #2)

by Alexa Phoenix

  “Yeah, ok. I’ll get right on that man,” I laughed back at his idiotic comment.

  “So, are you gonna come out tonight or what? Alexandra’s asking about you again. I guess something about you affected her or some shit. I don’t know. You know, female talk. But anyways she’s looking for you.”

  “Nah, I’m good. She’s not my type.”

  “Not your type? What the fuck? What is your type, man? You’ve been single since you’ve separated from Carolyn, what, four years ago. Come on man, you need to get yourself some pussy. Wasn’t your divorce just finalized? You should celebrate bro! Come have some drinks and let’s celebrate. Be careful though it’s wet outside. Maybe tonight it’ll be wet inside too, huh? Get it?”

  “Wow, you are something else, man. I’m good. I’m gonna hang here. I’m gonna grab myself a beer from the fridge and just crash. I’m beat and I really don’t’ feel like dealing with woman right now, especially Alex. She’s great and all, but damn that woman’s crazy,” I laughed.

  The sound of the rain outside hit the windows hard. My mind thought of Phoenix in bed with me, our bodies fogging up the glass as the rain was before me.

  “Alright, Jax. Well if you change your mind, I’m here brotha.” The sound of the loud patrons in the bar echoed in the background.

  “Thanks man.”

  The phone clicked off and my mind focused back on thoughts of her again.

  There was just something about her. I couldn’t think of anyone else. The sexual charge between the two of us is undeniable. I swear I can feel it. She has to too. I’m sure she does.

  My cock is hard as I think of her beautiful lips upon them. What a naughty girl. If Max only knew what was going on as he talked of his problems. My only problem was holding back my urge to fuck her right then and there. I have to be smart. I have to time things right. She has to want me as much as I want her.

  I wonder if she is thinking of me tonight. I wonder if she is touching herself to thoughts of me.

  My mind wandered to visions of her touching her beautiful pussy.

  Let me have control over that pussy already. Let her give in to the thoughts of me I want her to feel. Let her allow herself to release her body and mind to me.

  Soon.

  Very soon.

  Chapter Seven

  -Phoenix-

  “Williams,” in my office please, the Captain requested.

  I spent all of yesterday day dreaming of this moment and hoped the reality of it would defeat my fantasy.

  “Yes, Captain.”

  “Come in please.” The look in his eyes were mysterious. I wanted to stare into them. I wanted to learn more about them. “Sit.” Tingles shot through my clit like a burst of electricity. The anticipation ate me up as my mind raced of what would occur in that room.

  Knowing of his persistence, my clothing option today would be easily accessible. My sexiest bra and pantie set, a v neck plunged tank top and short, loose shorts teased the Captain’s eyes. Or at least I hoped. I wished he would use what I wore to his advantage as I planned in my head.

  A quick stare at my breasts, made me smirk, knowing my outfit choice was already worth it.

  “Now, Nix,” he locked the door behind him. “How was your day off?”

  “Good sir. Thank you.” I still wasn’t sure how to act with him. The whole situation was sexually tantalizing, but I was confused how my behavior should replicate within the walls of his office.

  “Yeah?” His body crept behind me, and leaned in, both his hands on the arm rests attached to my chair. “Did you masturbate to me last night?” he whispered another glare of my breasts he admired.

  How did he know? I wondered if he did to me as well?

  “Um, well, actually, yes, Captain. I did.” Why hold back the truth? It was now or never to see where he would go with this. I did masturbate to him. I wanted him there with me in bed as he touched every inch of my body with his fingertips and tongue. I wanted to feel chills work their way down my spine throughout the rest of my body because of the hold he had over me.

  A hold.

  I can’t believe he has this hold. I thought Jacobs hold on me was intense, but this – This was something more. Much more.

  “Good. You, naughty girl, you.” His fingertips stroked my cleavage before him. “Meet me here tonight after your shift. I’m going to fuck the shit out of you until you scream.”

  I bit my lips. This is what I wanted. I never thought the words to be true, but I wanted to hear those words more than anything in that moment. I burned between my legs.

  “Yes, sir.”

