by Imani King
Fuck me if I ever become one of those folks. It’d be too damn dreary to have nothing to say to someone, because they’re in your face all the fucking time. “How was your day?” Who the fuck cares? Women are trouble anyhow. Not that men are much better. Who would want to marry anyone? It’s for suckers.
I pour the IPA down my throat to chase the whiskey. Sweet nectar. I just want to drink enough so I can obliterate the thought of that dumb bitch trying to take me down. I did absolutely nothing to her, and she's acting like she's the martyr of martyrs, painting me as the great big evil villain. But the real reason she's going after me is because of what makes the world go round.
No, not love.
Money.
She wants my money. Tons and tons of it. Money that I’ve bled, sweat and cried for.
Shit, I promised myself I wouldn't think about this tonight.
“Barkeep, another IPA please,” I say. “And fuck it, bring another whiskey too.”
“Coming right up, Griff,” he says.
I guess I’ve met this bartender before. He should know my order then, shouldn't he? I shoot the next whiskey and chase it with the beer. One thing about being a solid wall of muscle is that it sure does cost a lot to get drunk, but luckily for me money isn't an issue—as long as I get to keep what I have, that is. The muscle thing ensured that for me when I was 20—just a little older than the scantily clad girls in the corner—and got signed for the first time. Straight outta college ball at Brooks U. And now Sabrina’s trying to take it all away.
I thought things were going to be as smooth as silk, once my dreams came true, but you wouldn't believe the number of people who are willing to take everything you've got. Lie, cheat and steal.
There I go, thinking about it again. I look across the top of my drink at the bar, willing myself to forget.
Then I see her. Walking in, looking like she's glowing from the inside, her skin set against a flimsy white shirt, her dark chocolate eyes flashing as bright as her smile. And the kind of lips that would feel perfect to kiss and suck as you buried yourself deep inside.
She's got jeans on and her curves are killer, legs from her cute ass to her high-heeled shoes. She's talking to another girl, but honestly? I couldn't pick that one out of a lineup. No one but this single, solitary girl even exists anymore.
I watch her as she pulls out her chair, hooks her bag onto it and settles that fine ass down. She pulls a lipstick out of her purse and traces her full lips with it, her dark eyes lowered in a coy way that makes me want to bend her over. Watching her press her lips briefly together before letting them go soft, sends a shiver straight to my cock—which has been at very strict attention ever since she sauntered into the place. I pull my eyes away and attempt to watch the game again, but I can't concentrate. I search for her reflection in the bar mirror so I can stare at her a little longer without detection, but no dice.
Those lips. Those hips. They're just what I need, to forget everything. Just for one glorious night, to be able to plunge myself over and over into her luscious body and to turn that sweet mouth into the crumpled “o” of orgasm after orgasm. That would be perfection. I look over at her again. She's laughing and talking with her girlfriend. They're in perfect harmony.
“You want another one, Griff?”
Another, and another and another.
“Yeah, just the IPA this time.” I hold back because I don't want to waste this chick with on a whiskey dick. She’s too hot to take that risk. It's never happened before but with the way my luck's been going these days, I can't count on anything.
Then it happens. Our eyes meet. Those rich, Godiva eyes shine directly into mine for what seems like an eternity, but probably is only a second or two. It's like she's locked on to me, and I can feel not only her beauty, but her intelligence. There's something real in those eyes.
Slowly she turns her head back to face her friend, but her eyes are on me until the last second. Then she sips her drink. It's one of those fancy girlie drinks—pink, with a straw and a crazy garnish. Probably sweet as all hell. I wonder what her lips taste like. Icy strawberries?
Chapter 2
Odell
Sandra looks at me. “Damn, girl, don't look now, but that dude at the bar is giving you the eye!” she says.
“What dude?” I say. “He cute?” Whoever it is, sounds interesting. Tonight is my night. It’s my last night of real freedom before I become partner at the firm. I don't care what happens, as long as I can do whatever I like. Starting from tomorrow my life is going to be all work, all the time. Big case, some celebrity or something. I'll have to devote almost every waking hour on it, but for twelve more sweet, beautiful hours, I am my own person. And I’m thinking that a night with a strapping young man might be just the thing to kick off my new job.
