The Eagle & the Nightingales: Bardic Voices, Book III

by Mercedes Lackey

  Silas had shown himself to advantage here, and Nightingale hoped to emulate him. To that end she had chosen her black Elven silks for this first performance in the new room.

  And in fact, she was beginning to think farther ahead than just the next few days or even weeks. If she could sustain her popularity here—why go anywhere else? Why go back on the road, once she had collected the information that the Deliambrens, the Free Bards, and the Elves all wanted? She didn’t particularly have a sense of wanderlust the way some Gypsies did; she simply had never found a place she wanted to stay for more than a few months at a time.

  Why not stay here?

  Granted, she hated cities, but she couldn’t avoid them altogether, and if she was going to have to endure them, why not do so where she was guaranteed a level of comfort that she would never get anywhere else? Where else would she have her own room with her own bathroom, heated and cooled to perfection? Where else would she get her choice of foodstuffs, so that she could go all month and never eat the same meal twice? And where else would she find a performance venue like this one?

  And to that end—if she stayed, she would need new costumes, many new costumes, all of the same quality as her silks. The Elves would owe her once she got their information back to them; she could send word back with her own messages that she needed new dresses, and ask for specific colors and designs . . .

  She shook herself out of her reverie as the doors of the room opened and people began to make their way in. Concentrate on what’s going on right now, foolish woman, she scolded herself. Deal with what you have before you. Worry about far into the future when you know you will have that kind of fixture.

  Outside on the dance floor, Silas and the other musicians were setting up; she saw them clearly through the window. He must have sensed her watching, for he turned toward the Rainbow Room and waved, grinning broadly, then gave her the Gypsy sign for well-wishing. She smiled back and did the same, knowing that he could see her as easily as she saw him. He looked particularly wonderful and outrageous tonight, and his tight leather costume would give most Church Priests heart failure. It was cut out in unexpected patterns that allowed his golden-tan skin to show through, and unless she was very much mistaken, he was wearing a leather codpiece with a red leather rose appliqued on the front.

  Show-off. But she smiled as she thought it. It was impossible not to like Silas; he went out of his way to be kind to even the lowliest of the waiters and cleaners and encouraging to the worst of his fellow entertainers. There wasn’t an unkind bone in Silas’ body.

  Unfortunately, there wasn’t a chaste bone in there, either. “Promiscuous” did not begin to describe him, and Nightingale feared he would meet an early end, either torn to pieces among a dozen jealous lovers, each of whom was sure he or she was Silas’ only true love, or worn away to nothing by the exertion of all his love affairs. Silas’ one fault—and it was a bad one—was that he had a habit of telling his lovers whatever they wanted to hear. That had gotten him into trouble in the past, and he had never learned better. Perhaps Silas unconsciously feared the same early end that she suspected for him; he seemed to be trying to pack a lifetime’s worth of experience into months rather than years.

  But for now, at least, he’s having a fine time as far as I can tell. Still, it wouldn’t be my choice to burn up like a falling star for the sake of a single spectacular bout of fireworks. I would rather leave a carefully crafted and large legacy of music behind me.

  This new venue was only going to give him more trouble in the popularity department; now he was free to move about the stage as he sang, instead of being pinned to a stool behind a guitar. That was only going to make him more attractive so far as his admirers were concerned. Up until now they’d had no reason to suspect Silas danced as well as he sang.

  Well, this wasn’t the time to worry about Silas and his troubles; her harps were in perfect tune, and the place was about as full as it was going to get until and unless word spread tonight that her performances were not to be missed. So—

  So it’s time to start creating a performance that is not to be missed, foolish wench!

  She ran her hands over her harp strings, and the quiet murmur of talk died away as the lights above the stage brightened and the ones out in the room dimmed slightly. She took a deep breath, mentally ran over all of her options, and decided to begin with something she hoped would impress even the most difficult critic. She chose an Elven piece, and backed it with the appropriate Bardic Magic meant to enhance the moods called up by the song.

  After that, all of her attention was bound up in her music and the reactions of her audience. It seemed to her that the listeners were impressed; they were quiet when she wanted them to be, nodded or tapped along in time when she played or sang something lively, and responded to the subtle textures she added with the Bardic Magic she wove into the fabric of her songs. In this incarnation, the magic was only meant to enhance an experience, not to manipulate anyone’s thoughts. That was how the Elves generally used it among themselves. The room continued to fill as she played, until at the end of her first set, there were not too many tables or booths empty. And this was at supper—once people were finished eating, the audiences should grow larger.

  The lights came back up as she signaled the end of her set; she stepped off the stage and went into the back of the room, where a cleverly concealed door led into a small closet-like affair. This was where another of the nonhumans, a fellow whose race she didn’t even know, sat doing arcane things with a board of sliding bits and buttons. Xarax was a likable fellow, though he didn’t speak much to anyone; he looked as human as Nightingale until you got close to him and saw that his eyes were exactly like a goat’s, with an odd, sideways, kidney-shaped pupil, and his skin was covered with tiny hexagonal scales. She didn’t know if he was completely hairless, but his “eyebrows” were nothing more than a darker pattern of scales, he had no sign of a beard, and he always wore a shirt with a hood and kept the hood up. He was the one in charge of the lighting here; he worked this room for Nightingale now as he had worked it for Silas before.