  His fingertips plunged behind my shorts and panties and within my pussy with quick force. My head bent back from the surprise. Mhm. I craved him in that moment. I wanted more. I wanted him to fuck me right then and there. I knew he wouldn’t but it left me to yearn for him all day for what was to come.

  Light swirls of his fingers lasted seconds. He released and brought the tips to his lips. I watched as he licked them, one at a time, while he relinquished my taste.

  “Hmm, always so sweet. Now, my little firecracker, you’re dismissed.” He smirked, and it left me fulfilled. I knew there was more to come. What I felt already without him fully pleasing me already was undeniably incredible. I could only imagine what electricity between the two of us will create later on tonight.

  ***

  The day went bye slow. I could hardly focus while at the station. My mind crept to images of the Captain, his thick cock within my mouth. I was ready to feel him within my pussy.

  Ring. Ring.

  My cellphone echoed within my pocket, as the vibration tickled my butt cheek.

  “Roxy! Hey! Oh my God, how are you girl?” Excitement rang through my voice.

  Roxy was a childhood friend. The only one I kept in contact with since my move out here. Everyone else wished me to fail, or blamed me for my mother’s death, due to my escape. Roxy understood my need to leave, and was the only one who wished me well and was there for me when I needed someone the most. A rare find, I was thankful for her friendship. The city limits of LA could be lonely at times, even with the number of sexual escapades available, and sometimes you just needed a friend, and there she was. Thousands of miles away, and she could always sense when something life changing was going on with me. I told her she must have some type of psychic abilities or something, because her timing was almost always impeccable.

  “Phoenix! Oh my God, it’s so good to hear your voice, girl! Oh my gosh, I have freakin’ missed you!” The enthusiasm in her voice was a refreshed feeling. It was nice to have someone look forward to hearing you.

  “Oh my God, I have missed you! Where are you? What are you doing? I feel like it’s been months!” As I sat in the rec room, my voice echoed within its walls, momentarily setting me back to thoughts of Jacobs. I missed him. He was the first to challenge me and make me change, and now the Captain. He has pushed me beyond levels of comfort. I only hoped I wouldn’t regret the transformation.

  “Well, it just so happens that I’m in town-“

  “What? No way?”

  “Well, not yet, on my way actually. I leave tonight. I’ll be there tomorrow morning. But I wanted to surprise you. So, what ya think? Are you surprised?”

  “Am I? Eek! I’m so excited! Girl we have so much to talk about! But, wait-what are you doing? What sparked this idea?”

  “Well, dumbass Eric left me. We got into this huge fight over paint samples. Paint samples! Like what the hell! That’s some shit you hear in a movie, not my life. I keep waiting for him to come back and tell me he was wrong, but until then I need some time away with my best friend.”

  “Oh, girl, I’m so sorry. He’ll realize soon enough what an idiot he is. But, until he does, I’m taking advantage of my time with you! Eek, oh my God, I can’t wait! We will go out and forget about it for a while. I have the next three days off, so it’ll be perfect. How long are you here for?”

  “I don’t know yet. I bought a o
ne way. I figured if he called me and apologized I would get a ticket to return then, but until then, I’m on a relationship vacation.”

  I laughed. Roxy was always a free spirit like that. She once went on a whim, and planned a trip to Europe just because she didn’t pass her final for some Psychology course she took in college. She came back with more psychological analytics, knowledge and inspiration than had she stayed. She was very well off, if you couldn’t tell. A trust baby, she had all the wealth in the world. She just lacked what was most important in her life; love.

  Eric and her met in college and hit it off right away, which was great for them. But Roxy lost her inspiration in life. Everything she ever wanted and loved was a question mark to Eric. He couldn’t understand her lavish, spontaneous lifestyle. He liked order, and plans, and she changed to be just that. But somewhere down the line their plans together changed. She craved the lifestyle she once had, and he craved to control her. He wanted her to settle down, and mature. It was a constant battle between the two of them; one I’ve been on the other end of for what felt like a decade.

  “Aw, I’m sorry to hear that girl. Look, you come here and we will forget all about Eric and his bullshit nonsense, and have a good time. Ok? They have some amazing spots out here I would love to show you. And oh my gosh, girl, the men out here – Holy shit. Let me just say – Holy shit.”

