‘Sure, but that doesn’t mean all Muslims want to kill Christians. It’s a really peaceful religion.’ He nodded at the book. ‘You should read it. If everyone behaved the way the Koran tells people to behave, the world would be a much better place.’
‘What does it say?’
‘It says that a good Muslim follows five rules. They’re called the five pillars of Islam, a bit like the Ten Commandments. You know the Ten Commandments, right?’
‘I think so.’
‘You think so?’
‘We did them at school. “Thou shalt not kill.” That’s one.’
‘Sure,’ said Shepherd. ‘And honouring your father and mother is another you could try to remember. The five pillars are pretty simple. The first is that Muslims have to have faith that Allah is God and that only He can be worshipped, and that Muhammad was Allah’s messenger. It’s a bit like when the Bible says there’s only one God.’
‘So God is Allah?’
‘Yes. But Muslims don’t believe that Jesus was the son of God. The second pillar says that Muslims have to pray five times a day. Between dawn and sunrise, after midday, between midday and sunset, right after sunset and one hour after sunset. That’s why you hear that wailing noise from mosques. It’s telling Muslims it’s time to pray. The third pillar is called zakah, which means giving to charity. Every year Muslims are supposed to give a percentage of their wealth to the needy.’
‘We do that,’ said Liam. ‘We give to charity at school.’
‘Sure,’ said Shepherd, ‘but Islam makes giving to charity part of the religion. The fourth pillar is fasting. Once a year Muslims have to fast for a month during daylight. No food or drink from dawn to dusk. The idea is that it teaches patience and self-control.’
‘Like giving stuff up for Lent,’ said Liam.
‘Absolutely,’ said Shepherd. ‘There are lots of similarities between Christianity and Islam. The fifth pillar’s a bit different, though. Once in their lifetime, Muslims have to make a pilgrimage to Mecca in Saudi Arabia, if they can – it’s their big holy place. According to the Koran, those are the main rules that Muslims have to follow.’
‘So why do they kill so many people?’ asked Liam.
‘It’s not because they’re Muslims,’ said Shepherd. ‘The people who set off the bombs are terrorists. It’s like with the IRA. The IRA were Catholics, but the men who set off the IRA bombs were terrorists first and Catholics second. The Bible says it’s wrong to kill, so the IRA men who set off the bombs couldn’t be called real Christians. It’s the same with the Koran. The Koran doesn’t say that killing is right. It talks about defending the religion, but not about violence. So Muslims who kill aren’t good Muslims. And the vast majority of Muslims are good people. We mustn’t let what’s happening in Iraq, or what happened in London, change how we view a whole religion. That’s what the terrorists want.’
Liam nodded thoughtfully. ‘It’d be a better world without any religion, though, wouldn’t it?’
Shepherd exhaled through pursed lips. ‘Tough question,’ he said. ‘Religion causes conflict, there’s no getting away from that, but following a religion tends to make people behave better. Terrorists notwithstanding.’
‘Because they’re scared of God?’
‘Not necessarily scared,’ said Shepherd, ‘but if you believe that a God, any God, is watching over you, you’d tend to be nicer to those around you.’
‘What about you, Dad? Do you believe in God?’
Shepherd grimaced. ‘You’re full of tough questions today, aren’t you?’ He lay back on the bed and stared up at the ceiling – as he had thousands of times before, most of them with Sue lying next to him. Now she was dead and Shepherd didn’t believe she was sitting on a cloud, strumming a harp. Dead was dead and death was for ever. No heaven, no hell. Did that mean he didn’t believe in God? Shepherd had seen so much evil that it was hard to believe an omnipotent being was somehow in control. But he remembered, too, that when he’d been shot in Afghanistan, he had asked God, through gritted teeth as he lay bleeding on the sand, to keep him alive. It hadn’t been God, of course, who’d stemmed the blood and packed the wound, it had been Geordie. And it hadn’t been God who’d called in the helicopter and carried him to it. That had been Geordie, too.
‘Dad . . .’ said Liam.
‘I’m thinking,’ said Shepherd.
‘About what?’
‘About how to answer your question,’ he said. He sat up. ‘I’m not sure,’ he said. ‘I’m honestly not sure. God has never spoken to me, that much I know. And I see a lot of bad in the world. But there are people who truly believe that God has spoken to them, and they often do a lot of good. It’s something that everyone has to decide for themselves. You either believe, or you don’t.’
