by Kiki Goodman
“Since I shared that with you, I want to share you with me.”
“I don’t understand,” Jacob said when suddenly Nina took his erection in her hand and began working it. “Oh, no… that’s okay.”
“No. I have to do this. Just enjoy it please…” Nina said looking directly into Jacob’s eyes while working his manhood. She grabbed one of his hands and placed it on her breast letting him caress it while working her magic.
Jacob was stunned, unsure if he should proceed or not. Nina seemed a little unstable to him, the last thing he wanted was for her to get angry. But at the same time it had been a while since he had felt the touch of a woman. Part of him enjoyed the simple touch and it made him forget, even just for a moment. It was an uplifting feeling.
“This is so nice,” Nina said enjoying the moment.
“Yeah,” Jacob said feeling like he should just go with it.
Nina worked a steady rhythm and moved her body on his legs in unison so that he could enjoy the rest of her at the same time. Jacob watched her body move and feel his crescendo building, knowing it wasn’t far now, her hand dynamite in its execution.
After a few minutes Jacob was nearing his peak, his body ready to explode at a moment’s notice. Nina was running her free hand over her body, hoping Jacob would enjoy the show while she brought him to orgasm. He watched as her arms pushed her breasts together and suddenly he let go, the base of his manhood exploding violently. Nina aimed it at her, taking the first shot over her body and up her chest before quickly positioning herself and inserting his manhood into her body as he finished unloading.
“Oh… god!” Nina said lowering herself down on top of him.
Jacob sat there in complete shock by the fact that she had just done that. She kept him inside of her, as he continued erupting. After a few moments he felt relief that his orgasm was over, but shocked at what had just happened.
“What… are you doing?” Jacob asked bewildered, heaving in air as he recovered.
Nina put her forehead against his and moved her body slowly around, grinding down on him.
“I’m connecting with you,” Nina replied with a light moan. “I want my body to remember you… this. You’ve changed my life Jacob…”
“Oh-kay,” Jacob said ready to throw Nina out.
Part of him wanted to stay in this moment, knowing how wonderful it felt, but the other part of him felt completely violated, going against all of his principles. Nina suddenly stood up and walked slowly over to her clothes as though nothing had happened.
“Thank you Jacob…” Nina said rubbing his semen into her skin before putting on her underwear. “I’m so in awe right now.”
“You don’t want to have a shower?” Jacob asked still bewildered but unsure of what to say.
“No… I’m going to go the gym and work out… I feel so good right now,” Nina said pulling on her shorts and fitted t-shirt.
“Great… ummm, I don’t think we should do this anymore,” Jacob said standing up, still unsure on how to proceed.
“Jacob, you are the best fuck I’ve ever had. I honestly had no idea that was going to happen, but… something changed within me. I can’t explain it, it was like I was guided to do all of that, like I was watching from another place, above me. I know it sounds really crazy, but I’m telling you the truth. I will cherish this forever,” Nina said putting her shoes on.
“I honestly don’t know what to think Nina… That. Whole. Thing. Just now – has never happened to me before,” Jacob said motioning to the area where it had all taken place.
“Me either. I have never shared anything like that with anyone before, and truth be told, right now, I don’t feel like I have to share it with anyone else… ever again. That was magical… incredible. I don’t know, I can’t really describe what I’m feeling right now… but I have to go,” Nina said standing up with a spring in her step. “Are you okay?”
Jacob was a little shocked that she had asked him that.
“Yeah fine,” Jacob replied trying to process everything.
“Great!” Nina said quickly kissing him on the lips before heading for the door.
Jacob grabbed a robe and headed after her, hoping she’d already left the house and hadn’t hidden away somewhere to stalk him. This experience was a little awkward to say the least.
“Bye…” Nina blew him a kiss before bounding out the front door and straight past Donna, who was nearly floored by the way she rushed past. Jacob saw Donna, who seemed surprised at how Nina had left.
“Hi Jacob,” Donna said slowly walking into the house.
