I leaned in for his lips to touch mine. I didn’t want to think. I just wanted to feel. To feel him on me, and feel him in me.
“Are you sure?” he pulled me away.
“More than anything.”
Chapter Twenty-One
-Captain Michaels-
I was thankful for her return. I questioned myself a million times after the words came from my mouth if I did the right thing. I couldn’t hold back. I couldn’t contain myself. The words were true. My feelings were true. Everything was true.
Now her lips were upon mine. I was ready for her to surrender to me once more.
I’ve wanted her for so long within my walls.
Now, it was time.
“Come.” I extended my hands to hers. Come with me.” I grabbed them within mine and led her down the hall.
My room was close and equipped with what I needed to please her. The doors opened and I dimmed the lights just enough for the mood I wished to set for us. Everything needed to be perfect.
She was perfect.
“Are you ready?” I asked willingly.
“Yes,” she nodded and smiled.
My lips found hers again. My hands, lightly upon her face, stroked her cheeks as we moved slowly towards the bed. I didn’t want to release. Our tongues intertwined with one another in a rhythm that was repetitious and flowed freely. The smell from her perfume was a constant reminder as I breathed it in deep.My hands brushed her arms, so soft and sweet.
“I want you,” I panted.
“Mhm, me too,” she whispered back.
“I have a surprise for you.” I led her to the bed and left her for a moment. Her eyes never left my sight. She watched me go to my dresser drawer and grab a black blindfold from within.
“A blindfold? What the hell? Why?”
“Because,” I walked towards her slowly, “it will enhance everything.” I smirked at the truth to my statement.
“Here.” I placed it softly around her eyes. “Now just lay back carefully.” She did as I said. “Good girl. Just like that. That’s it.” I stroked her cheek. “Mhm, let’s remove these clothes from your body, what do you say? I wanna see you naked before me.” As I pulled her clothing, goosebumps arose on her skin. “There you go. That feels better now doesn’t it?”
She nodded as she moaned.
Atop of her, I caressed her left nipple then her right. Light circles and swirls of the tongue was all that was needed to make her body cringe. I had her in need of my touch once again. Every inch of her skin would feel my presence tonight. Her head arched back as I worked the slipperiness of my tongue down from her breasts to her belly button and below. Soft pants escaped her sweet lips.
“How’s that feel?” I kissed her hips and swirled my fingertips atop her midriff.
“Mhm, so good. Keep going, please,” she panted.
I smiled at her willingness to continue. “Oh, I’ll keep going baby. Don’t you worry about that.”
“Hm, I have an idea. Hold that stance.”
I went to my closet and rummaged through my drawers. I pulled a tie from its location and brought it back to the bed with me. “Let’s have a little fun.” I laughed. She couldn’t see what I had in store for her but she didn’t need to. Seconds later the soft fabric was wrapped around her small wrists while the other end was tied to the bedpost behind her. “I want to contain you. This will be a different kind of punishment.” I leaned in and kissed her passionately. Our tongues met for a brief second before I pulled away.
“Now, now. It’s all about the tease, Miss Williams. I’m going to tease you until you beg me to fuck you.”
She licked her lips in reaction to my words. I knew she was ready for what I had in store.
My body, now adjacent to hers yearned for her touch. It yearned to be close and one with hers. I pulled myself down to her legs and smelled the scent of her pussy. I breathed in deep to inhale the aroma that drove me wild.
My lips lightly made love to hers and I sucked them up. Her clit would not be neglected though. Oh no. My finger directed itself to it to pay it the mind it deserved as I progressed to lick up every inch of her pussy. Mhm, she tastes so sweet. I work my tongue faster in between her legs the more her body squirmed.
“Yes- oh, yes-“escaped her sweet lips.
“You like that baby? You want more?” I looked up for her nod of approval.
I dove back in, this time my finger slipped behind my tongue and penetrated lightly within her walls. The feel of her wet self made my cock hard. Each lick brought about a reaction of a more intense squirm. She wiggled left and right as her body reacted to my motions.