‘Gran and Grandad do, don’t they? They go to church every Sunday.’
That was true, Shepherd knew. But the God Moira and Tom believed in would abhor gay marriage, abortion and women clergy. They had insisted that he and Sue were married in church, and he had been happy to go along with it. Whenever he had been at their home on a Sunday he’d accompanied them to church. He’d enjoyed the hymns and laughed at the vicar’s occasional jokes, but he’d always seen it as a way to keep Tom and Moira sweet rather than as a way of communing with God. Shepherd’s photographic memory had always come in handy when he was leaving: he’d shake the vicar’s hand, smile warmly and quote an obscure passage from the Bible, word perfect. Sue had always been noncommittal on religion, and they hadn’t talked about it much. There was a Bible in the house, a gift from Tom and Moira, but he and Sue had never opened it. ‘Going to church is a good thing,’ said Shepherd.
‘But you don’t go, do you?’
‘I do if we’re with Gran and Grandad.’
‘But you don’t believe in God, do you?’
‘It doesn’t matter what I believe,’ said Shepherd. ‘What matters is what you believe.’
‘I don’t think there’s a God. If there was, why would He let Mum die?’
‘It’s a tough question.’
‘You always say that when you don’t want to answer me,’ said Liam.
‘I’m being honest,’ said Shepherd.
‘Mum didn’t do anything wrong, but she died. That’s not fair. If there was a God, wouldn’t He make sure that bad things only happened to bad people?’
Shepherd shrugged.
‘I know, it’s a tough question,’ said Liam.
‘But it is,’ said Shepherd. ‘It’s almost impossible to answer. Every day when I’m working I see good, honest people get hurt. And often I see bad people do terrible things and get away with it. But that doesn’t mean I don’t try to do my job. Just because the world isn’t fair doesn’t mean we shouldn’t try to make it fair.’ Liam frowned and Shepherd saw that another tough question was on its way. ‘I’ve got to go out for a while.’
‘Where are you going?’
‘It’s work,’ said Shepherd. ‘I’ll be away for a few days.’
‘You’re always away. It sucks.’
‘It what?’
‘It sucks.’ Liam rolled off the bed and headed for his bedroom.
Shepherd hurried after him. ‘What’s wrong?’ he asked.
‘Nothing,’ said Liam.
‘Look, when this is over, I’ll spend more time with you, I promise.’
‘Okay.’
‘I mean it.’
‘I know you do.’
Shepherd peered at his watch. ‘I’ve got to go, Liam. We’ll talk about this when I get back. I love you – you know that?’
‘I know.’
‘Good. Give me a hug.’
Liam smiled and Shepherd scooped him up and held him tight, burying his face in his son’s neck. Part of him wanted to stay right where he was, with his boy, play football with him or sit in front of the television. They never spent enough time together – he was either coming in from a case, dog-tired and wanting to sleep, or on his way out, adrenaline pum
ping. He hardly ever hung out with his son. It hadn’t been so bad when Sue had been around, but since she’d gone Shepherd’s absences were all the more obvious. Katra did her best, but he was Liam’s father and Liam deserved more than the occasional hug. ‘I’m sorry,’ whispered Shepherd.
‘For what?’
‘For being such a crap dad.’
‘You’re not crap. A lot of kids at school only see their dads once every two weeks because they’re divorced. At least I live with you.’
‘Once this is over I will make more time. I promise.’
‘Do you really have to go?’
Shepherd closed his eyes. Another tough question. The truth was that he didn’t. The Major would understand if he stayed in London. So would the rest of the guys. Shepherd truly believed that Geordie would understand, too. But that wasn’t the point, he wouldn’t be able to live with himself if he stayed in London and his friend died in Baghdad. He had to do what he could to save Geordie, no matter the risks. ‘I’m sorry, Liam. I do.’