“Hi… how’s it going?” Jacob asked tying the robe in front of him.
“Good… I just wanted to let you know that Kelly is back,” Donna replied with an awkward smile.
“Oh… right, thanks,” Jacob said his heart jumping for joy before the negativity weighed in.
“She wants to see you,” Donna said to which Jacob felt angry.
“If that’s the case, why hasn’t she come here instead of you?” Jacob asked.
“She quickly had to go into work, something important came up. I just wanted to tell you first so that you weren’t surprised that’s all,” Donna replied hoping Jacob would understand.
“Well tell her that I’ll be at Giant’s Chair if she wants to talk. I would send her a text message but I doubt she’d get it. She hasn’t gotten the other ones I sent,” Jacob said bluntly.
“I… I’m sure she… okay, I’ll let her know,” Donna said seeing Jacob wasn’t that much in the mood for conversation. She turned to leave when Jacob spoke.
“Thanks Donna.”
She turned and smiled with a knowing nod before leaving.
Jacob felt happy that Kelly was home, while at the same time feeling confused. The day had turned out quite weird so far, but he had to find out what had happened with Kelly. The burning question was, why she didn’t tell him she was leaving? Why hadn’t Kelly returned his calls for the past three months? What had happened?
Chapter 29
The evening was fast approaching over the town, the sun setting in the west as Jacob reached Giant’s Chair. The hike was refreshing, something he hadn’t done in a few months, reminding him of the fun times he had with Kelly. Part of him knew she’d show up, but the doubts started creeping in as he put his backpack down, wondering if coming up here was such a bright idea. Why didn’t he just go to her house and see her? Jacob sat down to ponder his thoughts, looking over the edge of the rock to the trees below. No, if she wanted to speak to him this would prove she was keen to do so, that she was interested in him. If she came he knew she was there for him, that there was something there between them.
Jacob didn’t turn around when he felt a presence near him. He knew Kelly was there, he’d heard her footsteps a few seconds ago.
“I wondered when you’d show up,” Jacob said as the footsteps came closer.
“I wasn’t sure you wanted to see me,” Kelly said standing a few metres away.
“Why would you think that? I’ve been trying to get in contact with you,” Jacob said looking over at Kelly who stood there looking incredibly beautiful. Her hair was longer, capped with a white and grey beanie, allowing her hair to flow down the sides of her face and over her shoulders. Jacob smiled inside at how wonderful she looked dressed in tight fitting green cargo pants, hiking boots and a blue jacket that must look warmer than it actually was, as Kelly was shivering slightly in the wind.
“Because of the way we left things, I left things… I–” Kelly said but Jacob cut her off.
“You didn’t tell me you were leaving. I thought we shared everything, but obviously that wasn’t the case,” Jacob said looking back out at the town, as lights started coming on around the streets.
“I was so scared to tell you how I felt that I thought I needed an exit strategy in case it all went wrong,” Kelly said not moving at all. “I know I said life is too short, more so than ever, but I was still worried.”
; “While I was angry at first about that, I’m not angry about you leaving now. I’m angrier that you didn’t reply to me. I tried to get in contact, to tell you what was going on, how I felt, but you didn’t seem to want to hear me,” Jacob said sadly.
Now he knew how she felt when he left all those years ago. It hit him hard, it was sitting in the pit of his stomach, heavy.
“I did want to hear you; I do want to hear you… it’s just…” Kelly said stopping unsure if she should tell Jacob the truth, if he was ready for it or not.
“What!?” Jacob asked his frustration peeking through ever so slightly.
“Well, I…” Kelly replied but Jacob couldn’t hold it back and Kelly felt nervous about what to say.
“Honestly!? What is it? What could possibly stop you from contacting me for the past three months? Shit Kel!” Jacob said fuming which caused Kelly to get upset.
“I had a car accident,” Kelly said which was like a physical blow to Jacob’s stomach. A car accident and she didn’t want any help? Jacob simply looked at her in disbelief and started to feel like an idiot for going off like he just did.
