by Chris Knopf
“You didn’t have to go in that house,” she said. “You could have just called the police. You have your own cell phone now, just like a regular person.”
I have a general rule when it comes to arguments with people I love. I don’t have them. At the first sign of genuine conflict, I do the brave thing and concede defeat, or if I’m really feeling courageous, I turn and run the other way.
I decided on a combination of the two.
“You’re right. I’m still a work in progress. Can I borrow your Audi?”
She looked incredulous. I liked that a lot better than pissed off.
“It’s only two weeks old. I’ve hardly driven it.”
“That’s why it needs some highway miles. I know this for a fact. My father was a mechanic.”
“Your father bought that ridiculous Pontiac. What did he know about zippy little station wagons?”
“You’ve got the pickup. You look great in it.”
“You still haven’t told me what you’re going to do,” she said.
“Get dressed, throw some crap in the car and be on the road in ten minutes. Eddie ate at Hodges’s. Let him stay with you tonight. I want to know he’s safe. And Will Ervin will be hanging around keeping an eye on things.”
I snatched the keys off a ring by the side of the door and wrapped my arm around her waist. She put both hands on my chest and pushed back, looking at me with a mix of annoyance and resignation.
“Some day you might learn to trust me,” she said. “You might learn I can handle the truth.”
My beat-up brain still knew enough not to tackle gigantic relationship issues when you were trying to make a fast getaway. So all I did was give her a sloppy, theatrical kiss on the lips and got the hell out of there.
As promised, I was out on Sunrise Highway heading west ten minutes later, feeling the silken surge of the torqued-out little car as I ran through all six gears. I’d have enjoyed it more if I hadn’t felt a little bad about the conversation with Amanda. Which would have been distraction enough without the hurricane of confusion and conjecture brought on by the unexpected resurrection of my dead past.
“What the hell is going on?” I asked for the third time that night, with no improvement in the result. So I concentrated on the only thing I knew for certain.
George Donovan had some explaining to do.
TWO
I USED TO DRIVE through Greenwich on the way from my house in Stamford to the office in White Plains. Every time I passed the Greenwich commuter lot off the Merritt Parkway I’d think of George Donovan’s house, just up the hill and secured within what they call a gated community. There wasn’t an actual gate, just a little hut that was usually empty, though sometimes there was a guy inside you got past by giving your name and the names of the people you were going to visit. The commuter lot always made me think of George’s house because there was a path up the hill from the lot that bypassed the hut at the gate, proving its utility had more to do with status than security.
I’d been to George’s house at least a half dozen times when I worked for the company. These were occasions of soaring elation for my ex-wife, Abby. She saw them as unambiguous signs of my rising fortunes within the firm. She’d walk into the foyer of the majestic limestone mansion, take a deep breath and gaze about as if to say, “In a few years this shall all be mine.”
What she got instead was spectacular loss, though at least she lost me in the process.
It was about midnight when I pulled into the lot. Even this late, there were plenty of silver and grey imports parked there to camouflage Amanda’s Audi. Awaiting their owners’ return from Jersey City or Kuala Lumpur.
First I put on my clever disguise—a blue blazer over an Ivy League tie and blue oxford cloth shirt, and pressed khakis. Then I stuffed a leather knapsack full of tools and electrical equipment and headed up the path.
I had a lot of worries at this point, even with the adrenaline rush of three hours ago still itching at my nerves. My biggest worry was Mrs. Donovan. It was the middle of the week, barely past Labor Day, so she was probably still at their house in Montauk, wrapping up the season. I truly hoped so, since she’d have the dogs with her, eliminating one more irksome variable.
As I followed the gentle curves of the main road, I tried to look like a titan of industry out for an evening stroll, willing the backpack full of burglar’s tools into invisibility.
George had about a quarter mile of driveway. Spotlights buried in the ground illuminated the tangled branches of sycamore trees overhead. I took a parallel course over the lawn, staying well inside the dark edges.
When I reached the house I went around back and located a basement window. I took off the backpack and sat cross-legged, listening. All I heard were bugs in the woods and the monotonous swoosh of traffic washing up from the Merritt Parkway.
I pulled on a pair of surgical gloves. Then I took the glass cutter, and, using the window frame as a straightedge, started drawing the tool across the glass. Certain repetitive motions bore me to death, but I put up with myself long enough to carve deep scores into the glass. Then, after wiping everything clean with a paper towel, I stuck two wads of plumber’s dope to the center of the window. I twisted galvanized screws into the dope to give me something to grip, then, using my fist like a hammer, gently tapped until I felt it bust inward. I turned the glass in the hole and drew it out, placing it carefully on the ground.
Then I sat and listened to the bugs and traffic for a few more minutes. No screeching alarms, no sirens.
I used a miniature Maglite to examine the window. As expected, there was an alarm sensor mounted to the frame, a magnetic type that went off by breaking a circuit when the sash was opened. Something I didn’t need to do with the glass out of the way.
