She smiled slightly and thought he should be so bored he started playing with the petals disposing them on the bed. The thought ran her to unknown location when she felt observed.
Her eyes met his.
He was standing against the wall, inclined resting his shoulder in the wall toward her, he had his hands inside the shorts pockets, filling the room with his presence marking his territory. He was observing her intensively with his magnetic blue eyes trying to magnetize her to him. She didn’t know, but he was waiting for her like a hawk waiting for his prey, he knew she would return at any point to the cabin, he just had to be patient and wait for her. Now she was there in front of him and at his mercy, he knew that he wasn’t indifferent to her because he felt it every time when she looked at him when he touched her and when she shuddered slightly when he spoke to her and when she blushed without realizing it, he just had to play with her feelings to get what he needed now. Seducing her and taking her tonight was his main purpose. Intuitively she immediately realizes the idea of JP and what he's trying to do. Her mental reaction was to run away just before it was too late, but she was stuck at the door entrance as if she was hypnotized, giving him the advantage to step forward, she knew now it was too late to run away.
But do I want to run away from him?
Her body stands stiff and wasn’t obeying to any Carolina’s brains command. She was petrified at the entrance, she wanted to run out of there, but it seemed that her feet were glued to the ground and couldn’t move up at all. JP benefit from Carolina’s stagnation to disengage from the wall and never taking his eyes from her eyes, without a word, looking at her sorely, the air was intense between them.
Slowly he puts his arm around her waist, pulling her slowly to him, with the other hand he touched her hair, very gently and slow, devouring her with his eyes. He knew exactly what he was doing, he knew how to touch a woman, he knew what effect his look had to the opposite sex, and he knew exactly what effect he had especially on her. His hand goes to Carolina’s face gently sliding to the neck, bypassing the neck, putting his hand behind her neck, bringing her to him, still looking in her eyes waiting for a confirmation that she wants him too.
He wants to make sure that she also wants him now and here.
She doesn’t do anything to loosen herself from him, remaining motionless looking at his eyes, she was hypnotized, and he takes his lips to hers, kissing her, first slowly and slightly just touching briefly, he was waiting for her confirmation. It takes a few seconds for Carolina to react and returns the kiss that she desires so much vibrating in every ending nerve of her body. Once he felt her confirmation, he quickly increased the speed of their kisses, making them anxious, frenetic and needy for more. Carolina went against the bedroom’s door as the intensity of their kisses increased, JP pushes her with his body against the doorjamb, trapping her, their bodies against each other and where Carolina immediately felt his erection against her belly. Carolina wanted him so much that she was carried away by the moment because she missed the taste of his kisses, playing with his tongue, the firm and gentle touch of his hands, the strong and engaging arms around her body and the smell of his which was so unique, seductive and powerful for her.
Forgetting that instant all the suffering he caused her for endless months and specially and the last hours. She was back again in his arms, it was like a desire that both eventually wanted to have materialized. Now she couldn’t think of the things he had said hours earlier, because right now he was there wanting her.
Regaining control of her own body, she throws her hands around his shoulders, embracing him, holding tightly with her fingertips against her and ending wrapping up around his neck. Relieving the pressure of his body over hers, he holds her in his determined arms, always kissing her with genuine desire he had at that instant, lifting her slightly and when she lands again he forces her to leave her feet on top of his feet, making her walking back step by step being guided by his body toward the bed. Next to the bed, he stops, looking at her, strips her dress from her salty body, returning to kiss her wrapping her firmly in his arms, laying her on the bed. Lying on the bed on top of the petals, he lies down on top of her continuing kissing her softly on her lips, she was so eager for him, she was already prepared for him, but he wants to feel her body on fire for him, so he continue his foreplay.
Standing up and getting on his knees he departs with his hands caressing softly Carolina’s legs, leaving his prey around him lying at his disposal, he continues his game of seduction with her, passing his kisses from her lips to the corner of her mouth, moving his lips over Carolina chin, going along her neck. JP caresses her breasts over the bikini, putting his hands under the fabric cupping gently touching her soft skin, holding between his fingers Carolina’s nipples causing them to stiffen, bursting with one hand the bikini, freeing her breasts, kissing them and sucking sweetly.
They were visible ready for him.
Continuing touching with his hands her breasts, his body went down to her with his lips sliding on her body, continuously kissing her, heading south, while his hands were sliding down her breasts over her whole body.
"You have sea flavour, you are salty, hmm bloody hell you’re so tasty"
He said between kissing her on her stomach, navel, and her belly. With one strike he pulled her bikini bottom off, he went down with his tongue on her clitoris, putting his whole mouth reaching with desire to meet her weak spot, massaging it with his tongue with long and confident movements, making Carolina moan in pleasure for him. He introduces a finger inside her with in and out movements at the same time massaging with his tongue her clitoris preparing her for him.
He wanted her soaked wet of pleasure for him, he felt excited only of the thought of possessing her right away, but he wanted to prolong his foreplay as much he could. He remembered so well that she had loved to have it so, he liked that about her, and he knew she could endure his full length until the end when she was stimulated properly.
