by Kim Harrison
His hands fell from me and he twisted to pull his shirt free. I tilted my head and gently bit his earlobe. “Don’t you dare help,” I whispered, his lobe still between my teeth. I shivered as he resumed his touch, his hands warm against my back. All the buttons were undone, and I ran my lips across the faint notches rimming his ear.
With a quick motion he reached up, pulling my face to his. His lips were demanding. A soft sound urged me to respond. Had it been him or me? Don’t know. Don’t care. One hand was buried deep in my hair, holding me to him as his lips and tongue explored. His motions grew aggressive, and I pushed him back into the chair, liking his rough touch. He hit the slats with a thump, pulling me down with him.
His stubble was prickly, and lips still on mine, he reached around, pulling me close. With a grunt of effort, he lurched to his feet, carrying me. My legs wrapped around him as he moved us to the bed. My lips felt cold as he pulled away, setting me down gently. His arms slipped from me as he knelt over me.
I looked up at him, his shirt still on, but open to show lean muscles running down to disappear beneath his waistband. I had tossed one of my arms artfully over my head, and I reached up with the other to draw a line from his chest downward, tugging at his jeans.
Button fly, I thought in a wash of impatience. God help me. I hated button fly. His dusky smile faltered and he almost shuddered as I gave up for a moment and reached behind him, tracing the curve of his back, following it as far as I could reach. It wasn’t nearly far enough, and I pulled him down toward me. Slumping forward, Nick supported himself on the flat of a forearm. A sigh escaped me as I got my hands to where I wanted them to be.
Warm, and with the delightful mix of gentle pressure and rough skin, Nick sent his hand searching under my shirt. I ran my hand over his shoulders, feeling his muscles bunch and ease. He scooted lower, and I gasped in surprised as he nuzzled my midriff, his teeth searching for the hem of my sweatshirt.
My breath came faster, and a whispered pant of anticipation slipped from me as he tugged my shirt upward, his hands pushing against my waist. Hasty with a sudden need, I dropped my hands from fumbling at his button fly to help him get my shirt off. It scraped my nose in passing, taking my amulet with it. My held breath slipped out in a sound of relief. Nick’s teeth were a teasing hint as he tugged at my tight-fitting exercise bra. I shuddered, arching my upper back in encouragement.
He buried his face at the base of my neck. My demon scar, running from my collarbone to my ear, gave a knife-edged pulse of feeling, and I froze into a frightened wariness. It had never done that before when I’d been with Nick. I didn’t know whether to enjoy it or lump the feeling in with the terror of the scar’s origin.
Sensing my sudden fear, Nick slowed, his body nudging mine once, twice, then halting. In a slow stillness, he brushed my scar with his lips. I couldn’t move as waves of promise raced through me, settling low and insistent in my body. My heart pounded as I compared it to Ivy’s vamppheromone induced ecstasy and found it identical. It felt too good to dismiss out of hand.
Nick hesitated, his breath harsh in my ear. Slowly the feeling ebbed. “Should I stop?” he whispered, his voice husky with need.
I closed my eyes, reaching downward to work almost frantically at his button fly. “No,” I moaned. “It almost hurts. Be—careful.”
His breath came in a quick sound, matching mine. More insistent, he ran a hand under my bra and made soft kisses against my scarred neck. An unhelped sound escaped me as I got the last of his buttons undone.
Nick’s lips ghosted up the underside of my chin and found my mouth. His touch was gentle, and I lunged my tongue deep into him. He pushed back, his stubble harsh. Our breath came in tandem. His continuing gentle fingers on my neck sent a sudden spasm through me.
I traced my hands down his open shirt to find his jeans. Breath fast, I pushed his clothes down to where I could hook my foot into them and push them all the way off. Hungry for him, I sent my hands searching, stretching to find what I wanted.
Nick’s breath caught as I grasped him, feeling the tight, smooth skin between my fingers and thumb. His head dropped from mine, burying it between my breasts, nuzzling, as my bra had somehow disappeared.
He pushed his hips against me, hinting, and I pushed pack. My heart pounded. Strong and insistent, my scar sent waves through me, though Nick’s searching lips were nowhere near it.