“Stay now my firecracker. Stay.” I muffled in between licks of pleasure.
Her wetness surrounded my mouth. I’ve never been with a woman so wet before; so turned on. It aroused me more to see what I did to her. What I continued to do to her. I won over her pussy and will continue to do so until she can’t take it anymore.
My nose rubbed her clit and the friction from the two caused her to yell out a loud scream.
I moaned in reaction to her approval. Her body felt warm and I knew I had her tingling all over. The blindfold has that affect. Her feeling of touch would be enhanced to a point of no control.
My tongue worked faster and my finger thrusted in sync inside of her. I wanted to make her cum. I wanted her whole body to tense up and release for me. Soft kisses to her clit made her moan almost as much as the rough touches to it. I looked up to see her nipples full erected like my cock.
I could feel her tighten around my finger as I worked harder with my tongue. Faster and faster they worked in sync with one another. Her moans escalated. Louds pants released from her rosy lips. It was time. I could feel her body tighten. Each lick was one more closer to her reaching climax. Two fingers thrusted within her as I sucked her clit hard .
“That’s it….keep going!” She hollered out.
I did as she said. Her body tensed and tightened. I could feel her legs stiffen a bit next to me as she was ready to cum.
“Ohhhh, yessss. Mhmm, I want you to fuck the shit out of me, Captain.” She panted loudly. Warm cum flowed within my mouth as I made sure to swallow every bit of her sweet juice.
“Mhmm,” I rubbed the wetness from my face and swallowed what I had left.
Without a second to talk I grabbed a condom quickly and aligned my cock to her entrance and pushed myself within her. The feeling of the penetration sent her head back instantaneously and louds moans echoed within the room. She felt hot and sticky and I knew I had her fully aroused. My cock loved the warmth her pussy provided. She was tight and perfect for me. I could feel myself within every inch of her. Each thrust my stomach flexed as I pushed myself harder and deeper. She squirmed at the loss of control she had. No longer was she in charge. I had taken over every inch of control on her body. She surrendered it to me. She provided me that control and I was ready to take advantage of it.
“Good girl. You like that cock deep within you?” My voice was stern and deep.
“Yes, yes. More.”
I wanted to see her. I needed to see the hold I had on her. I needed to take it all in.
I removed the blind fold from her eyes and looked to her with a look of submission. She wanted what I had to give her and I was ready to release it all on her tonight. I grabbed her hips for easier contact. I pulled myself within her, now slower. The mixture of speeds was tantalizing for a woman, especially Phoenix. Every inch of release of intensity she wanted it more. She wanted me more. I had so much more to give.
Her mouth opened as I continued to make her moan with the pressure of my cock. Still restrained she flexed back and forth with each motion of entrance. I grabbed her breasts and squeezed them hard as I pulled my body to hers. The touch of our stomachs and chests together was warm and sticky. The heat that came from the two of us was fiery. It was intense, just the connection we had with one another.
No more did I want her contained. I wanted her to be the wi
ld animal I knew she could be. I wanted her to do with me what she wanted. I pulled the tie from the bed post and from around her wrists. I removed my cock from within her and grabbed her waist to move her further down the bed. Her hand grasped my cock and the stroking motion made me cock my head back. Her grip was strong. I wanted nothing more than for her to suck it, but tonight was about her.
I pulled her legs to my shoulders and pushed my cock within her once more. Her body clung to me. Her fingers slowly stroked her stomach and led down to her clit. She rubbed hard as I fucked her deeper and deeper with each move. Her hair bounced before her as we shook the bed with our intensity. I could feel she wouldn’t be long before she would cum again. Neither of us would. I was so aroused by the situation I kept trying to hold it back. I wasn’t going to hold on for much longer. Her pussy was to inviting. Her legs moved from my shoulders grip and wrapped around me like a blanket. She held me tight to her as I pumped my cock in her.
“Oh my God, oh my God…”
Her face was flush, as was mine.
