by Anna Gracie
   done to prepare for Cousin Laetitia's house party. Tallie hurried
   downstairs.
   The Russian Prince cracked his whip over the arched necks of his
   beautiful grey horses, urging them to even greater speed. The curricle
   swayed dangerously, but the Prince paid no heed--he was in pursuit of
   the vile kidnappers. No! Lord d'Arenville was not a prince, Tallie
   told herself sternly. She patted her hair into place and smoothed her
   hands down her skirts. He was real. And he was here to be with his
   intended bride. He was not to appear in any of her silly fantasies.
   But Mrs. Wilmot was right--he certainly was handsome. Tallie waited
   for her cousin to call her forward and introduce her to the guest of
   honour. He had arrived only minutes before, clad in a caped driving
   coat and curly brimmed beaver, sweeping up the drive in a smart
   curricle drawn by two exquisitely matched greys. Tallie knew nothing
   at all about horses, but even she could tell his equipage and the greys
   were something out of the ordinary.
   She'd watched him alight, springing lightly down from the curricle,
   tossing the reins to his groom and stepping forward to inspect his
   sweating horses before turning to greet his hosts. And thus, his
   priorities, Tallie told herself ironically--horses before people.
   Definitely not a prince.
   He was terribly handsome, though. Dark hair, thick and springy, short
   cropped against a well-shaped head. A cleanly chiselled face, hard in
   its austerity, a long, straight nose, and firm, unsmiling, finely
   moulded lips. His jaw was also long, squaring off at the chin in a
   blunt, uncompromising fashion. He was tall, with long, hard horseman's
   legs and a spare frame. And once he'd removed his greatcoat she could
   see that the broad shoulders were not a result of padding, but of
   well-developed musculature. A sportsman, not a dandy. A pirate king.
   No! A haughty guest of her haughty cousin.
   Tallie watched him greet Laetitia--a light bow, a raised brow and a
   mere touch of lips to hand. No more than politeness dictated. He was
   not one of her . cicisbeos, then. Tallie heaved a sigh of relief. It
   was not to be one of those house parties. Good. She hated it when her
   cousin used Tallie and the children to cover up what she called her
   'little flirtations'.
   Laetitia turned to introduce him to those of the staff whose names he
   might need--the butler, the housekeeper and so on. Tallie watched him,
   noting the way his heavy-lidded grey eyes flickered indifferently over
   Brooks and Mrs. Wilmot.
   "And this is a distant cousin of mine, Miss Thalia Robinson, who
   resides here and keeps an eye on things for me." Insignificant poor
   relation who hangs on my sleeve, depending on my charity, said her
   tone, dismissively.
   Tallie smiled and curtsied. The cold grey eyes rested on her for a
   bare half-second and moved on. Tallie flinched, knowing that in a
   single glance Lord d'Arenville had noticed the freckles, the pointy
   nose and the crooked tooth, and despised her. He hadn't even glanced
   at her nice nails. No gallant knight,
   he, but a cruel count, coldly plotting the heroine's downfa-Enough!
   Tallie watched his progression into the house with rueful
   disappointment. Mrs. Wilmot was right. The man acted as if he
   expected the whole world to fall at his feet, while he would not so
   much as notice if it crumbled to dust right under his long,
   aristocratic nose!
   She wondered which of the young ladies was his intended. She had not
   taken to any of them, but she could not imagine anyone wishing to wed
   this arrogant Icicle.
   "Thalia!" Her cousin sounded annoyed. Tallie hurried inside.
   "You called. Cousin Laetitia?" She did not allow herself to look at
   Lord d'Arenville, although she was very aware of him standing close
   by.
   "I thought I made myself clear!" Her cousin gestured crossly.
   Tallie looked upwards and repressed a grin. Three small heads were
   poking through the railings in complete defiance of the orders which
   Laetitia had issued to the nursery. Children were neither to be seen
   nor heard during the house party.
   "I'll see to it at once, Cousin."
   "Your children, Tish?" His voice was deep and resonant. In a
   warmer-natured man it could be very appealing, thought Tallie
   irrelevantly as she gathered her skirts to run up the stairs.
   "Do they not wish to come down?" he added.
   Tallie paused and looked at him in surprise. The Icicle was interested
   in her cousin's children? No, for he seemed wholly engrossed in
   removing a speck of fluff from his sleeve.
   "No, they do not," said Laetitia quickly.
   "It is high time they went to bed, and it is one of Thalia's little
   duties to see that they do so. Thalia! If you please!"
