by J. A. White
“I always fell asleep first.”
“Or maybe the magic doesn’t work if someone is watching.”
Taff shook his head. “This magic of yours. There are so many rules.”
Progress was slow. They had to stop every few minutes, not only to rest, but also so Taff could peek beneath the blanket and make sure they were heading away from the village and not farther into it. Kara might have felt better if she had heard some kind of sound from the darkeaters: moaning, growling, anything. But the figures remained perfectly silent, and it was only the occasional glimpse of a dark shape through the fibers of the blanket that let Kara know they were still there.
It was nearly afternoon when they left the red light behind them.
“See?” said Taff. “That wasn’t so bad.”
Kara hesitantly rose to her feet—groaning at the pain in her stiff legs—and lifted the blanket. They were just outside the village. Darkeaters pressed against the edge of the red light, wanting to pursue them but unable to advance.
“They’re trapped,” Kara said, laying Mary on a soft blanket of moss. “They need the notsun’s light to live. They can’t follow us.”
“What about the villagers?” Taff asked. “The ones that are part of the darkeaters. Are they trapped too?”
“I don’t know,” Kara said.
“Sordyr did this,” Taff said. “I know it. He likes to change good things into bad ones, just like he did with Shadowdancer. Just like he did to this whole place. It’s worse than killing them.” Taff picked up a thick stick and hurled it toward the darkeaters. “I hate you! I hate you!”
Unexpected heat scalded Kara’s back.
She turned to see a new notsun climbing up the tree behind her. Dozens more were blooming at great speed, cutting off their escape through the forest. Soon every step they took would be flooded with red light.
A familiar voice like rustling leaves scraped its way into her mind.
You didn’t really think you could hide from me, did you? This is my Thickety. I know everything that happens here.
Everything.
Red light spread across the forest floor toward the waiting darkeaters, pressed against the barrier like beasts in a cage. Kara saw one of the human shadows, the same pigtailed little girl she had seen before, clap her flat hands with delight.
Taff reached for their blanket but a tree branch swept down like a bony finger and lifted it far out of reach.
You know what you have to do, wexari. Command them. Use these creatures to destroy your enemies.
“No!”
Then you will die. Your brother first.
The new red light met the light of the village and set the darkeaters free. Shadowy shapes stumbled toward Kara and Taff.
I have no choice, Kara thought. But I’ll do this on my terms—not yours.
Her mind raced along ancient branches and drooping fronds, passing animals that would have willingly given their lives for her until she found just the right . . . There! The Blighted One sat high in the treetops, its jaws dripping with the fresh blood of its latest prey, its mind a bleak landscape of death and violence. Kara used the cruel ecstasy she had felt when sending the squits after Grace to build a bridge between them. The beast was a fighter by nature, and tried to push Kara away, so she focused her mind like a whip and struck it, again and again, until it whined with submission.
NO MORE!
You want blood. You want to hurt things. I promise both will come to pass if you serve me.
She felt the creature’s bloodlust rising. In her chest, Kara’s heart began to beat faster.
The bridge went both ways.
RAWTOOTH WILL SERVE. KILL FOR QUEEN.
The creature climbed down the trees, swinging from branch to branch on taloned arms. Kara heard the creak of its approach, the dash of animals as they avoided its descent.
This isn’t right, Kara thought. This is the grimoire all over again.
“What is that?” Taff asked.
The rawtooth landed on the ground between the darkeaters and the children, sending geysers of black earth into the air. Its legs were covered with tufts of sickly green moss, but its chest and back had no moss at all—or skin, for that matter. Within the labyrinthine pathways of its exposed chest, Kara saw two hearts pump in perfectly synchronized rhythm.
It turned to face her: four diagonal-slitted eyes that flickered open and shut with the speed of a hummingbird. The rawtooth rose to two feet and, tilting its head to one side, crossed its long arms in a disturbingly human fashion.
WHO? spoke a voice in her head. WHO KILL FOR QUEEN?
