As the waves slow in her, she opens her eyes and asks, “Can I suck your cock with my cum all over it, Damon?”
“Who would say no to that?” I pull out of her and she moves around, so her head is now where he ass used to be.
She runs her hand around the base of my cock and licks the tip, then moans and moves her whole mouth over it, sliding it all the way in. Her moan is making it vibrate, and I’m already having to hold onto her to stop myself from skull fucking the shit out of her.
Liv’s going slow, tasting herself on me with long licks and gentle sucks. Watching her head move as she goes back and forth is sexy as shit. And Goddamn, the woman knows how to suck a dick!
Her tongue runs up the underside as her soft lips cover the top, and all the while she sucks so softly that I can barely feel it, but what I do feel is making me want to feel so much more.
“Oh, shit, baby,” I groan as I can’t take it anymore. Taking her head between my hands, I move her faster, going the speed I need her to.
Moving her head the way I am and watching it all happen has me on the edge. I’m about to blow, and she’s ready as I shout, “I’m cumming!”
Her hands grip my shaft as I shoot my wad into her mouth and she swallows me up. My body is shaking and I have to lie down. She looks at me with wide eyes as I pull my cock out of her hot mouth and grab her as I climb onto the bed.
Pulling her with me, I lay my head on the pillow and pick her up over me, sitting her on my face. She moans as she holds herself up just enough as I eat ou her tasty pussy.
My tongue goes through her folds like a serpent seeking refuge. The saltiness of her sweat and cum have my inner animal on fire. I could eat her out forever.
My nails gouge into her ass cheeks as I hold her steady while I tear into her. The sounds she’s making have my cock going hard again, and the need to be inside of her is quickly making itself known.
Pushing the hood of her clit back, I lick it over and over, then suck it a bit and find her screaming as she cums on my face. I don’t stop until she’s frantically pulling away from me as the orgasm won’t stop.
Moving quickly, I push her off me, onto her back, and mount her, sending my wanting cock into her steaming cunt and groaning with the relief I feel once I’m inside of her again.
We’re in a lust-filled frenzy of wild sex, and nothing has ever satisfied me more than sex with Liv. And I’ve had tons of sex with tons of chicks. Liv makes it interesting each and every time. She has just as much need for this as I do.
Her body is taking mine to the edge and I let it all go. My cock jerks, sending a trail of cum into her cunt as it contracts to get all it can from me. She pulls her legs up and sends me deeper inside of her, and I moan with the sensation. “Fuck, Liv!”
Her nails rake my back, then her hand is on my cheek. “Tell me, Damon.” Her voice is soft, yet demanding.
Moving with slow strokes, I look into her eyes. “I love fucking you, Liv.”
Her mouth twitches then quirks up to one side. “And I love the way you fuck me, Damon.”
“Good, because I can see me fucking you for quite some time.” I lean down and kiss her with a soft kiss.
It feels like heaven when she wraps her arms around me, enveloping me in her heated embrace. I’ve never felt at home anywhere. But inside of her and in her arms, I feel like I’m home.
And that’s beginning to scare the shit out of me!
Liv
Waking up in Damon’s bed, I feel his hard chest underneath my cheek. I tried to leave him last night, but he wouldn’t let me. He said he needed me to stay and sleep with him. And so I did.
But now I feel weird about it. I mean, he’s not said a thing about being a real couple, and that has me worried about my heart getting broken. When you add in the fact that he seems dead set on returning to the Navy, then I think I can pretty much count on my heart hurting before this is all said and done.
My movement seems to have woken him up, and he stretches as he groans loudly. “Mornin’. How’d ya sleep?”
“Good,” I say as I move off his chest. Or try to anyway.
He drops his heavy arm on my back, moving me right back to where I was. “Where do you think you’re going?”
“I was thinking I was getting up. And perhaps going to my room to take a shower and get dressed.”
His lips press against the top of my head. “Well, think again. You feel pretty great in my arms this morning. I think I like this. Do you?”