  “That’s why I love ya Nix. I’ll see you tomorrow. I’ll you know my flight details as soon as I know them.”

  “Wait, what? What do you mean as soon as you know? You haven’t bought tickets yet?” I shouldn’t have been surprised. That was so like Roxy. I envied her sometimes for her lack of worry.

  “Nah, girl. I was just gonna order one now and see what they have. Hell, maybe I’ll just show up at the airport. I don’t know. I’ll figure it out.”

  We both laughed. I was excited for her to come. I could use someone to talk to about what went on with Blaine and now Captain Michaels. I could use a little bit of distraction.

  I smirked as I sat alone in silence for the moment.

  Roxy. I can’t believe she’s coming. Finally, some much needed girl talk time. I lacked any close friends out here still. I kept to my work and focused my attention on the male gender for sexual friendships, rather woman for personal ones. It’ll be nice to have someone who knows me inside and out to help me figure out this whole situation.

  The room reminded me of Blaine. I couldn’t help it. I tried to remove him from my thoughts, but he started something within me that I didn’t know I craved. I enjoyed his company and for the first time in a long time, I was happy with being with someone instead of just a one night stand. He changed me. For that I will be forever grateful.

  Thoughts of us upon the table flashed before my eyes. I smirked, momentarily, alone in my mind.

  Chapter Eight

  -Phoenix-

  “Sup, Nix,” Johnson called from inside the rec room.

  “Oh, hey, what’s going on?” I acknowledged his presence. It was hard to keep a professional relationship with him after his betrayal. I cringed at the sight of him most days, yet I’m thankful for his asshole like tendencies that placed me with the Captain’s punishment realms.

  “So, word is Jacobs can’t shut up about you.”

  I rolled my eyes. I hadn’t heard from Blaine since the Captain transferred him. I don’t know if he was mad at me, or ashamed, or just a simple out of sight out of mind behavior. Either way, I tried to think of him less and less each day. Johnson wasn’t helping with that in this moment. I gave in to his comment, and asked for more. “What do ya mean? I haven’t heard from his since he left. How did you hear that?”

  “He told me. He literally couldn’t shut up about you. I mean I know we fucked and all, but you didn’t leave that impression with me,” he leaned against me close. “I mean, of course you left me wanting more, but what can I say, I’m a horny guy.”

  I laughed internally. The idea of him trying to down size the amount of passes he made on me in the prior months as if I didn’t leave an impression on him in any way was comical. We both knew he was a liar, but his ego was already tarnished. I guess he needed a little man juice to feel better about.

  “So, what the hell did you do to him to leave him mesmerized?”

  “Mesmerized?” I laughed. “Alright, see, I don’t think that’s any of your business. We had our fun, I didn’t do anything different.” I tried to dismiss him.

  He pulled my body towards his with his arm. “Eh, see, that’s not what I heard either.”

  I turned and looked to him again, “again, what do you mean?”

  His hand still held mine, his body now pressed closed against me “I heard,” he looked around to see if we were still alone, “that you fucked him multiple times.” His eyebrows rose.

  “Excuse me?” I pulled my arm from his grasp, and looked to him with disgust. “You’re mistaken.”

  “Now, now, I don’t believe I am.” His fingers slipped behind my shorts and grabbed the outside of my panties. “I think you fucked him multiple times, but,” he paused,” for whatever reason, you stuck to your rule with me. I want to change that.” I froze. I didn’t know what to do. I was disgusted, but of course the touch of his fingers upon my clit was hard to ignore.

  Nope.

  Not that desperate.

  Fuck that.

  “Get off of me,” I pulled away. His forced touch made me wish I could be unprofessional and punch him. But I didn’t wish to have anything else considered a problem to get back to the Captain. I enjoyed the punishment he was providing me and didn’t wish it to change to a professional one. One where I could actually be fired.

