by Rick Riordan
Will’s hand went to the transmission.
His stolen Camaro had a tinted windshield. The setting sun shone straight against it. Riggs shouldn’t be able to see through it any easier than through aluminum foil.
Still, their eyes seemed to meet. Will remembered prison Bible studies, moments when the heat and the preaching would wear through his pretense and Will would feel God. Or late at night, sketching Bible scenes on a yellow pad, when it almost seemed as if the rage could finally leave his mind, travel straight down to the tip of his pencil and onto the paper.
Will was sure, absolutely sure, that the Reverend could see him in this car.
He gunned the engine.
The Reverend raised his hand. Will slammed the Camaro into reverse. He fishtailed out of Dimmit Street, the pit of his stomach sloshing like a vat of sour milk.
He drove up South Presa, reassuring himself he hadn’t made a mistake. It didn’t matter. Stumbling across the old preacher didn’t matter.
In a few hours, Will would have his money. He’d be on a chartered jet to Mexico, and from there, anywhere he pleased.
Navarre and Barrera would make the exchange, one way or another. They would bring the money, and the boy…
Will’s hands felt sweaty on the wheel.
He wondered what Pastor Riggs would say if he knew his intentions.
You came to me on purpose, Brother Stirman. You want to be cleansed of that hatred.
Will wished it were so. But he knew what he had to do. He knew he couldn’t be satisfied, couldn’t put Soledad’s spirit to rest unless Erainya Manos never saw her son again.
He pulled his Camaro over the railroad tracks and onto Roosevelt, passing storefront signs without reading them, fighting a desire to drive straight to the highway and head south-leave now, follow the road he knew so well to the Mexican border.
Eight years ago, his last night with Soledad, she had tried to get him not to run. She sat next to him on the sofa while he loaded his gun. She took his hands, and placed them on her chest.
“If you run, mi amor, ” she said, “you’ll be doing what they want. Why please them?”
He could feel her heartbeat through the cotton dress. Childbirth had swollen her breasts to a pleasant size, filled out her face so she looked younger and healthier than when he first brought her north from the burning sugar fields.
She smelled of honeysuckle she’d clipped that morning-a fragrant clump of white and yellow flowers now blooming in a water jar by the window. She’d taken such care with it, as if she’d be here long enough to watch it grow roots.
Will had their bags almost packed. One for clothes; two filled with enough cash to last a lifetime. He had three guns, two phones, and an assortment of passports and fake IDs still to pack. He’d already told Dimebox Ortiz he was leaving. He had one last call to make-to Gerry Far, warning him to keep his head down for a few days. Will and Soledad’s plane would be in the air in half an hour.
“I have to finish packing,” he told her.
She carefully shifted her weight on top of him, her arms circling his neck. The warmth of her thighs pressed against his legs. She kissed the bridge of his nose, the space between his eyebrows. Her Saint Anthony medal dangled against his chin.
“Stay,” she told him.
A Ziggy Marley song played-one of Soledad’s favorites. She always said the music reminded her of heat and salt water, of a trip she’d made as a child to the beach near Matamoros. Soon, Will promised her, she would live on the beach. She would have heat and the ocean every day.
He touched her necklace. “You never finished telling me about Saint Anthony.”
She kissed him. “San Antonio, loco boy. My protector. He’s the patron saint of lost things.”
“What have you lost?”
She smiled, a little sadly. “Maybe I’m what was lost.”
He realized his question had been stupid. She’d left her homeland, her aging father, her childhood. All for the sake of a better life in the north. And now Will was taking her away from that.
She unclasped the necklace, pressed it into his hand. “Stay with me here, mi amor. Cancel the flight.”
She kissed him again.
He felt the blood stop pounding in his temples, start collecting lower in his body, stirring a different kind of pressure.
They hadn’t made love since the baby arrived. It was probably still too soon.
She had not delivered in the hospital, of course. Stirman wanted no paper trails, no legal questions. Soledad was his creation. Their marriage had been secret for the same reason. He would not share her, or her child, with anyone.
