by Amy Brent
“That’s precisely the reason why I was so enamored from the moment that I saw you at the gala in my honor. That feeling was much too strong to ignore and I needed to be by your side. Being next to you was far better than any of those that were kissing my ass all night long. You made my heart beat like never before. I don’t want to be here if I can’t be with you. I hope you know that I’m being genuine and not just spouting these things to get into your pants.”
He breezed through traffic and then we came to what I thought was a fancy restaurant. He didn’t slow down, until he was on the outskirts of town. He got out and went around to the other side and offered me his hand.
He led me down to a beach where there was a table and two chairs situated in the sand. Two dishes steaming on the top was waiting for us to consume. I sat down with the sand between my bare toes. The moonlight and the candlelight were making this romantic atmosphere that would have most people thinking that this must be love.
There was tiki torches lit around the table with the flames being buffeted by the wind trying to put it out. “I didn’t know what you liked, so I decided to go with a surf and turf.” The steak was medium rare and the lobster tail had already been cracked down the middle with a delicious garlic sauce that melted in my mouth. The waves crashing against the shore not more than a few feet away from us was the only melodic sound that we needed.
“I’m sure that this has worked in the past with other girls. I appreciate the effort, but I’ve never gone into that romantic stuff.” He stopped drinking from his wineglass long enough to put my mind at ease.
“I can honestly say that I have never done anything like this for anybody else. I’ve always taken them to fancy restaurant, wooed them with fine dishes that were made by chefs with four star ratings. I would shower them with gifts, but with you I knew that a simpler touch would be in order.”
We were soon walking in moonlight and he was pulling me close. His hand was in my own and his fingers danced along my fingertips with feather like touches. “I have to tell you, Felicity that I will never take you for granted. I probably shouldn’t have done what I did at the gala, but I didn’t want to take the chance of losing you.” I lifted my face towards him and he put his hand on the back of my neck. I knew that he was going to kiss me, but what he didn’t know was this was my measuring stick to see if he was the man that I wanted him to be.
I could tell how he would be in bed by how he kissed me. His lips touched me softly and the tip of his tongue just came out for a brief moment before extracting. Our mouths opened and we devoured each other with him lowering me to the sand. I felt his fingers at the zipper of the dress and then I heard the metallic click of each track.
He unbuttoned his shirt, a cobalt blue distinguishable custom made designer original. He did make for a pretty picture, but it was what was underneath the wrapping that I was more interested in. He pulled his shirt over his broad shoulders and showed me the muscular definition of his arms and his entire body down to the waist.
He buried his head in my neck; licking in circles and making me close my eyes to the pressure of his loins against me. The dress was over my shoulders and then he pulled it down with his eager hands to find my swelling bosom. I wasn’t sure if I could count on him for a long-term commitment, but that was the furthest thing from my mind.
I probably could have disengaged and walked away with my shoes in my hands, but this was like a fantasy that I had never had come to life.
“I need to remind you that I’m not after a one night stand. I love the way that your tongue feels on my body and the look in your eyes tells me that I shouldn’t have anything to worry about. I want to believe that what I’m seeing is real, but I’ve been burned in the past.” His tongue was igniting my body. He slid it down into my cleavage, popping my nipples into his mouth and making me cry out to any wild life that might be in the vicinity to hear it.
He stood up, unzipping his pants with confident fingers and then pulling that and his underwear down in one fluid motion. It was a hypnotic sight that had me reaching out to grab him in a not so subtle way.
“Felicity, I’m nothing without a woman to be with. Some would say that I’m never alone, but I never have found the perfect someone.” I wanted to hold him in my hands. I was soon stroking his length and bringing it closer to my heated lips. I squeezed and found that I was getting to him. His excitement was clear from the way that he was raging hard. I squeezed that healthy appendage, drawing the skin up to the head to reveal his excitement in another way. “I think that I’ve been waiting for you all my life.” He moaned, as I surrounded his member with my mouth.
Him standing there in the moonlight gave him the look of some great god that had come down to seduce some domestic barmaid. I readied myself for the feel of the long hot object sliding across my tongue. I left a sheen of wetness on the shaft and was able to deepthroat the entire thing for 3 seconds. I pulled it out with strings of my saliva sticking to him. I did that three or four more times before I got into a steady motion.
The dress was down over my waist and then he pulled free and lifted my legs into the air over his shoulders. He held himself in high esteem, but it was what he was holding in his hand and pressing against my silky lips that had me ready for just about anything.
“Yes…fuck me… Jason.” I had the semblance of mind to put that personal touch by using his name and not just treating this like some common fling. He rammed that hot piece of hardware into my body, until he was balls deep. I looked down between my legs to see him pulling it out slowly with a white paste that covered his flesh. That was my desire shining through like a beacon of light.