Kara pointed to the darkeaters.
“Them,” she said.
Without hesitation the rawtooth pounced on the first shadowy shape, expecting to bite its head off, and grunted in confusion when its jaws passed right through it. The darkeater’s human reflection—a wan woman with long hair—grabbed the rawtooth’s shadow with two hands and bit down hard. The rawtooth shrieked in pain.
This is a foul beast, Kara thought. If I did not command it to attack the darkeaters, it would have killed something else.
Thinking that was one thing. Believing it was something else altogether.
The rawtooth shrieked again as another piece of its shadow was devoured.
It looked at Kara with something like betrayal in its eyes.
Kara, her mind elsewhere, focused on the task at hand. Her body was drenched in sweat. A fierce headache ground against her temples.
“Kara!” Taff exclaimed. “It’s dying!”
The darkeaters had surrounded the rawtooth now. They chomped at its shadow with wild abandon, the children completely forgotten. Dust motes rose into the air and were devoured by the eager notsuns.
In Kara’s head, she heard Sordyr’s mocking voice.
Impressive to tame such a beast. But there is little it can do against my creations.
“I know,” Kara said, gritting her teeth. “I just needed some time.”
She sent the beetles.
It had taken her longer to build this mind-bridge—starting with one beetle and allowing her mind to spread among the others—all while commanding the rawtooth. She had known the beast stood no chance against the darkeaters. She had simply needed a distraction to keep Taff safe while she prepared her main attack.
It happened fast. Most of the beetles did their work underground, tearing through the notsuns’ roots, but some scaled the trees and attacked the flowers directly. Kara looked up and saw a blur of black beetles cover the notsun above her. A brightly colored petal fell to the forest floor and wilted instantly.
The red light flickered out. The darkeaters vanished.
“I beat you!” Kara screamed. She tried to avoid looking at the rawtooth, bloodied and motionless. “I beat you, so leave us alone!”
Kara braced herself for a scream of rage blasting through the corridors of her mind, but there was only silence. And then, even worse than a scream, Kara heard a low, pleased laugh.
When Mary woke, an old woman once more, she was none too pleased to learn they had left her sack back in the village. Taff offered to retrieve it on his own, but after such a harrowing experience Kara was reluctant to let him out of her sight. There were things she wished to discuss with Mary out of his earshot, however, so she settled on following Taff at a distance.
“How much do you remember?” Kara asked Mary.
“I saw what was left of the notsuns,” Mary said. “And the dead monster. So you decided to use your creatures. It was an easy—”
“I heard Sordyr,” Kara said. “In my head. And I know I should be feeling victorious right now, but I can’t stop thinking that I did exactly what he wanted me to do.”
“And what is that?”
“Use my powers. Control the animals. But why would Sordyr want that? Wouldn’t that just make me more of a threat to him?”
Mary withdrew a wad of yellow grass from her pocket and placed it behind her gums. She chewed it though
tfully for a time before answering.
“I won’t pretend to understand what the Forest Demon wants or doesn’t want. I’m not sure I even could. All I know is that you saved our lives, Kara. How can that be wrong?”
Kara didn’t answer. Instead she watched Taff crawl beneath the porch. He was humming something, though she didn’t recognize the tune. Maybe it was just something he made up. Taff did that from time to time.
“The knees of his pants need to be mended,” she said. “Do you have any thread?”
“Kara . . .”
“Is Sordyr close? I’ve heard him in my head once before, the first time I entered the Thickety. He was right behind me at the time.”
“He might be.”
“Does he know where we are?”
“I don’t know. But we should hurry just in case. How do you feel, Kara? About everything.”
A heavy wind blew through the canopy, but even over the trees’ despondent whispering Kara could hear the creatures of the Thickety. They would do anything she asked. Fight for her. Die for her. All she had to do was use her magic.
“Kara?” Mary asked, a note of concern in her voice.
“I’m fine,” Kara said softly.
