Was he going to kiss her again? Did she want him to? Her heart picked up speed. What was he waiting for? His hand still remained on her chin, holding it in place.
Daniel lowered his head and captured her lips. The kiss was sweet and gentle. He didn’t move, simply sampled her lips.
Hannah returned his kiss. She wanted to fall in love with this man, but more than anything she wanted him to fall in love with her. With her lips, she tried to convey that message to Daniel. Hannah didn’t examine her feelings too closely. She didn’t want to admit that he was capturing her heart with each look and kiss they shared.
Chapter Nineteen
Hannah was glad to see Monday morning arrive, even though Daniel wasn’t able to escort her to the ranch house. She missed him, but understood why. He’d told her the night before that he and a couple of the other ranch hands were going to be guarding fence lines all night. It seemed the rustlers were attacking on Sunday nights, and he wanted to be there to catch them.
As she walked, her thoughts were on Sunday and the flurry of activities that had taken place. They’d gone to church, ate lunch as a family and then rushed home to prepare for the evening meal with the ranch hands and their neighbors. Bonnie had played hostess and made sure everyone was happy.
The stressful part came when, just before the blessing was said over dinner, she’d pulled Daniel and Hannah to the front porch and announced their engagement. Hats had flown into the air and the women smiled. Well, most of them. JoAnna Crawford and Lucille Lawson had glared at her for the rest of the evening.
She’d tried to ignore them, and made a point of speaking to all the mothers who were present. Hannah had wanted to get to know them and their children before school started today.
Excitement rippled through her as she hurried through her morning chores. The first day of school was always exciting for her, and she tried to make it fun for the children, as well. Hannah finished gathering the eggs and carried them in to Opal.
“Good morning, Hannah. Today’s the big day. My granddaughters are so keyed up that school was all they could talk about last night.” She whipped a bowl of batter. “It took me an hour to get them settled enough to sleep.” Opal yawned.
“I’m sorry they kept you up, but I am glad they are excited about school.” Hannah washed her hands and then began cracking eggs into a skillet. While she scrambled them, Opal made pancakes. The two women worked as a team, preparing breakfast.
Opal glanced over at her. “Last night went well, don’t you think?”
“I suppose. It was nice to meet everyone.”
“Everyone?” she repeated doubtfully.
Hannah dished the eggs into a large bowl. “Everyone I met was very nice.”
Opal grunted. “Uh-huh. Did you meet the Crawford and Larson girls?”
“Yes, when they first arrived.”
“Before the big announcement.” The housekeeper flipped a pancake in the skillet and set the sausages at the back of the stove to keep warm. “How were they after the announcement?” she asked.
“You were there.” Hannah refused to say anything against the women.
Opal laughed. “Yes, and if looks could kill, you’d be buried over in the north pasture this morning.” She dished up the pancakes and looked about. “I think that’s everything.”
“I’ll take the eggs and sausages in.” Hannah picked up both platters and headed to the dining room.
Bonnie sat at the table. Dark circles lined her eyes. “Are you all right?” Hannah asked, placing the dishes on the table.
The older woman yawned. “Yes, just tired. Riding a fence line all night will do that to a body.”
“I’ll go get you a cup of coffee,” Hannah offered. She hadn’t realized Bonnie was riding fence lines, too.
“Would you be a dear and bring the pot back with you?” Bonnie asked.
Hannah nodded. “I’ll be right back.” She opened the door and Opal came through it, carrying the pancakes, butter and syrup. Together the two women set the table.
Levi came down the stairs, looking worn-out from a night in the saddle. Had all the Westlands ridden fence lines all night? Before Hannah could ask, Daniel came through the front door. His brown eyes sought her out and he smiled.
“Good morning, Hannah.” He slipped into his chair at the end of the table.
She smiled back. “Good morning.”
He looked from her to his mother and brother. “I take it you two had a quiet night, too?”
“Afraid so.” His mother answered for herself.
Levi nodded. “Same here.”
Daniel frowned.
“Go ahead and say the blessing, Daniel.” Bonnie bowed her head, and the others followed suit.
As soon as the prayer was over, Levi asked, “How about Cole?”
“It was quiet on his side, also.” Daniel scooped eggs into his plate. “I really thought they’d hit last night.” He passed the eggs to Hannah and reached for the sausage.
Conversation began to fly about the table regarding the rustlers and their activities. Hannah learned that they’d stolen twenty head of cattle the night before last. They were randomly cutting the fences and they’d butchered two more calves just for the fun of it. Hannah felt left out as the Westlands discussed what to do next. It seemed as if they had forgotten she was in the room as she quietly ate her breakfast.
Bonnie listened to her sons and made suggestions on how to spread the men out about the ranch. The decision was made that at least one hand would guard each side of the ranch. They agreed that one wasn’t really enough, but they couldn’t put them all out there at night; no work would get done during the day if they did.
“I could help,” Hannah offered.
The conversation went dead. All three Westlands stared at her as if she were a three-horned cow.
Daniel shook his head. “Thank you, Hannah, but no.”
She stared back at him. “Why not? I can ride and shoot.”
