by Cash, Wiley
“What do you want?”
“A hundred thousand.”
The other end of the phone was silent. “No way. That wasn’t the deal.”
“The deal has changed.”
“No. It hasn’t.”
“He’s going to be found, and what belongs to you is going to be found with him. It’s up to you if you want it back. Getting it back means the terms have changed.”
“I’m cutting you loose. We’re done. This is over.”
“No, it’s not. Not for me.”
The forty-dollar lot at Busch Stadium was already slam full of people an hour before the first pitch: college kids, families, hundreds of people wearing T-shirts and hats with “61” on them, carrying posters and signs with McGwire’s name and face on them. Outside the lot, scalpers littered the sidewalk, holding signs, looking into car windows, walking back and forth in the street during red lights.
A group of scalpers stood on the corner of Clark and Eighth, and a tall skinny black guy stepped away from them and waved me over. “What do you need, man?” he asked. “Whatever it is, I got it: dugout, left field, right field, everything but the box.”
“Just a ticket to get in. Doesn’t matter where.”
“Get in where you fit in, right?” he said, smiling, looking around like he expected somebody to be following me or trying to get close enough to hear what we were saying.
“What’s the cheapest you got?”
“You a cop?”
My eyes turned toward the group of guys still standing behind him. “Do they ask questions, or do they sell tickets?”
“Hold up, now,” he said. He looked around again, and then he nodded his head toward the parking deck behind him. “Follow me.” He turned and walked into a parking deck on the corner of Clark and Eighth Street, stopping in between a van and a pickup truck. “A grand,” he said, holding up a ticket. “A grand gets you standing room.”
The garage was full of cars but near empty of the sounds of people, everyone already headed toward the ballpark. The only sound was that of me peeling crisp bills off the stack. His eyes stayed on me while the money was counted.
“Fifteen,” he said
“Fifteen what?”
“Fifteen hundred. The price goes up this close to game time.”
The bills were folded and slid back into my pocket. “Okay.” But by the time he heard it the Glock had already been pulled from the waistband of my shorts and the tip of its barrel slammed down on top of his head. His knees buckled, and he fell at my feet.
“Do you want to play?” The barrel pushed down on his head until it felt like it could be forced through his skull. “Do you?”
“No,” he whispered. “I’m sorry. Take it.” He lifted the ticket up toward me, and my free hand closed around it before the sole of my shoe kicked him in the sternum, knocking him back against the concrete wall. He laid there looking up at me, tears in his eyes, his chest heaving like he’d been running as fast as he could. I pulled the grand back out of my pocket and balled it up and threw it at his face. He winced as the money fell all around him.
Easter Quillby
C H A P T E R 29
Wade had parked under an overpass and left us in the car while he went to look for tickets. All the parking lots had signs up saying they were full, and we drove away from the stadium, looking for a place to park. The streets were empty because everybody was already inside. Other cars were parked around us under the overpass, and me and Ruby rolled down the windows and watched a family climb out of a minivan. Both boys were younger than me, and they both had on baseball gloves and McGwire jerseys, and their little sister stood behind their minivan and stared up at the overpass, sniffing and wiping her eyes like she’d been crying. The man and the woman were fussing at each other.
“It’s not like I meant to leave it,” the man said. He was tall and brown-headed just like the boys, and he had on a Cardinals ball cap and a T-shirt with a picture of McGwire on it.
“You’d just better hope it doesn’t rain,” the woman said. She had the back of the minivan open, and she was stuffing things inside a bag. She looked back at the little girl, and then she looked at the man. “Where are her damn snacks?” The man sighed loud enough for everybody to hear it. “Really, Marty?” she said. She slammed the back of the minivan and grabbed the little girl’s hand and started walking toward the ballpark. The man and the two boys followed her. Me and Ruby watched them go.