  “That was perfect,” she told him warmly. “I couldn’t have asked for anything better.”

  His thin, lipless mouth stretched in a smile. “Excellent,” he replied, with no hiss at all to his words. “You are a more subtle performer than Silas; I hoped I would match that subtlety. The audience likes you. The exquisite Violetta actually came here to listen to you before she went off to the dance floor. That is a good omen and proves that the customers like you.”

  “They do?” she replied, knowing she sounded pathetically eager, as eager as any green child in her first appearance, and knowing it would not matter to Xarax. “Oh, I hope so—”

  “Tyladen did not choose you wrongly to take Silas’ place,” the nonhuman assured her, even reaching out with one three-fingered hand to pat her on the shoulder in an awkward gesture of reassurance. “He was half-minded to choose another exactly like Silas, but I told him that would be a mistake, for such a choice would only invite comparison and unwelcome rivalry. I said to him to choose someone as unlike Silas as possible; someone whose emphasis was on the music rather than the performer—and here you are, and you prove me right. And Tyladen, who chose you.”

  That was the longest speech she had ever heard out of Xarax, and he abruptly turned back to his buttons and boards, as if embarrassed by the outpouring of words. She knew better than to be offended at his abruptness; she thanked him again and left him alone with his beloved machinery.

  When her break was over, most of the people from her first performance were still in the room, sipping drinks they had ordered from waiters during the interval, and many more had arrived to fill up the rest of the seats. As the lights dimmed again, she saw the dance group had ended its first performance, and the dance floor had emptied. Silas and his group would be taking a longer break than she did—their work was physically more demanding. For a while, at least, the music in here would penet
rate onto the open dance floor, and might attract more people here.

  And even as she began her first song of the second set, she caught sight of someone who startled her so much that for a moment she faltered—Then she recovered, so quickly that she doubted anyone in her audience noticed, or thought the break was more than a dramatic pause. But out there, striding across the empty dance floor, wings swept dramatically back behind his shoulders, was—

  T’fyrr!

  It had to be him! It was not just the wings, the feathered body, the raptorial head—it was the costume, the way that closely wrapped fabric fell in particular folds that she remembered, the color of the fabric itself. It was also the color of his feathers, a rich grey-brown with touches of scarlet on the edges of his primaries and tail feathers. Nightingale had a peculiarly good color memory; she was able to match even greys and beiges without having a swatch of the fabric in question with her. She knew, from all of her years as an observer of nature, that no two birds were exactly colored alike; there were subtle shadings of tone that enabled someone who watched them a great deal to tell them apart. Surely that was the same with the Haspur—

  And yet he looked through the window of the Rainbow Room, straight into her eyes, and showed no sign of recognition. Her hands played on, a peculiar, haunting Gypsy song; it was one she was certain that T’fyrr could never have heard, and it had been a Gypsy melody that had brought him to her in their first meeting. Surely he could not have resisted a second such song—

  But although he must have heard the music, he paid no attention to it or to her. He was looking for someone, however, and in a few moments, as Kyran brought Tyladen to him, it was obvious just who he was looking for. The two nonhumans strolled together in the direction of Tyladen’s office and were soon out of sight, leaving Nightingale puzzled and a bit confused.

  It can’t have been T’fyrr. T’fyrr would never have gone past without at least greeting me. It must have been some other Haspur.

  But how many Haspur were there? And how could another Haspur look so exactly like T’fyrr?

  The lighting is odd out there. Maybe I mistook his coloring. I saw T’fyrr in shadowed daylight under trees; the light out on the dance floor is a lot dimmer than that, and there are all those colored lights to confuse things.

  Maybe so—but in every other way, this Haspur looked enough like T’fyrr to have been his twin . . .

  And I only saw him for a day or two. I could be wrong. It feels as if his image has been branded into my memory, but I could be wrong.

  All she really knew, if it came down to it, was this. There was a Haspur in this building who had come looking for a Deliambren. There was a bird-man with a Deliambren who had arrived at the High King’s Palace. These two might even be the same as that pair. In a way, she hoped so. This city was no place for someone like T’fyrr right now, and the position that Haspur held at Court was no position for T’fyrr to be in. If there had to be a Haspur in danger, she would really prefer it wasn’t one she knew, one she cared for.

  So why, she asked herself, as she started on her next song, am I still so certain it is him—both here and there, and probably in danger in both places?

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  Nob’s directions were exact to the last detail, and he had not been at all surprised that T’fyrr wanted to visit the tavern called Freehold. “Pages aren’t allowed to go there,” he’d said wistfully. “But as soon as I’m old enough—”

  “As soon as it is possible, I will take you there,” T’fyrr promised, and the boy’s eyes lit up. “If it is as wondrous as I have heard, it would be a crime not to let you see it.”

