by Alma Katsu
Luke nudged me to point out a brick-red and gold silk carpet in the Hereke style, as supple as a handkerchief, acquired during a trip through Constantinople. I had been told it was a magical flying carpet (a time-honored Turkish sales pitch), although it never flew: its beauty was its own reward. “Wait—was I supposed to ship that to Turkey?” he whispered in my ear.
“No, it was meant to come here,” I reassured him. In truth, it didn’t matter which museum it ended up in. All that mattered was that the past was swept away and I was ready to move forward with my life.
Just then I noticed Luke’s gaze fall on two little girls in line, staring at the tiny hands held in larger ones, their glowing faces tilted up at their father. Luke’s expression grew wistful. He missed his daughters as surely as I missed Jonathan. His ex-wife, Tricia, had been unnerved to learn that her former husband had not only helped me escape but was living with me; she suspected that he’d lost not only his sense of judgment but quite possibly his mind. I hated that I was the reason he couldn’t see his daughters. It was only after he’d exchanged a series of emails with Tricia that he was permitted to speak to them on the phone.
“Here,” I said, positioning Luke so that he stood in front of one of the signs. I took his picture with my cell phone. “You can send it to the girls.”
He squinted, not unkindly. “Is that a good idea? Tricia’s still angry that I took off without a word. She says the sheriff in St. Andrew keeps calling to ask if she’s heard from me. It might just piss her off to see a picture of me on vacation while she’s dealing with my mess.”
“Maybe. But at least the girls will know that no matter what you do or where you go, you’re thinking of them—that you’re always thinking of them.”
Luke nodded and squeezed my arm as we continued to pick our way through the exhibit. Eventually, the crush of the crowd became too much for me. I tugged Luke’s sleeve and said, “I have to get out of here,” and without questioning he took my hand and we slipped out of the gallery.
Time to let go of the past.
We went up to the third floor and entered the long, darkened hall that held paintings of the nineteenth century, British and American, where the atmosphere was hushed, as if time held its breath. The rest of the museum was emptier than usual because of the opening of the special exhibit, and our footsteps cut through the silence and echoed through the hall like spirits rapping on the walls.
This hall, its walls crowded with oil paintings, had always beckoned to me, and I’d visited it on every trip to London without fail. I’d always loved the luminous Rossettis and Millaises, the rich paintings made even more beautiful by their melancholy. From the walls, the Burne-Joneses looked down on us, the Blakes, the Reynoldses. Lily-white women with long curled hair, faces heavy with maudlin expressions of love, clutching a bouquet of weeping roses, incongruously dressed as though in a classical Greek play. I think it was the models’ air of sobriety that appealed to me: the sense that they knew love was fleeting and, at best, imperfect, but even so, its pursuit was no less worthy. They were doomed to try, and try again. Maybe I was drawn to this gallery because this was where I belonged, in a glass display case, kept with other things that were out of place in time. I would be a curiosity, like a mechanical fortune-teller or extinct bird, the oddities Victorians were so mad about, only I’d be a living artifact people could talk to and question.
I was squinting at a painting through the dimness—this hall was always so dark—when I felt a hum in the back of my head. At first, I thought it was only a headache from the excitement of the day, or from the claustrophobia of being swallowed up by a crowd (which I avoided whenever possible), or the dissonance of seeing my things in a strange setting . . . except that I never got headaches, just as I couldn’t catch a cold or suffer a broken bone. The hum rattled, weak but not unfamiliar, at the base of the skull where it joined with the spinal column, and sent shivers chattering down my back like an old engine with a forgotten purpose being started up after a long time dormant. The hum was more than a sound: it seemed to convey emotion, the way a whiff of scent can carry memory. The hum was all these things. Once I was aware of it, it was all I could think about.
It was only then I understood that it was a signal, like the electric current that switches on a machine. I had been contacted, and a dread I’d carried for two centuries bloomed inside me, firing through every cell of my body. I could try to run from the past, but it seemed the past was not done with me yet.