  “Now, I will not have you disrespect me like that. Ok?” I hollered. My voice echoed loudly. “We are not gonna fuck again. You hear me? That’s that. No question! I know what you did, you slimy fuck! I know that you planned for me and Blaine to get caught. I'm not a fucking idiot. I saw your dumbass sitting outside of the truck with your little smirk on your face. Don't think I'm a fucking idiot! Now, when I tell you, I will NEVER fuck you again, I mean NEVER. Why would I want to sleep with someone who betrayed me like you did? Why would I even give you another chance, huh? What did you prove to me? That you're a child. That you're a weasel. That you're weak."

  "Weak? You're calling me weak, princess? Now, that's fucking funny."

  "What the hell is that suppose to mean?"

  "Just what I said. You're weak. You walk around here like you're one of the guys, yet all you are is a slut. We fuck you, and you think you're the one on top? That you're the one in control?" He laughed. "Now, that's funny. We all know about you're little fetish. How aroused you get from the job. We each know eventually we will have our way with you. You're easy."

  His eyes were right in front of mine. I could feel his breathe upon my cheek. My cheek that was hot, on fire. I was enraged with the words Johnson was saying to me. Who the fuck did he think he was to talk to me like that?

  "EASY? You think I'm easy, you piece of shit! You men are so easy it's ridiculous! It's a joke actually! All a girl has to do, is talk about wanting to have sex, and your dick controls everything. I've used it to my advantage since day one. The others, they knew what was going on, but with you, you seemed to think there was more. You seemed to think, YOU would be the one to change me. Now that's fucking funny. The only thing you've changed is how much I know I dispize you. It's EASY for me to walk away from your punk ass, knowing I didn't make a mistake not giving you another chance." I laughed. "Easy? Ha, you're too funny."

  "Why, I outta-," he raised his hand to my face.

  “Hey! What’s going on in here?” the Captain called out. For once I was relieved of his timing.

  “Nothing, sir.” Johnson straightened up.

  “That’s what I thought. Now, if I see or hear about you in a compromising position like Mr. Jacobs with Miss Williams, I will have your ass fired, you hear me! I’ve had enough of this in-house fucking and bullshit asso
ciated with it.” He looked to me as he said it. There was a fire in his eyes that I wanted to see burn through. He had me wanting more, and seeing his protection of me with Johnson, made me want him even more.

  Johnson was seconds away from bringing up about Jacobs transfer after being caught twice, but the look in the Captain’s eye proved his silence was the best for him.

  “Yes, sir,” he obliged.

  “You’re dismissed,” he gestured for him to vacate the rec room immediately.

  He left quickly while the Captain walked slowly towards me standing still before him. My breathing escalated. “Now, I see you just can’t seem to keep yourself out of trouble, now can you Nix?”

  “Sir, I’m sorry. I didn’t…That wasn’t intended...He just-"

  “I know. I saw. Don’t worry. My office, twenty minutes. No need to wait til the end of day anymore. I’m having the unit clean the trucks again. We will be alone. I’m gonna eat your pussy until you scream my name.” He licked his lips then walked away quickly.

  Twenty minutes. The waiting was over.

  My heart pounded worse than before. The build up has now come to end. I am ready for my punishment.

  Chapter Nine

  -Captain Michaels-

  It was time.

  I couldn't hold myself back any longer from touching her. She would be away from me for the next couple days with her time off, and I needed her now.

  I needed to feel what it was like within her pussy.

  Four years I've been alone since Carolyn. Four fucking years. I still don't know what the fuck happened between us. One day she loved me, the next she loved my best friend, John. How does that work? How do you just fall out of love with someone like that? How do you turn to the best friend? Why? There's a fucking million men out there or some shit, and she decides she's going to cheat on my ass with my best friend since childhood. What the fuck?

  I still wish I could interrogate them to this day to find out how long it was that their affair occurred. To find out what I did so wrong to allow for her eyes and heart to stray. I was faithful for all those years; faithful through her depression and anxiety. Faithful when she lost her job and felt like we were going nowhere as young adults. Faithful when she questioned everything we chose up til that point and felt like she wanted more. So I waited. I waited while she took a break with me and wanted to find out what was driving her away. What was fueling her to question everything about herself, and us. I waited. I waited as if nothing had happened. With open arms and an open heart I took her back into our home, when she found whatever it was she was looking for and never asked any questions. I never wanted to know what she did, or what she thought she needed. I just moved on, and hoped she did too.