“But… why didn’t–” Jacob started but Kelly cut him off. She could see how much it had affected him and wanted to clarify her comment.
“It was minor… well not really, I bumped my head pretty badly and had time off. I was taken care of… I just–” Kelly said but Jacob now cut her off.
“What the hell were you thinking?! I would have come straight away… looked after you… hell if not me, I’m sure Donna would have!” Jacob said his voice rising to a level that would probably carry to the centre of town.
“I thought it would be better… give me some breathing room. It’s just that… I didn’t know what to say. I wanted … oh I don’t know what I wanted. I feel like I’ve screwed everything up,” Kelly said turning away, starting to get upset.
The tears started to roll down her face and the slight sob was audible to Jacob. He turned to look at her and knew she was upset. Having never seen her act this way before, something was definitely different. But he didn’t like seeing her in pain, causing his anger to disappear almost immediately. Jacob stood up and moved behind her putting his hand on her shoulder.
“You didn’t screw anything up. I mean I haven’t exactly had the best run over the last three months. Can we just try again?”
Kelly hesitated for a moment, hearing what she longed to hear, but not wanting to seem too eager and keen.
“That’d be great,” Kelly said breathing out slowly, trying to keep her emotions in check. She turned to face Jacob her eyes welled up with tears. “Do you want to talk about what happened over the last three months?”
“Not really,” Jacob said not wanting to remember the events. “I’m not speaking with Tyler any more… I haven’t had anyone to talk to. I’ve missed that.”
Jacob suddenly realised he was rambling and didn’t want to talk any further about it.
“Ah, never mind… let’s talk about something else.”
“How’s Nikki?” Kelly asked being polite and trying to get their friendship back on track.
“We broke up three months ago,” Jacob replied moving away and sitting down near his backpack.
Three long months. Jacob had counted every day. He had missed Kelly dearly and had wanted to talk to her, touch her, know she was still okay, but his reaching out had not had any effect. Part of him was jumping for joy that Kelly was so close, close enough for him to grab onto and never let go. But there was part of him that was reserved, worried that he might push her away. All that time had made him slightly unsure of what to do. He knew how he felt, he loved her dearly, couldn’t dream of living life without her, but he was also hurt that she had not been in contact. Jacob wasn’t sure he could survive any more rejection.
“What!? What happened?” Kelly asked in disbelief.
“She was sleeping with Tyler. I found out the day you left. I wanted to tell you but you had already gone,” Jacob replied shaking his head. “The funny thing is, I realised before I found them out that I wanted you. All this time what I wanted was you. That made it easier to break up with Nikki.”
If only it had happened sooner, he could have caught Kelly before she left and told her how he felt. He would have been in a better place if he could have done that. Kelly looked longingly at him which gave Jacob some much needed confidence after all this time.
“What a bitch!” Kelly said sitting down next to Jacob.
Her reaction had given him some cause for comfort; he felt she was on the same page as him – even after all this time. Perhaps things would work out as he had hoped.
“My thoughts exactly,” Jacob said with a smile. Already they were on the same wave length.
“I’m sorry…” Kelly said nicely.
“Don’t be. It’s better this way. I’m finally free to put all my attention into what’s important. So what’s going on in your world? How’s work?” Jacob asked turning his head to look at Kelly.
“Well… I resigned today, that’s what I had to go in early for,” Kelly replied seemingly happy.
“Yeah? No way?” Jacob said thinking Kelly would be working there for a while longer yet.
“I’d had enough. My boss Richard kept wanting more and I didn’t want to be away, the six weeks was okay at first but they kept extending me… I mean I had the accident first which extended things and then eventually I got sick of it… but…” Kelly said her mood changing slightly.
“But?”
“I’m working there for another six months,” Kelly said looking down.
“Why that long?” Jacob asked thinking it was an awfully long resignation period.
“I want to start my own business and if I work for another six months, three of those away at another branch, they will give me a decent payout. I can pay off my house and have some left over for my business,” Kelly replied knowing it was going to be hard but well worth it.