I could smell her pussy above my upper lip. It gave me the fuel to keep going. I had to make her cum. One more time. One more time I needed to feel her cum around me. Our bodies collided back and forth in sync with one another. The covers below us stretched around in disarray.
Deeper and deeper. I could feel her inner wall stop me from entering any further. I rubbed her clit myself. I stroked my cock for her pussy juice and used it as a slight amount of lube to work with. It was the touch she needed to send her over the edge. Once again her body tightened and her cheeks reddened more. She was ready.
As she screamed my name aloud, I could no longer hold back any longer either. Hearing her repeat my name while she came was the tip of the iceberg. My body tightened and spasm above her and she flexed below me still from the build up’s inner release.
We both sat there for a moment after, our breathing still heavy and just stared at one another. Her eyes were so beautiful as they shined from the little light prevalent within the room.
“You’re remarkable you know that?” I brushed the baby hairs from her face.
“Thank you. You’re something else too.” She smiled at me wide; her eyes never left the lock of mine.
The moment was priceless.
Chapter Twenty- Two
-Phoenix-
Ring. Ring. Ring.
My eyes wouldn’t open. I was so comfortable. I was so content. I didn’t wish to move from wherever I was.
Ring. Ring. Ring.
The annoying echo still repeated in the background somewhere.
Why won’t it stop? Why won’t it go away? Ugh, what is that?
I rolled my body over, not to notice what the noise was, but to open my eyes and see a dark haired, shirtless man next to me, his body pressed against mine.
Holy shit! Did I sleep here? Ugh, the fucking alcohol has my memory so foggy.
I pulled myself from his bodies grasp and turned to grab my cell. I silenced the ringer, crept out of bed, and stared back at the man I was with last night – the man who confessed his love for me only hours earlier. This was a sight new to me. This was a whole world new to me. No one’s ever told me they loved me. My mother of course, but no man. Not even my father. Those words were mute to his mouth. My hero, my everything, my feared father figure, never said the words. Maybe when I was younger, too young to remember, but the years where it counted most, the phrase was ignored. I never stopped repeating the words to the man I was scared of, the man I admired, the man I was confused about to how I felt. I always repeated them even in my worse days of fear. But, now this man lies before me, in the comfort of his own home, with heartfelt words like “I love you”, and I’m ready to run.
I’m ready to leave.
I’m ready to cry.
I don’t know what I’m ready for.
Maybe I’m just not ready period.
“Roxy,” I whispered into the phone as I tip toed into the other room, away from his ears.
“Hey Nix. Finally you got up. I swear I think I’ve called you like ten times already. That must have been some deep ass sleep you were in. Did you get it in deep last night to put you so deep into your dreams this morning?” she laughed uncontrollably.
“Ha, ha, you’re so funny Rox,” I mocked. “What’s going on? Why are you calling me so early?”
“Early? Early? Girl, it’s like two in the afternoon!”
I freaked out. How did I lose such time? “Holy shit! Holy shit! It’s that late?”
“Um, yeah! You had me worried there for a second. I thought he turned into a psycho killer and had you blindfolded and locked up in his basement somewhere.”
“Blindfolded, yup. Not in his basement though,” I trailed off, my thumb in my mouth as I bit down lightly.
“What? What are you saying?”
“Nothing. Don’t worry. Um, so how was your night?”
I needed to think of anything else. I still was so unsure of the events that went down last night. I know he said he loved me, and I know Roxy told me I’m an idiot for not seeing what I have in front of me, but that didn’t subside the fear within my heart still. What if I fuck this up to? Anyone I’ve ever cared about has left me. What if he leaves? What if he gets close and realizes I’m nothing special? That I’m just fucked up and he doesn’t want to stick around to help me? What if-
“Oh my God, let me tell you-“
There was always a story with Roxy. It’s something I learned very early on in our friendship. When you asked, be prepared to always have something to hear about, even if you weren’t ready for it.