I slithered through the hole and dropped to the floor, dragging my pack behind me with a string tied to the straps. Using the Maglite, I searched around for the electrical panel, which I found near the furnace. Predictably, the controls for the security system were in a locked box mounted next to the panel.
It took a few minutes to jimmy the lock. I could have done it faster, but I was afraid of the noise. I’d always been good at working locks, a skill put to good use as a teenage car thief. Or car borrower, as I liked to think of it, since I always gave the cars back.
Inside was a chaos of multicolored wires, but I knew what it all meant. I’d installed a system in my house in Stamford and this didn’t look that much different.
Before I touched anything in the box I used a heavy pair of wire cutters to sever the phone trunk that emerged from a conduit sticking through the concrete floor. I waited again for the hot scream of alarm, but nothing happened. I sorted out the lines that fed the sirens inside and outside the house and snipped those. Still nothing. For good measure I disconnected the 120-volt line and backup batteries for the system.
The house was now deaf, dumb and blind.
I climbed the basement stairs and came out into the kitchen. It was lit by the glow of the LEDs on the kitchen appliances—coffeemakers, ovens and microwaves. I scanned the ceiling corners for motion detectors and found two. No blinking red lights. I moved on in search of stairs to the second floor.
It must have been somebody like Nathaniel Hawthorne or Zane Grey who wrote that Indians understood that absolute silence was impossible, so instead moved in random patterns, blending in and mimicking ambient sound. They probably didn’t have to deal with creaking floorboards or the hum and whir of central air-conditioning.
It took a long, nerve-wracking time, but I finally found George Donovan’s bedroom, which I was deeply grateful to see was free of Mrs. Donovan. Better yet, it had Mr. Donovan, lying flat on his back on top of the bedspread, snoring like an unlubricated chain saw.
I took the last few steps and stood by his bed. I flicked on the little Maglite and stuck it in my mouth. Then I vaulted onto the bed, landing with my knees astride Consolidated Global Energies’ Chairman of the Board. His eyes popp
ed open.
“Hi, George,” I said, after taking the Maglite out of my mouth.
Terror and confusion raced across his face.
“What’s this?”
“The cops call it a home invasion. Pretty unsettling, isn’t it?”
“I don’t understand,” he said, buying time while he corralled his faculties.
One of my worries going in was shocking Donovan into a heart attack. He had to be in his late sixties, in good shape, but nevertheless. Looking at him harden under the light of the flashlight took care of that worry.
“Who are you?” he asked.
“You don’t remember?”
I moved the flashlight to the side so he could see my face.
“I thought I was unforgettable.”
“Good God. You have to be out of your mind.”
“Maybe.”
“What the hell do you think you’re doing?”
“You know.”
“Of course I don’t.”
He looked down at where I was sitting on him, struggling with the sensation of being pinned by one of his former divisional vice presidents. It was only a little less weird for me, and I’d had a few hours to get used to the idea.
“You’re not going to lie about a guy named Honest, are you?” I asked.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Honest Boy Ackerman. You sent him to study me. In his words, to find some dirt. What he found was a busted lip and a free night in a secure place. This surprises me, George. I thought you were more circumspect than that.”
He thought his face wasn’t betraying him, but he was wrong. Few people can keep strong emotion out of their eyes.
“He’s Marve Judson’s hire,” he finally said.
“This is where you have to ask yourself,” I said to him, sticking the flashlight closer to his face, “can you convince Marve Judson to tell a jury that he ordered Ackerman to break into my house and assault me, with criminal intent, at night, with a gun? That it was his idea, even when Ackerman says it was all yours? And even if Judson could persuade the court, why would he want to? You think he’s prepared to destroy his career and do years of hard time for you just because you’re the Chairman of the Board? Have you gotten that delusional?”
He just looked at me, running the calculations. We both knew which way the math would work out.
“I got you, George,” I said. “You’re sunk.”
“That must give you some pleasure, Sam. You probably think I ruined your life.”
“You didn’t ruin my life. I did that all on my own. You’re not that good.”
“You were always mentally unstable,” he said.
“I’m unstable? Did I hire a guy to attack you in your own house?”
“That’s not what I was doing,” he said, quietly. He tried to shift under my weight. “And if you don’t mind, I prefer discussing things with people who aren’t sitting on top of me.”
I moved the Maglite closer to his face. He squeezed his eyes shut and turned his head.
“You got anything to drink in this house?” I asked.
He opened his eyes.
“Everything.”
“Okay. But before I get up, here’s the deal. I have Ackerman on ice. I can make a call and the whole thing goes away. Or not. The missile will stay in the silo, or it’ll go off. You can fire back if you want, but which of us has the most to lose?”
I looked around the sumptuous bedroom. He took the point.
“Just get off me and we’ll have that drink.”
I got off and scooped his cell phone off the side table. While Donovan rose unsteadily and pulled on a robe, I took the phone into the bathroom and flushed it down the toilet.
I escorted him to the library on the first floor, where he kept his booze and a few thousand books, few of which he’d ever read. His wife once proudly told me they’d been selected by an interior decorator based on the color and composition of their spines.