Now she was ready to receive his two fingers, bending them inside on her slightly up, he penetrated her with his fingers in a long movement in and out massaging with his fingertips the G-spot, always with his tongue on her clitoris, forcing Carolina writhing her buttocks. Carolina grabs with her hands the sheets tightly as she reached the pinnacle she felt the need to grab his hair, lacing her fingers through his hair, forcing him to get his head against her at the same time she explodes of pleasure around him. When he heard her loud eruption of pleasure for him, it was even harder than it already was to keep his erection outside of her.
He needed his hardiness inside her as soon as possible.
They were so ready for each other.
If he didn’t know how to control himself so well, he could easily blast just of seeing and hearing her squirm of pleasure for him. She had gone to heaven and returned slowly to earth. Coming back to her to give her the best orgasm she's ever felt with anyone, repeating the wonderful experience today the she had once. Waiting for her to calm down, so he could take her entirely, but he was taken by surprise when she pulled away from him, switching from the bottom and put herself on the top of him, leaving him confused when he had everything premeditated already. Sitting on top of him, feeling with her hands his erection, hard as stone, stroking it with one hand lightly in gentle circles, kissing his wonderful chest, pushing him softly while he lies there at her mercy, he leaned just a little bit with his back supporting his elbows on the bed, leaning his head back with his eyes closed, enjoying every touch of her playing with him and he was loving it. Dragging her tongue down the middle of his stomach where there was a thin line of hair, reaching his navel, sticks her tongue circling his navel only with the tip of her tongue, following the hair trail line of his belly always feeling his incomparable, unique and wonderful smell.
Continuing, she felt and saw his trimmed pubic hairs, always following with her tongue up the hard erection she's gripped with the other hand. Fully at her disposal leading to his hard head with her
mouth, she sucked at the start without too much pressure, producing too much saliva leaving on purpose running down his hardness below the wetting whole, facilitating her movements to slide up and down along its entire hard length. After it was soak wet, she increased the pressure going with her hand with back and forth motion of sucking just the tip at the same time using the lips and tongue, making his hard head go against the top of her mouth, while she was sucking him she looked at him realizing from his face expression how much he was loving it and with her free hand, she puts her hand under his testicles massaging them very gently without pressing too much.
It didn’t take long for him to ask her to stop, by pulling her hair gently to stop. She stops because she knew he was about to lose control of himself, she didn’t mind if he explodes in her mouth, but she wanted to extend their pleasure as much she could too, after waiting a moment, she climbed on top of him, holding his hard erection with one hand forwarding inside her.
They are both so ready.
She received him in with all his length until the end in just one stroke. Carolina felt filled with pure pleasure. The longing she had of him was too old and she needed to relieve it now. With her constant movements riding him, he could slide so easily inside her, she was so wet for him, and he holds her hips to help the movements hitting her deep inside.
Leaning against her, he sits, with Carolina stills on top, continuing the long and deep movements of pleasure as she looks in his eyes, kissing each other. He holds her hips and shift position, ending above her managing skilful to stay always inside her. Getting on his knees, he raises Carolina’s legs up holding them against his torso, making movements with his hips in and out with a deep and furious filling her completely, she felt him so hard of desire and she was burning of desire when he managed so skilled to rub with his erection her G point, she is ready to reach the moon at anytime, increasing the uncontrollable urge to explode. JP feeling that she was almost there, he increases his speed reaching an extraordinary orgasm together.
After ejaculating inside her, he gets out of her, lying next to her, turning her around to scoop her body on his, holding her against him, touching and caressing her with long and light movements. They stayed like that for a few long minutes, feeling their sweaty bodies from the pleasure they achieve together.
He smelled so good.
Carolina was speechless and in heaven.
Again Carolina didn’t know what to say after they had sex, so she decided to remain silent. JP was who broke the silence:
"And this is the best wedding night of my life" laughing giving her a kiss on the ear and repeating on her shoulder countless times.
She turns to him smiling:
"You never had other nuptials that’s why you have no means of comparison"
"That's true"
Pressing her against him kissing her shoulders, her neck, and standing with his lips glued on her back.
Tired, they stood spooning, leaving the sweaty bodies touching each other mixing the sweat and heat on each other.
He falls asleep with his arm over her.
Day 3
In the morning JP wakes up before Carolina, they slept all night spooned, feeling each other’s bodies, now with the light of day he wanted to touch her but thought it wouldn’t be a good idea anymore, his mission was fulfilled and he doesn’t need to feed Carolina’s hope with him. He stayed there admiring her as he wanted so badly touching her again the way he did last night, but couldn’t dare.
Feeling confused, because sex with her was the best sex he'd had in his life, even with his former girlfriend the sex was intense and wondrous, but with Carolina was nothing less.
