by Becky McGraw
Beau looked up at her and asked, "So, what's good?"
"Everything..." she told him, then added, "Sabrina really is a fantastic cook."
"Sabrina, huh? Unusual name..." he asked and his eyes sparkled curiously.
"Yeah, Sabrina Roberts Jackson, Cole's wife, she owns the place," she said then smiled brightly at him. "I wish you could meet her, she's a five-foot three powerhouse...she used to be a detective in Phoenix..." Karlie told him then swallowed hard and finished, "Her older brother Gabe is Bowie's Chief Deputy."
"He from Phoenix too?" Beau asked her in a strange tone.
"Originally, I think so, yeah...he was in the military, then a Phoenix cop, and a private detective, before he came here."
The bell above the door tinkled against the glass, and Karlie looked back over her shoulder, and wished she hadn't. Gabe stood there in the door, his eyes were flat and lifeless, and set in a haggard and sunken face, he didn't even look like the man she loved. It was like the life had been sucked right out of him.
Gabe looked around the diner, then his eyes settled on hers and hung there for a minute, before he looked at Beau and then they filled with misery then anger. Without a word to anyone, he turned on his heel and headed back out the door. She saw Sabrina run from the kitchen and then after him, but she stopped halfway across the diner, holding her side.
Karlie got up and told Beau, "I've gotta go, take my car back to the ranch, if I don't come back...I'm sorry," then she ran after Gabe. When she got outside, she saw him running back to the station and took off after him, calling his name. He didn't stop, he walked to his police car, then he opened the door and got inside. The engine was cranked and he had the car in motion, before she even got across the lot. Desperate, Karlie ran to the car and threw herself on the hood, spread eagle and looked up into Gabe's eyes through the windshield. She grabbed the well under the wipers and held on. He hit the brakes and she almost slid off the car and he jammed the car in park then got out and pulled her off the hood.
"Are you fucking crazy?" he screamed at her, then set her to the side and went to get back in the car.
"I must be, because I still love your crazy ass!" Karlie told him with a sob, then finished with hot tears pouring down her cheeks, "That guy with me is a Texas Ranger who came to interview me, Gabe...not a date."
Gabe opened the door, but didn't get inside the car. He rested his arm on the door, then laid his head on it, and asked miserably, "What about Wade?"
"Wade is a friend, nothing more...there's nobody for me, but you it seems. I even saw you in that Texas Ranger, Gabe. I really do think I'm losing it."
Karlie saw his shoulders shaking and he didn't lift his head. She walked over and put her hand on the back of his head and ran her fingers through his hair, then whispered, "I've missed you so much."
"I tried to stay away from you, so you could be happy...even if that was with Wade...even though it was killing me to think of you with him," he mumbled into his arm then turned away and scrubbed his face with his hands.
Karlie walked up and put her arms around his waist and laid her head on his back, "I don't want Wade, sugar...never have. I drew a face on his penis with a magic marker, that's not something a man is likely to forget, or forgive."
"It pisses me off that you were ever close enough to that part of his anatomy to do something like that," he said gruffly.
"I don't remember much, I was toasted, honey. All I remember was the little face smiling up at me made me laugh hysterically," she told him with a chuckle.
Amazingly, he chuckled a little too, and she gave him a squeeze around his waist, then put a kiss in the middle of his back, then she asked hesitantly, "Still love me?"
Gabe sucked in a shuddering breath then nodded and put his hands over hers. "Forever, darlin'."
"Then turn around and kiss me, Gabe..." she said, then when he didn't move to face her, she walked around him and put her arms around his neck and tiptoed to press her lips to his. "I love you forever too," she told him then nibbled his lip, before running her tongue along the seam of his lips. "Love me, Gabe," she begged in a whisper over his lips, then said, "C'mon, baby, please kiss me back."
Karlie felt his shoulders stiffen, then he said in a low gravelly voice, "I was an asshole to you, Karlie...what I said to you was not only untrue, it was unforgivable. I don't deserve your forgiveness," then he added, "You're right, I'm no better than Jake Johnson."
"But I do forgive you, Gabe...and you are not anything like Jake Johnson...that isn't exactly what I said to you, either," she corrected him.
"It's what you meant right?" he looked down into eyes and his were still filled with pain and regret.
"Don't put words in my mouth, sugar...if that's what I meant, that's what I would have said. What you did was demeaning to me, what Jake said to me all the time was demeaning, what my father said when he dumped us on Uncle Jerry was demeaning...that's what I meant. I'm not taking that anymore...but I'm done running. I'll call you on it if it happens again."
"I'd say you called me on it at the lake house, wouldn't you? Jesus, that was a grand exit for sure...you were fucking incredible."
She grinned up at Gabe then said cheekily, "You liked that huh?"
"I was dumbstruck...I've been thinking of the sight of you in that morning light with the lake reflecting up on you for weeks. I'm sure the neighbor who was putting his stuff in the boat next door to go out fishing was astounded too."
Karlie's hand flew up to her mouth and she felt her cheeks heat up. "Oh, Lord, say it ain't so," she begged.