But the delivery had been difficult. The old curandera midwife had commented on the amount of blood. For the first time, Will had seen fear and pain in Soledad’s eyes, and he resented the child for that.
She slipped her hand underneath his belt, bit his ear.
Then the baby started crying, setting Will’s nerves on edge.
He didn’t want to take the child with them. He wished she had agreed to his idea of giving the baby away. He felt no guilt about this, only the need to not offend Soledad.
“Go on,” he said, seeing her attention divided. “Tend to him.”
Her lips brushed his forehead. “Let your enemies break against you, mi amor. They cannot hurt you.”
“Don’t forget to make an extra bottle.”
She looked in his eyes for what would be the last time-the same undaunted look she always gave him, mutely reminding him that she had faced every horror a woman could face, some of those because of Will, yet she was not afraid. She had stayed with him this far. She didn’t want to leave, but she would go into exile with him, or walk into gunfire. She would do whatever was needed to protect him, because as much as he claimed to own her, she had purchased him.
She rose to tend the child.
Will stared down at the silver necklace in his hand. In a flash of resentment, he dropped the medallion into the space beneath the floorboard where he normally hid his cash.
Let Saint Anthony stay in San Antonio. Soledad would have no more need of him. Will would protect her. He would make sure she never suffered loss again.
He closed up the secret place in the floor, and made his phone call to Gerry Far. A moment later, the apartment door exploded.
A police siren brought Will back to the present.
The patrol car was several blocks up Roosevelt, red lights flashing, the cop tapping his bullhorn as he pulled through traffic.
Will was prepared to turn on a side street, to run if he had to, but a block away from him the police car veered into a residential neighborhood.
Probably nothing to do with him.
He turned on the radio. Immediately, the newscaster said, “-alleged leader of the Floresville Five.”
Will turned it off. He didn’t want to know. His nerves were frayed enough. It was seven in the evening, sun going down. He needed to find a store to rob.
Finally a corner sign caught his interest- ZUNIGA’S PRODUCE. The name sounded familiar, though Will was sure he’d never seen the place before.
Its walls were an odd color of stucco, like Chinese skin, so veined with cracks they seemed ready to fall apart. The doors were propped open with Black Diamond watermelons. Heaped outside were wooden crates of other produce-tomatoes, avocados, chili peppers, plantains.
No cars were parked out front. No customers at all, that Will could see. The store wouldn’t have much cash in the till, but it wouldn’t have surveillance cameras, either. Maybe the workers would be illegals. The owner would have no great desire to call the police.
Zuniga.
The name tugged at Will’s memory, but he put it down to nerves.
He imagined Reverend Riggs’ laser-blue eyes staring into him, trying to burn a hole in the small part of Will’s conscience that still believed in God.
He parked the car. He’d hesitated long enough.
Inside were two aisles-one for groceries, th
e other for produce. There was no one behind the counter-just a curtain to a back office, a cigarette rack, a black-and-white television with a Spanish telenovela flickering on the screen.
In the produce section, an aging Latino in a tank top and sweat pants and rubber galoshes was spraying down the fruit. The line of mirrors over the vegetable bins all reflected his belly.
A cleaver, a heap of rubber bands, and a large mound of green onions sat next to him. The grocer’s eyes were watering like crazy. Like he’d just taken a break from chopping and tying the cebollas into bundles. Or maybe he’d been following the telenovela.
He looked over tearfully as Will picked up a shopping basket.
“Nice seein’ the sun out there,” Will told him.
The man shrugged. He went back to spraying his apples.
Will picked up three dusty soup cans, a loaf of Wonder Bread, Fig Newtons, chocolate bars-whatever didn’t look too stale. He was conscious of the gun under his Hawaiian shirt, the grip digging into his abdomen.
He moved to the produce aisle, where things were much better tended. He picked up an orange, some apples, a pint of strawberries. The smell of the strawberries reminded him of the prison yard-hot summer afternoons, a thousand acres ripening in the fields all around Floresville.
Will brought his basket to the counter.