Carolina isn’t smart, she isn’t pretty as my ex-girlfriend. My ex-girlfriend was a supermodel, there isn’t comparison. She's just a mediocre woman like so many others looking for a good catch to marry and lead a blissful life. She isn’t a serious woman because if she slipped into bed with me the first time we met and she's probably does it with everybody. She isn’t material for a serious relationship - he thought as he struggled with the will of holding and caressing her again, he wanted to feel his lips on hers. Even if he felt tempted the reality spoke up, and he decides to get up without waking her up, taking a quick shower. He passed the refrigerator taking a yogurt and a piece of fruit, leaving the cabin, going towards the beach and laying on the beach bed.
The day was magnificent as usual it was hot and humid inviting him for a swim. That’s what he did and he swam in the clear and warm water to exhaustion trying to find peace of mind which he was seeking so desperately inside his head. He was trying to convince himself that last night had been only sex.
But why the heck am I feeling so confused and why do I want to be near her again?!
He doesn’t know how to interact with her from now on, he wants to continue to have great sex with her, but if they continue to have sex, she will begin to think they will have a chance to be a real couple, he doesn’t want her to suffer because of him, he doesn’t want her to create illusions about a relationship that will never happen. He just wants sex from her and he doesn’t want a relationship with her.
No one deserves to suffer for me and I don’t deserve to be loved – these words hunted his mind over and over again, remembering what happened in his youth, reliving all the guilt he carried all these years. - If I hadn’t run away that night to my friend’s house...
When Carolina wakes up turns in the bed to look at JP, disappointed to see she is completely alone in bed. Her first instinct was a bitter intuition that everything could have gone back to what it was, but didn’t want to believe he was so insensitive to that, not after last night. Last night was beyond all her expectations, it had been much better than the first time they were together and it was almost indescribable how good it was.
Rises up a little bit dazed and started looking for him, she went up and to the cabin’s entrance, trying to find him with her eyes and finally she sees him lying on the beach bed. She step back inside to take a quick shower and prepare breakfast, while the coffee machine is still making fresh coffee, she goes out and arrives next to the beach bed, she wanted to give him a good morning kiss. As he is lying face down she gives him a kiss on his shoulder.
"Good morning, I'm doing breakfast would you like to eat?"
He mutters quietly without moving, staying lying with his eyes closed.
Go away, leave me alone, I don’t want to see you, I can’t see you right now - shouted JP mentally to her, in a vain attempt for her to go away, but she isn’t a mind reader.
As she sat next to him, he lifts slightly his head, opens his eyes, saying:
"Thank you, but I have already eaten. I’m good."
Turning and laying his head to the other side avoiding looking at her. He didn’t dare to look in her eyes, he couldn’t afford succumb to the temptation to embrace and kiss her again. He fights the whole time with his feelings and caring thoughts for her, he wanted her so badly in his arms.
Bloody hell, why was she so tempting?!
JP’s reaction was completely opposite to what he wanted from her, showing her an extreme coldness throughout her and Carolina immediately realized that everything had returned to the starting point, everything was like before, and nothing had changed. She felt an authentic silly girl, thinking that all he had prepared the night before had been to please her, whishing he had finally taken a step forward, and that he had realized that perhaps they had a chance, but no, everything stills the same. Why hadn’t she realized the candles and petals were only to convince her to have sex with him, he had again what he wanted, she felt like a fool and now they was there again at the starting point.
There is nothing else I can do to make any change in his mind throughout me, he only saw me as a sex object and that will never change. - She though, feeling heartbreaking.
Visible disappointed she gets up slowly looking at him lying there, cold as always, ignoring her again. Dragging back to the cabin, on the way she lost co
mpletely the appetite, felt her stomach grappling, and if she eats something now she would surely end up throwing everything up. Her chest ached so much that she found herself feeling short of breath, her head was now throbbing and starting to hurt badly. Drank at all cost the freshly brewed coffee, with an additional sacrifice she was able to drink the fresh orange juice she had previously prepared for her and JP. She left the cabin, going around the cabin to the back following straight to the beach carrying a towel, lying now in the opposite direction from JP and out of his field vision thanks to the cabin that protected her from his sight. She couldn’t help thinking how she had been so stupid to get hurt again and once again she let it happen.
How could someone treat another human being like that? It was not right.
She felt that the psychological mark he engraved on her skin with sexual object symbol would never disappear, he would never see her as a woman, he would never cherish or respect her, and she knew she was no good for anything but to be used for sex. As she become more and more aware of what was happening again or she thought it was, the pain intensified to the extent to the chest, without realizing her muscles were to retracted, causing her pain all over her body as if she were with the flu.
Her head throbbed now with pain and regret.
She sat down in the shade of the nearest palm trees from the water and the tears that threatened to lose themselves since she walked away from JP, starting slowly arising in her eyes and going now without authorization and uncontrolled down her face, the more she struggled trying to stop them, the more she cried and she cried uncontrollably hating her inner self at the same time. Never had cried for a man and what bothered her most is that he didn’t deserve her tears, but she couldn’t stop them. She lays face down on the towel sobbing and crying to exhaustion. Losing trek of time she gives giving up her strengths while lying on the towel.
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