Running my fingers over the tattoo on his chest, I have to admit, “I do like this. It was nice sleeping all night with you.”
Pushing me back, he hovers over me. “Move your things into my bedroom. Let’s make this our room, Liv. What do you say?”
Blinking with surprise, I don’t know what to say. So I just look at him and see something in those dark eyes that tells me he needs me. “If you really want me to, then I will.”
“I want you to want to as well, baby. Don’t do it if you don’t want to. Don’t you like our nights together?”
“Of course I do,” I tell him as I run my hand up his arm and rest it on his massive bicep. “And I like how it felt to sleep with you. But my heart …”
His lips press against mine, then he pulls them away and looks at me. “Your heart is safe with me, Liv. I promise. Is mine safe with you?”
With a smile, I say, “You know it is.”
“Then let me move your things in here today.” He kisses me again, then whispers, “I love fucking you.”
I giggle and reply, “And I do love getting fucked by you.”
“Then it’s settled. You and I have taken the first step. We’re formally living in sin together.”
His fingers begin to move over my ribs, and I find him tickling me as I squirm and giggle. “Damon!”
When he stops the tickle torture, he kisses me with a sweet kiss, then stops it and I see something in his eyes that’s a little scary. “Liv, if I told you that I loved you, would you believe me?”
“Wow,” I say as I take his face in my hands. “Something tells me you don’t say those three little words often.”
“I don’t think I’ve ever said them about a person or to anyone. I’ve said I love hotdogs. I’ve said I love certain cars, but I’ve never told anyone that I loved them.”
A grin takes my lips over. “Tell me and see what I do?”
“Livacious Tillman, I love you.”
“Lieutenant Commander Damon Saunders, I love you too.”
The smile that breaks over his entire face nearly makes me cry, but his sweet kiss stops me and I run my arms around his neck. So now we love each other. In only a week, we know this already.
Odd isn’t precisely the word I’d use to describe this change of events, but it’s up there with the top ten words I’d use!
“How will Harry take this?” he asks me.
“Fine,” I say, then pry myself out of his arms. “He’s a kid. They roll with the punches.”
“Where are you going?”
“To my room. I need to get dressed. Today is the day we go to the bank and make it all official there. Tomorrow we’ll go deal with the birth certificate, and then you and little Harry will be legit. Are you going to change his last name?”
He nods. “I am. Do you think that’s going too far?”
“No, I think it’s the right thing to do.” I climb off the tall bed and go to the sofa where we took our clothes off.
Then I find Damon picking me up and throwing me over his broad shoulder. “You’re showering with me.”
“Am I?” I ask as I watch his ass move with each step he takes.
“You are,” he says, then plants my feet on the cool tile bathroom floor. “Thank you, Liv.”
His arms go around me as I look up at him. “For what?”
“For everything. You found me. You took control of the situation in a good way, and you made my life worth living.” He leans in and kisses me again.
At this rat
e, I don’t know if we’ll ever get out of this room!
Damon
The week turned out better than I could’ve ever imagined it would, and I have Liv to thank for it all. She made the transition Harry and I had to make so easy that it barely feels like it was a big deal at all.
But the week is at its end, and my commander has called me to let me know there’s a mission coming up. An Afghan mission. A dangerous one.
I know Liv will have a fit, and that’s why I’m not telling her about it. Instead, I’m going to tell her that I have to go back to the base for a few days to deal with some stuff and then I’ll come back.
She shouldn’t balk too much about that!
I wak into the sitting room the three of us love, with its big windows look out over the grounds. It’s picturesque and calming. And it’s the perfect place to tell them my news.
Grabbing a red rose out of a vase in the hallway, I take it with me into the room where I see Liv is reading a book by the window and Harry is playing with the truck I bought him yesterday. “Evening, my little family.”
Liv puts the book down and looks at me as Harry gives me a nod and continues to run his truck over the floor. She purses her lips as I come to her with the rose in hand and place it on the pages of her open book.