“Oh, he's cute. Definitely cute.” She nods to herself. “But he's the kind who is cute for one night, not the kind you want to stick with forever. You want a lawyer like you,” she says sagely, nodding her head. “Remember that, Odell. You can mess around, but don’t get attached to a hottie with tattoos like Mr. Bad Boy over there.”
“A lawyer? Two lawyers together?” I'm incredulous. “Sandra. You really think that's a good idea? Can you imagine the arguments? Based on the case Humphrey vs. Simmons, it's clear that there is precedent for the loose end of the toilet paper to go over the top!”
“I rest my case!” She laughs. “Loose end definitely over the top.”
“Can I look now?” I ask her. My head feels like it’s being pulled in that direction, and all I want to do is get a view of the man who could be my perfect prey for the night. Odell Williams! One night only!
“Ok!” she agrees. “Just don't be too obvious about it!” When I turn my head, I don't know how I missed him when I first walked in. He’s hot, that’s for sure. Broad shoulders, abs so ripped you can see them through his t-shirt and thick legs in blue jeans. A He’s got a thick head of dark hair cut short to show off his strong jaw, and cheekbones, and ... the bluest eyes on the planet. Boring into me. Somehow the way he's looking at me makes me feel like his hands are all over me. His fingers doing things they shouldn't. But they should. “Mm mm mm.” I say turning back to Sandra slowly. “He is one fine hunk of man. But those tattoos wouldn’t fly at Smith Williams Smith, now would they?”
“Hardly,” Sandra says. “That firm of yours isn’t exactly the most progressive. It’s amazing that they hired you. Must be trying to reach out so that they can look a little more 21st century.” She takes a long sip. “You ready for another drink?” Sandra grins. “I want to get a better look at this admirer of yours.”
“Sure, sounds good. He's not bad at all!” I say. “See what you can find out.” I smirk back at her.
“A fresh Cosmo is on its way!” She stands up then leans in and stage-whispers, “Along with a full report!”
“Perfect.” I lean back and adjust my hair a bit. Even if I don't plan on anything lasting, I still want to look my best when I go in for the kill with lover boy over there. I sneak another peek at him. He's still got his eyes trained on me from across the room, his burning gaze leveling me. I risk a little smile at him. I don't want him to come over just yet, but I'd be happy to have him know I noticed him.
His face breaks into its own sly, crooked smile, and then he looks away casually. Sandra's just walked up and is standing near him. They're chatting a little, and lover boy runs his hand through his hair, giving me a nice view of his bicep as he does. Tasty as all get out, this man. Where did he get a body like that? I’ve never seen anything like it. And, the tattoos that peek out from under his sleeves are tempting me to see more of that body.
Sandra comes rushing back to the table, a couple of drinks in her hand. “Ok,” she says quickly, “he's even better up close. I think he must be some kind of athlete the way he was talking to the bartender about the game, and those muscles. But he did put our drinks on his tab. So here you go!” She's triumphant. “Just remember, if you go f
or this guy, it's short-term only! If you don’t listen to me at any other time, listen to that. You need a lawyer, toilet paper roll arguments notwithstanding.”
“Ha!” I grin. “Fair enough. This night is just for me, and I'm going to celebrate. If he wants to be a part of it, all the better. And we all know which part!” We laugh, and I sip the sweetness of the Cosmopolitan, tipping it slightly to lover boy afterward in thanks. He smiles again, and the butterflies take flight in my chest. Damn, he's even hotter when he smiles.
“Speaking of your night, I'm not even sure if I should ask this,” Sandra says, her face twisting a little. “Did your folks call, or send you congratulations about your new position?”
“Ugh, not at all.” My mood darkens. “I'm so over them, I swear. I'm not counting on their approval for anything anymore.”
“Odell, I'm sorry I brought it up,” she says, chastened. “I was just hoping there was going to be some good news for once.”
“That's ok, don't worry about it.” A song I like comes on the jukebox, and I need to get out of this sudden dark mood if this is going to be the night to remember that I need it to be. “You want to dance?”