“I’ve let you get the best of me and I’ve never thought that I was better off without you.” He was taking his time and not just in it for pleasure. He wanted this to last and was allowing himself that moment to build, until there was only one thing left to happen. The slapping of our bodies coming together and the tickling of the waves against my bare ass was mind blowing stuff. I realized then and there that my panties had been discarded. They were lying by my head and I had no idea when he took them off of me. I was well on my way to a very long lasting orgasm, when he pulled free and left me wondering why he would do such a thing.
“I believe that I forgot something.” I looked at him with confusion, until he got down for a closer look with his mouth and lips. He tongue fucked me deeply, leaving his cock untouched and still quite the specimen.
“I’m cumming…I hope you know how to pick up the pieces after I finish with…CUMMINGGGGGGG.” My hair whip lashed back and forth sending grains of sand everywhere. He stayed completely still buried all the way and let my muscles convulse around him. I think that he was worried that if he continued to fuck me that he would lose what made him think that he was a man. Stamina was one thing, but going off like that would’ve been a compliment to any woman including myself.
Once I came back around, he was more than happy to continue his pursuit of his own pleasure. His shaft made enough friction within me that I actually came two more time before I needed him to complete this union. I was lying there useless, my arms flung to the sand underneath me. He was fucking me harder and grunting with his need to fill me with his seed. I tried to tell him that I wasn’t wearing a condom, but he was too far gone. My mouth tried to form the words, but all I could do was moan.
“I’m almost there…just one more fucking thrust and that should… DO ITTTTTTT.” He threw his head back with all of his muscles straining and rippling with the affect of his own orgasm. His balls boiled over and I could swear that I saw steam coming out of his ears. Those hot sweet blasts between my legs made me feel wanted and desired. He continued to go off like a damn fire hose. Those streams of love juice had me lying there enjoying the way that it felt to be filled to overcapacity.
He lay down on top of me and soon he was chasing me across the sand with me giggling and his seed dripping down my leg. I didn’t concern myself with taking the walk of shame.
I didn’t concern myself with my nakedness or how my breasts could easily be seen by those that were driving by. I was drunk, but it had nothing to do with any kind of liquor that had touched my lips. I swayed back and forth and threw my shoes into the air like I just didn’t care.
Chapter five
He had his clothes in his hands and he used the car, as a form of a shield to put them back on. He was about to zip up, but I decided to shock him for a change. I grabbed his hand and I got down on my knees on the pavement. I took his depleted member and I licked around in a circle, making him shudder and give me that last little bit that he must’ve had contained in his shaft. I squeezed from the bottom to top to get all of it. There was no way that I was going to leave behind any of it. If this was going to be our one and only time together, then I needed to let him know that I was not the same dainty little flower that he had been with in the past.
“I…don’t know what I did…to deserve you, Felicity. I don’t know what you’re feeling. I want you to tell me what this means to you.” I had a feeling that he was fishing for something, but I wasn’t exactly sure what to say. “If you need me to say it, then I will. You were amazing and being with you was better than some of those hard bodied wannabes. You are honestly not here because of my fame or fortune. Do you know that you were the first one that had ever tried to push me away? I thought that you were joking, but I finally realized that you were serious.”
“I don’t know where you want to go from here. I can’t deny that I have feelings for you, but what I don’t know is what you’re feeling for me. Do you want this to continue and if so, in what way? I don’t want to be that dirty little secret on the side sequestered in some hotel room when you are back in town. I don’t want to be that booty call that you call up in the middle of the night or show up at my doorstep drunk and ready to get it on. I’m not going to tell you what I really want. You really should know that by now.” I didn’t want to be that girl, but he had to know that this was more important to me than just a roll in the hay.
“I like the way that you make me feel, Felicity. I love the light in your eyes and the way that you respond to my touches has me wanting to do it again. I will give you a call sometime.” He never said that he wanted a commitment and maybe he had a phobia from a childhood trauma that prevented him from getting close. I settled in to that sports car and I wasn’t sure that he was going to do anything to warrant taking a chance on him.
Tracy may have had daddy issues, but that was not something that I had to worry about. I found him delicious and it had nothing to do with his notoriety or what kind of payday that he pulled down every single day. This was a simple way to get to know each other.
He dropped me off at my front door, kissing me lightly and then walking away before glancing over his shoulder with a look of bewilderment on his face.
I was tempted to tell him that I didn’t want him to go, but I didn’t feel like I had a leg to stand on to fight for him. We had shared a moment. I promised myself that I wouldn’t succumb, but he was very hard to resist.
I had to stand there for quite some time leaning against the door and wondering where I would go from here. I knew that he held a spot in my heart, but what I didn’t realize was how very painful it was not to have him by my side. I had rushed into something too quickly and I had only myself to blame.
I didn’t even know if I believed in love at first sight, but I was willing to throw that caution into the wind. I was hoping that I would hear from him again, but he was not the type of man to get overly clingy. Guys didn’t know, but 24 hours was long enough to let us know that they cared for us. I was tired of playing these dating games, but this was the way that we went to war against the opposite sex.