Wade had promised us he wouldn’t be gone long, but now we were the only ones still sitting under the overpass. The game was going to start soon, and I couldn’t help but worry while the parking lot got quieter and quieter as everybody headed inside for the game. Soon you couldn’t hear nothing but the cars driving on the interstate above us and the music and announcements coming from far away inside the ballpark.
Ruby had rolled her window down all the way, and she stuck out her arm like she was trying to feel if there was any breeze. “You think we’ll see Big Mac break the record?” she asked.
Sweat ran down my forehead, and I wiped it with my T-shirt. “I don’t know,” I said. “I bet he’ll tie it at least.” My legs were sweating too, and I grabbed a handful of napkins we’d left on the dash and wiped my legs, and then I balled up the napkins and threw them on the floorboard. “There’s another game tomorrow,” I said. “Maybe Wade will bring us to that one too.”
“Where is he?”
“He went to get tickets,” I said. “Remember? You have to have tickets to get inside.”
Ruby picked at something on her shirt, and then she sighed. “Think we’ll stay in another place tonight that has a pool?” She’d been asking that same question ever since we’d left Myrtle Beach, and I’d told her the same thing every time.
“I don’t know,” I said. “Ask Wade.”
“He never says nothing when I ask him,” she said.
“It might be because you talk all the time,” I said. “You’re like background music.”
“What’s background music?”
“It’s music you forget about because you hear it all the time. Like the music they play in elevators and stores.”
“But we’re not in elevators and stores all the time,” she said. “How could he be used to it?”
“It’s just something people say.”
“That doesn’t make any sense,” she said.
I didn’t say anything because I saw Wade a couple of rows over, walking toward us like he couldn’t wait to get back to the car. Seeing him hurry like that made my stomach feel sick, and I reached back and found my seat belt and put it on. But as he got closer I saw that he was smiling. When he saw us watching him he reached into his back pocket and pulled out three tickets and spread them out like he was playing cards.
He leaned into Ruby’s window and smacked her leg with the tickets. “Y’all ready?” he asked. “Left field. We’re going to catch us a home run.”
“A ball can really carry on a bright, hot day like this one,” Wade said. “It ain’t going to take much for McGwire to knock one out of here.” He had both of us by the hand, and we were walking up a concrete ramp toward our seats. “Keep up and stay close,” he yelled. There were people everywhere, most of them in Cardinals T-shirts and uniforms, but a couple of people had on Cubs hats and jerseys with Sosa’s name and number on the back. I couldn’t hardly hear what Wade was saying for all the people screaming and the music and the announcer introducing the lineups over the speakers. I heard the announcer say “Mark,” but I couldn’t hear the rest of it because the fans were cheering so loud.
Wade led us up the ramps to a long hallway that curved around the field. To our right, shorter tunnels led out to the seats, and whenever we passed the tunnels I could feel the heat from the sun and see the green outfield and the upper-deck seats on the other side of the stadium. The seats were already full. I’d never seen so many people in my entire life.
“You think Sammy Sosa will hit a home run too?” Ruby asked
.
“I’d say he probably will,” Wade said. “If I know one thing about Sammy it’s that he ain’t going to let McGwire have all the fun today.”
“You think he’d remember you?” I asked.
“Of course he’ll remember,” Wade said. “He couldn’t forget an arm like mine.” He gave my hand a squeeze and winked at me.
“I’m hungry,” Ruby said. “And I’m thirsty too.”
“You want to find our seats first?” Wade asked. He looked at me like he wanted me to say something.
“But we haven’t had anything to eat or drink all day,” Ruby said. Out on the field somebody started singing “The Star-Spangled Banner.”
“We’re going to miss it,” I said.
“But I’m hungry,” Ruby whined.
“It’s okay,” Wade said, giving my hand a little squeeze. “We’ve got plenty of time.”
“There he is!” Ruby screamed. She pointed at Mark McGwire where he was taking warm-up swings on a huge television screen over the seats in center field. Staring at the screen made her walk even slower down the steps toward our seats.
