In memory of my mother, Ruth Margaret (1929–2005)
And for her sister, Barbara
The two children were so fond of one another that they always held each other by the hand when they went out together, and when Snow-White said, we will not leave each other, Rose-Red answered, never so long as we live – and their mother would add, what one has she must share with the other.
Traditional fairy tale
Contents
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Westmorland 1660
Chapter 1
Netherbarrow
Anyone else would probably scream – woken in the night like that, with a hand clamped over the mouth in the pitch black. But not Sadie, she knew it was Ella, even though she heard not a single word, for the smell of her sister’s skin was as familiar to her as her own.
A blast of cold air buffeted her through her thin shift as the covers were wrenched back over her feet. Sadie scrambled out of bed. Silently she felt the floorboards for her clothes, shivering as she slipped her arms awkwardly into her bodice and tied on her skirt, with fingers fumbling in half-sleep. She tripped as she put on her clogs and one of them clattered down.
‘Sshh,’ said Ella. They listened in breathless silence for a sound from below. Sadie could hear nothing, except her own heart beating.
A cuff round the ear. ‘Carry them, mutton-head.’
Sadie felt a strong grip steering her shoulder and Ella’s voice hissed in her ear. ‘If you waken him, I’ll do for you.’
Ella pushed her down the stairs and out of the front door into the wet, before she had time to catch her breath. In the white chalk of the lane Ella was silhouetted in the darkness; Sadie could just make out her dark eyes in the pale oval of her face and the outline of her hair, which had escaped from her cap and sprung into curls from the damp.
‘Is it time?’ whispered Sadie. ‘Have you come for me already? What shall I fetch over?’
‘Nothing,’ said Ella shortly, almost dragging her along the road. ‘Hurry, can’t you.’
Sadie hopped along, trying to fit her clogs on her feet as she went. This was not what she had imagined at all. When Ella had left home to be the Ibbetsons’ lady’s maid she had promised Sadie she would come back for her, as soon as she could find her a position in the household. But surely they wouldn’t be asking for her in the middle of the night.
‘Why are we in such a fret? What’s the matter?’
‘Muzzle it. Or I’ll leave you behind.’ She set off at a run, with Sadie hanging onto her sleeve, haring down the road through the sleeping village, under the shadowy dripping trees. Though at fifteen she was three years younger than Ella, Sadie was almost as tall, but she was not used to running and soon had to let go of her arm.
Ella did not slow – her skirts were hoisted up over her knees, her feet kicked up gobs of dirt as she ran. Sadie dropped behind, clutching a stitch in her side, but when she saw the flash of her sister’s white calves getting smaller she forced herself to sprint on behind her, pounding through the puddles, her eyes screwed up against the sting of the rain.
The big house loomed up ahead of them. The windows were blacked-out holes, no smoke came from the chimneys. They stopped on the front step, both of them doubled over and panting. Ella produced a key to open up and thrust Sadie into the hall. Sadie tried to calm her breathing, expecting to see a housekeeper, a footman or other staff. From long-standing habit she pulled her hair forward over the left side of her face to hide the wine stain on her cheek. Strangers often feared this birthmark as a sign of bad luck. But she need not have worried – there was nobody there. She rubbed her eyes and wiped the drizzle from her face with her sleeve, letting her dark hair fall back. It was the first time she had been inside the Ibbetsons’ house. She peered around eagerly.
Ella took out a tinderbox from the drawer and lit a candle on the side table. Sadie gasped as it illuminated a sudden sheen of polished wood panelling. Ella turned around to face her, holding the candle. She was breathless, her face grim. In the flickering light her eyes were like swimming fish, darting from side to side. A dread settled on Sadie’s shoulders like a cloak. Something was wrong.
‘The dawn’s coming, and we must be away before ’tis light. Listen to me. There’s no time to explain. Get ahold of that basket and fill it with aught you can find that’s worth having. Silver plate, linen – naught too big, but we’ve got to be quick.’
Sadie whispered, ‘You mean, just take it?’ She did not move, holding tight to the fabric of her skirt with both hands.
‘Oh, for God’s sake.’ Ella grabbed hold of her arm and pulled her towards the stairs. ‘Come here. I’ll do it. Take the basket, will you? We’ll start up there.’
The house was eerily quiet. Not a sign of anyone else, and the fires were cold in the grates. Where was everyone? Why was Ella allowed to roam the house alone at night? The stairs creaked. Sadie’s wooden clogs scraped on the edges of the steps, despite the fact she did her best to tread quietly. She clasped the basket in both hands, staring round her in astonishment. Ella seemed to know exactly what she was doing. They cleared a room of a lady’s things – a silver mirror, glass scent bottles still reeking of lavender, lace gloves, thimbles, a mother-of-pearl fan. Ella shovelled armfuls of lace into the basket, leaving all the drawers gaping.
Sadie pushed the door of the second room; it swung open silently at her touch. In the gloom she glimpsed a mound of blankets and the top of a stubbled head.
She scuttled backwards onto the landing. ‘There’s someone asleep in there.’ She could barely speak and caught hold of Ella’s arm to stay her. Ella shook her off and pushed past her, the candle in one hand, the basket with its trailing lace balanced on her hip.
