Beyond Love, Poetry
Copyright 2014 Mahnoor Naqvi
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It’s You
It’s the sound of your voice that brings me closer to you
It’s the strength in your love that makes me fall for you
It’s the breath that you take. Behind it is hidden a special name
It’s the light behind your eyes that brightens me
It’s the laugh in your laughter that makes me smile.
It’s the time in time that makes my heart beat when your near around
It’s the poem that I write made for you just for you
It’s the smile that you pass, it’s sweet and wild
It’s the word that you say that makes me complete
The words that spin in my head. It’s you….
Don’t Be A Bully
I am who I am
You are who you are
People don’t give a damn
That’s why we have scars
The stories they tell
Are so sad and shaming
They’ll all go to hell
Lets not start with blaming
I know they don’t mean it
I know they don’t care
My confidence is shit
They all stop and stare
They’re just words you tell me
They’re not even true
But darling you can’t see
They’re not mean to you
I want it to end soon
I cant take much more
Why can’t I be a balloon
And float far from shore
Their comments are pointless
But hit at the heart
I know I should whine less
But this is a start
Bullies are ruthless
They don’t think things through
They make you feel worthless
there’s nothing you can do
Eureka, I found it
Right in front of my face
It’s time to admit
That I’m leaving this place
No more tears
No more hiding
No more fears
To you I’m confiding
I’m leaving tomorrow
To seize the day
Take all my sorrows
Let throw them away
These people don’t matter
They’re all made of dirt
Come on now, let’s scatter
Escape from this hurt
A new world to see
I can’t wait
It’s just you and me
This is our fate
Feelings deep inside
People can talk
We have no privacy cause all they do is stalk
Haters will never ever be believers
We have to learn how to be dealers
Solve our own problems
They laugh and laugh with isn’t worth a dollar.
Their laughs may hurt
Because all they are made out of is dirt.
Hope won’t leave my side
Because I all these years I’ve lied
About the pain that I’ve hidden
My feelings will remain forbidden.
My Love
I only do it for you
I only breathe for you
I just realize what you’ve lost
It must’ve been horrible
Now love may go from sunshine to rain
But I just want you to know that I still love you
It hurts me every time when I think about you loosing who you really loved
If you let me inside
I’ll fix you
My Heart or My Eyes?
I didn’t know what to believe
My heart or my eyes
What I saw could’ve been photoshopped
Maybe I was there at the wrong time
Maybe I’m misunderstanding?
My heart tells me not to believe what my eyes saw
But what I saw seemed so real
I’m so confused
What’s should I believe
My heart or my eyes?
Do I love you?
You called me up
Told me that you are going to come get me
I saw those pictures
How am I suppose to believe you
You deleted them
But I’ll always remember them
You cheated on me
And the funny thing is that you didn’t even deny or hide it
You treat me horribly
Yes, I understand I don’t deserve to be treated good, but that doesn’t mean you treat me horrible.
Until now, I never had to strength to tell you this
But I can’t hide this and can’t take this anymore
I know what I’ll get at then end,
A broken heart
You’ll break me and hurt me
I need someone who I can trust
So fly away and never look back
Cause I think that I don’t love you anymore.
Our Next Life
I wish I could tell you
What’s been going on
But if I do
I’ll put you through misery
So instead of making it you
I gave the pain to myself
I’m sorry for leaving you
But I hope you’re reading this
Because I want you to know that I still love you with all my heart
We were meant to be
I knew that from the start
Maybe we will meet again
In our next life
I did it for you
I just did it for you
To protect you
I left you so you could be happier
You tell me that I’m just saying that
You tell that I don’t know what your happiness is
You tell me that I’m hurting you by leaving you
But love, I’m doing this for you
And only you
Try to forget me
And promise me that you will meet a new girl
Who you can call her your world
Goodbye Everyone
I’m sorry but I can’t do this any longer
I’m leaving
I’m not just leaving you
Or this place
Or this country
But I’m leaving the world
I’ve had enough of everyone’s charity box
It’s enough
I keep losing everything
I still don’t understand how my heart still beats even though it’s been broken so many times
I just wish dying was easy
So I could just leave this place
Leave everyone behind
Where it will be peace
It’s time for me to change
I’m not going to be the same anymore
It’s time to say goodbye to the old me
If everyone wants me to die
And to leave then that’s what I’ll do
I’ll start fading away
Then soon, my story will end.
My Day
You know I always thought that you’d be there with me on my day
Celebrate it with me
But you aren’t here
You left me before that could happen.
I just wanted to celebrate my day with you
But you aren’t here
You didn’t even ask me if I was fine without you
Was all that time we spent together not important to you?
I wanted you to be on my side on my day
But you never really were
I remember you told me I was your everything
Is it still true?
But you aren’t here with me
Forever
Tears I hold inside
Fears I always hide
Life is worthless
Mistakes I make which are reckless
All the salty tears I’ve tasted
All the memories I’ve wasted
I try to forget the past
But they won’t let that happen too fast
When I’m gone they realize
How fast people get hypnotized
But when I’m gone— Forever gone
Don’t come to me asking for forgiveness
Because it’ll be too late
Maybe I was meant to die in my fate
Now, listen closely to my heart rate
Getting slower and slower
This means I will leave FOREVER.
The Love
The smile that you hide
Is beautiful
The tears you hold back
Are painful
The memories you cry on
Are hurtful
The stories in your past
Are embarrassing
The nights you cry yourself to sleep
Are because of me
The love you have for me
Will always be remembered
You Tell Me...
You tell me that you know what the word love means when really you don’t.
You tell me that you love me, when really you cheat on me
You tell me that I’m the only one in your life, but how do you expect me to believe you when you stabbed my back once
You tell me that I’m beautiful, but you told every girl they are beautiful
You tell me you won’t hurt me, but why do you always end up breaking me?