I abandoned myself to the demon scar, letting the feeling flow through me. I’d figure out later if it was wrong or not. My hands quickened their motion against him, feeling the difference between him and a male witch, finding it roused me further. Leaving one hand to caress him, I grasped the hand not supporting his weight over me and led him to the drawstring on my sweats.
He snatched my wrist, pinning it up over my head on the pillow, refusing to accept my help. A jolt struck through me. He nipped at my neck and darted away, the barest hint of teeth bringing a gasp from me. Nick’s hands tugged at my waistband, pulling my sweats and underwear off in a fierce need. I arched my back to help free them from my hips, and a heavy hand pinned my shoulder to the bed.
I opened my eyes, and Nick leaned over me and breathed, “My job, witch.” But my sweats were gone.
I reached downward for him, and he shifted his weight, nudging his knee against the inside of my thigh. Again I arched my lower back, reaching, straining to find him. He fell to cover me. His lips on mine, we begin to move against each other.
Slowly, almost tauntingly, he moved inside of me. I clutched at his shoulders, racked with tingling jolts as his lips found my neck.
“My wrist,” he panted in my ear. “Oh God, Rachel. She bit my wrist.”
The surges of feeling came in time with our bodies’ rhythm as I hungrily found his wrist. He moaned as I fastened on it. I grazed my teeth across it, sucking hungrily as he did the same on my neck. The ache rose in me, and out of my mind in need, I bit Nick’s old scar, making it mine, trying to take it away from the one who first marked him.
Pain shot through my neck, and I cried out. Nick hesitated, then again pinched a fold of scarred skin between his teeth. I did the same with his wrist to tell him it was all right. Silent with a desperate need, his mouth lunged hungrily into me. Want crept up from within. I felt it swell. I seduced it closer, willing it to happen. Now, I thought, almost crying. Oh God. Make it now.
Together Nick and I shuddered, our bodies responding as one as a wave of euphoria washed from me into him. It rebounded, striking me with twofold strength. I gasped, clutching at him. He groaned as if in pain. Again the wave took us, pulling us back. Poised, we hung at the point of climax, trying to hold it forever.
Slowly it ebbed, jolts of dying pleasure sending tremors through us both as the tension eased from us in stages. Nick’s weight gradually pressed down atop me. His breath was rough in my ear. Exhausted, I made a conscious effort to unkink my hands from his shoulder. The imprints of my fingers made red lines on his skin.
I lay for a moment, feeling a dying tingle from my neck. Then it was gone. I ran my tongue along the inside of my teeth. No blood. I hadn’t broken his skin. Thank God.
Still atop me, Nick shifted his weight so I could breathe easier. “Rachel?” he whispered. “I think you almost killed me.”
Breath slowing, I said nothing, thinking I could forego my three-mile run today. My heartbeat eased, filling me with a relaxed lassitude. I pulled his wrist close, eyeing the old scar showing a stark white against the red, roughened skin. I felt a twinge of embarrassment to see I had given him a hickey. No guilt, though, for having marked him. He’d probably known what would happen better than I had, and my neck was undoubtedly in a similar state.
Did I care? Not right now. Maybe later when my mom spotted it.
I gave his tender skin a kiss and set his arm down. “Why did it feel like one of us was a vampire?” I asked. “My demon scar was never that sensitive before. And you?” I left my sentence unfinished. I had nibbled a good share of his body over the
last two months and never provoked such a response in him. Not that I was complaining.
Looking exhausted, he eased himself off me and fell groaning on the bed. “Must have been from Ivy getting things started,” he said, his eyes closed as he faced the ceiling. “I’m going to be sore tomorrow.”
I grabbed the afghan and pulled it to cover me, cold now without his body heat. Shifting to my side, I leaned close and whispered, “Sure you want me to move out of the church? I think I’m beginning to see why threesomes are so popular in the vamp circles.”
Nick’s eyes opened as he grunted. “You are trying to kill me, aren’t you?”
Chuckling, I stood, wrapping the afghan around me. My fingers touched my neck to find the skin sore but unbroken. I wouldn’t say it had been wrong to take advantage of the sensitivities Ivy set into play, but the vehement need of it had me concerned. Almost too exquisitely intense to control … No wonder Ivy had such a hard time.