‘Get that trunk –’ Ella pointed under the bed – ‘we’ll need that too.’
Sadie tiptoed over and inched out the trunk in case she should wake him, but the man on the bed slept on. Even when Ella cleared his side table of its ivory combs, brass candlesticks and magnifying lens on a stand, he did not stir. Ella jammed all the things hastily into the basket, packing them tightly round with nightcaps, gloves and hose dragged from the linen press at the end of the bed.
Sadie stood up; the man remained hunched under the bedcovers. She leaned over and peered down at him. His eyes were like two whelks staring up at her.
She stepped back and almost lost her balance as her heel banged into the trunk. A part of her would have fled, but she could not take her eyes away. His mouth was slightly open as if he was about to speak. In an instant she knew. No more words would come.
Sad
ie felt a lurch in her chest and a pounding in her ears as if the silence had suddenly become too loud. She stood stock-still. The room whirled to a stop.
‘Don’t just stand there. Get his watch,’ hissed Ella.
Sadie glanced at the window. The first stirrings of the dawn had crept in unnoticed through the shutters, making a stripe of gold on the floor. Ella rifled through a leather pouch, and Sadie watched her wrinkle her nose in disgust when it contained only a few tokens and a silver toothpick.
‘Go on,’ Ella said.
Sadie swallowed hard and raised her eyebrows in question.
‘In his pocket.’
Sadie shook her head and stepped further away from the bed.
Ella strode over and stood over the man. Her hands hovered in mid-air a moment before she jerked back the blanket. Sadie saw the quick movement of a mouse flash across the pillow and the room filled with the stench of death. She brought her hand up to her mouth. Ella started; her lower lip trembled and she bit down on it. They did not look at each other. Sadie saw her steel herself, squeeze her eyes shut, take a deep breath and thrust her hand into the pocket of his waistcoat. She withdrew the watch with its ruby seal hanging from its chain. Without looking at her, she pushed it into Sadie’s open hand – its cool slinking weight dropped into her palm. The touch of it repulsed her. She let it slither straight into the basket and scrubbed her hand on the rough linen of her skirt.
‘Come on,’ said Ella, in her angry voice, ‘downstairs.’
After that, Sadie followed Ella in a daze. By the time the birds were in full song, Ella had picked the house bone-clean.
They took the mule and cart, driving it hard down the dripping country lanes, the rain stinging their faces, the baskets and trunks sliding from side to side behind them. By milking time they were almost at Lancaster. Sadie was in the driver’s seat, as the reins were greasy and Ella acknowledged she had always been the better driver. On the road they saw only two other conveyances – one a canvas-covered miller’s cart and the other a carriage drawn by a pair of high-stepping chestnut thoroughbreds.
When Ella saw the dark blur of that carriage in the distance she yelled, ‘Pull off the road!’
Sadie skewed the cart into an open gateway, spraying grit and mud, and hauled it to a standstill behind a hedge. A few moments later the carriage bowled past. Through its open window Sadie caught a glimpse of a dour-faced man and a woman in a fine hat.
‘It’s them,’ muttered Ella. ‘It must be them.’
‘Who?’ asked Sadie.
For the first time that night Ella answered one of her questions. ‘His brother and his wife. Neighbours sent for them. When word got out he was ill. We’d best get a pace on, we’ve not got much of a start. And keep your face covered.’
‘Where are we going?’
‘London. Where no folks know us and no one can ask questions. The centre of the world.’ Ella paused, added, ‘Where the sun always shines, the streets are paved with gold, and everyone is always smiling.’ They both fell quiet, mulling over this obvious untruth.
Sadie could not imagine it. London. It was too far away, she had never been to a city before. She knew it only from the childish rhymes they sang as they played skip-rope or bull-stones. Oranges and lemons, saith the bells of St Clements, I do not know, saith the great bells of Bow. Eventually she said, ‘When will we be able to come home?’ She asked it, even though in her heart she already knew the answer. Ella did not speak, just twitched the reins out of her hands and clicked her tongue, setting the mule going again with a start.
Sadie turned around, craned her neck, looked back over the jolting road and saw the hills of Westmorland, grey behind the morning mist, already fade into memory.
Chapter 2
Sadie glanced up at the sky. The moon was up and floated like a ghost in and out of the clouds. Under a tree on the other side of the track Ella sat on the pigskin trunk, with the other baskets and boxes piled up beside her. They had sold the mule and cart on the second day and hitched a lift this far with a boxwagon. The weather had worsened and now they had taken shelter by the side of the track. The rain dripped insistently off the branches but Ella huddled under the shelter anyway, her cloak dark on the shoulders with the wet. On the other side of the track the Thames slid by, black as molasses.
‘By, I could sleep stood up, I’m that tired,’ Ella said, ‘but the light’s not far off and we’d best keep our eyes skinned. Soon as we can hie a lift, we will.’