“Keep going,” I said, lifting my knee and nudging her in the back. I was holding a Coke and two boxes of popcorn; Ruby’d already opened her popcorn, and she was stuffing handfuls in her mouth while she took the concrete steps one at a time.
Behind me, Wade carried his and Ruby’s sodas and all three of our hot dogs. “All the way down, Ruby,” he said.
We found our seats, the first three to the left of the steps in row two, and I stood in between Ruby and Wade because everybody else was standing too so they could get a look at McGwire. Wade passed our hot dogs over to me and Ruby, and then he tapped a guy on the shoulder in the first row. “What did Sosa do?”
The guy turned around and looked at Wade. He had a mustache and a red Cardinals uniform on with a black baseball hat. “Popped it up,” he said. “Left Hernández stranded on first.” “I can’t see nothing,” Ruby said. I folded her seat down and helped her climb on top of it, and then I did the same with mine. I could see everything around me now: the whole outfield with Sammy Sosa standing over in right, the upper deck, and the open white circle of the ballpark above us where the bright blue sky almost looked like a lid that was keeping all the heat trapped inside. I could feel everything around me too: the crowd was so loud that you couldn’t even hear the music or the announcers, and when Brian Jordan hit a fly ball to left field and McGwire stepped into the batter’s box with nobody on base it was the loudest thing I’d ever heard. Ruby stuffed her hot dog in her mouth and covered her ears with her hands. But as soon as McGwire set his feet and got into his batting stance the whole stadium went totally silent, and you couldn’t hardly hear a thing.
Maybe it was all the heat, or maybe it was the breeze coming across the field from home plate, but something about it all reminded me of the first time me and Ruby saw the ocean. It felt like years ago, even though it hadn’t quite been a week, but I remembered it now: the way the warm sand felt under my feet, the sound of the tide like the whispering voices I heard all around me now, the sight of the waves moving far out in the ocean like the way people were moving all around the ballpark, trying to get a better look at what might be about to happen.
McGwire swung and missed on the first pitch. As soon as the ball snapped into the catcher’s mitt, everybody in the stadium sighed at the same time like the audience does on game shows when somebody says the wrong answer. But it got quiet again when McGwire stepped back into the box. The next pitch was a ball, and everybody sighed just like they had before.
But as soon as the ball left the pitcher’s hand on the third pitch it was like we all knew it was the one. The ball cracked off the bat and headed right toward left field where we were sitting, and I stood on my seat and reached for Ruby’s hand and saw the right fielder backing toward the wall, and then he stopped and watched it fly just left of the foul pole and over our heads. I turned just as it bounced off the window in the skyboxes above us and fell right down in front of our seats and rolled toward the wall.
It seemed like everyone in the stands dove for the ball at the same time, including Wade. People pushed up against me, and I stepped down off my seat and grabbed Ruby and lifted her down too. “Hold on to me,” I said. But then it was over all of a sudden, and the guy who’d been sitting in front of us stood up and lifted the ball above his head, and everyone around us started clapping and cheering.
Wade stood up too. His shirt was smeared with mustard and ketchup from the hot dog he’d been holding, and his hair was sopping wet where somebody’d spilled something—maybe Coke or beer—all over him. But he was laughing. “I almost had it!” he said, lifting his hand and high-fiving me and then Ruby. “I almost had a piece of history.” He held his hand in front of me like he wanted me to see it, but I wasn’t looking at his hand; instead I was watching Mark McGwire as he rounded third and gave the third baseman a high five, and I watched when he crossed home plate, where his son was waiting for him in a Cardinals bat boy uniform. His dad picked him up and lifted him into the air, and I watched them, thinking about what it must feel like to have your dad reach down and pick you up, lift you up off the ground away from everything while everyone watched and everyone cheered.
“Look!” Ruby said, raising her hand and pointing at center field. “It’s us!” Me and Wade both looked up; she was right. The three of us were on the huge screen, standing in the row behind the guy who held the home-run ball over his head, high-fiving everyone around him.