  And with that, armed only with directions and a bit of money secreted in his body-wrappings, he ventured into the city. He was not particularly worried about being attacked; not in broad daylight, at any rate. He had trodden the streets of worse neighborhoods than Freehold was in with perfect safety. Most would-be attackers took one look at his foot-talons, his hand-talons, and his beak, and realized that he was better armed than the worst bravo. He wanted to reach Freehold now, before he needed to go, so that he knew the way. If Nob’s directions proved misleading or erroneous in any way, he wanted to know now, when he had the leisure to ask for better directions.

  Still, there was always the chance that he would be followed—and he really didn’t want to walk the entire way.

  So once he was out of the Palace and onto the grounds, he did the obvious; he took to the air.

  His shadow passed over the guards at the gate and they gaped up at him as he flew overhead. They had heard of him by now, of course, but hearing about him and seeing him in the air were obviously two different things. His eyesight was good enough to see that their hands tightened on their weapons as he passed them, but they did not make any kind of threatening gesture. But—probably when he returned, he should come in on foot and show them his proper safe-conduct from the King.

  No point in giving them a target for arrow practice.

  He was quite glad that he had decided to fly when he saw how crowded the streets below him were. It would be hot down there, too; another reason to put off landing until he had to.

  On the other hand, I’m not exactly inconspicuous. Anyone who wanted to know where I’m going need only climb into the nearest Church tower and watch me to see where I land.

  But if he was being followed—that might not occur to someone who didn’t himself fly.

  Well, what’s done is done. No use closing the coop door after the pigeons have flown.

  It wasn’t at all difficult to follow Nob’s directions from the air, and in a remarkably short period of time, he landed in a square next to a fountain about three blocks away from the building that housed Freehold. It took him longer to walk those three blocks than it had to fly the rest. Although foot traffic tended to part before him, the streets were still crowded, and there weren’t too many places for other pedestrians to move in order to get out of his way.

  He suspected that he was indeed being followed when he was two blocks from the place, and only then did it occur to him that it probably didn’t matter if he flew or walked. This, as Harperus had pointed out, was a logical destination for him. All anyone had to do was to leave a watcher near the place, and sooner or later he was bound to show up.

  If I’d had any sense, I would have sent a message to Tyladen that I was coming and would land on the roof, he told himself angrily. But no, I have no more sense than an unfledged eyas. And this is all for no reason! I don’t have anything at all to report!

  Other than to make T’fyrr the very visible symbol of his new policy of tolerance for nonhumans, the King literally had not done anything since T’fyrr’s arrival. At least, he hadn’t done anything that T’fyrr had witnessed. He left everything in the hands of his underlings, just as he had that very first day, and those underlings were making very certain that T’fyrr was given nothing whatsoever to do when the King wasn’t requesting private performances. Other Court Musicians regularly played for the humans gathered at various places during the day; not T’fyrr. Someone was being very careful to see that T’fyrr stayed out of sight. T’fyrr, on the other hand, was making very sure that he stayed visible, attending every open Court session that he could—but he really hadn’t learned anything new.

  Well, it was too late to do anything about followers now; he walked up to the front door of Freehold as if he hadn’t a care in the world and presented himself to the doorkeeper with casual aplomb. He did enjoy the way the man’s eyes widened at the sight of his wings and talons, but when he asked to see Tyladen, the man did not ask why or claim that the Deliambren was busy. Instead, he directed T’fyrr to go inside and said that he would tell Tyladen to come meet him.

  T’fyrr followed the human’s directions, but once inside the door, his senses were assaulted in a fashion that left him momentarily dazed by the barrage of light and sound. People—not only humans, but other peoples—were everywhere. Music pounded at his ears from the center of the room and ec
hoed down off the high ceiling. A space in the middle of the room was full of creatures dancing to a wild reel; above the gyrating bodies was the group responsible for the high-volume, fast-paced music itself. They were all humans, but they played as if they were the demons that the Church claimed T’fyrr had represented.

  A moment or two later, to his relief and gratitude, the music ended; the bronze-maned human singer threw back his hair, acknowledged the applause of the dancers, and indicated that he and the group were about to take a rest. T’fyrr sighed in gratitude; it would have been impossible to cross the rapidly emptying floor with it full of dancers, and he wasn’t certain he would have been able to maintain his equilibrium—literally!—with that much music pounding into his ears.

  As the dance floor cleared, T’fyrr started across it, sweeping his glance across the many odd alcoves and glass-fronted rooms surrounding the open space. Harperus and Nob had both described Freehold to the best of their abilities, but both descriptions had come up rather short of reality. If he had not been so concerned about those who had followed him, he would have been happy to explore the place—

  And then, as he glanced into a rainbow-laced room with a single performer upon the stage, his heart and footsteps faltered for an instant.

  No.

  But, yes. It was Nightingale. Not the Nightingale he remembered from that single memorable afternoon, but a more elegant and exotic version of the same woman. She wore a night-black gown that flowed about her body like a second skin of feathers, and her hair had been left to flow down her back in a single fall of darkest sable. But it was her—it was her.

  And if he acknowledged her, whoever was following him and watching him would want to know why he had done so—would want to know how she had met him, and where, and what she was to him.