Shepherd switched off the ignition and sat looking at the neat semi-detached house. It wasn’t the sort of place he’d expected Amar Singh to call home. A city-centre loft, maybe, or a flat near Camden Market. Somewhere young and trendy where Amar could strut his stuff in his designer sweatshirts and state-of-the-art trainers. The red-brick house with its slate roof and carefully tended rockeries looked as if it should have been home to a middle-aged, middle-class couple, as did the car that was parked in front of the wooden garage. It was a four-year-old Volvo estate with a child seat in the back. Shepherd frowned. Singh had never mentioned that he was married.
He climbed out of his car and walked towards the front gate. It opened on well-oiled hinges and the paving-stones were swept clean. The house number was above the letterbox so there was no doubt that this was the right house but, even so, as Shepherd pressed the doorbell he was convinced that the person who opened the door would never have heard of Amar Singh.
The door opened. Shepherd looked down to see a pair of large brown eyes gazing up at him. The child in Winnie the Pooh pyjamas couldn’t have been much more than five. ‘Who are you?’ she asked.
Shepherd smiled. ‘I’m a friend of your daddy’s,’ he said. ‘Is he in?’
‘Who is it, Neeta?’ shouted a woman, from somewhere inside the house.
‘I don’t know,’ she shouted back.
‘My name’s Dan,’ said Shepherd.
‘He’s Dan,’ shouted Neeta, ‘but he’s a stranger so I won’t let him in.’
‘That’s very sensible of you,’ said Shepherd.
‘I’m not supposed to talk to strangers,’ she said solemnly.
‘And that’s very good advice,’ said Shepherd. ‘Why don’t you close the door until your daddy comes?’
‘Okay,’ she said, and did so.
A few seconds later the door opened again. Large brown eyes scrutinised him again, but this time they belonged to a lithe Indian woman wearing tight blue jeans and a blue sweater. She was holding a toddler and had a mobile phone pressed between chin and shoulder.
‘I’m Dan,’ said Shepherd, ‘a friend of Amar’s.’
‘Come in,’ she mouthed, and pulled open the door. She began speaking Hindi into the phone as Shepherd walked into the hallway. The little girl was sitting on the stairs holding a teddy bear. Shepherd winked at her.
‘I’m sorry about that,’ said the woman, slipping the mobile phone into the back pocket of her jeans and closing the front door. ‘Everything seems to be happening at once.’
‘Dan,’ said Shepherd, holding out his hand. ‘Dan Shepherd.’
‘Pleased to meet you,’ said the woman. ‘I’m Mishti.’ She smiled, showing gleaming white teeth. Her skin was flawless, the most amazing honey-gold, and her glossy waist-length hair was jet black.
‘It means “sweet person”,’ said Singh, coming down the stairs. ‘And she can be, sometimes.’ He was wearing cargo pants and a black Armani sweatshirt.
‘And my beloved’s name means “immortal”, but if he carries on like this, we’ll try to prove otherwise,’ said Mishti.
‘Sorry to bother you at home, Amar,’ said Shepherd, ‘but something’s come up.’
‘Is Gita okay?’ Mishti asked her husband.
‘She’s out of the bath and ready for bed,’ said Singh. He pointed to the child on the stairs. ‘Come on, bed-time.’
‘I went to bed yesterday,’ she said, ‘and the day before.’
‘And you’ll be going again tomorrow,’ said Singh. ‘Now, up you go.’ He lunged forward, threatening to tickle her, and she scampered up the stairs, giggling.
‘I’ll take her,’ said Mishti. ‘You take care of our guest.’ She grinned at Shepherd. ‘My husband has little in the way of social skills.’
Shepherd grinned back. ‘We know,’ he said, ‘but we make allowances because he’s so good at his job.’
Mishti kissed her husband’s cheek as she headed upstairs. Singh took Shepherd along the hallway to the kitchen. ‘Lager?’ he said, opening the refrigerator.
‘Great,’ said Shepherd. Singh tossed him a can of Foster’s and Shepherd caught it. ‘Amar, I need your help. Big-time.’
‘I guessed it wasn’t a social visit.’
‘I need to pick your brains,’ said Shepherd. ‘Can we go outside?’
‘Walls have ears?’ laughed Singh. ‘I sweep my house every week, just for practice.’
‘Force of habit,’ said Shepherd. ‘Humour me.’
Singh opened the kitchen door and went out into the garden. Shepherd followed him. A crazy-paving path wound across the lawn to a small copse of apple trees in front of a greenhouse packed with tomato plants. ‘I didn’t know you had green fingers,’ said Shepherd.