“Yes! Perfect!”
Moving to the smallish wooden dance floor, we leave our drinks at the table and I let the mood of the music carry me away. I love dancing. It's one thing my parents couldn't ruin for me, though they’ve tried since I was a little girl. Of course they had dreams—or even expectations—that along with everything else, I would become a ballerina. But, once I turned eleven, my breasts and butt grew too big for that. I just didn't have that thin willowy body that you need to be really successful in ballet, and I wasn’t willing to starve myself and eat only an apple a day for the rest of my career. I was just too curvy. My folks pushed me to practice anyway, but I didn't mind that as much as I always loved feeling free in the studio. Even though during the recitals as the other kids were able to pick out their parents’ faces, all I would see was my nanny standing at the back looking at her phone.
“Ok, Odell,” my mother would say as the nanny would take me by the hand and lead me to the car in my little ballet slippers. “Say bye to mama.”
I'd wave “bye bye,” but she would barely look up from her Chardonnay and legal documents, always working. I close my eyes and let that worrying image fade just as I used to in the studio, letting the music take me over and move me with its rhythms. Before long I feel someone in front of me, and I open one eye. It's the guy from the bar, and my stomach does a little flip before I recover and smile. Sandra's right. He is even better up close with those piercing blue eyes, rugged jaw with just the right amount of stubble, and lips that look very kissable.
Despite his large stature and amazing musculature, he's good on the dance floor—moving smoothly like a man who understands rhythm. That's what I need right now, I think, as he smiles a sexy smirk at me. He complements my movements, and we begin to dance together as Sandra turns to another dude who's joined the dance floor as well. I hope lover boy doesn't think I'm going to grind with him. I may be out to party but I don't want to party that hard. He doesn't make any moves like that, so I relax and we get a little closer, closer, until I can almost feel his breath on my neck.
We haven't exchanged a word, and I kind of like it this way. So freeing. A man I'll never see again, who I can be completely myself with. Sneaking a glance at him dancing, I get a whiff of his cologne mixed with his natural musk and I can't help but move as close as I can. There's a force field between us—an electric fog—where we get as close as possible but don't touch. The thought of touching makes me tingle down to my core, and I feel myself getting wet. That's it, I want this man. His eyes meet mine, and wordlessly we stare into each other's eyes. Now that the ice has broken I somehow feel like I could stare into his blue eyes forever. They're dark blue and fringed with dark lashes; the eyes of someone who has felt pain and been hurt but made it through to the other side. The eyes of someone who is looking at a person he desires completely. I want to fall into those eyes, and forget everything for the night.
I want to forget the fact that they're probably making me a partner not because of my stellar grades, but to improve their reputation for diversity and inclusion. I want to forget about the fact that my parents are too busy to care that I've finally reached my dream of working as a partner at an established law firm, even if it is one my father began. And I want to forget the sad fact that I haven't had sex in forever, because I've been trying so hard to live up to everyone else's standards that I haven't even thought about what I want.
But right now I know exactly what I want. This man, this delicious man whose every sensual move matches mine. Whose body is so perfect, it looks like it's been carved out of marble, but better—because marble doesn't have tats. No names, no nothing. Just one night of passion with a bad boy I have absolutely no business being with.
I dance closer to him, and for the first time, our hands touch, sending a burst of pure electricity through me. As a slow song starts, he takes my arm and drapes it over his shoulder, and my other hand disappears into his as he smiles. We sway back and forth, and all I can think of is tilting my head back so that he can touch his lips to mine and pull me closer to him. I don't want to make a scene in this bar—I can't be making out with strangers on a dance floor —so despite the fact that it takes all my strength to keep my head where it is, I console myself by drinking in the sight of his strong shoulders, his bulging pectoral muscles and his biceps. I breathe him in deeply and my body relaxes against his.
When the song ends, I look around for Sandra, and see she's at the table by herself.
I smile apologetically.
“Thanks for the dance, gorgeous,” he grins. His voice is low and sweet.
“Thanks for the drink,” I shoot back.
“Pleasure's mine.”