Thoughts slow and speculative, I dug about in the bottom drawer of Nick’s dresser for one of his old shirts and made my way to his shower.
Fourteen
“Hello.” Nick’s recorded voice came from my answering machine, sounding smooth and polished. “You’ve reached Morgan, Tamwood, and Jenks of Vampiric Charms, independent runners. They are currently unavailable. Please leave a message and let us know if you would prefer a daylight or evening return call.”
I gripped the black plastic of Nick’s phone tighter and waited for the beep. Having Nick leave the outgoing message on our machine had been my idea. I liked his voice, and I thought it very posh and professional for us to appear to have a man as a receptionist. ’Course, that all went out the window when they saw the church.
“Ivy?” I said, wincing at the guilt I could hear in my voice. “Pick up if you’re there.”
Nick walked past me from the kitchen, his hand trailing across my waist as he went into his living room.
The phone remained silent, and I rushed to fill the gap before the machine clicked off. “Hey, I’m at Nick’s. Um … about earlier. Sorry. It was my fault.” I glanced at Nick doing the “bachelor tidy shuffle” as he swooped about, shoving things out of sight under the couch and behind cushions. “Nick says he’s sorry for hitting you.”
“I do not,” he said, and I covered the receiver thinking her vamp hearing might catch it.
“Hey, umm,” I continued, “I’m going to my mom’s to pick up some stuff, but I’ll be back around ten. If you get home before me, why don’t you pull the lasagna out and we’ll have that tonight. We can eat around midnight? Make it an early dinner so I can get my homework done?” I hesitated, wanting to say more. “Well, I hope you get this,” I finished lamely. “ ’Bye.”
I clicked the phone off and turned to Nick. “What if she’s still knocked out?”
His eyes tightened. “I didn’t hit her that hard.”
I slumped to lean against the wall. It was painted an icky brown and didn’t go with anything else. Nothing in Nick’s apartment went with anything else, so it kind of fit—in a warped sort of way. It wasn’t that Nick didn’t care about continuity, but that he looked at things differently. The time I found him wearing a blue sock with a black, he had blinked at me and said they were the same thickness.
His books, too, weren’t cataloged alphabetically—his oldest tomes had no title or author—but by some ranking system I had yet to figure out. They lined an entire wall of his living room, giving me the eerie feeling of being watched whenever I was there. He had tried to get me to store them in my closet for him after his mother dumped them on his doorstep early one morning. I’d kissed him soundly and refused. They creeped me out.
Nick leaned into the kitchen and grabbed his keys. The sliding sound of metal pulled me from the wall and to the door. I glanced over my outfit before following him into the hall: blue jeans, tucked-in black cotton T, and the flip-flops I used when we swam in his apartment’s pool. I had left them last month and found them washed and hung up in Nick’s closet.
“I don’t have my bag,” I muttered as he gave the door a firm tug to lock it.
“You want to stop at the church on the way?”
His offer didn’t sound genuine, and I hesitated. We’d have to cross half of the Hollows to get there. It was after sundown. The streets were getting busy, and it would take forever. There wasn’t much in my bag in terms of money, and I wouldn’t need my charms—I was only going to my mom’s—but the thought of Ivy flat out on the floor was intolerable. “Could we?”
He took a slow breath, and with his long face twisted into a stilted expression, he nodded.
I knew he didn’t want to, and the bother of that made me almost miss the step out of the apartment house and onto the dark parking lot. It was cold. There wasn’t a cloud in the sky, but the stars were lost behind the city lights. My feet felt drafty in their flip-flops, and when I clutched my arms about myself, Nick handed me his coat. I shrugged into it, my anger at his reluctance to check on Ivy easing at the warmth and lingering smell of him on the thick fabric.
A faint whine came from a street lamp. My dad would have called it a thief light. Just enough illumination to let a thief know what he was doing. The sound of our feet was loud, and Nick reached for my door. “I’ll get it,” he said gallantly, and I smirked as he fought with the handle, grunting as he gave it a final yank and the latch released.