‘You thought I spend all my time with my head in electronics manuals?’ said Singh.
‘You know your stuff. I just assumed it was a full-time thing.’
Singh popped the ring top of his can and sipped. ‘What about you, Dan? Are you a cop twenty-four hours a day?’
Shepherd shrugged. ‘Pretty much.’ He opened his lager and drank.
‘What do you do for fun?’
‘I run, I suppose.’
Singh chuckled. ‘Running isn’t for fun, it’s for getting away,’ he said. ‘Everyone needs a hobby, something to take your mind off the crap we have to deal with day in, day out. For me it’s my family and the garden.’
‘I didn’t even know you had a family.’
‘I doubt you know three things about me that aren’t work-related,’ said Singh.
‘True,’ said Shepherd. ‘We don’t normally have time for small-talk.’
‘You don’t make time, Dan. You’ve got walls around you, high, thick ones,’ he said. ‘Sorry, I didn’t mean to get all deep on you.’
‘Nah, you’re right,’ said Shepherd. ‘But don’t take it personally. The unit shrink’s been trying to get up close and personal for years and she’s had no joy. It’s what I do. I’m under cover so often that it’s second nature to keep the real me under wraps.’
‘Maybe.’ Singh didn’t sound convinced.
‘I’m sorry I never asked about your family,’ said Shepherd.
‘It’s not a problem,’ said Singh. ‘We work together, but no one ever said we had to be friends.’
They gazed up at the stars as they drank their lager. ‘Your daughter’s great,’ said Shepherd.
‘Yeah, they’re going to cost me a fortune. Have you any idea how much an Indian wedding sets you back? An arm and a leg doesn’t come close.’
‘Yeah, but at least daughters take care of their parents. Boys are off as soon as they can be.’
‘I still see my parents every week,’ said Singh.
‘Where are they?’ Shepherd had assumed that they were in India.
‘Ealing,’ said Singh.
‘You’re joking,’ said Shepherd. ‘I live in Ealing.’
Singh raised his eyebrows. ‘Small world,’ he sa
id. They clinked cans and drank again. ‘You’ve got a boy, right?’
‘Liam,’ said Shepherd. ‘Just coming up to ten.’
‘Mine are five, three and eighteen months,’ said Amar. ‘Neeta, Gita and Sita.’ He nodded back at the house. ‘My wife’s idea. The names, I mean. Having kids was a joint decision. At least, I think it was.’
‘Cute names,’ said Shepherd.
‘Yeah, well, you don’t have to stand in the park shouting for them,’ said Singh. ‘What do you need, Dan?’
Shepherd wiped his mouth on the back of his hand. ‘A friend of mine has been kidnapped in Iraq. He’s going to be killed in a few days unless we can find out where he is.’
‘We?’
‘Me and a group of his friends. We’ll do whatever we have to to get him back.’
‘What exactly?’
‘We’re not sure yet. Not a hundred per cent. That’s why I wanted to talk to you.’
‘Okay . . .’ said Singh, hesitantly.
‘How easy would it be to track someone in Iraq using the same sort of gear you put in the guns?’
Singh rubbed his chin thoughtfully. ‘Iraq’s a war zone, near enough,’ he said, ‘I wouldn’t know where to start.’
‘Just tell me about the technology,’ said Shepherd.
Singh nodded thoughtfully. ‘The tracking devices we use are battery-powered and good for several days. They can be monitored up to three miles on level ground.’
‘Not GPS, then?’
‘We needed to keep the size down to fit them into the weapons,’ said Singh.
‘How about if you wanted GPS capability?’
‘A bog-standard EPIRB will cost you less than a grand, and it can be tracked by satellites anywhere in the world,’ said Singh.
‘I’m technologically illiterate, Amar,’ said Shepherd. ‘Spell it out, will you?’
‘EPIRB. Emergency Position Indicating Radio Beacon. They normally operate on two frequencies. A five-watt radio transmitter operating at four hundred and six megahertz and a less powerful quarter of a watt operating at a hundred and twenty-one point five megahertz. The gizmo broadcasts its unique serial number so not only can the unit be located you know who it belongs to.’
‘Located how?’ asked Shepherd.
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