Sadie’s eyes followed the snaking line of the river into the distance to where the moonlight caught the edge of a carbuncled silhouette – the city of London. Her stomach was hollow with hunger, and with apprehension. She turned away from the city and leaned against the comforting solidity of the tree, looking back up the track whence they had come. She drew her old shawl tight, pulling at the frayed fringe with her fingers.
‘Don’t fash yourself,’ Ella said. ‘No footpad or bezzler in their right mind would be out at this time of night in this weather.’
‘I’m not scared,’ she said. Then after a moment, ‘It’s just that I can imagine the folk that must have travelled this road. All on their way to London. I feel like I can hear footsteps, horses even, passing right through where we’re standing. Kings and ordinary folk. It makes me giddy. And there’ll be others after us too, maybe hundreds. Don’t it make you feel small?’
Ella sniffed. ‘I tell you, ’tis good London’s so big – more chance to lose ourselves in it. And we’ve got a grand start with what’s in here.’ She thumped the side of the pigskin trunk. ‘It’s just us now. No wife to tell us what to do or what to buy. No father ready to batter us if we don’t hand over our earnings. No master wanting us to fill his bed before he fills our bellies. We’ll be able to afford a house with glass at the windows and proper furnishings. Drapes and all.’
‘And will there be a plot for biddy chickens to scratch in, and a place to grow beans?’
‘Bet your life there will. And we’ll get new shoes made of soft leather, and starched white chemises, and we’ll sleep on clean linen too.’
Sadie came to join Ella and edged up next to her. ‘Do you think they’ll send someone after us?’
‘They might. But they’ll not find us in London, needles in a haystack we’ll be. We’ll lie low a while. They’ll soon give up.’
‘What about Da?’
‘Forget him.’ Ella’s arm came round her waist. They sat a moment in silence before Ella said, ‘Sarah in the village says her cousin works on Bread Street. And that there’s a Milk Street and a Honey Street and even a Pudding Street. We’ll get our puddings on Pudding Street, hey, Sadie?’
Sadie contemplated this a moment, the pictures forming into a biblical promised land of milk and honey.
‘Tell us more about how it will be, Ell,’ Sadie said, elbowing closer.
Ella slapped her arm a stinging blow, suddenly impatient. ‘How should I know? We haven’t got there yet.’ She stood up and went to look up the track. ‘It’s all the waiting. We seem to have been on the road for ever. I just want to get there now. What time is it?’
‘I heard a church strike the four a while back.’
‘A trap should be along soon then. I’m fit to drop. If I nap, will you keep an eye out and wake me if something comes?’
‘Course. You rest up, it’s foolish the both of us watching out.’
‘Just a little while, then it’ll be your turn.’
Ella swirled her woollen cloak around her, and sat back down. She swaddled it tight across her chest, leaned back against the tree and closed her eyes. Sadie watched her upturned face grow passive and still. Asleep, Ella looked a different person – her arched eyebrows relaxed, her mouth settled into an expression of innocence. All boldness and bluster gone, she looked like a child. Sadie snuggled closer, put her hand out to touch the bumpy shape of her elbow under the rough texture of the cloak. Her sister did not move but her breath came heavy and even. The rain had turned to sleet, whi
ch fell onto her forehead through the tree canopy, and Sadie brushed its icy granules away with the tips of her fingers. Even then, Ella did not stir.
Sadie’s chest constricted with tenderness, she thought she had never seen a more beautiful sight. Just the two of us, Ella had said, starting a new life together. She had the urge to hold on to the moment, to press it in a book the way ladies pressed wild-flowers, to preserve their beauty before they faded.
She stood to stretch her legs and looked towards the city for a long time. To watch quietly had always been her way. She had never drawn attention to herself and consequently had always been on the fringes of things. In the village the other children had called her ‘patch-eye’ and ‘dog-face’, told her she was ugly, squealed and run away from her, shouting out that she’d the Devil’s pawprint and would hex them all. When she was little, she had not known what they meant, but when she was about four summers old she looked in the glass window of the bakehouse, and she saw that there was a blood-red mark staining the side of her face. It went from her cheek, round her eye and up onto her forehead, as if someone had thrown a pail of paint. She had spat on her palm and rubbed and rubbed, but it did not shift, and she had felt suddenly sad, and old beyond her years, for she knew that like a skewbald’s blaze it was something that could never be cured, was with her for life.
She looked back to the tree where Ella was snoring gently. A swing of light in the distance alerted her and she hurried over to the bank, where a makeshift jetty stuck out into the water. A few moments later she heard the slap of oars. A small craft came round the bend in the river, its sail furled to the mast, a single lantern illuminating the two occupants who were rowing steadily, their shoulders swaying back and forth.
‘Ell, a boat. Wake up.’ Ella shifted slightly but did not open her eyes. Sadie shook her by the shoulder. ‘Someone’s coming, Ell.’
Ella stumbled to her feet. ‘Where?’
‘On the river – look.’
‘Leave it. I’d rather go by wagon.’
‘But it could be hours yet. Let’s try.’ Sadie knew Ella hated the water. She could not swim and could never be persuaded to paddle in the tarn with the other girls of the village. ‘I know you’re scared of the water, but—’
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