He stuffed food in his mouth and ignored her. Hannah turned to Bonnie. “Tell him. I can do this.”
His mother looked down at her plate. “I don’t think it’s a good idea, either.”
Hannah laid her fork down. Dread and sorrow filled her. Did they think she couldn’t do it because of her limp? Did they see her as an invalid? “Why not?” she finally asked.
“Riding the range at night is dangerous,” Daniel answered.
“Your mother did it last night.”
Bonnie’s head came up. She stared down the table at her son. It seemed to Hannah as if they were communicating silently.
She looked to Levi. He jerked his gaze from her and focused on his plate.
Daniel pulled her attention from Levi. “I know what my mother did last night, Hannah. But you aren’t going to be riding the range now, or ever. So just forget it.”
Hannah stood. She dropped her napkin on the table. “If you will excuse me, I have a class to teach today.” With that, she held her head high and marched from the room.
Opal looked up from where she sat at the kitchen table, eating her breakfast. “What’s wrong?” she asked as Hannah passed.
“Nothing. I’ll see you tomorrow. Maybe.” Hannah pushed through the back door and forced herself to walk across the yard. She wanted to run to the school, throw herself across the bed and cry.
The Westland family didn’t think she was strong enough to work the ranch like them. It had to be because of her leg. There was no other reason that came to mind.
Lord, maybe this isn’t where I’m supposed to be. I’ve lived my life trying to prove to others that I am just as fit as they are. And now, just when I think I’ve found a home and a man I could love, given time, I find out he and his family think I’m too weak. Father, I need Your guidance. Because right n
ow, all I want to do is run away.
* * *
Daniel pushed his chair back to follow Hannah.
“Let her be,” Bonnie ordered from her end of the table.
He looked at his mother. “But she’s upset.”
“Yes, she is.” Bonnie sighed. “But if you follow her now, it will only upset her more.”
Daniel eased back into his chair. He was tired and frustrated. Rustlers were stealing him blind, Hannah wanted more from him than what he felt he could give and he was still letting his mother boss him around.
Levi spoke. “Why can’t she help out?”
“In case you haven’t noticed, little brother, Hannah has a limp. I’m sure she gets tired when she’s on that ankle too long.” Frustration filled his voice.
“I’ve noticed, but I also noticed that since she’s been here she has learned how to ride again, she’s cooked and cleaned, not to mention handled all the chores she’s been doing outside in the mornings. And believe it or not, Daniel, she did it all with a limp.” Levi pushed his plate back. “I don’t think you give her enough credit.”
Bonnie looked at her youngest son. “Levi, there are times when we have to listen to Daniel and follow his lead.”
Levi stood. “I do, Ma, but this time he’s wrong. Hannah isn’t Gracie Joy. She’s a grown woman, not a ten-year-old little girl.”
With that, he walked out the front door.
Daniel looked to his mother. Tears were in her eyes; Levi’s words had cut deep. His ma was exhausted from being in the saddle all night, and her age showed. There was a time when Bonnie Westland could have ridden the range all night, done her household chores and rode all the next night before exhaustion claimed her.
She pushed back from the table. “I’m heading to bed.” Bonnie turned away, but he’d seen the lone tear ease down her cheek.
Like him, his ma still mourned the death of Gracie Joy, and like him, she felt responsible. Life on a ranch was hard.
Bitterness ate at him as he thought that maybe he should allow Hannah to help out. She would learn what it was really like to work a ranch, and then she’d be happy to stay home and play school.
Daniel got up from the table in turn and headed to his own house. He didn’t want to worry about rustlers, his mother or Hannah at the moment. Cole, Levi, his mother and himself had been replaced by Tucker, Sam, Miguel and Rowdy along the fence lines. Adam and Jeb could take care of anything else that might crop up. Right now, all Daniel cared about was getting some sleep.
When he got to his house, he rode Tornado to the corral, took off his saddle and released him. The stallion went straight to the water while Daniel filled his trough with grain and oats. He leaned against the fence as the horse pranced around the enclosure.
He couldn’t help but think about Hannah. Daniel had seen the hurt in her eyes when she’d realized why he didn’t want her out riding the fence lines at night. Her limp was only a part of his reasoning; the other part was that he didn’t want her to get hurt. In the dark a horse could step into a gopher hole and break its leg while throwing its rider to the ground. Men had been crushed under their mounts because of a wrong step, or had their necks broken in the fall.
Hannah had pointed out that Bonnie rode the range, and she was right. His mother had been ranching since the day they moved out here, and he’d never worried about her falling from her horse. Was it because she’d always ridden the range?
Still, it scared him to think of Hannah lying hurt and alone. He shook his head and walked back to the house. He needed sleep. When he entered the house, Daniel found himself heading into the dining room. His gaze moved to the big window that Hannah had seemed so happy over.
She’d kissed him in this room. He closed his eyes and wished she was there to do so again. A smile touched his lips. When Hannah kissed him, Daniel felt warmth and happiness. It was as if she was a part of him. She belonged in his arms.
He jerked his eyes wide-open at the thought, then turned and went to his room. As he got ready for bed, he prayed.