Nick had been working his new job for only three months but somehow managed to get a beat-up blue Ford truck already. I liked it. It was big and ugly, which was why he had gotten it so cheap. He said it was the only thing they had on the lot that didn’t scrunch his legs up to his chin. The clear coat was peeling and the tailgate was rusting out, but it was transportation.
I lurched up and in, putting my feet squarely on the offensive floor mat from the previous owner as Nick slammed the door shut. The truck shook, but it was the only way to be sure the door wouldn’t fly open when we went across railroad tracks.
As I waited for Nick to come around the back, a flickering shadow over the hood caught my eye. I leaned forward, squinting. Something almost smacked the window, and I jumped.
“Jenks!” I exclaimed, recognizing him. The glass between us did nothing to hide his agitation. His wings were a gossamer blur, shimmering in the street lamp as he frowned. A floppy, wide-brimmed red hat looking gray in the uncertain light was on his head, and his hands were on his hips. My guilty thoughts flashed to Ivy, and I rolled the window down, pushing it along when it got stuck halfway. He darted inside and took off his hat.
“When the hell are you two going to get a speaker phone?” he snarled. “I belong to this crappy firm as much as you, and I can’t use the phone!”
He had come from the church? I didn’t know he could move that fast.
“What did you do to Ivy?” he continued as Nick silently got in and shut his door. “I spend the afternoon with Glenda the Good trying to calm him down after you yelled at his dad, then I come home to find Ivy having hysterics on the bathroom floor.”
“Is she all right?” I asked, then looked at Nick. “Get me home.”
Nick started the truck, jerking back as Jenks landed on the gearshift. “She’s fine—as much as she ever is,” Jenks said, his anger shifting to worry. “Don’t go back yet.”
“Get off that,” I said, flicking a hand under him.
Jenks flitted up, then down, staring at Nick until the man put his hands back on the wheel. “No,” the pixy said. “I mean it. Give her some time. She heard your message and is calming down.” Jenks flew to sit on the dash before me. “Man, what did you do to her? She was going on and on about not being able to protect you, and that Piscary was going to be angry with her, and she didn’t know what she was going to do if you left.” His tiny features grew worried. “Rache? Maybe you should move out. This is too weird, even for you.”
I felt cold at the undead vampire’s name. Maybe I hadn’t pushed her too far; maybe Piscary had put her up to it. We wo
uld’ve been fine had she quit when I first said to. He’d probably figured out that Ivy wasn’t the dominant one in our odd relationship and wanted her to rectify the situation, the little prick. It wasn’t his business.
Nick put the car in gear, and the tires cracked and popped against the gravel lot. “Church?” he questioned.
I glanced at Jenks, and he shook his head. It was the wisp of fear on him that decided it for me. “No,” I said. I’d wait. Give her time to collect herself.
Nick seemed as relieved as Jenks. We pulled out into traffic, headed for the bridge.
“Good,” Jenks said. Eyeing my lack of earrings, he vaulted up to sit on the rearview mirror. “What the hell happened, anyway?”
I rolled my window back up, feeling the coldness of the coming night in the damp breeze. “I pushed her too far while we were working out. She tried to make me her—uh—tried to bite me. Nick knocked her out with my spell pot.”
“She tried to bite you?”
I looked from the passing night to Jenks, seeing in the light from the car behind us his wings go still, then blur to nothing and go still again. Jenks looked from Nick’s embarrassed face to my worried one. “Ohhh,” he said, his eyes widening. “Now I get it. She wanted to bind you to her so only she could make your vamp scar resonate to vamp pheromones. You turned her down. My God, she must be embarrassed. No wonder she’s upset.”
“Jenks, shut up,” I said, stifling the urge to grab him and toss him out the window. He would only catch up at the first red light.
The pixy flitted to Nick’s shoulder, eyeing the lights glowing on the dash. “Nice truck.”
“Thanks.”
“Stock?”
Nick’s gaze slid from the taillights of the car ahead to Jenks. “Modified.”
Jenks’s wings blurred, then steadied. “What’s your top end?”
“One fifty with NOS.”
“Damn!” the pixy swore admiringly as he flew back to the rearview mirror. “Check your lines. I smell a leak.”