Brady Weller
C H A P T E R 30
At first my eyes had been locked on McGwire at the plate, but now I watched him as he rounded first. When he crossed second base, my eyes lifted to the Jumbotron in the center field, and that’s when I saw them just before the screen changed to replay McGwire’s swing. My hand immediately went to my back pocket, and without looking at it I unfolded the copy of Chesterfield’s mug shot. In slow motion, the screen showed McGwire’s home run flying just fair and bouncing off the skybox before dropping into the stands. In those couple of seconds, I got a quick glimpse of two girls who looked like Easter and Ruby, and then I saw Wade dive for the ball.
Beside me, an elderly man with binoculars stood by the upper-deck railing behind home plate. “Can I borrow these?” I asked, lifting the strap from around his neck without waiting for him to answer. McGwire had crossed home plate by the time I found them out in the left field, just two rows up from the wall. I pushed the binoculars back toward the old man and pounded down the stairs to the concourse tunnel.
It was empty; everyone inside the stadium had stayed at their seats or gone down the tunnels to watch McGwire at bat. I turned to my right and ran through the stadium faster than I’d ever run in my life, trying to remember the section number they’d been sitting in when I found them through the binoculars, slowing to look down the tunnels to get my bearings from what I could see of the stands. Each tunnel was a flash of sunshine and green grass and deafening cheers.
When I rounded the third-base line for the outfield, I took the first tunnel on my right, and when I saw the yellow foul pole I pounded down the steps toward the field, the grass rising up like the flat face of a green mossy lake.
The girls were alone.
Pruitt
C H A P T E R 31
Her picture was in my hand when her face appeared on the Jumbotron, but my eyes were focused instead on Wade Chesterfield where he stood beside her.
But by the time I found them in the stands he was walking up the steps away from their seats.
The concourse was empty, everyone still cheering inside the stadium, the roar carrying down each tunnel where the light crossed my face and my feet hammered the cement on the way toward him. My hand reached back and cradled the gun against my waist, holding it to make certain it didn’t work itself free.
He probably heard someone running down the concourse toward him and thought they were rushing back to their seats to see t
he celebration, but if he’d looked up instead of ducking into the bathroom at the top of the stairs he would’ve seen me bearing down on him.
Wade stood in the first stall on the left, inside the empty restroom, his back to me, wiping at his shirt with toilet paper. My heart pounded in my chest and the blood surged through my body, and I felt a trail of it trickling from my nose and down onto my lips.
I stepped into the stall, and he turned around to see me standing right in front of him.
“Hey, Wade.”
He tried to squeeze past me, but my arms locked around his neck and pulled him back into the stall. He squirmed around so that his back was against my chest, and his feet pushed off from the toilet. We stumbled out of the stall and fell toward the sinks. My shoulder slammed against a bank of automatic hand dryers, turning a few on, the hot air blowing down my arm and across his face. He thrashed around trying to get free, but my arms tightened around his neck and lifted him off the floor, part of me hoping to feel his body go slack so that it would be done. “Do you remember me, Wade?”
“Wait,” he said, his voice barely able to make it all the way out of his mouth. “My girls.” He was covered in the smells of the ballpark—ketchup, mustard, beer, sweat.
“Where’s the money, Wade?” My hold on his neck loosened so he could get enough air to answer. But he squirmed free and faced me, his eyes looking right into mine. My hands flew to either side of his face, my thumbs forcing themselves into his eye sockets. He screamed out and closed his eyes as tight as he could, his fingers reaching out blindly, clawing at my face. His hands came away from me covered in the blood from my nose, and his fingers slid down my arms and to my wrists.
Suddenly there was the sound of my sunglasses hitting the concrete, and the dim light was now brighter in my eyes. My hands turned him loose and my knees bent so that my fingers could sweep the floor. Wade rushed past me, knocking me backward to the ground, the gun coming loose from my waistband and my hand sending it sliding across the room.