Kissing her hello, I take the seat next to her and take her hand. “I had a call, Liv. Now don’t get mad. You knew I’d have to talk to my superior officers about what I want to do.”
“And?” she asks as her brows raise with worry already.
“And I need to go back to base for a few days to see about things. Then I’ll come right back to you.”
“We’ll go with you.” She places the rose in the center of the book and closes it, laying it on the table in front of us. “Harry’s never been to America. He’ll love it.”
I didn’t account for this!
“Well, you see, I’m going to be busy. I might not get to leave the base at all. Then you’d both be left in a hotel, bored and lonely. You should just stay here, at home. It’ll only be for a few days.”
Then her eyes level on me and she takes in a breath. “Damon, you’re lying to me.”
Shit! How the hell did she know that?
“No, I’m not.”
“You are. Now tell me the real reason you need to go back. And don’t make anything up. I can read you like a book.” She crosses her arms and looks like she’s set her mind to finding out the truth.
But I’m not about to let her in on it, or she’ll throw a fit!
“Liv, stop it. I’m not lying to you,” I say, then run my hand over her cheek. “I’ll miss you while I’m gone. Can’t we just leave things like that?”
“I don’t see why we can’t go with you. And you and I haven’t talked much about what you’ll be telling your superiors about what you want to do. You’ve spent many years in the service. You’ve given more than most do. And you should be up for early retirement.”
“How do you know so much about this?” I have to ask her, as she’s spot on.
“I do my research, Damon. So I think it’s just a matter of paperwork and staying active only until it’s finished. Then you’ll be free.” She taps her long nail on the top of my leg. “Isn’t that what you want? To be free and out of danger?”
“If you want to know the truth, I kind of live for danger, baby,” I say with a sly grin.
“Well, now you live for Harry. And me, if you think about it. What would we do if we lost you?” She runs her hand up my neck, then whispers, “No other man could ever make me feel the way you do. Would you take that away from me to die for some cause no one gives a crap about?”
Anger flashes through me with a vengeance. “Okay, first of all, the cause is real, and everyone should give a crap about it. Even here, in England, the terrorists attack all the time. If you don’t think what I do is important then …”
“You don’t have to yell,” Liv says as she takes my arm and shakes me a bit to make me be quiet. “It’s not that I don’t think it’s important. I know it is. I just don’t want you to do it is all.”
“Well, someone has to. And I’ve been highly trained.”
“Then tell me about what you’ll have to do.” She looks at me like she has the authority to veto my place in the mission that’s already been set.
“I can’t tell anyone about anything. It’s all top secret, Liv. You should know that. You’re not an imbecile. All I can tell you is that I’m being sent out for a few days. That’s it. So, you see, I won’t be on base. There’s no reason for you and Harry to go to Florida with me.”
“I won’t tell anyone, Damon. Just tell me, please,” she pleads with me.
“If I could, I would,” I say then shake my head. “The truth is, I won’t know everything until we’re well on our way. That’s how secret missions work, baby.”
“And how am I supposed to know if anything happens to you? My name isn’t on some list of people to notify if you don’t make it.” A tear forms in one eye and rolls down her cheek.
I use my thumb to flick it away. “Don’t cry. I’ll put you on the list. You’ll be the first one. My father and brother were the only ones on it. Now you’ll be at the top. But I don’t want you to think about things like that. It’s bad luck as far as I’m concerned. I’d rather you think I was lying around on base, doing a whole lot of nothing.”
“I’d rather you be lying around here with me, actually doing a whole lot of nothing. Except maybe making me scream your name a few times.” She smiles, but it’s half-hearted.
Stroking her cheek, I whisper, “I’ve got two nights before I have to leave. We can make the most of them.”
“Why do you have to be on a damn Seal Team, Damon?” she whispers, then buries her head in my chest as she starts crying.
This is exactly what I was trying to avoid!
A sob breaks free from her, alerting Harry to her crying. “Hey, what’s wrong?” he asks as he comes to us, dropping his truck on the floor.