I turned to Luke and reached for him; fear broke my vision into a pixelated landscape. My blood felt as though it had seized up in my veins.
“Lanny, what is it?” Luke asked, his voice filled with concern.
I clutched his lapel desperately. “It’s Adair. He’s free.”
TWO
BOSTON
First came the noise outside his stone cell, louder than anything Adair had heard in a very long time. Then, as the noise grew closer, the shaking began, the ground reverberating underfoot as though someone were beating the skin of the earth with a big stick.
In his time, Adair had experienced avalanches and monstrous storms, lightning strikes that had shaken the ground, too, though not as steadily as this. He’d heard of volcanoes spewing hellfire and burning up villages as flammable as tinder, and earthquakes tearing the ground apart, forming great chasms and sucking houses into its maw. Maybe this was an earthquake he was experiencing now, he thought, a force of nature finally come to free him.
In this narrow niche in the wall in which he’d been sealed—his cell, as he’d come to think of it—Adair placed his hands on the thick stone walls that had not yielded in . . . how many years? He’d lost track, having no way to measure a day in constant darkness. He even tried to command fate to tear down the damnable wall to no avail. But now, to his great surprise, fate, after being deaf to him for so long, obeyed and the hated stone wall fell away . . . only to reveal a second wall on the other side. Before Adair could bemoan his cursed luck, there was a horrendous tearing sound above, metal grinding on stone and timbers splitting as the ceiling started to crash down on top of him and the wall fell down around him: stone, lumber, brick, concrete—all.
When Adair regained consciousness, he found himself buried in a mound of rubble, grainy clumps of plaster strung together by tufts of horsehair, splintered lath, brick shattered into nuggets. The sunlight stabbed his eyes so painfully that he shut them again quickly to block out the sudden brightness. Once his eyes had adjusted to the light, he looked up through the tangle of what had been the exterior wall of the house and saw the sky, a vast welcome expanse of blue. The air on his face was like a fresh, cool kiss.
His senses were flooded at once after centuries of deprivation. He could smell plaster dust in his nostrils, taste sweet air on his tongue. Most glorious of all was the light. He’d been isolated in the dark, unable to move or feel anything except the ground under his feet and the bricks in front of his face. . . . It took only the slightest recollection and it was on him again, the smothering darkness and vast loneliness, threatening to overwhelm him. It was only with great effort that he managed to push it away. He was free now and would rejoin the living. He would be around people. He looked forward to conversation, to the sound of another person’s voice in his ear, to jokes and whispered confidences, the humorous and the dour, all of it. He would feel the skin of another person again, sweet and smooth to the touch, damp from excitement or fear. He was free to pursue all the pleasures and peculiarities of the human experience he’d missed for an irretrievable length of time.
And the first thing he wanted to do—had to do—was get his hands on the woman who had taken this all away from him. Lanore.
Fury came over him swiftly and absolutely, decades of frustration finding release at last. He wanted to shout her name, to rattle the heavens with a demand for justice. Bring the treacherous witch to me, he thought, so that she might suffer the special punishment reserved for traitors. He wanted to wrap his hands
around her throat—now—and throttle the life out of her. But this was impossible: he could sense that she was not nearby.
Still, the day would come and he would make her pay for her betrayal. He’d given her freedom above any of his other subjects because of his feelings for her, and she’d taken advantage of his generosity. And, more damning still, she’d betrayed him in favor of Jonathan, a man too self-absorbed to return her love. Adair had loved her, truly, but apparently his love had not been enough for her. For such a grave error in judgment, death did not seem an unreasonable punishment, and surely she had anticipated as much when she made her decision. But he wouldn’t end her life immediately. Though the satisfaction he’d derive would be immense, it would be far too brief. He’d get greater satisfaction from extending her punishment, making her every day hellish and giving her plenty of time to regret her foolish decision.
As much as Adair wanted to rise up out of the rubble and leave his prison behind, the weight on top of him was too great. He had to wait to be dug out. He lay pinned by debris and listened to shouting voices and loud clinking in the distance, like a great many cannons being pulled into position. Perhaps there was a war on, and Boston was under attack.