You tell me a lot of things, but why don’t you mean them?
I pray for us at night
I pray for us at night
Grants me with a second chance
But our trust has broke
Learning life through trial and error
Trying to make it right
This time I’ll do you right
Going through all emotions. Trying to find a reason that we ended this way
Nothing in life is perfect. We will be changing like the seasons.
I know I cause you a lot of problems so I left you alone. I pushed away
I wish I could explain the pain I feel
To do this to you but we have to end
If one of us is going to get hurt, let me be it
Give me the torture
Give me the pain I’ll drive the knife through my veins
Our trust has been broken.
I’ll pray for us at night
Set you free
I know it’s been hard for us
But we made it
You wanted to end it
And here, if that makes you happy, I’ll let you go.
I’ve heard the quote “if you love something, set if free. If it was meant to be yours, it will come back”
I’m setting you free. You’re now free.
If that makes you happy, then that’s what I’ll do.
I’ll set you free
You’ve given me too many great memories to let you go
But if that makes you happy,
I’ll set you free
I don’t know when we’ll meet again
But whenever that is,
I’ll be more than happy to take you back.
I know you wanted to end things with me for a reason.
I love you and that’s why I’m setting you free.
If leaving you makes you happy
Then I’ll set you free.
I have...
I’ve cried myself to sleep.
I dream about you every night
But it looks like, you’re fine
I don’t eat, drink, talk or live, but it seems like you’re doing great
I don’t smile, I don’t laugh, I lock myself in my room, but you don’t even look at me once.
I have tried to make everything smooth, but it seems like you want to argue.
I love you, but it seems like you don’t feel the same.
I’m setting you free, but you’re breaking up with me.
I’m leaving this world, and you’re living it to the fullest.
I know
I know things between us, haven’t been easy
I just want you to know
That I would never ever put anything above you.
I know it hasn’t been easy to talk
But I just want you to know that I’m right here to listen to you and I’m ready to talk
I know it’s been a long time ever since we hugged, kissed
But I just want you to know, that I’m setting you free.
You told me that we’re done, told me to leave but I want you to know that we are meant to be.
For you?
I’m so confused
You act like you love me
You talk to me
But then all the sudden you let me down
I have dreams about you
Good dreams and bad dreams
But I really want to know is which dream is true. My good dream or my bad dream.
I’m so confused.
You look at me and smile but when I return one back you look away and your smile fades.
When ever I look at you, you’re already looking at me and the second I turn to face you, you look away.
I’m confused.
You let me down. You pretend that I don’t exist.
Just tell me what I should do. Keep loving you or to lose faith and hope.
I really try...
I try so hard not to break down
But I always fail.
I try so hard not to cry
But tears fall out of my eyes
I try to blink them away
But more come out
I try to stay calm
But my life isn’t peaceful like a relaxing song.
I try to make everyone happy
Not to hurt anyone
But at the end, I always do
I try to be good enough, to be close to perfect
But I just can’t. I’m not meant to fit in.
I try to be like everyone.
Not to be different
But I can’t change who I am
I try to be everything
But my world always ends up collapsing
Like an unstable bridge
I miss you
I miss it
I miss the times when we held hands and took risks.
I miss the times when we never cared what others thought of us
I miss the times when we use to share the littlest secrets.
I miss the times when it used to be just me and you, when no one ever ruined our time.
I miss everything about US
I miss you.
Now that you left me
Now that you left me,
You left my life
I feel like more than half of my heart
Has been taken out.
I can’t breathe
I can’t live
I can’t focus
I just want you
I don’t know what I did, but whatever it was, I’m sorry
I wish we could come together as one.
Come back to me.
We can make it work.
I’ll do anything
For us to meet.
It was different
It was different without you
It wasn’t the same
The atmosphere was different
The air I was breathing in was different
It wasn’t the same
It felt like something was missing
As if I forgot something
I felt incomplete
This time I didn’t have you by my side.
How long is forever?
You said you’ll love me forever
But how long is forever
You said we will be together forever
But how long is forever?
You said I’ll be yours forever
But how long is forever?
It’s Time
You call me everyday
Saying that you’ll be my man
Then there came the time where we just ran and ran
I love you with all my heart
But I think it’s time to say
Our last word
Because this won’t last longer
I don’t know how to live up with the hate
Why don’t you realize that?
Why don’t you realize that I’m in pain?
Why don’t you realize that I need someone who can take care of me?
Why don’t you realize that I need someone to fix me?
Why don’t you realize that you keep hurting me and it’s not funny?
Why don’t you realize that your words hurt me more than your actions?
Why don’t you realize that your threats eat me from the inside?
Why don’t you realize that I’m fading away?
The One
I was wrong
I thought you weren’t the one
I didn’t know it would be you
I guess I didn’t really know you
I don’t know why you broke me
Why is my life this way
How do I let it all out?
I don’t wanna suffer
Help me understand
I don’t know why
I don’t know why I forgive you all the time
I don’t know why I always let you back in when you break me
I don’t know why I still love you even though you hurt me more than 3 times.
I don’t know why I keep letting you come into my world
Even though you cheat on me.
Lately, I am not feeling it
Lately, I’m not feeling the love
Has something changed between us?
Are we both on our own
I hurt you all the time
I ask you for forgiveness
You give it to me
But you act all upset
Is there anything I can do to change that?
Lately I’m not feeling the love
Has something changed between us?
Everytime!
I’ve had enough.
I can’t bare it
Its like every time I get you
I lose you
Every time I love you
I hate you
Every time I win your heart
I lose it
Every time I get to be yours
Someone ruins it
Its like
Every time I write a poem
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