It was a couple of days later and I was sitting in front of my doctor and hearing the words, but not quite believing it. “I can’t tell if this is good news or bad news for you, Felicity.” I wasn’t sure what to make of it myself. Knowing it and really understanding what it meant was two different things. “I don’t want you to make any rash decisions without thinking about them very thoughtfully. I have a few brochures to get you started, but then you need to come in for regular checkups.” I walked out into the waiting room in a daze to find Tracy waiting for me.
“Oh my god… What are you going to do?” I didn’t even have to say anything and she already could read what was on my face. “I’ll stand by you in any way that you want me to. I do believe that the father should know, but that is not my place to say. All I can do is hold your hand and let you know that you’re not alone.” Telling my parents was not going to be easy, but then again I really didn’t know what I was going to do.
“Ideally, I would love for him to be here right now on bended knee ready to give me that ring around my finger. Life is not that easy. What I need to do most of all is to find out if he’s the type of man that I want to be in my life. He didn’t say anything, except that he had a great time and that he would be in touch. I’m going to have to do something that all women have done at one time in their life. I never thought that I would be in this position, but my baby deserves somebody that is going to be there for them.” I couldn’t tell Jason, not until I found out what kind of father he would be.
“You can’t know what he’s going to say, until you actually tell him. He might surprise you.” I’m sure that she was trying to be a good friend, but Tracy was not my main concern. I wanted to give this kid the benefit of parents that loved one another. I had to find out if he wanted more than just a one night stand.
“I’m going to have to ask you for a favor. I know that it’s distasteful and you probably think I’m crazy, but this is the only way.” I told her of my plan and she listened intently, but I could see that she wasn’t completely on board. “I know that it’s not right. It’s right up there with snooping in his medicine cabinet or going through his text messages. I don’t want to be that girl, but my child is more important to me than anything in my life.” I wouldn’t have him being a part of that child, unless he was ready to turn over a new leaf. I couldn’t turn back the hands of the clock and what had happened was something that I was not going to ignore.
“I’m not sure that I can do what you want in good faith. You may think that I’m capable of such deceit, but I really do hold myself to a higher standard. I’m really going to have to think about this and I’ll give you my answer in the morning. I have to get to work, but you’ve certainly given me a lot to think about. Be sure that this is what you really want and going down this road could lead to nothing but disaster.” She walked out and didn’t even offer to drive me home. I had laid a lot in her lap.
I ordered a taxi and I went home to wait for her answer. I checked my messages, but there was still nothing from Jason. It had gone too long and with each tick of the clock, I was feeling abandoned and alone. Tracy would be there for me and we could raise this child together, but that wasn’t what I was looking for. I was seeking that happily ever after and I was damned and determined to give this kid the kind of parents that it deserved.
I touched my stomach and I decided to talk to the child like he was already here in front of me “I need you to know that I’m doing this for you. Your Aunt Tracy will come through for us. She’s going to have to think about it, but I believe that she will come to the right decision.” I lie back and wondered what was going to happen, but there was really only one way to find out. I knew where he was going to be. He had let slip of a commitment tomorrow morning. That would be when all of this would take place, but that was on the contention that Tracy was willing to play ball.
Tracy came home and I saw on her face that she had come to some sort of decision. She smiled and showed me what she was going to wear for the occasion.
I’d found a necessary disguise and by the time that we left that morning, we were looking every bit like women on a mission.
I was wearing a redheaded wig and standing outside the door of where the book signing was taking place. In her most se
ductive clothing consisting of a low cut blouse with no bra and a red leather skirt with no panties, she sauntered up to the table with her cell phone on, so that I could hear the exchange word for word.
“Who do I make this…out to?” I heard the gasp of approval by seeing her bent over and most likely showing her nipples.
“You can sign it ‘To Tracy the one that I will always remember from the smell of her panties.” We hadn’t discussed how she was going to test him, but apparently she was going all out. “The only way that you can truly write something like that is to experience the real thing.” She fished into her purse and I saw her pull out a pair of her dirty underwear.
“I see that you’re the kind of girl that doesn’t take any prisoners.” My heart sank at that statement.
“I have a new car outside that I would like to christen and I believe that your sweet ass is exactly what I’m looking for. Excuse yourself for about 15 minutes and we can take a ride with you sitting in the driver’s seat. You can’t look at me and tell me that you’re not interested.” I waited with bated breath, hoping against hope that he would do the right thing.
“I would love to get to know you intimately.” My expectations of him were high, but this was the only way that I would know the truth. “Like I said, I would love to, but I’m not exactly looking at the moment. I’m sure that you could have a wide array of men that would gladly take you up on your offer. To be honest, I can’t get this one girl out of my mind. I haven’t even called her back. Every time that a pick up the phone, I stop myself. I can’t explain it, but once I see her face to face, I’m going to lose myself. I’m just not sure if I can call her after all this time. She probably thinks that I don’t care, but that is not how I feel.”