“Baby, come on. For the kid, dry it up, please,” I beg her.
She sucks in a breath then pulls her head up and looks at Harry. “Daddy has to go away in a couple of days and he’ll be gone for a little while. I’m just going to miss him is all, Harold.”
“Me too!” Harry says as his lower lip pouts and his blue eyes cloud with tears.
“No, it’s okay,” I say as I pick him up.
But it’s too late. The waterworks have begun, and both of them cling to me as if I was about to go in front of a firing squad instead of on a mission like I’ve done lots of times in my time on the Seal Team.
This is not going to go easily, I’m afraid …
Liv
I can’t let him go. Clinging to him as he thrusts into me like a force of nature, I wrap my legs around him and arch up to meet everything he gives me. Each grind I’m cementing in my head, every sharp thrust and the way his strong hands hold me down are being embedded in my memory.
He has to leave in two hours so he can be in Florida early. He won’t tell me when they’ll leave the base. He won’t tell me where he’s actually going, and he won’t tell me when he’ll be back for sure. The elusive, a few days, is all I can have from him.
But it’s not enough!
I want him to stay here, safe with us. I want him to stop this nonsense and quit the damn Seals. I don’t care if the whole world needs him. We need him more!
My body aches as he takes me. It knows this may very well be the last time I get to feel his power take me over. His cock is huge and pounds me in the best way. His muscles ripple as he moves his massive body over mine.
If he doesn’t make it …
I stop myself from thinking the awful thought. He has to make it!
My nails dig into his shoulders, leaving marks. Wanting more of my marks on him, I lean up and kiss his neck, then suck it. He groans as I suck hard and quick, but then he pulls away and shakes his head. “No marks where they can be seen, baby. The guys’l
l give me hell over it.”
With a huff, I pout, then he kisses me and bites my lower lip. Trailing kisses up my neck, he nips me, then sucks hard, leaving a mark on me. I don’t care. I want to look at it in the mirror while he’s gone. He can mark me up all he wants to.
Moving from my neck, he sucks marks all over my breasts, then he makes his way further down. Pulling out of me, he kisses my inner thighs, then sucks his marks on them too.
I moan as he pulls at my flesh with his teeth, then sucks the blood to the surface, leaving purple marks all over me. I want evidence of him all over my body.
If anything happens to him …
I scream with frustration as I try to run the thought out of my head. “Damon!”
He licks my pussy to calm me down. Over and over, he makes long licks with his tongue flattened out. It works. He takes me over. His intimate kiss sends me into a dark place where only he and I reside. My thoughts stop as ecstasy takes them all away.
“Liv, baby, I love you,” he moans as he moves back up my body and pushes his fat cock into me again. The way he moves is like waves over my body. He’s so damn good at this, it’s almost too good to be true.
Damon moves my body like we’re dancing. Only we’re doing much more than dancing. He’s a master at sex. A master at making me feel better than I’ve ever felt. And I’d die for the man. And he’d die for me and everyone else, it seems.
Tears start to flow as I think about him dying on his mission. I hold tightly to him as I let it all out. He lets me. He doesn’t try to stop me the way he has so many times in the last couple of days since he told me he had to go.
Instead of shushing me or trying to get me to get out of my head, he slows his pace and leans his forehead against mine. That’s when I feel his tears falling onto my face.
He’s crying too!
I cradle his face as I kiss away the tears as best I can as the stream is constant. “Don’t think I don’t love you. Don’t think I’m doing this to try to get away from you. I’m not. I’m doing this for you and for Harry. I’ve never had more of a reason to want to end this shit that’s happening. These people kill innocent people, baby. Harry or you could be a victim one day. I have to try to stop them. I have to. I hope you can understand just how strongly I feel about this. I hope you can find it in your heart to send me on this mission, and all I have to take on, with your love and prayers. I need to know that you have my back at all times. Send me that love of yours as I go out into the darkness and do what I have to do to try to get things safe for all of us again.”
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