There were still no other customers. No one on the street. Just him and the old man.
The grocer looked over lazily. He called, “?Lupe, ven aca!”
Will felt that uncomfortable memory tugging at the base of his skull. He had the sudden urge to leave.
Before he could, the back office curtain parted. A woman came out to help him.
She had been one of his.
He didn’t recognize her, exactly, but he knew from the way she bore herself-the downcast eyes, careful gestures, as if she were walking through a hot oven. Her hair was prematurely gray, tied back in a bun. Her face, once beautiful enough to warrant a good price, was now drawn tight from years of hard work.
Will remembered something Gerry Far had told him for a laugh, years ago. Gerry had sold one of their acquisitions to a love-struck grocer, an old man who’d bought the girl for ten times her worth, cleaning out his savings and mortgaging his store to possess her. Will and Gerry had joked about how much the old man must like to squeeze ripe fruit. The man’s name might’ve been Zuniga.
The woman didn’t look at Will as she emptied his basket.
She ran her hands deftly over each item-estimating the weight of the produce, clacking prices from memory into an old-fashioned adding machine. She put everything into a brown paper bag for him, told him in Spanish it would be nineteen dollars and twenty-eight cents.
Will made up his mind. He would simply pay and leave.
He reached in his pocket, hoping to find some cash. Surely he’d overlooked at least one twenty-dollar bill.
But he didn’t have time. Lupe looked up at him-straight through the sunglasses and the dyed hair and ten years of her own freedom-and she yelped with fear. “?Es el!”
As if she’d expected him. Will realized the jailbreak must have dredged up her worst memories. The television would’ve kept his face constantly before her. Like thousands of others he’d brought north, Lupe must’ve been half expecting Will Stirman, her personal nightmare, to walk back into her life somehow. He had obliged her.
The rest happened fast.
The grocer Zuniga dropped his spray gun and grabbed the onion cleaver. He shouted at Stirman to get away from his wife. He told her to run, call the police.
The woman didn’t move.
Will drew his gun. He told the old man to stop, to drop the knife.
Zuniga kept coming.
It’s a fucking gun, Stirman thought. Stop, you idiot.
But there were years of the stored vengeance in the old man’s eyes-resentment, poverty, desperate love for a woman Stirman had scarred. The old man wasn’t going to stop.
Will fired a warning shot, but the grocer was already on top of him. The knife slashed into Will’s shoulder.
Will’s second shot was involuntary, a reflex from the pain. It caught the old man in the throat.
Zuniga went down on his knees, drowning as he tried to breathe. He crumpled onto the green mat. The spray gun he’d dropped hissed water, pushing a wave of red across the cement floor.
The woman didn’t scream. She cupped her hands over her mouth and waited to die.
Will should have killed her. She could identify him. But his shoulder was on fire. Blood was soaking his shirt. The room turned the color of beer glass. He staggered outside, back toward his Camaro.
He was three blocks away before he realized he’d forgotten his groceries.
He pulled into a flea market parking lot. He stripped off his bloody shirt and wrapped it around his shoulder as tightly as he could. He wasn’t sure how deep the cut was, or whether he’d stopped bleeding.
He made sure he still had bullets in his gun. Then he ditched the Camaro. He got lucky, found a decrepit Ford station wagon with keys in the ignition.
By the time he was on the road again, sirens were all around him, police cars racing toward the grocery store. The checkpoints would be going up soon. He had to get the hell away.
He tried to breathe deeply, lifting his bad shoulder so the pain would keep his senses sharp. Somehow, he made it back onto I-37.
He drove all the way south to Braunig Lake, then pulled over on a farm road, tried to control the rattle in his chest.
He pulled out his cell phone and called Pablo.
Five rings. Six. By the time Pablo picked up, Stirman was really pissed.
“You sleeping?”
Pablo hesitated. “No. Fuck you.”
“Tell me you’re holding the gun on her.”
A longer silence. Pablo was probably looking for his goddamn gun. “Yeah.”
“Point it at her head.”
“What for? She’s asleep.”