I didn’t relax until we were in opposing Chesterfield easy chairs next to the yawning fireplace. The scotch he poured was probably older than both of us.
“So Ackerman isn’t in police custody,” said Donovan after a sip of his drink.
“Like I said, that depends on you.”
“One would think after forty years in business I would know how to size up a risk.”
“You used to be pretty good at it.”
“Very good. But not perfect.”
“Apparently.”
“Experience teaches you to hedge your bets,” he said. “But a hedge isn’t a guarantee.”
“I’ll take your word for it. Your hedges have worked out better than mine.”
George Donovan could have been the smartest man alive. I didn’t know him well enough to say. I knew the way he ran the company made a lot of money for him and the shareholders. It wreaked havoc on the employees, though there might have been good business reasons for that, too. History would have to sort it out.
I really didn’t know if he was a good man or not. I’d never seen him be overtly heartless or cruel. Only selfish and greedy. He delegated heartless and cruel.
“You were hoping to get some leverage as a hedge against a risk,” I said. “Is that what you’re saying?”
Donovan nodded appreciatively.
“That’s exactly what I’m saying, Sam. Still sharp as a dart.”
I remembered how he talked about me in front of the board. I ran the company’s Technical Services and Support Division, which included R&D and product development. By fact and implication the company’s technological brain trust. Since I ran the unit, he felt compelled to joke that I was the smartest man alive. Then he decided one day to shed my whole division with about as much concern as you’d flick a bit of lint off your suit coat. This settled the question as to who was the most powerful guy in the company, if not the smartest.
“We signed an agreement, remember?” I said. “I’ve always held up my end of the deal, and so has Con Globe. What the hell do you need leverage for now?”
“There are two forms of leverage, Sam,” he said, with a touch of condescension, “carrots and sticks. I like to have both before entering negotiations. With you, as it turns out, I have a whole garden full of carrots. What I lack is a stick.”
He held his drink upright with his elbow braced on the arm of the chair and swirled the ice around the glass, studying me while he continued studying his options.
“Thanks for the lesson, George. People would pay a lot of money for wisdom like that.”
“They do.”
“I’ll start paying when you tell me something I don’t already know.”
“You’ll be able to afford that when I make you a rich man,” he said with a soft smile. “Well, not rich exactly, though wealthy enough to allay any financial concerns, which by my reckoning should be considerable.”
Okay, I thought. That I didn’t know. It must have showed on my face.
“Don’t tell me Jason didn’t mention the intellectual property dispute we’re wrapped up in. The one we’ll apparently have to settle, which of course is tantamount to admitting we’ve lost.”
He had. Jason Fligh was the only friend I still had on Con Globe’s board. We’d kept in sporadic touch since I left the company. He’d told me that Con Globe and the people who bought my division had been sued by a group of employees—mostly design engineers and bench researchers—who challenged the clause in the company’s standard employment agreement dealing with patent rights on products developed on the job. We’d always assumed you signed all that away when you joined the firm, but an entrepreneurial spouse of one of my engineers—a legal expert on intellectual property—had apparently found a gaping loophole. The net result would likely be a nice hunk of dough distributed to some of the people I used to work with.
Jason called me when he heard about the lawsuit, but I had to disappoint him. The severance agreement I’d signed would trump anything in a potential settlement.
I asked him not to tell me what that meant financially. I didn’t want numbers like that rattling inside a brain already overloaded with regret and self-recrimination.
I told as much to George Donovan.
“I know that, Sam. But what you don’t know is that I have my finger on a button that will delete that portion of your agreement. Without nullifying the rest of the deal. You’d get your fair share of the booty. If, like me, you’d spent the better half of a year poring through the company’s patent filings, you’d know how much that could be.”
This is the sort of thing I’ve always detested. That skip of the heart you feel when some manipulator sneaks around your natural defenses and triggers a flood of hope and expectation. The killer emotions. The greatest peril to the healthful cynicism that sustains life. The last guy in the world I wanted this from was George Donovan.
I took a deep breath.
“God preserve me, George,” I said. “But I don’t want your fucking money. I do carpentry now for a guy named Frank Entwhistle. So far I haven’t seen strings attached to what he pays me. That’s my wealth in the world. I don’t have shit but I don’t owe anybody anything.”
“Including your daughter?” he asked.
That was the other thing I really detested. Being threatened with guilt. Especially since I had nothing to feel guilty about, except almost everything I’d ever done in my life. Especially when it came to my daughter.
“Looks like you could use another scotch,” I said. “Don’t get up. I’ll pour.”
I needed something to cover my reaction, though it probably wouldn’t work. I’d never underestimated George Donovan before, and it was good to remind myself not to start now.
I topped us off and sat back down.
“I’m getting this vague feeling you want something from me,” I said to him. “I don’t know. Call it a sixth sense.”
He let a pause collect in the air before answering.
“I do. I have a personal situation. One I can’t entrust to people inside, or outside, the company, however competent. To even speak the words necessary to explain the situation is a grave risk.”