"I'm afraid so, darlin'. I could hear his pacemaker ticking all the way over on our dock, after you took off. Thought I was going to have to give him CPR."
She slapped his shoulder then chuckled, "Oh, quit it..."
He put his hand over his heart then finally smiled that beautiful smile at her and said, "It's the truth!"
She put her hand to his cheek, "Kiss me, Gabe."
Finally, he lowered his mouth to hers and took her lips in a soft, gentle kiss that related how much he loved her and had missed her, then she took it up a notch by finding his tongue with hers and inviting him to play. With a groan his hands went to her ass and he pulled her tightly against him, then shoved her against the car and lifted her up so they fit together perfectly.
Karlie whimpered and devoured his mouth, pouring out all the loneliness and pain she'd been going through for weeks, purging it from her system, renewing herself like a wilted flower finally getting rain.
Gabe pulled back and kissed her neck up to her ear then his hot breath floated over the shell as he asked her, "Who do you love, baby?"
Breathlessly, she whispered against his cheek, "Only you, Gabe...always you." His mouth closed over hers again ravenously and her heart felt like it was a pinball shooting around in her chest, her breathing hot and shallow.
Someone cleared their throat behind them and Gabe reluctantly released her and then turned around, his breathing not any steadier than her own.
"Um...I was going back to the Double B now...do you need a ride?" Beau asked her with a grin, then studied Gabe intently.
Once her brain kicked back into gear, Karlie introduced them, "Beau Bowman, this is Gabe Kelley, Bowie's Chief Deputy."
"And Karlie's fiancé," Gabe added in a possessive tone, then stuck his hand out to Beau.
Gabe heard Karlie suck in a breath then she looked up at him with questions in her beautiful blue eyes. He had plenty of answers for her when he got her alone. That episode at the lake house and his almost losing her had definitely cured him of his commitment phobia. Being without her wasn't something he ever wanted to experience again.
Beau shook Gabe's hand then told him, "Karlie tells me you're from Phoenix?"
Gabe wondered why this guy was asking questions about him. He wasn't here investigating him, he was interviewing
Karlie, but he answered anyway, "Yeah, my sister and I moved here from Phoenix...well I moved here from Mesa."
"Sabrina?" he asked leadingly.
"Yeah, she's Cole Jackson's wife, the Sheriff, you know him?"
"Cole and I went through the academy together..." he told Gabe then hesitated like he wasn't sure he wanted to ask whatever was on his mind. "Can I ask you something...I know it's odd, but I have to know."
"Yeah...shoot," Gabe said and got a bad feeling in the pit of his stomach. He didn't like that feeling, and braced himself for a question he might not want to hear.
"What's your mother's name?" Beau's face turned red and his gaze moved from Gabe to Karlie then back again.
"Why would you want to know that?" Gabe asked incredulously, then his arm dropped from around Karlie's waist and his body tensed up.
"My mother is Jolie Marie Kelley Bowman, and I know I have a brother and sister who lived in Phoenix...haven't you noticed we kind of look alike? That's why I asked."
"I don't want to talk about that bitch. If she was a good mother to you, then good for you. I don't have a mother..." Gabe told him angrily.
"Whoa...whatever she did to you is not my fault," Beau raised his hands and took a step back then told him, "She was pregnant with me when she left Phoenix, she told me that on her deathbed, and she told me about you and Sabrina. I've been trying to find you ever since. I thought for twenty-five years that Ben Bowman was my daddy."
"So she's dead?" Gabe asked and couldn't figure out why his heart pinched, because he had absolutely no feelings for the woman other than hatred.
"Yeah, she died two years ago," he told Gabe, then added, "If it's any consolation, she wasn't a great mother to me either. She was a socialite who cared more about appearances than anything else, and my daddy could keep her in that style, so she was happy. I don't know what made her confess to me about you two when she was dying...but I'm glad she did. I'd like to get to know you."
"Did you talk to Sabrina?" Gabe asked gruffly, reeling from the information this man had just dumped on him.
"No, but I helped her when she was running after you and got a stitch in her side earlier in the cafe."
Panic surged through Gabe and he pushed around them and ran for the Blue Bird. God, he wouldn't be able to survive if he'd caused something to go wrong with Sabrina's baby. Guilt ripped a hole in his chest, as he crossed the street and ran through the door, then yelled his sister's name. She came running out of the kitchen and her face was frightened and pale. He wailed then ran over to her and grabbed her up against his chest, murmuring against her hair, "Oh, god, sis...tell me the baby is okay. I'm so sorry..."
Her mouth was pressed against his chest and she mumbled, "I'm fine, Gabe...put me down before you squeeze me to death." He let her slide down to the floor then put his hands on her shoulders and inspected her from head to toe, looking for signs that she wasn't telling him the truth.
"The baby and I are fine, and will stay that way as long as you don't keep scaring the shit out of me," she told him then put her hands on her hips. Gabe looked around and saw that everyone in the restaurant was gawking at them. Right then, Karlie and Beau ran into the restaurant and over to them. He grabbed Sabrina's arm and said, "Let's go to your office, we need to talk."