“Pablo, tell me you’re pointing the gun at her goddamn head.”
“Okay. I am.”
“It’s going to go down faster than I thought. An hour, maximum, and I’ll be back with the cash.”
“It’s only just getting dark.”
“Don’t turn on the radio. If I don’t call back in one hour, shoot her. Listen for cops. You hear sirens, you think they might be coming for you, don’t wait. Shoot her. You understand? Then get the hell out. You let her live, I swear to God, I’ll find you.”
“Slow down, man. I mean-shit.”
“Pablo.”
“Yeah, okay,” he said. “I understand. But listen-”
Stirman didn’t have time for more. He hung up.
Will knew what he had to do. He called the prearranged number. When Sam Barrera came on the line, waiting faithfully for instructions, Stirman told him how it would happen.
20
I almost didn’t go home.
Looking back, I wonder which lives and deaths might’ve been exchanged had I driven straight toward the money.
But Jem and I both needed to use the little caballeros room. I figured we could make a pit stop at 90 Queen Anne and make our plans from there.
Besides, the radio news from Medina Lake was making me nervous. The Department of Public Safety had announced they could no longer guarantee the structural integrity of Medina Dam, which had been built in 1911 and never reinforced. Water was pouring 10.4 feet over the spillway.
My friend the Castroville deputy got a quote in, when asked how worried people should be. “That dam breaks, y’all can expect a sixty-foot-high wall of water. You tell me. “
Four towns downriver were being evacuated. Most of those half-million folk would be heading into San Antonio. It was no time to be on the highway.
Up next, the radio announcer promised, a breaking story about the Floresville Five. I glanced over at Jem and turned off the radio.
As he ran into my apartment, Jem yelled, “Cat!”
R
obert Johnson opened one indignant eye.
Jem had long ago refused to believe cats could have surnames, so he’d taken to calling Robert Johnson by his species. It was one of the many humiliations Robert Johnson would endure from Jem without drawing blood, because he knew I would pay him off later with a king’s ransom in kitty Tex-Mex.
“Do you have a paper bag?” Jem asked me, delighted.
As much as Robert Johnson loved playing sack-the-cat, I noticed the light on my answering machine was blinking.
I said, “Why don’t you use the restroom first, champ?”
Jem was clearly more interested in tormenting my pet, but he’d started doing the cross-legged dance pretty bad. He dashed off to the john and rolled the door shut behind him.
Robert Johnson glared at me.
“It builds character,” I said.
The answering machine told me I had two messages.
The first had come in at 1:35 P.M.
“Fred.” Sam Barrera’s voice sent a pang of guilt through my chest. I’d neglected checking on him much too long today. “I’ve found Stirman’s hideout-North Cherry at Rosa Parks. Big brick building, Carrizo Ice Co. There’s been nobody in or out, but I’m pretty sure he’s keeping the woman there. I’ll sit on the building as long as I can, but I need backup. Tell the field office to make it quiet this time.”
I stared at the machine.
How Sam Barrera had gotten to a warehouse on the East Side when his BMW was sitting in my driveway, I didn’t know. Perhaps he was imagining the whole thing from his armchair at home. But I had a sneaking suspicion the old bastard was truly mobile, and if Sam was knocking around the East Side looking for Stirman, he’d find trouble fast.
I grabbed my car keys.
The second message played.
This one had been left at 7:43 P.M., a few minutes before I’d walked in.
“Fred.” Sam’s voice again, tighter this time. “Where the hell are you? Stirman just called. I didn’t… um, I tried to write it all down but I don’t have my notebook. He’s moved up the meeting time. He didn’t sound good. Something’s wrong. He wants us to bring the money to Jones and Avenue B right now. That’s the museum, right? Shit, did we talk about money? Nothing’s happening at this Carrizo Ice place, but I still think she’s in there. I mean, the woman. You know. I’d better get over to the rendezvous point and stall him. If you don’t get this- I’ll think of something. I think I can take him down. He sounded like he might be hurt. I hate damn answering machines.”