“I guess if that’s what you want to do then that’s great. If you need anything, or if I can help in any way, just let me know,” Jacob said with a warm smile.
Kelly felt better once she saw him smile like that, she had missed it.
“Thanks Jake,” Kelly said kindly. “So how’s your business going?”
“Don’t ask… after today’s effort I’m not sure I want to do it anymore. I’m thinking of quitting it,” Jacob replied recalling the session with Nina.
“Why what happened?” Kelly asked.
Jacob could feel the pit of his stomach churn. How could he tell Kelly what really happened? After all, he had decided it was time to move on and he thought Nina could be a good starting point, but he wasn’t so sure he should say anything now he knew the truth. He looked at Kelly and couldn’t keep it from her, her eyes making his barriers melt away. If he was to have a future with Kelly, honesty had to be key. Perhaps he needed to get this out of the way first before they could move on together. Jacob summoned up all his courage.
“I had Nina… you remember Nina… as a client this morning. Things got a little out of hand,” Jacob said causing Kelly to laugh. “What?”
“I should probably tell you that I’ve known Nina for a number of years… and she’s a little out there,” Kelly said smiling. “But she’s good, I really like her.”
“A little!?” Jacob said raising his voice at the understatement of the century concerning Nina being out there.
Kelly laughed again.
“I can understand what you are saying. She’s definitely out there, but in a good way. I wouldn’t worry about it. I’m not,” Kelly said much to the relief of Jacob. “I think she’s great. She comes from a good place Jake.”
“You mean you don’t care what happened?” Jacob asked making sure he’d heard her correctly.
“Knowing Nina, not at all,” Kelly said nudging Jacob with her shoulder.
“But we–” Jacob said but Kelly cut him off.
“You had sex right? So?” Kelly said wit
h a smile before seeing Jacob’s quizzical look. “She told me.”
“Right, if that’s what you could call it. You don’t care?” Jacob asked a little dumbfounded.
“You did a good thing for her Jake. I couldn’t be happier, it’s all okay, believe me,” Kelly said warmly which Jacob found odd but at the same time made him feel at ease. “But please don’t quit your business because of that… okay?”
Jacob looked at her and could see she was honest and pure with her intentions.
“Okay…” Jacob said feeling better that Kelly was there. “Bit cold huh?”
“Yeah, freezing… want to go?” Kelly asked shivering.
“I was hoping you would stay with me for a while,” Jacob said with a smile. “Take off your coat.”
“What?”
“Just take off your coat,” Jacob said pulling a large blanket from his backpack.
Kelly reluctantly did as she was instructed, and took her coat off.
“Now come sit here.” Jacob patted the spot in between his legs.
Kelly smiled and moved into position with Jacob’s strong arms coming around her and covering them both with the blanket. Immediately she felt warmer, the wind being cut out from both sides.
“Mmmm that’s so much better,” Kelly said resting her head back on Jacob.
Jacob gently put his arms around her body and hugged her in close.
“Can I ask you something?” Kelly turned sideways so that she could look Jacob in the eye.
“Sure.”
“Do you remember what I said about not wanting this to be a silly seventeen-year-old girl’s crush?” Kelly asked looking nervous.
“I do,” Jacob replied politely. “You said that when you told me how you felt.”
“Well even though I am pretty sure about things… I want to be one hundred percent sure.”
“Does this mean you want to start dating?” Jacob asked his heart pounding faster. He was worried she would feel it pounding into her back.
“Do you?” Kelly said, her own heart pounding with the beat of a thousand drummers.
“Kelly… I’m…” Jacob said pausing while he tried to find the right words. Her hand found his under the blanket giving him the strength to say what he felt. “I’m madly in love with you. You are the most amazing person I have ever met. You are sweet, warm, funny and shy even though you can be outgoing. Complex yet simple. I’m just rambling now, I’m sorry. But the fact doesn’t change. I can’t see my life without you in it. Us two, together. I love you Kelly Maree Mitchell.”