   Tallie ran quickly up the stairs, biting her lip to prevent the retort
   she knew would escape if she stayed a moment longer. Time they were in
   bed, indeed! At five o'clock in the afternoon? And one of her little
   duties? Amongst the other hundred or so her cousin daily required of
   her in exchange for bed and board. She reached the second landing
   where two little girls and a boy were sitting. Watched by two pairs of
   eyes, she lifted up the toddler, took the other little girl by the hand
   and headed for the nursery, the small boy jumping and hopping on
   ahead.
   "Now, Magnus," said Laetitia, "Brooks will show you to your room, and
   you can prepare yourself to meet my other guests in the drawing room at
   about six. Brooks, have hot water sent to his lordship's room
   immediately. And ... brandy, Magnus? Or would you prefer a cup of
   tea?"
   "A refreshment tray has already been sent up, madam, with hot tea and
   coffee, sandwiches and brandy," said Brooks.
   "And the hot water is awaiting his lordship."
   "Oh, er, good. Well-done, Brooks," said Laetitia.
   "Miss Tallie saw to it all, madam. She does the same for all the
   guests," said Brooks, hiding a smile. Just another of her little
   duties. He felt the cold gaze of Lord d'Arenville on him and his face
   poke red up into its usual butlerish impassivity.
   "If you would care to follow me, your lordship. Madam has put you in
   the Blue Room, as usual."
   "Thalia, you must dine at table this evening. That wretch Jimmy
   Fairfax has brought two friends with him and we have a shortage of
   ladies. And did you tell Cook that we must have goose as well as the
   capons? I have no time to discuss the menu with her so you must check
   it. And see that the extra guests have beds made up for them. I am
   utterly exhausted and need to repose myself before dinner. Lord, I
   hope Magnus is grateful for the efforts I am making on his behalf. I
   shall be glad when it's all over."
   Tallie mentally agreed. The last ten days had been exhausting and
   frustrating, and she was counting the hours until the guests
   departed.
   Still, she flattered herself that everything was going off quite
   smoothly.
   This was, however, one order she felt unable to carry out. I hav
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   nothing to wear to dinner, Cousin. "
   "Lord, girl, as if anyone will care what you wear. No one will take
   any notice of you--you are just there to make up the numbers. Any old
   thing will do."
   "I have only one evening dress, Cousin, the one you gave me several
   years ago, and as you must know it does not fit me."
   "Then alter it, for heaven's sake! Or wear a shawl or something over
   it. I cannot be expected to think of everything! Now leave me at
   once, for if I do not get some peace and quiet I fear I will have the
   headache by dinnertime."
   "Yes, Cousin," Tallie murmured between her teeth. It went very much
   against the grain to submit so tamely to her cousin's rudeness, but
   poverty had taught her to take a more pragmatic view. In the short
   term, it was unbearable to be treated in this fashion. On the other
   hand, Laetitia was rarely here, and for most of the year at Manningham
   there were just Tallie and the children and servants. In truth, she
   told herself severely, she had a delightful life. An orphan with not a
   penny to her name ought to be grateful to have a roof over her head.
   That she didn't feel grateful was, no doubt, a deficiency of
   character.
   Tallie hurried downstairs. She consulted with Cook about the menu,
   Mrs. Wilmot about the arrangements for the unexpected guests and
   Brooks about the wines for dinner, then hurried back upstairs to see to
   her dress.
   Ten minutes later she was in despair. Laetitia was a smaller woman
   than she, with a dainty, sylph like figure. The pale green muslin gown
   was designed to sweep low across the bosom and shoulders and fall
   loosely from a high waistline. On Tallie the deeply scooped neckline
   clung, causing her bosom to bulge embarrassingly. The waist was too
   tight and her ankles were scandalously revealed. Tallie went to her
   wardrobe and glanced through it again, desperately hoping that by some
   magical process an alternative would present itself. Two winter day
   dresses, two summer day dresses, all rather worn and out of date. She
   sighed and returned gloomily to the green muslin.
   She was no needlewoman, and even if she were she could not make larger
   that which was too small in the first place. After some
   experimentation she managed to fill in the neckline with a piece of old
   lace, so that it covered her decently at least, even if it was still
   too tight. She tacked a frill along the hem. It looked quite
   ridiculous, she knew, but at least it covered her ankles.
   Finally she draped herself in a large paisley shawl to disguise the
   tightness of the dress. It would surely suffice to get her through
   dinner. She glanced at herself in the glass and closed her eyes in
   momentary mortification. The green colour did bring interesting
   highlights to her brown hair and eyes, and her curly hair was neat for
   once, but--she looked a perfect quiz! Still, she told herself
   bracingly, Laetitia was right. No one would take any notice of her.
   She was just an extra female--the poor relation--and she would slip
   away the moment dinner was over. In any case, she didn't like her
   cousin's guests, so what did it matter what they thought of her?