Eventually, a lone man began picking through the rubble. He was dressed strangely, his head covered by an unusual helmet, plain as a mixing bowl, not like an infantryman’s helmet at all. It seemed a wretched eternity before the man was close enough for Adair to call to him in a low tone so as not to draw anyone else in. The man followed Adair’s voice until he found him amid the wreckage, and started pulling the rocks away quickly, shouting as he worked. “Holy cow! There’s somebody in here! Hang tight, fella, I’m almost there. I’ll have you out in a minute.” He was close, mere inches away, and was reaching for a small device hanging from his belt when Adair squeezed one arm free and grabbed the man by the collar. Holding on to him, Adair pulled himself out of the rubble.
“Jesus Christ, son, how did you survive having a house fall on you? It must weigh a ton.” The helmeted man stopped speaking as he looked Adair over. It had to be due to the strangeness of his dress, Adair figured as he took in his rescuer’s attire. The man’s mouth hung open and his eyes widened behind dusty safety goggles while Adair brushed powder from his sleeves and his waistcoat and out of his long hair.
“What year is it?” Adair asked, his voice raspy.
“What do you mean, ‘What year is it’? You musta gotten hit on the head pretty hard if you don’t know what year it is.” The construction worker reached for the handset hanging from his belt. “Look, you just sit tight, I gotta phone this in. . . . How did you get in here, anyway? We closed this site down a week ago. What are you, one of them actors they hire for the tour groups? Good thing you didn’t lead one of your Freedom Trail tour groups here. . . .” He gestured to Adair’s blousy shirt and shook his head.
Adair’s hands found the man’s throat and snapped his neck before he could finish his sentence. He felt a twinge of remorse for killing his rescuer, but circumstances called for it. He took the man’s pants and shirt, since fashion obviously had changed since his imprisonment, and left his own tattered clothes behind. Then, lacing up the too-large boots he’d taken from the laborer, Adair ran from the half-destroyed house, completely overwhelmed by the change to his surroundings. First, there were the giant metal machines ringed around the mansion, tearing it apart like vultures with huge iron beaks. Then there were fast-moving carriages of some kind charging down the street, independent of any horses or oxen. The streets and sidewalks were hard and seamless underfoot. No mud, no cobblestones. And there was so much noise: horns honking, people shouting unintelligibly, and music, though not one musician was visible. To him, the jangle of the streets seemed to be pure bedlam. Adair fought his mounting panic and eventually came upon an empty building, where he found the quietest corner and sat on the floor, his back to the wall and his eyes closed.
He had to settle his mind before it was calm enough to latch onto the keening rising inside his brain, the signal that connected him to his creations. Early in his imprisonment, Adair had realized that the psychic bond he had with his minions was severed; he couldn’t penetrate the thick walls of his cell to reach them. After that, he’d tried hard not to focus on the signal and made himself numb to it—it was either that or go crazy with frustration—but it came back to him now like a taste for sweets.
Adair squeezed his brain, working it like a fist in the hope of making it spark to life again. He sat for about an hour, struggling to grasp the signal. At first, the threads of his connection to his subjects were no more than an erratic niggling in the back of his mind that disintegrated like cobwebs at the touch. Eventually, the feeling became firm like a string, firm enough to follow, and he took its firmness to mean one of his people was close. Adair followed the string on foot, and miles later he knocked on the door of a house.
It was Jude who opened the door, the man who had masqueraded as a preacher in the Puritan settlements of the Northeast, espousing a lifestyle that both shocked and titillated the villagers. Now it was his turn to be shocked. His first reaction to Adair’s return was not one of pleasure, Adair noticed, though Jude rearranged his expression to something more appropriate quickly. He stood aside as Adair stormed across the threshold. “Good God! It is you! I felt your presence this morning for the first time in . . . in millennia, it seems . . . but I didn’t expect the honor of having you turn up on my doorstep.”