“So, after you guys left we went back to his place and, well, you know – we fucked. Oh my God like fucking rabbits girl! I swear we must of had sex like four or five times last night!”
Holy shit. We didn’t even get close to that. The flashes of what we did do were worth the lack of repeated motions however. The stimulation I felt was unlike any other night. I’ve had plenty of partners prior to the Captain, yet he kept me fulfilled through all moments of pleasure. It was quite refreshing actually.
“Wow, um, well then, that’s awesome Rox.” I was a bit flabbergasted. I wasn’t exactly sure I was supposed to react to such a comment.
“Anyways, so we have this awesome night, right? And he wants me to come out with him again tonight, I hope that’s cool by the way. I know we wanted to spend time together so I figured a girl’s day would be good, if I could have the night with him.”
“Yeah, sure that works.”
“Ok, great. Oh, so, then guess who just calls me?”
“Hmm, let me take one guess,” I suggested as if I didn’t know who the mystery man was.
“Yeah, so he calls me all apologizing. Saying how much he loves me and misses me, and he can’t sleep without me. How humorous is that? I had no problem, clearly.”
I swear sometimes Rox just tries to sound harder hearted than she really is, as if none of it bothers her, when in reality I know that’s not the case. I wish she could just be truthful to her feelings sometimes. I’m the one usually on guard, yet I don’t think I’ve ever seen her free. Yeah, free spirited of course, but since she got mixed up with what’s his name, she’s always questioning, always trying to reassure her actions. I felt bad for her a bit actually.
“And what did you say?”
“I told him to kiss my ass. I said I wasn’t going to go back with someone who didn’t want a woman with a backbone.”
“Damn, good for your Rox. You don’t need that shit.”
“Yeah, so he threatened to come out here to get me.”
“He what!?”
“Yeah, I just laughed in his ear. I would love to see him get out here and try. He’s too much of a pussy to go through with any of his threats.”
“Are you sure about that Rox? I mean I don’t want any trouble brought her for you.”
“Trouble. Girl, the only trouble that will be brought here for me is your ass not getting laid and being mi
serable. No trouble for me at all.”
I was almost as if I could visualize the smirk written on her face. There was the confidence I loved so much about her. There was that worry free girl I grew up with.
“That’s what I like to here.” I repeated truthfully.
“Anyways, so I figured maybe we could do a mani and pedi day or something and then tonight we were gonna go out to some high class restaurant I guess on the strip. How’s that sound?”
“Yeah, sounds good.” I looked back in the bedroom to see the Captain start to wake up. “Look, I gotta go. I’ll meet you at Krystal Nails in twenty minutes ok?”
“Sounds good. See you soon!”
I hung up on my end and walked back to his presence quietly.
“Oh, hey,” he looked to me and smiled all the while wiping his eyes to wake up.
“Hey,” I sat at the edge of the bed.
He got up and leaned his body towards mine. “What are you doing all the way over there?” He patted the area next to him. “Come here. Sit next to me.”
I did as he asked. I was still very unsure of how I felt about the situation, but I was willing to work on what was going on.
His body leaned in towards me as he smelled my neck, then kissed it lightly. “Mhm, I love the smell of your skin.”
“Thanks,” I pulled my neck inwards at the feel of his touch.
“Look, this whole thing, between you and me, is, well, it’s kind of confusing and exciting and, I don’t know. I’m all over the place with it.”
“Do you want to end things?” He had a look of concern with his eyebrows arched.
“No, no. That’s not what I mean,” I rushed the words from my mouth so he wouldn’t get the wrong impression. “I just, I just want to go kind of slow. I’ve never done this whole relationship thing, or whatever it is that we have going on here, and I don’t want to fuck things up.”
He smiled at my logic. “I understand. We will go as slow as you want, but when it comes to sex -that we will go fast and crazy. I can’t contain those feelings so a speed of anything but that. What do you say?”
“Ok,” I agreed. I didn’t know what I was in for, but whatever it was, I was ready.
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