I disentangle myself from him feeling a little lightheaded, and return to the table.
“That was pretty hot,” Sandra says as I sit down. “I'm impressed!”
“What can I say, he's perfect.” I realize I’m a bit out of breath, and it’s not because of the exercise. What a man.
“He’s perfect for one night,” she corrects me. “Hold out for a lawyer when you want to get married. Athletes are no good.” She says adamantly.
“Too true,” I concede. “In fact my first case has to do with some famous athlete, I heard. So I'll get an earful every day of just why a person shouldn't get wrapped up with one of them.” I glance at him back at the bar. “Still where is a lawyer going to get a body like that?”
“Forget the body, look at his face!” She smiles. “Just the right amount of dangerous.”
“God, I know,” I say, leaning forward. “The tattoos alone!”
“So sexy,” she nods. “Just don't fall in love.”
“No worries there.” But the way it feels when he's close to me is something that I don't want to let go right away either.
Two more drinks appear at our table. “From the gentleman at the bar.” The waitress says matter-of-factly.
“I think he's trying to get us drunk,” I laugh. “Little does he know I'd go home with him right now.”
“You're so bad,” smiles Sandra. “I love it!” We clink glasses and take long sips.
* * *
Lover boy and I are in the alley. His incredible body is pressed up against mine, pushing me against the wall. He's got my arms above my head, and we're kissing ferociously. His lips and tongue are addictive and I can't get enough. He tastes like whiskey and cosmopolitans, which probably shouldn't taste this good, but I can’t get enough. His hand slithers up from my waist to catch my breast, and he circles the hard nub of my nipple with his thumb, making me moan and squirm.
I can feel his hard cock pressing against my hip, and I push against it, loving the feeling of his desire. There’s nothing but pure lust between us. He lets my hands go and I take the chance to run my hands down his body. He's just so big, and strong. I can feel
the ridge of muscle that makes a v at his hips, pointing down to his succulent cock, and I have to pull him closer. Both of my hands take his ass and press him into me, and he moans a little.
“Shh,” I say. “I don't want anyone to hear us!”
“Why not, who cares about them,” he grins before taking my face in his hand and silencing me again with a kiss. God, he is more intoxicating than the five cosmopolitans I had tonight. “But if you're that worried, we can go to my place,” he murmurs. His place is probably a ratty old college-type room with posters on the walls, I bet. But what the hell—it’s my last night of freedom, and I want to live it up. Anonymous sex with a beautiful man: Odell's finally finding her freedom. At long last.
“Ok,” I say. “Let’s do it.”
“Excellent.” He kisses me again, and leads me out to the street, where we jump in a cab. He gives his address to the driver before he pulls me onto his lap. Our mouths meld together, as the bulge of his cock presses into me. His strong hips lift me gently up and down as he mashes my breast with his hand. I might come right here in this cab if I'm not careful.
“Hey,” he says into my neck. “I don't even know your name.”
“Let's keep it that way,” I say.
“I like the way you think, sexy,” he says, and I cover his mouth with mine. I don't want to talk, I just want to kiss. He feels so different from most of the other guys I've been with—huge and built like a Mack truck—except beautiful.
When we get to his place, I'm a bit surprised to find out that it's not seedy and cheap like I pictured at all. It's quite beautiful. Not ostentatious, but clean and modern. There is nothing inexpensive about it at all. Lover boy has money. Serious money. Maybe he's successful, or a trust fund kid. Doesn't matter I decide, it’s none of my business. I’m only here for one thing.
He pushes me down on the couch. “I'm going to give you the best head you've ever had in your life,” he boasts with a saucy grin. I watch him undo my jeans and slide them off, revealing my lacy thong I wore just in case the night went as I had hoped. He groans, feeling the flimsy fabric between strong fingers and trails his tongue around the edges where lace meets skin. It's making me wild, seeing him between my legs, teasing me mercilessly. He pierces me with his impossibly blue eyes, before pulling my panties to the side and licking my whole slit from bottom to top, making me gasp. His rough tongue laps at my lips before he takes my clit ever so gently in his mouth and sucking at it softly. I'm squirming, squealing.