Taff returned Mary’s bag to her and she squeezed his shoulder. As they left the village they passed the ravaged body of the rawtooth. Kara averted her eyes.
They followed a narrow, winding stream pinched by gray trees. From low-hanging branches dangled succulent purple fruit that sweetened the air itself. No one touched the fruit. They all knew better. Instead they picked shrewberries and cadinuts—both bitter but safe—and chewed them as they walked. Near midday Mary pulled out the toy rabbit on its bicycle and Taff whispered Imogen’s name in its ear.
“We’re close,” Mary said, watching the porcelain rabbit’s brief journey. “Only a few hours now.”
As they walked, tree trunks twisted together and formed walls to either side of them; soon the path grew so narrow that they had to proceed in single file. The ground sloped steadily downward, the air humid and slightly sweet. Taff kicked a stone, sending it skittering across the dirt, then kicked it again. And again.
Finally the path wound around a bend and opened into a narrow grove. The trees here were short, almost De’Noran-size, and barren of leaves.
Instead, they were teeming with other things.
Kara noticed the keys first, strung from the branches by thick cords of rope. Glittering keys of every shape and description: brass keys and gold keys, round keys and star-shaped keys, copper keys and glass keys encrusted with jewels. Those weren’t the only objects in the trees, however. From thin, sickly branches dangled dolls and teddy bears, rings and bracelets, journals and scrolls. Taff pointed out a wooden sled perched precariously on some upper limbs.
“What is all this?” Kara asked.
“Lost things,” said Mary.
Taff reached for a clay cup that hung from one of the lower branches.
“I wouldn’t,” said Mary. “There must be a reason Imogen keeps them. It’s best not to find out.”
“But how did they get here in the first place?” Taff asked.
Mary shook her head. “There’s a clearing just over this ridge. Let’s set up camp and I’ll tell you what I know.” She pointed to a narrow path leading deeper into the grove. “Imogen lives right through there.”
With one last look back at the trees, Kara followed Mary out of the grove. The soil felt strange beneath her boots, as though she were walking on pebbles. She bent down to have a look and instantly wished she had not.
The ground was covered with teeth.
They found a flat spot overlooking the grove and set out their supplies for the night. Taff piled kindling the way he had been taught—smaller pieces leaning against larger ones—and then Mary handed him two shiny marbles from her bag. Taff clapped them together. A soft blue light appeared in the center of the kindling and quickly spread into a blazing fire. Mary hung her kettle above the flame and began to brew something using a pungent mixture of brown and red herbs.
“You need to recover your energy,” Mary said. “Your fight against the darkeaters was a difficult one, but it was like hunting rabbits compared to a battle with Imogen.” She dipped a ladle into the kettle and poured some of its contents into a wooden cup, which she handed to Kara.
“Thanks.”
“Don’t thank me yet,” said Mary. “You haven’t tasted it.”
Indeed, the brew was only slightly less disgusting than the Clearer tea Lucas used to drink, but Kara forced it down anyway. In only a few minutes a revitalizing warmth swept through her body. She lay on the ground staring up at the canopy, many thoughts spinning through her mind.
“What is Imogen, exactly?” Kara asked. “We’ve been so busy just surviving that I haven’t really thought about it much.”
“She started out as a human being, though that was long ago. She was a sage of sorts. People would come to her when they had lost something truly important to them.”
“And she would find it?”
Mary tipped her hand from side to side in an almost gesture. “She would give it to them.”
“Isn’t that the same thing?” Kara asked.
Mary shook her head. “No. What she gave them wasn’t always what they lost—just an approximation, the best she could do. But her heart was in the right place, at least at the start, and more and more people came to her from all around the World, many of them rich nobles willing to pay anything for her assistance. Her parents profited greatly, and their greed blinded them to their daughter’s growing unhappiness.”
“That’s terrible,” Taff said. “They should have loved her.”