Sabrina nodded then led them all to her small office in the back of the cafe. There were only two chairs, so Beau and Gabe remained standing...right next to each other. Once Sabrina took a seat behind the desk and turned around to get a good look at them, she gasped then put her hand over her mouth, "Oh, my god, you two could be twins," she said in dismay.
Gabe walked behind her desk and knelt beside the chair taking her shoulders in his hands, "That's what I need to talk to you about..." he said then looked over at Beau Bowman and corrected, "What we need to talk to you about."
"Holy, moly..." Sabrina huffed in a breath then blew it out, then looked at one then the other of them again.
"Stay calm, please Bri...I couldn't bear something happening to you or the baby because of me," he told her roughly and squeezed her shoulders.
Sabrina slugged his shoulder then laughed, "I'm fine, Gabe...stop being dramatic and tell me what the hell is going on here."
"Our mother was evidently pregnant with Beau here when she left us...we have a brother. She didn't tell him about us until she was dying two years ago..."
"And he found us?" Sabrina asked amazed.
"Not exactly...fate stepped in it seems. He's the Texas Ranger they sent to the Double B to interview Karlie about what happened with Jake Johnson, and she just happened to mention our names."
"Wow, that is too weird," Sabrina said shaking her head. "What are the odds of that happening."
Beau piped in, "A couple of million to one? I think I'm going to buy a lotto ticket on my way back to the ranch. I've been looking for you guys, since mom told me about you."
Gabe saw Sabrina's eyes fill with tears, before they overflowed and tracked down her cheeks. "I never knew her really, I was only two when she left...I never even saw a picture of her, my dad threw them all away."
"You didn't miss much, sugar. She wasn't a nice woman," Beau told her shaking his head, then added, "She wasn't mean, just disconnected...her friends and social status meant more than her family to her. Thank god, my dad was a really good father...or who I thought was my dad."
Sabrina got up and Gabe stood then moved aside, so she could walk around the desk to stand in front of Beau. She put her hand to his cheek and looked into his eyes, and said in a fervent whisper, "My god, you look just like Gabe," she glanced down at Karlie who nodded, then took a step forward and put her arms around his waist and hugged him. Beau Bowman looked stunned then put his arms around her and kissed the top of her head.
Karlie got up and Gabe thought she was going to leave the room to give them some privacy, but she didn't, she walked over to him and put her arms around him instead. "I love you, Gabe," she said into his chest, where she rested her head.
He looked down into her eyes and smiled, then said in a choked voice, "I never thought I'd hear you say that again, baby...say it again."
"I love you..." she told him with a wider smile, the chuckled, and said, "You'll get tired of hearing it soon, I promise."
"Never..." he told her then lowered his head to kiss the beautiful woman in his arms, because he couldn't help himself. So much emotion poured through him, he felt like he was going to burst with it.
"It's about damned time...I thought I was going to have to shoot him," Sabrina turned toward them and said with her hands on her hips. "He's been a bear, since you dumped his dumb ass." Sabrina's words were playful, but her blue eyes were filled with stark relief.
Karlie squeezed Gabe's waist then admitted, "I haven't been a ray of sunshine myself...I thought Wade was going to shoot me too."
Gabe growled then pulled her against him, he didn't even want that man's name passing her lips. Karlie might not have been feeling romantic toward Wade, but Gabe saw how he had looked at her, and he didn't like it one bit.
"Will you come back to the cabin with me, so we can talk?" Gabe asked her hopefully.
Karlie nodded and pulled back from him, "Lead the way..." she told him grabbing his hand.
Beau eased out of Sabrina's arms, then asked them, "Can we have dinner tomorrow night somewhere? I don't have to be back in Lubbock until Monday."
Gabe nodded and Sabrina said smiling up at him, "You can meet Cole, my husband...and we can get to know you better."
"I know Cole," he told her with a half-smile, "We went to the police academy together."
Sabrina shook her head then told them, "No, kidding...wow, this whole situation gets weirder and weirder, but better and better too."
Gabe took Karlie's hand and pulled her toward the door. He was all for family reunions and kind of liked the man who was evidently his brothe
r, but there was a burning urge inside of him to be alone with the woman he loved. There were things he needed to say to her...now.
"We'll talk to ya'll later," Gabe told Sabrina and Beau then pulled Karlie out into the cafe, and then through the front door.
Karlie was in shock from all that happened in the last hour...she had Gabe back, and he had a brother he didn't know about. She was sure Gabe must be feeling the same way. The brother thing, though, didn't seem to be bothering him, which surprised her. They'd never talked about his family really, other than Sabrina was his sister, and his daddy had owned a farm outside of Phoenix, she just realized how little she really knew about how he grew up.
Gabe led her to his police car, then opened the passenger door for her, before going around and getting inside himself. He was focused, his face showing grim determination, while he drove them to the cabin, and Karlie would have given anything to know what was going on inside that handsome head of his. That was the thing with Gabe, she never knew what he was thinking, he kept it all inside, and that wasn't good for him...or her.