That was understandable; his sudden arrival was bound to cause disruption. But, too, Adair knew insincerity when he heard it. Jude watched him intently and with slightly hostile curiosity, as though he was unwelcome. Of all the men and women Adair had bound to him over time, Jude was not one of his favorites. He wouldn’t have picked Jude to be the one to help him now, but he had no control over the matter. Jude had always been an unrepentant schemer and untrustworthy. He still possessed a maniacal set to his eyes and a half-mad grin, and seemed every bit the calculating, self-absorbed man who’d attracted Adair’s attention many lifetimes ago in Amsterdam.
Jude stood an arm’s length away as Adair craned his neck to get a good look at the entry to Jude’s home. Flawlessly smooth white walls swept up two stories, and suspended overhead was a strange sculpture that looked like a giant artichoke, with opaque white glass panels for its leaves. The floor was made of wide planks stained black. The overall effect was of power and austerity, with none of the gilt, the scrollwork, the opulence, of the age that he knew.
“Please, make yourself comfortable. Come upstairs. I’ll draw you a bath and get you a change of clothes.” Jude stretched his arms wide. “My home is your home.”
Fighting back his uncertainties, Adair said nothing as he climbed the stairs. An hour later, after a sublime washing-up, and now dressed in Jude’s ridiculous clothes, Adair rejoined his host in a large parlor at the front of the house.
Jude smiled solicitously at him. “I always wondered what happened to you. We all did. You just dropped off the radar—poof.” Jude made a gesture at the side of his head like the empty popping of a balloon.
“So you’ve seen some of the others?” Adair asked.
Jude shrugged noncommittally, but he recognized his mistake right away. He’d as good as admitted that he and the others had discussed Adair when he wasn’t present, and discussing was a step away from conspiring, which was forbidden.
“You and the others talked about my disappearance, and yet you didn’t look for me?” Adair snarled.
“Of course we tried, but there were no leads to follow. I couldn’t feel your presence—none of us could. We didn’t know where to start looking,” Jude explained. “I went to the last address I had for you, the mansion on the other side of the Commons, but it was empty. It had been ransacked. Everyone had gone, except for that little sackcloth-and-ashes man—”
“Alejandro?” That was an apt description, Adair thought; Alejandro carried the guilt of his misdeeds with him like a defrocked priest, ev
en if he was a Jew.
“Yes, the Spaniard. He said you had left for Philadelphia with your latest companions, that woman from the forest and her good-looking friend. Alejandro thought you had tired of him and Tilde and the Italian, and deserted them without a penny.”
Adair squared his shoulders. “That man and woman were the ones who imprisoned me. Jonathan . . . and Lanore.” Adair watched Jude twitch as a recollection from long ago flitted through his head. “You remember her, don’t you? She insinuated herself into my graces, then tricked me. A most treacherous wench. And when I catch up to her, she’ll truly see what it means to suffer. . . .” He let his threat hang in the air. He’d thought of revenge on and off over the decades, feeding his anger with short bursts of bitter memories the way one strokes an old scar to revisit the pain of its creation. But eventually his desire for revenge became so overwhelming that he had to put it out of his mind. Frustration nearly drove him insane, and teetering on the edge of that abyss was so frightening that he’d had to back away.
He’d hurled his considerable anger at the wall, over and over, and it had stood, leading him to believe that there might have been something supernatural about Lanore that enabled her to stop him. She had to be a witch; otherwise, how to explain his imprisonment? The wall had been nothing but a few layers of rock and brick. Over time, he’d almost convinced himself that Lanore must’ve put a spell on it to be able to keep him trapped inside.
Adair thought back to the moment he regained consciousness and discovered that Lanore and that peacock Jonathan had walled him up. He remembered straining against the rope binding his hands, pulling his arms in opposite directions for what seemed like weeks until the rope stretched enough to slip off. Undoing the gag was easy then. He screamed and yelled and battered the wall with all his might, but no one heard him. No one came for him. No one knew he was there, or else, no one cared to search for him.