Mary nodded. “Eventually Imogen fled to the Thickety to escape her parents’ demands. Or perhaps she was called here. In either case, the Thickety changed her, as it changes all people, and instead of just finding lost things she developed an appetite for them.”
“She ate them?” Taff asked.
“Not the physical objects, exactly. More like the feelings that went with them. But feelings are not meant to be devoured—not by people, at least—and in doing so Imogen sacrificed her humanity and became something different altogether.”
Taff said, “That’s impossible.”
“Your sister talks to animals,” said Mary. “Water falls from the sky. Food grows from the ground. The world is wondrously strange, if you really stop to think about it.”
“How do I fight her?”
“Imogen is more monster than human now,” Mary said, “which is not necessarily a bad thing, for you can use your magic to control her. But it won’t be easy. She is full of deceit, that one. You might not even know—”
A fierce wind rustled the leaves around them. Branches creaked together in a keening, mournful wail.
“What?” Kara asked.
“It doesn’t matter,” Mary said. “There’s nothing more I can teach you, Kara. You are as ready as you’ll ever be.”
Mary packed away their supplies so they would be ready to leave at first light. After this she knelt by Taff, who had quickly fallen asleep, and pulled the blanket closer to his chin. She kissed him on the forehead.
“Don’t you dare tell him I did that,” Mary said, refusing to look in Kara’s direction. “I may not have a grimoire anymore, but I’m sure I still have something in this sack to turn even a wexari into a toad.” She settled into her blanket. “Good night, Kara.”
“What are you going to do?” Kara asked. “If . . .”
“If?”
“If I manage to defeat Imogen. If Taff and I make it to the ship and escape the Thickety. Sordyr will know you helped us. He’ll come after you.”
“I’m a crafty old witch. I know places even he can’t find me.”
“Why don’t you come with us? Leave the Thickety. We’ll go to the World together.”
For a long time, Mary didn’t answer—so long that Kara thought she might have fallen asleep.
“G
o to sleep,” Mary said.
“There’s no reason for you to stay here,” Kara said.
“I can’t return. Not after what I’ve done.”
“But it’s been so many years. No one would ever know. And you’re good now. The grimoire has no hold on you anymore. You’ve redeemed yourself.”
Mary wiggled out of her blanket and rose to her feet. She eased down next to Kara and placed a gnarled hand on her cheek, exhaling soft plumes of air as she spoke. Kara was shocked to see tears following the tracks of her wrinkled face.
“There can be no redemption for me . . . unless you can restore all the children whose lives I stole back to the way they were. Can you do that, wexari?” Her face brightened with a brief glimmer of hope. “Can you make everything go back to the way it was?”
“I can’t,” Kara said softly. “No one can.”
“You would, though,” Mary said, “if it were within your power to do so. Perhaps that’s enough. And perhaps I can still offer you a tiny bit of help in return.” Mary leaned forward and whispered four words in her ear—words that made little sense.
“What—” Kara began, but Mary pressed a finger to her lips and shook her head. Without another word, the old witch crossed to her bedroll. Her back was hunched, as though the weight of all those extra years had finally caught up with her at last.
The canopy leaves were still dark when Kara felt a sharp pain in her knee. She opened her eyes, already reaching for the dagger hidden beneath her blanket, then gasped with relief when she recognized her visitor.
“Watcher,” Kara said. “You scared me.”
The bird’s single eye rotated to the soft blue of early-morning sky, followed by an insistent, flashing mauve.
Quiet. Come.
“But Taff and Mary—should I wake them?”
Come.
Kara was reluctant to leave the warmth of her blanket on such a frigid night, but Watcher had already flown off. The bird perched on a tree at the edge of their campsite, waiting for her.
Just like in the hushfruit orchard, Kara thought, the memory of their first encounter bringing a slight smile to her lips. Her previous life of chores and classwork had begun to take on the faded quality of a barely remembered dream. And then there are those memories I used to build mind-bridges, Kara thought. The ones I don’t even realize I’ve lost.