Lord, I can’t be falling in love with her. I’m just overly tired. Please, let her fall in love with me so that I can have the ranch, but Father, I ask that You harden my heart so that I won’t be hurt. I know I sound selfish, and I don’t mean to, but I’m scared. Loving someone is too painful when they are gone.
He slipped between the cool covers and sighed. Would God harden his heart against Hannah? He had hardened Pharaoh’s heart in Exodus.
Daniel’s final thought was, Yeah, and look where that got Pharaoh.
Chapter Twenty
Hannah couldn’t hide the fact that her feelings had been hurt, and she didn’t try. The next morning, Daniel sent Adam to escort her to the barn, with the explanation that he was busy watching for rustlers. She wasn’t surprised when the young man continued to come each morning. Hannah told herself she didn’t mind. Adam was quiet and she found herself becoming quiet, also.
So much for making a new life and becoming a more outgoing person. Her limp defined who people thought she was. Hannah couldn’t change that.
For the next week, she helped Opal in the mornings, grabbed a biscuit with bacon or sausage and then headed home. Opal had taken to packing her a light lunch, and she continued teaching classes.
The old thrill of watching youngsters learn filled her each day. She enjoyed spending time with each child and learning about them and their families. She’d also learned that everyone loved Daniel and his family.
Hannah decided that she’d give Daniel his six months, but if he didn’t court her and fall in love, well, she’d be leaving during Christmas break. By then, Levi’s Emily would be there and she could continue teaching the children.
The thought that she should pray about the situation filled her every waking hour, but Hannah stubbornly pushed the thought away. God knew the circumstances, and if He wanted to act on them, well, so be it. But for now Hannah was making plans of her own.
It was a nice afternoon; she picked up the seed packets and headed to the little garden spot that had been plowed beside her house. Daniel had been thoughtful in making sure the plot was there. She missed him, but refused to go in search of him.
The warm soil felt good in her hands as she worked, planting the seeds. Today she’d needed a quick refresher course on how to start a garden, and had turned it into a lesson for the older children. She’d been happy with their answers and the fact that they didn’t realize they were teaching her.
“It’s nice to see you smile again.”
Hannah sat back on her heels and looked up at Daniel. He was seated atop Tornado, looking comfortable and lazy as he leaned on the saddle horn. His hat was pushed back and his green eyes seemed to be drinking in her appearance. She tried to ignore the way her pulse picked up a beat. “Good afternoon, Daniel.” Hannah went back to planting seeds.
Leather creaked as he got off the stallion. He came and knelt beside her in the dirt. “I’ve missed you.”
She titled her head sideways. “Really?”
Daniel tried to capture one of her hands.
She pulled it away and continued working. Her heart might be happy to see him, but her head said to be careful. Hearts could be broken and Hannah feared she was losing hers to him.
“Yes, really. I’m sorry I haven’t been around to see you. I’ve been busy.” He took his hat off and rested it on one knee.
Hannah scooted farther from him and continued to poke holes in the dirt, drop a seed inside and cover it. “So I’ve heard,” she answered.
“You’re still angry about the other morning, aren’t you?” The tone of his voice said he couldn’t believe she’d still be upset that he thought her weak and unsuitable for ranch work.
Hannah sat back on her heels once more. “I am. You basically said I’m not rancher’s wife
material. And you did it in front of your mother and brother.” She couldn’t keep the hurt from sounding in her voice.
“That’s not what I meant, Hannah.” He stood, towering over her.
She pushed up from the ground and dusted off her hands. He was still a head taller than her, but at least by standing she felt as if they were on even ground. “No? Then what did you mean?” Hannah crossed her arms and waited.
“I was tired, and what I said didn’t come out right. I simply meant I don’t want you to get hurt. There are too many things that can happen to a woman on a ranch. Especially at night. Horses step in gopher holes and spook when they hear odd noises. I want to know you are home, safe.” His eyes pleaded with her to understand.
“I appreciate what you are saying, Daniel, but if we get married, I want to be a helpmate to you in every way. That includes working on the ranch.”
He took the same stance she had, crossing his arms, as well. “If we get married, Hannah, I will expect you to do as I ask.” His green eyes studied her.
Hannah shook her head. Anger began to boil in her stomach. She used a technique she had perfected working with children and changed her tone slightly. “Marriage isn’t about you telling me what to do and me doing it, or me telling you what to do and you doing it. It’s about two people coming together and becoming one. That means we work together.”
“I’m not a child, Hannah, so don’t use that tone with me,” Daniel replied.
“If you don’t want me to use this tone, then stop acting like a child.”
He raked his hand through his hair and then ran it across his neck. “Look, this isn’t getting us anywhere.”
“I agree.” She turned to kneel in the garden and go back to work. Daniel was just being stubborn.
He caught her by the arm and swung her around. His lips captured hers and he held her tight. Hannah wanted to push away, but at the same time she wanted to stay where she was. Her arms snaked around his neck and she kissed him back.
If anyone had seen them, they might have thought her crazy. All she knew was that she’d missed Daniel and dreamed of his kisses.
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