   Taking a deep breath, she headed downstairs to check on the
   arrangements for dinner.
   Magnus took another sip of armagnac and wondered how much longer he
   could endure the girlish flutterings going on around him. His temper
   was on a knife-edge and he had no one to blame but himself. The house
   party had been a disaster.
   Ten days of the unalleviated company of high-bred young women would
   have been bad enough--he'd nerved himself for that ordeal. But he
   should have realised that Laetitia would select a gaggle of young
   ladies most like herself--spoiled, vain, vapid and silly. Magnus was
   almost rigid with boredom.
   And exasperation--for he'd hoped to observe the young ladies
   unobtrusively, make a discreet selection and quietly arrange a
   marriage. Ha! What a joke! His wretched cousin had about as much
   discretion as a parrot! That had been made plain to Magnus within
   days, when he'd realised he was being hunted--with all the subtlety of
   a pack of hounds in full pursuit.
   Creamy bosoms were made to heave and quiver under his nose at every
   opportunity. Well-turned ankles flashed from modest concealment. And
   every time he entered a room eyelashes batted so feverishly there was
   almost a draught. He'd been treated to displays of virtuosity on harp,
   pianoforte and flute, had folios of watercolours thrust under his nose,
   his expert inspection bashfully solicited. His superior masculine
   opinion had been sought and deferred to on every topic under the sun
   and his every reluctant pronouncement greeted with sighs, sycophantic
   titters and syrupy admiration.
   They accosted him morning, noon and night--in the garden, in the
   drawing room, in the breakfast parlour--even, once, behind the stables,
   where a man had a right to expect some peace and quiet. But it was no
   use--eligible misses lurked, apparently, in every corner of the
   estate.
   Yet, despite his overwhelming aversion to the task in hand, Magnus was
   still determined to select a wife. The house party had convinced him
   it was best to get the deed over with as soon as possible. Any
   courtship was bound to be appalling to a man of his solitary tastes, he
   reasoned, and if he did not choose now, he would only prolong the
   process. And this collection of girls seemed no different from any
   others currently on the marriage mart.
   The trouble was, Magnus could not imagine any of them as mother to his
   children. Not one had two thoughts to rub together; each seemed
   completely devoted to fashion, gossip and male flattery--not
   necessarily in that order. And, like Laetitia, they despised rural
   life.
   That was a problem. He had somehow assumed his wife would live at
   d'Arenville with the children. Though why he should expect his wife to
   live in the country when few women of his acquaintance did so, Magnus
   could not imagine. His own mother certainly had not. She hadn't been
   able to bear the country. But then he didn't want a wife like his
   mother.
   Freddie's wife lived, seemingly content, all year round in the wilds of
   Yorkshire with her husband and children. The children's obvious
   happiness had made a profound impression on Magnus--his own parents had
   been virtual strangers who had descended on his home at infrequent
   intervals, their visits the bane of his youthful existence.
   But Freddie's wife truly seemed to love her children. Magnus's own
   mother had appeared to love Magnus--in company. So Freddie's wife
   could have been fudging it, but Magnus didn't think so. Freddie's wife
   also seemed to love Freddie. But Freddie was, Magnus knew, a lovable
   person.
   It was not the same for Magnus. He had clearly been an unlovable
   child. And was therefore not a lovable man. But he would do
   everything in his power to ensure his children had the chance to be
   lovable. And therefore to be loved.r />
   Magnus glanced around the room again. He supposed it was possible that
   some of these frivolous girls would settle into motherhood, but it was
   difficult to believe, especially with the example of his cousin before
   him.
   "Oh, it is such a delightfully mild evening," cried Laetitia.
   "Let us stroll on the terrace before dinner. Come Magnus, as my guest
   of honour, you shall escort the lady of your choice."
   A dozen feminine gazes turned his way. There was an expectant hush.
   Magnus silently cursed his cousin for trying to force his hand.
   Clearly she wished the house party concluded so that she could return
   to Town and the myriad entertainments there. Magnus smiled. He danced
   to no female's tune.
   "Then, as a good guest, I must look to the care of my charming
   hostess," he responded lightly.
   "Cousin, shall we?" He took her arm, allowing her no choice, and they
   stepped through the French doors onto the terrace. The other guests
   followed.
   Tallie trailed awkwardly in their wake. She felt most uncomfortable.
   Several of the young ladies had eyed her gown, whispering and tittering
   with careless amusement. Their mothers had totally ignored her and two
   of the gentlemen guests had made improper suggestions. The guests had
   taken their tone from Laetitia--Tallie was an unconsidered encumbrance,
   little better than a servant, and in the current mood of thwarted
   ambition she was a convenient target.
   Tallie was angry, but told herself sternly that there was little point